284: Dissuasion
"If you want to wipe your neck, we can prepare a knife for you, if you want to hang yourself, we can prepare a rope for you, and if you want to drink poison, we can prepare arsenic for you. There are so many ways to die, I just don't know which one Yan Ya girl likes? ”
Yan Ya's delicate body suddenly trembled like an autumn wind, looking at each other incredibly, she never thought that Angel's mouth could spit out such words, as a wife, she wanted to take care of the family business and take good care of her concubines, but she didn't expect that Angel didn't care about her reputation at all, and actually wanted to put herself to death.
Angel looked at Yan Ya again, and saw that she had lost a lot of weight, and she was completely different from the young lady who had just come out of the house, from the initial vexatious trouble, to the later learning to be patient, to this moment of unbearable, without that high-spirited look, up and down, like a puppet without a soul, relying on the last bit of strength in the body, constantly vicious and tearing.
took off the bracelet of pearls in her hand, which she often carried, and the eldest grandson Yuanhong really wore the face of everyone in her hand, and Yan Ya and the other two women were jealous for a while.
"You're going to say that these things are bad for my reputation, aren't they? Then I can tell you that you have completely put yourself in the wrong position, even if it is your father's wife and concubine, who is not without a little furniture. You're sick right now, and I've called you three or four doctors right now, but they haven't gotten any better, so dying of illness is a very normal thing, isn't it? ”
Yan Ya, who was sitting on the edge of the bed, almost collapsed from exhaustion, she was not stupid, she could have a superb status at home, not just her life, these common things, Yan Ya was not surprised, there were more or less selfishness in various mansions, Yan Ya just didn't expect that one day, she, the person who sat on the sidelines and watched, would become a person who experienced it personally.
Shaking her head blankly, her eyes were full of fear, at this time, she didn't doubt at all that Angel would do this, "Don't, don't madam, Ya'er knows that she is wrong, Ya'er really knows that she is wrong, whatever you say now, Ya'er will do it, and beg Mrs. to give Ya'er a way out." When she went back, Ya'er immediately packed her bags and went back, and she would definitely not delay the major affairs of Mrs. and the adults. ”
Angel shook her head regretfully, "I knew why I had to do it today, I said that Miss Yan is also a smart person, how could she not even understand such a small thing?" Ye can tolerate you once or twice, how can I not tolerate you to die again and again, what makes me very curious is what is the reason that you don't even want your own life, so crazy to follow Ye. ”
Yan Ya's eyes were uncertain, if she said it, although she would become a laughing stock, but this was her last chance to live, she was not afraid of death, but there were many things that had not been completed, and she still had to become a human being.
"Since you don't want to say it, I won't stop you, and the future will depend on you." Angel doesn't want to talk nonsense with her, Angel is just a moment of boredom, since Yan Ya is unwilling to say, she doesn't want to ask, the words have been brought, and how to go in the future depends on Yan Ya's own.
"Wait a minute!" Seeing Angel turn around and leave, Yan Ya was really scared, and shouted loudly to stop Angel'er's footsteps, "Ya'er hopes that the master can accept Ya'er, so that Ya'er's family can be superior, and no one can bully her." Madame may not know that although the officials and merchants are not separated, the hierarchy is extremely strict, and those tenants who farm the fields look respectful to us, and they all look down on the merchants in their hearts. Ya'er is a daughter, and although she has read poetry and books since she was a child, she can't get fame like her brothers. Ya'er's two elder brothers, although they are both famous and talented, but they still can't change the fact that they were born in a merchant family, many people in the city who have heads and faces still look down on our Yan family, so only by marriage can we change, Ya'er is a carefully cultivated daughter in the family, and naturally wants to seek benefits for the family. ”
"So, you value your lord's status in the royal family, and you want your lord to seek face and benefits for your family?" Angel looked down at the other party, this answer was not an accident, but she felt unreasonable, for such a reason, she could even put her own life on the line.
How did Angel know that different people have different lifestyles, Yan Ya can be accepted by the upper class family for her own family and for the sake of being accepted by the upper class, she is not afraid of hardship, tiredness or death.
"Yes! The concubine took a fancy to the status of the lord and hoped to stay by the lord's side, because Ya'er had never given tea to his wife so far, nor had she had a round room with the lord, neither an aunt nor a room, if she was rashly sent away, maybe she would never have the opportunity to see the lord in her life. Yan Ya said this, her face became more and more flushed, after all, she was still a girl, and she was probably embarrassed about the boudoir.
"But you're too ......" Angel was very entangled in this question, coercing Changsun Yuanhong again and again, obviously not using his brains too much.
"That's the difference between a wife and a concubine!" Yan Ya smiled bitterly, "Madame is the daughter of a big family, and what she has learned since she was a child is how to be a wife, and what Ya'er has learned, although it is a must-learn thing for everyone's ladies, it is still something that the concubine learns in action." Ye was born noble, and there are many women who follow his wishes, if Ya'er is the same, Ye will definitely feel uninteresting, on the contrary, Ya'er has been confronting Ye again and again, but he can leave an impression on Ye, so he has no choice but to go sideways. ”
Angel swallowed her saliva, and she didn't know whether Yan Ya's move worked or didn't work, she contradicted Changsun Yuanhong again and again, but she was not killed, although she was sent away, it is hard to guarantee that the other party will still think of Yan Ya, it seems that it is really necessary to have a good face.
"Your affairs have nothing to do with me, in the same way, what kind of results will be in the future, it is also your own creation, you clean up yourself, the master has already prepared, early tomorrow morning, the master will send someone to send it back."
"Madame!" Yan Ya hurriedly stopped the other party, "The desert is dangerous and difficult to walk, although Ya'er is not the concubine of the master, she can follow the master to come here, if something happens, it will be related to the face of the master." The Tatars do not welcome the people of the Feather Kingdom, Ya'er hopes that someone can escort Ya'er back to the border city, and asks Madame to help Ya'er for the sake of Ya'er's careful service along the way! ”