Me, what's my name?

I don't remember......

All this time, no one will pay attention to me, no one will feel my presence, and no one will call me by name.

From elementary school to high school, I spent this quietly by myself. No friends, no friends, no playmates. And when my father and mother divorced, I followed my father, and when he married the woman I called Auntie, and I had a younger brother and an older sister, my father didn't look at me in the eye.

Family...... It's a strange name.

Those two men and women, whom I call Daddy and Auntie, have their worlds, and their worlds, their own daughters and sons.

This world has no part of me.

I am inconspicuous, I am not outstanding, I have no excellent grades, I do not have a strong body, I am always just in the corner of the classroom, quietly looking at the blue sky that peeks out of the window.

Probably, even the teacher won't remember my name, right?

That day, I stepped into the place called the "Internet Café" for the first time, and I felt so relieved. Here, everyone is like me, sitting quietly, quietly facing a small screen, quietly doing their own thing.

It's good that no one will pay attention to you.

I fell in love with this place called Internet Café because it ...... Here, everyone is the same.

No one will shout: "The one who sits in the last row, today we are going to play football, the hygiene of the common area will be handed over to you, remember, don't forget the jì!" ”

No one will be angry and say, "Why are you again?" Do you know that you are holding back the average score of our class? Do you have any shame? ”

No one will indifferently ask, "Huh?" What did you say? Are you in our class? How come I never seem to have seen you? ”

…… It's good that no one is paying attention to your world.

That day, I clicked on an icon, and it was called: "Legendary".

What a wonderful world it is! I can do whatever I want here, everyone is the same, and I can stand in front of others and say, "Hmm! This one is very simple, just leave it to me! ”

Here, someone will sincerely say to me, "Big brother, can you help me kill a monster?" I can't beat it, only you can help me, please~"

Here, there will be many people who will worship me and say, "President, you are so powerful, how did you level up?" Our brothers idolize you! ”

Here, there will be girls who will shyly say to me, "I heard that you are the president who is very powerful?" How about me being your wife? You have to take good care of me~"

This world is really wonderful.

However, the price of entering this world is too high......

Even if I save and save, the money spent in this so-called Internet café is not enough for the two people I call Dad and Auntie to give me 30 yuan a month for breakfast.

I, for the first time in my life, secretly took money from the jacket pocket of the man I called Dad.

For the first time, it was very smooth.

The second time, it was also very smooth.

The third time, I was firmly grasped by the woman I called Auntie.

That night, I was kicked out of the house.

It was raining, I was soaking wet, and I had nowhere to go.

In the distance, the corridor called the "Internet café" was lit with warm lights, which made my heart feel so warm.

I entered here again and started swimming in that world I liked the most. In this world, everyone is so gentle with me......

Finally, a hand ripped off my headphones, and a fat face appeared in front of me: "Boy! You've been here for three days and three nights in a row, and although you're a regular customer, you should settle the money first, right?! ”

I was silent, this world, how can it be so strange! This...... It's not the world I want!! I'm going back to that world where I like my brother, where there are girls who like me, and where I have a qiē!!

I jumped up and pushed that fleshy face away, I want to continue to surf the Internet, I want to continue to enter the legend, I want to go to the world where I truly belong to me!!

I pushed him to the ground and hit his head on the corner of the table as if he were bleeding.

I saw him crawl up, his head covered in blood, thundering, screaming and shouting something, and a group of people rushed up and started punching and kicking around me.

It hurts...... However, it doesn't matter! It doesn't matter!! I'm going back to the world where I really belong, where it's not cold, there's no hunger, there's no pain!

The fat face, covered in blood, rushed up with a hideous head, and he held an iron rod and struck me on the head hard.

The world is spinning.

Something was coming in my eyes, red, liquid.

The world is starting to turn red......

I don't know when it started, but I woke up again.

I found that I had no hands or feet, and I only had consciousness, a consciousness that was clear but could not move.

What is this place? I don't know, there's no light, there's no sound, nothing.

Again, I don't know how long it took, but I seemed to hear something, it was the legendary music I was familiar with! Yes!!! That's my world, and I belong there!!

God said there would be light, and there was light.

God said there would be a world, and this world was opened.

I said, I want to belong to my world!

So, I came back to this world that belonged to me again, ah, this world is so beautiful, I can finally be here forever, and I have my own name, a name that I can remember.

On this day, I gave myself a name, and my name is -ing!