Although it was a cold spring, the sun was obviously hot, and it was warm on the body.

The wind pecked at the face, less rude and savage in winter, and more gentle.

Qi Miao bathed in the warm sun, and the corners of her eyes couldn't help but be damp.

I really didn't want Luo Ziqing to leave.

The reluctance to him is not only because of that part of the strange memory and that strange dream, but also because of his kindness to her.

In Chenzhou Mansion, in the vast snow, he took the initiative to stay and accompany her through that difficult journey.

Maybe without him, a few of them would be able to handle things well, but with him, she has more to rely on and is more down-to-earth.

He knew that the most uneasy thing for her was her brother, and he took the initiative to socialize with his brother and help him grow, which not everyone can do.

Whether it is in the past life or in this life, except for her grandfather's family and mother, there are not many people who treat her sincerely, only a few people, and almost none in the previous life.

Luo Ziqing is one of the few people.

"Qi Wu, there is something hidden in my heart for a while, after thinking about it seriously, I decided to tell you when I left, otherwise I would be deceived." When Qi Miao was saddened, Luo Ziqing opened his mouth.

Qi Miao raised her eyes to look at him and asked, "What's the matter?" ”

I don't know what he can do to deceive her.

She didn't speculate, she didn't envision, she just waited for his answer.

Luo Ziqing said, "Qi Wu, do you still remember the incident of going to Chenzhou Mansion. ”

"Remember, what's wrong?" Qi Miao nodded puzzled.

"The reason why I stayed with you that time was actually instructed by Ji Mo. He wanted to go back to the capital because he was in a hurry, so he asked me to accompany you back to Beijing. He won't spare me. Luo Ziqing said what happened that day.

Although it has been a long time, he still clearly remembers that early morning, Ji Mo kicked open the door with cold and anger.

Ji Mo's expression was mixed with sad anger at that time, but his tone was extremely solemn, and Qi Wu's strong worry and concern were overflowing.

He didn't know what Ji Mo's expression meant at that time, but he could feel Ji Mo's different intentions towards Qi Wu.

He never told Qi Wu about this, he was selfish. I didn't want Qi Wu to know about this and feel grateful or good for Ji Mo.

Now that I think about it, he is too selfish, if Qi Wu knows about this one day, he will only despise and disdain what he has done. and then doubted his character.

He wants to be an open-minded gentleman, not a coward with a dark mind.

Ji Mo is good at Qi Wu, he can't hide or cover up, and working hard to do his best is what he should do. As for Qi Wu's final choice. He has no right to interfere and stop.

After saying the words that had been held in his heart for a long time, Luo Ziqing suddenly felt a lot more relaxed, and the guilt in his heart was also reduced.

may be to punish himself for concealing it, he didn't say the sentence 'Even if there is no Ji Mo's advice, I will stay with you'.

"This ...... How can it be? Qi Miao's eyes widened, with a look of astonishment on her face.

If I remember correctly, Ji Mo ignored her when he left Chenzhou that day, how could he say this to Luo Ziqing.

"Qi five. You should know that I am not a liar, let alone these things that are not good for me. Luo Ziqing said.

"Hmm. Thank you, Brother Luo, for telling me this. Qi Miao bowed her head slightly.

With a heavy heart, I felt guilty about Ji as a stranger.

It's possible that she really misunderstood him.

"When I said that, I felt a lot more comfortable. Qi Wu, please be precious, you must protect yourself......" Luo Ziqing looked at her, and the mist rose in her blue eyes.

Wait until I get back!

These four words, he can only say secretly in his heart.

He can't give her anything now, and he doesn't know what will happen to him in the future, and what qualifications does he have to make her wait for him?

Qi Wu, don't worry, no matter how Ji Mo treats you, and no matter how you treat Ji Mo, I will definitely do my best to fight for myself!

Luo Ziqing secretly made up his mind.

"Cherish, Brother Luo!" Qi Miao said softly.

Luo Ziqing waved his hand to her gently, and when he resolutely turned around, two men's tears flowed.

I don't know when this goodbye will be, and I don't know if it will be goodbye.

The group watched Luo Ziqing and the others gradually drift away, and finally disappeared from sight.

Qi Miao pressed her chest tightly, her heart was already aching, and she wanted to leave Luo Ziqing out loud, she was worried that she would lose her temper, she bit her tongue and pressed the weird feeling.

After Luo Ziqing left, she also felt that something was missing in her life, and she was sad all day long.

It just so happened that the spring rain was endless, giving her an excuse to hide in the house and make herself moldy.

After more than a month, the weather gradually warmed up, Qi Miao changed out of heavy cotton clothes, and suddenly felt a lot more relaxed.

This day is bright and bright, and it is a good time for outings.

Qi Miao wanted to take Qin Si, Yuexia and a few of them to the suburbs to play and relieve their dull mood.

Yuexia and Xia Shuang responded with great interest, but Qin Silk was wilted, like a frosted eggplant, and she didn't have any energy at all.

"Sister Qin Si, what's wrong with you?" Qi Miao hurriedly took Qin Si's hand and asked quietly in private.

Qin Si looked up at her, showing a helpless look for the first time, "Miao'er, do you think it's time for me to give up?" ”

"Senior brother?" Qi Miao asked.

Qin Si nodded slightly, "I went to him a few more times, and his attitude was as always, and he didn't loosen up at all."

Miao'er, I'm really tired, I really don't know if there is any point in persevering, maybe he has forgotten me a long time ago, and I may be a crazy person with a brain problem in his eyes. ”

said to give up, but Qi Miao knew how painful and helpless Qin Si was when she said this.

Qi Miao was also very touched by her insistence on her senior brother, if it weren't for her strong love, how could she have gone all over the mountains and rivers to look for him, and how could she be so sad.

How bitter she has been in her heart over the years, others can't understand, only she knows

Before she found her brother, she was supported by the belief that 'her brother loves her', and now her brother's indifference and alienation have shattered her determination to persevere.

Without a support point, how could she not collapse?

Qi Miao let out a long sigh in her heart and said, "Sister Qin Si, if you feel tired, try to rest. By the way, can you ask the reason why my brother became a monk? ”

"I was useless and didn't find out why." Qin Si shook her head, tears pouring out of her eyes.

"Sister Qin Si, you have worked very hard, don't blame yourself." Qi Miao hugged her tightly, and her eyes were red.

has been with Qin Si for so long, and has treated her as a sister for a long time.

Seeing her so sad, Qi Miao felt sorry for her and couldn't help hating the senior brother she had never met.

No matter what kind of hardships you have, you should make it clear to Qin Si.

Apathy and detachment only made her more sad, but it couldn't make her completely dead, she needed an explanation.

Qi Miao really wanted to take Qin Si to Lingshan Temple, and asked the conscienceless senior brother in person.

But this move is too impulsive, after all, his current identity is a monk, what if he embarrasses Sister Qin Si?

Why don't you ask Ji Mo for help?

The thought slipped through Qi Miao's mind.

When Qi Miao hadn't decided whether to go to Ji Mo or not, news came from her mother's side, and Papaya had found it. (To be continued......)