Chapter 10: Conscience

The next day, dawn.

Hao Zhen'er slowly opened her eyes, and what she saw was the plain top of the bed, is she still here?

She was stunned for a moment, then sat up.

"Miss, you're awake." Xiao Tao has been guarding Hao Zhen'er's bed, so when Hao Zhen'er was together, she quickly stepped forward to serve her to wash her face and dress.

After everything was done, Hao Zhen'er sat down at the dining table, glanced at the simple breakfast in front of her, picked up the chopsticks and moved a few bites, and then put the chopsticks aside.

When cleaning her hands, Hao Zhen'er spoke: "Did my mother say anything?" ”

"Back to Miss's words, Mrs. only instructed the slave maid to take care of Miss, and did not say anything else."

"How long did I sleep? What time is it? Hao Zhen'er only felt a little dizzy.

"Miss Hui, it's a moment now." Xiao Tao turned around and handed the water to the little girl left by Mrs. Bai, she looked at Hao Zhen'er and continued, "What is Miss thinking about today's bun?" ”

"Whatever, just keep it simple." Hao Zhen'er sat in front of the bronze mirror, looking at the blurred face inside, and her heart was silent.

Today is the day of the little god, it stands to reason that there will be people in the palace today, but I don't know who is coming, the queen, the queen mother, or the emperor?

After Hao Zhen'er finished tidying up, she got up and walked out of the door, which was a quiet and small courtyard, both inside and outside the house was simple and simple.

"How far is this from the main hall?"

"Miss Hui, this is arranged by Master Confession, living in the backyard, a little away from the main hall." "Master of Repentance?" Hao Zhen'er remembered that the person who was talking to her that day was not the master of repentance? "Does the young lady want to go to the main hall?"

Hao Zhen'er looked at the small courtyard expressionlessly, and did not speak for a while.

Xiao Tao quietly glanced at Hao Zhen'er's expression, and then sighed in her heart, she reacted to what she just said, and she hurriedly knelt down towards Hao Zhen'er.

The little girl who followed behind flashed panic in her eyes, and the grandmothers all looked at the eldest lady in front of them with surprise in their eyes.

After a while, Hao Zhen'er looked at Xiao Tao in front of her and said: "I don't like to be a smart person, don't make an example." ”

"It's Miss, Xiao Tao knows it's wrong."

After hearing Xiao Tao's words, Hao Zhen'er's tone changed a little better, "Get up." ”

She desperately needs someone she can trust, otherwise she will feel like she is tied up in everything she does. She has no trustworthy people in this Bai Mansion, including Xiao Tao and those sent by Mrs. Bai, Xiao Tao in front of her looks average and has a lot of thoughts, the key is that people are not stupid.

Therefore, she is also happy to cultivate a competent stop, Hao Zhen'er's gaze lightly swept over the little girls behind her and the henchmen sent by Madame Bai.

"Do you know where the Master of Repentance is?"

"I don't know what Miss Hui said, but when we go out, we can let Xiao Shami take us there."

After Hao Zhen'er nodded, she looked at the little girls and grandmothers behind them, and it wasn't until she saw that they all avoided her gaze and lowered her head, Hao Zhen'er hooked the corners of her mouth with satisfaction.

Now she doesn't have any plans for the future, but the people around her need to beat it well, otherwise when the day when she really needs it, she won't be in a hurry.

"Let's go." She took a deep breath and turned her head to walk out of the courtyard.

Xiao Tao obediently followed behind Hao Zhen'er, with a faint expression as if the scene just now had not happened.

The henchman sent by Mrs. Bai nodded with satisfaction after seeing this, although the young lady's appearance is a little colder, but there is no problem with looking at the condition.

The little girls who followed behind all put away their previous thoughts, since the eldest lady woke up, there was only Xiao Tao around, and the rest of the people were sent back.

This time, Madame picked a few of them to follow the young lady, and they were all happy in their hearts, and they all knew that this young lady's yard was the richest, and the young lady's temperament was also a good match.

But just now I saw that just because of the young lady's expression, the high-ranking first-class maid Xiao Tao knelt respectfully in front of the eldest lady, and they reacted at this time, maybe they will be more careful when they are next to the young lady in the future.

After leaving the courtyard gate, under the leadership of Xiao Shami, they quickly walked in the direction of the main hall, and today's Daming Temple seems to be quieter than yesterday.

Walking to a room, Xiao Shami said something to the people outside, and then left with his hands folded, leaving Hao Zhen'er and his party outside. "The ancestor said that you can invite Master Bai to go in alone." After the briefing, Xiao Shami came out and looked at Hao Zhen'er and said. "Well, you're waiting outside." After speaking, she walked into the room alone.

The house is not big, and after stepping over the screen after a few steps, he saw Jue Cheng sitting alone on the collapse, and he looked at the chessboard in front of him with all his attention, as if he didn't see Hao Zhen'er who entered the house.

Hao Zhen'er looked at it for a while and didn't see any movement from Master Jue Repentance, so she also sat down opposite him unceremoniously, and looked at the game of chess carefully, it was an unfinished game of chess, black and white covered the entire grid, and after a cursory glance, it seemed that Bai Zi had the upper hand, but in fact, it was not.

After a long time, he looked at it all night and didn't see any clue, he raised his head with a headache and saw the girl sitting opposite, he thought at first that the girl might be angry because of his ignorance, but he didn't expect her to be quite comfortable.

She was at ease, but she felt unhappy in her heart, "Can you understand the little girl?" “

Hao Zhen'er shook her head, she looked at Master Jue Repentance and said, "Is the master a white son or a black son?" "What do you think? What about the white and sunspots? "The tone of remorse is not very good." I don't know. Hao Zhen'er replied in a light tone, although she answered so, but her eyes swept the route of the sunspot again, and she probably knew the man's method in her heart.

This sunspot's way of playing is very similar to her, step by step, foreshadowing everywhere, it seems that the chess style is gentle and conservative, but in fact, tearing open the appearance, below is a waiting blood basin mouth. "Eh, I said that the little girl is not too cowardly, and she actually lied in front of me?" Jue regret obviously saw that she looked eager to try, and it was clear that she would.

After looking at this headache-inducing chessboard, he regretted and said, "Then do you think the white son will win, or the black child?" ”

Hao Zhen'er hooked the corners of her mouth, "What about Baizi, what about Heizi?" “

Jue regret was swallowed, and looked at the little girl opposite with a bad face, "What's the matter with looking for the old man?" "Nothing, I just wanted to come and see." Hao Zhen'er sat down relaxedly. "How good it is, you don't have to be too attached to everything, you can eat when you want, drink when you want, and do whatever you want." "Is the same with the Master? Not afraid of breaking the vows? “

The corners of his mouth stiffened, if he hadn't seen it with his own eyes yesterday, he wouldn't have believed that the person who was going to die or live yesterday was sitting in front of him. Adjusted so quickly? He had prepared a lot of words of counsel earlier.

Hao Zhen'er looked around at the structure inside the house left and right, "Daming Temple is so rich, why is it so simple?" "Amitabha, monks should focus on simplicity." Repentance is like a decent folded of hands. "Oh, does Daming Temple accept female monks?" "Ahem, ahem." Jue repented coughed a few times, and then put his hands together and said, "Why is the donor persistent. “

Hao Zhen'er didn't speak, "I'm not obsessed, I just think it's boring." "It's really boring to live like this, looking at the court situation that she once created with her own hands, looking at those who have changed their fate because of her, Hao Zhener always has a feeling of unreality, just like watching a play." So what counts as interesting? "I just feel that life is short for decades, no matter what happened in life, after death is just a handful of loess, what is the meaning of such a life? What is the purpose of human life? "Hao Zhen'er suddenly felt so, she did a lot of things in her previous life, good and bad, and in the end she died, this qiē is meaningless." Is it important why the donor can't let go of the things you have been obsessed with? “

Heavy or? Hao Zhen'er couldn't answer, at first to repay his kindness, and later to save his life, only by walking to the highest position in the harem can he really come here.

"Sitting is also Zen, walking is also Zen, the origin is extinguished, and the fate is empty." The Master of Repentance folded his hands as he spoke.

Dependent origin is extinguished, and dependent birth is empty.

If so? So what should she do now?

There was silence between them until the little novice knocked on the door and said, "The ceremony of sacrificing to heaven is about to begin, please preside."

Only then did he get up, "The little girl thinks about it, the young age is the time when Chenghuan's parents are under their knees and grows up happily and worry-free, so why bother yourself." “

After speaking, Jue Regret left the house with Xiao Shami, and then left Hao Zhen'er alone in the meditation room, and even Xiao Tao did not come in.

Hao Zhen'er raised her hand and looked at the immature little hands, yes, now she is 10 years old, and she is still a yellow-haired girl.

Is it because she is a mediocrity and a cocoon?

Just now, Master Repentance meant to let her do it all over again, Hao Zhen'er had suspected that Repentance knew something, and she didn't find out anything in the conversation just now.

Actually, she is not obsessed. She also wants to start over, live again, and live for herself.

It's just that she is worried that today's identity will be revealed one day, and the happiness she sees now will soon become a monstrous disaster at that time.

Qin Tianjian's gang made her a little worried, she was afraid that in the end, she would affect the people around her.

So keep your distance from the beginning, don't be tempted, and you won't be sad in the end.

(Well, at 11 p.m., see you or leave.) )