159-20 years ago, dirty memories

Nan Sheng's first reaction after seeing the newspaper was: jokes.

She thinks how can the current media report so irresponsibly? It is said that Nan Yongxin accepted bribes 20 years ago and deliberately acquitted three rape murderers, thus leading to the complete breakdown of another family.

Nan Sheng read the whole report, still with a sneering attitude, and the moment he raised his eyes, he saw Gu Chen slowly coming down from upstairs, Nan Sheng picked up the newspaper and walked over and handed it to him:

"Achen, this report is ridiculous."

Gu Chen took the newspaper in Nan Sheng's hand and looked at the eye-catching headline: Another secret of a wealthy businessman who evaded taxes - "murderer"

"How can they be so irresponsible? There's no way my dad could do something like that. ”

Gu Chen'an looked at her indignant appearance, reached out and rubbed her hair:

"Since it's a false report, you're still so angry?"

"But the day before my father released such news, I don't know if things will be changed, Mr. Jiang called me just now and seemed to be talking and stopped......" The more Nan Sheng thought about it, the more worried he became, grabbed his arm, and asked: "Achen, will Dad be okay?" ”

Gu Chen folded the newspaper in his hand:

"Jiang Licheng has always been in charge of this matter, and there is little chance that I will intervene, you can call him now and ask the public security bureau what the attitude is."

Nan Sheng patted his forehead and sighed in annoyance:

"Yes, yes, I should have asked Mr. Jiang."

With that, he ran upstairs.

When Gu Chen watched her figure disappear at the top of the stairs, he retracted his gaze, walked towards the dining room, put the newspaper on the table, and poured himself a glass of water, the water was warm, relieving the chill that had grown in his heart.

How old was he 20 years ago? 10 years old.

What did he go through that year? If he could, Gu Chen wouldn't want to think about it again in his life.

It's just that no.

To this day, he remembers the scene vividly, as if it happened last night.

The only difference is that the little boy in his memory has gradually grown up, gradually overlapping with himself at this time, he has tried to withdraw the identity of the little boy, making Yiqiē indifferent, but even if his identity is converted to a bystander, he still feels a chill in the scene in his memory.

On September 30, 1988, on the eve of the 39th birthday of the People's Republic of China, Gu Chen and his mother Lin Xiaohui went home after watching the National Day Gala at a colleague's house It was already 11 o'clock at night.

At that time, she would never know that such a choice reversed the fate of her and Gu Chen's lives.

There are no street lights along the way, Lin Xiaohui is a woman after all, she is very scared, and she regrets choosing such a road, but fortunately, she didn't meet anyone along the way, not to mention that they have already walked most of the way, and then they will reach the main road through an alley that has been abandoned for a long time, which makes Lin Xiaohui's heart gradually fall back to its original place.

But she didn't take a few steps before she heard the voices of several people talking in front of her, and there was a woman's intermittent cry:

"Damn, what are you crying about, purify the interest of Lao Tzu!"

"I beg you to let me go......"

"If you say one more word, Lao Tzu will insert you now!"

"Su Mingjia, can you not be so vulgar, haha......"

"Come on, Luo Hao, who doesn't know what kind of bird you are."

……

Lin Xiaohui suddenly stopped, and the hand holding Gu Chen tightened.

Gu Chen was 10 years old at the time, he was full of curiosity about the unknown, and Lin Xiaohui walked all the way, he felt as if he was exploring, and he didn't feel much scared, and even the sleepiness was eliminated by half, at this time, he noticed that his mother stopped, and his hand was clenched tightly, he began to be a little excited, and just wanted to say to his mother, 'Mom is not afraid of monsters, I will protect you', but Lin Xiaohui covered his mouth first, and then walked with him the way he came.

This road, they don't go.

Gu Chen didn't know why his mother made such a choice, but he listened to his mother's words the most, so he obediently followed, but before he took a few steps, he heard a heart-rending shout, Lin Xiaohui's footsteps paused for a while, and by the not-so-bright moonlight, she glanced at Gu Chen, who was silently asking her on her side.

Gritting his teeth, he still took a step forward.

Gu Chen just wanted to ask his mother, what happened to that sister? Are they hurt, are those boys bullying? Don't they have to help fight the bad guys? But before he could express the doubts in his heart, there was an even more mournful cry behind him.

Lin Xiaohui stopped again, but this time there was no more hesitation, she took Gu Chen to the door of an abandoned courtyard, asked him to lean against the corner of the wall and not move, then held his face and whispered:

"Xiaochen, you wait for your mother here, don't run around, don't look, your mother will be back soon."

Gu Chen nodded:

"Okay."

At that time, Gu Chen didn't know what it meant, if he had expected the result, maybe at that time he would have taken his mother's hand and didn't let her leave.

When his mother was around, Gu Chen didn't feel scared because he had something to rely on.

But now he was huddled alone in a dark corner, any feeling was infinitely magnified, and he began to be afraid, especially the cries in the distance kept coming to his eardrums...... He was an obedient and good boy, and when his mother said that he would not be allowed to run around or watch, he obediently squatted in place and began to memorize the teacher's Protestant ancient poems in the textbook.

"Spring sleep is not aware

Birds ...... heard everywhere."

He couldn't memorize it at first, because he seemed to hear his mother's voice, which was louder than the cry of the strange sister before, Gu Chen stopped his voice, and wanted to listen more carefully, but he couldn't hear it anymore, the night was very quiet, and for a while, only the sound of wheezing came from afar.

Gu Chen didn't plan to go over until he saw a disheveled woman crying and running in front of him, and he didn't know what kind of instinct it was based on, he subconsciously thought of his mother, so he walked out of that dark corner and walked towards the dark alley step by step.

The moon peeked out from behind the dark clouds, and the bright moonlight illuminated the darkness.

He saw that his mother's clothes were faded and her hair was disheveled, and her hands were pulled behind him and clamped, and one foot was still kicking on her back, putting her in an unharmonious position, and in front of her there was a man with his pants halfway off, who was moving back and forth vigorously, putting his hands on his mother's thighs, so that she was tightly wrapped around his waist.

There was another man who was eating something on his mother's chest.

Gu Chen couldn't walk anymore, and the blood in his whole body was stagnant.

Ten years old, he didn't know what this scene in front of him represented, but he still saw his mother's pain from his mother's expression of biting his lower lip tightly, he wanted to open his mouth and shout for you to stop, but he found that he couldn't make any sound, he wanted to run over and beat away the men who were shaking his mother, but his feet seemed to be nailed to the ground, and he couldn't move.

He bit his tongue hard, the pain made him regain some consciousness, Gu Chen clenched his fists, and the moment he took a step, he touched his mother's gaze looking at him, she was shaking her head, silently stopping her approach......

The moon didn't seem to bear to look at this extremely dirty scene in the world anymore, and quietly hid back, covering Gu Chen's sight, hiding the place in the darkness again......

That was the first time Gu Chen didn't listen to his mother's words, he squatted down, touched a piece in the corner of the wall, turned his head, picked it up and walked over.

As he got closer, he heard the voices of the three men:

"It's much better than that just now......"

"Don't fucking talk nonsense, I'm still waiting to do it......"

"That's it, you, I can't hold it anymore......"

The three men all sank into the abyss of desire, not seeing the child who was slowly approaching them, so that when one of them was hit on the shoulder by a turning head, they realized that there was already one more person silently beside them.

Gu Chen was originally going to hit him in the head, but because of his lack of strength, he deviated from the original track and fell to his shoulder.

The man who was buried in his mother's chest took the lead and walked over, grabbed the collar on Gu Chen's chest, and lifted him up:

"Damn, where did the little wild seed come from, and it actually came to bad Lao Tzu's good deeds!"

"Phew!" In response, Gu Chen spat on his face.

"Please don't ......" Before Lin Xiaohui's words for mercy were fully spoken, Gu Chen's face was slapped hard, sadly, he was still holding Gu Chen's collar, and still didn't let go of him, so he slapped Gu Chen's face one after another, and then he was still on the ground like garbage, and his fists and feet rained down on him everywhere.

Gu Chen didn't feel pain, let alone cry, he even used his last bit of strength to hug the calf kicked by the man tightly, and then opened his mouth and bit one place without letting go.

The man angrily raised his other foot and kicked it in Gu Chen's face, Gu Chen was forced to let go of his mouth, and his head began to dizzy, but he still felt that it was worth it, because the smell of blood in his mouth told him, and the man was also injured. It's just why does he still feel so sad......

It's because of the sound of my mother begging for mercy for herself, because of my mother's crying, because my mother is shouting her name......

The man didn't hit him again, but walked to the other side, picked up the piece that Gu Chen threw just now, and then turned it back, Gu Chen actually couldn't see his appearance clearly, and could only vaguely see a figure raising the brick in his hand......

It should be very painful, Gu Chen thought sadly...... R1154