Chapter 13: Obsession
Divine. I led the burning rice to the old cow that I occupied for a long time. While his thoughts were racing in his heart.
Now, although I happened to find Amy. But how do you explain to him the fact that he is dead? You can't say to him with a sad expression: "Hey! Brother, in fact, you are dead, well, what is that, you should mourn and change! ”
Not to mention whether Amy can accept it. Even if he can accept it, how can he be guaranteed that he will not be able to break the line between life and death, and continue to dwell on the reality of whether he is dead?
According to Nian Cangsheng, the root of Amy's current existence is due to his obsession of believing that he is still alive, and if this obsession is broken. He became suspicious of his own existence, and the consequences were mostly to disappear.
So it's not saying now, it's not saying it's not, how can that be?
Alas! Although I was very lucky to meet Amy three times in a row, and now I have earned him in a few words and come with me, "But even if I find him now, what will happen after I find him, I don't think about it at all, my personality has always been dictatory, I don't think too much about the future, but just take care of the immediate problem first."
Whatever! You can't let him run around anyway, can you? Stabilize him here first, and then find a professional like Ling Lingfu or Ling Xiaoluo to come up with an idea.
I thought about what to do next, and immediately turned back to Amy, who had been silently following me, and said, "Dear user. Please continue with me."
"You're not a customer service." Amy stopped.
I was shocked, what's going on? This Amy doesn't look quite right!
"My mind is messed up." Amy had an extremely uneasy look on her face, "There seem to be all kinds of voices in my ears that I want to hear clearly but can't, and I remember, I saw you last night!" You told me something yesterday, but I can't remember", it's strange, why am I here,"
Amy's figure suddenly trembled, and her originally clear figure began to blur, and she was about to twist and disappear like last night!
I was so shocked that I reached out to grab him by the shoulder, but my ear stopped involuntarily as soon as my hand poked out.
This Amy's body is out of my reach now, and if it passes through him again, it will only accelerate his suspicion of his own feelings, and he will disappear into the void again!
"Aren't you going to kill the Lich King first?!" I snapped.
Amy's trembling body froze and looked up at me in amazement, with a thoughtful look on her face.
Good! Bet right!
I secretly exhaled in my heart, and I didn't dare to pause in the slightest. He said to this wandering confused spirit, "Do you remember your brothers in the Seventh Star Guild? "Remember the oath that you swore together to defeat the Lich King and achieve the world's first kill?" Do you remember when you came back and gathered everyone to join you in trying to make up for your previous regrets!! ”
Amy stood on the spot in a daze.
His body, which was about to disappear, didn't know when it would return to its previous clarity. It's like an entity.
"If you want to understand, don't ask anything. Come with me! I said that to him, and then turned and walked away.
Amy was stunned for a while, and finally hurried to catch up. Silently followed me and continued on his way
It worked!!
I let out a long breath and secretly wiped a cold sweat.
Sure enough, as Nian Cangsheng, the dead plug-in man said, the reason why Amy lingered and stayed here. world, and I can't figure out reality and fantasy. I can't accept the fact that I'm dead. It's all because of his obsession with unfinished dreams.
The ambitious dream of realizing the world's first killing of the Lich King by Chinese players, the dream of leading the Seventh Star Guild to create a miracle again, and the unfinished dream that he had to give up because he was injured in an accident.
I crept back to see that Amy was silently following me, though still frowning. It still seems to be a doubt, but his steps are firm.
He followed me firmly, just because I gave him an ethereal one that could fulfill his dream.
Alas, "just for this kind of boring thing, I bet on my dreams, and I can't even see through life and death, such a guy is really cute!"
I rubbed my eyes vigorously, they seemed to be a little wet, well, I probably hadn't slept all night, that's why it's so hazy!
I led Amy to the community, the security guard nodded at me, and I smiled at him awkwardly, I guess this uncle has to sigh at me behind my back. "A dutiful part-time worker"!
"By the way, you have a colleague who came to work first today?" The uncle suddenly raised his head and said.
"Huh? What colleague? "I stopped.
"Wearing glasses, not tall" I came with you once before, he came this morning, I stopped him from letting him in, he told me that he was your colleague, you came late today to rest, so he came first. The uncle's face was a little nervous, and his hand immediately touched the security baton next to him, "What?!" He's not your colleague? Could it be that he"
"Ah, yes, yes!" I smiled bitterly and quickly nodded: "It's my colleague, I'm sorry, uncle, I was distracted just now, and I didn't react at once."
The security guard showed a relieved look on his face, put down the baton in his hand stupidly, and ignored me again.
After begging all the dutiful security guards, they gritted their teeth and ran towards the small Ding knife. Amy was stunned behind her, and she hurried to keep up.
"Remembering the common people!! You elusive plug-in man!! ”
I was furious and looked at Nian Cangsheng, who was sitting in front of the computer desk in the living room all his time, watching the little Lori Dragon fight the World of Warcraft with great interest.
I was so angry when I saw him, I ran to him for advice last night, and this guy casually explained to me and sent me away, and even said that he was busy updating the plug-in, so he didn't have time to help me toss Amy's ridiculous reason.
And now this guy is actually sitting here with the old god running around, looking like he is in control.
"Oh? Xiaofeng is very efficient. I've found this wandering spirit," Nian Cangsheng raised his head to look at Amy behind me, unmoved by my roar.
Only, what do you come to do? ”
"Help you deal with this wanderer." Nian Cangsheng didn't look at me, stood up straight, walked to my side, and reached out to touch Amy.
"Don't!" I was shocked, what kind of confusion is this plug-in man going to collect! "You can't touch him! As soon as you touch him, you will,"
Before the words were abandoned, Nian Cangsheng's hand was already pressed on Amy's shoulder.
"Hmm" is as I expected, when the obsession is strong, it can affect the people around you. Let others think that he is just like a normal person. Nian Cangsheng nodded, and pressed Amy, who had been staying at the door since entering the room, to a computer chair.
"What do you mean?" I looked at Nian Cangsheng suspiciously, how could this guy touch Amy? Didn't he tell me, this Amy is just a wandering spirit formed by an obsession haunting here, and her own body is brain dead and lying in the hospital. And before I reached out to touch Amy. His hands passed through his body, which directly caused Amy to immediately collapse with a sense of being alive.
But now, how can this plug-in man touch Amy without any abnormality?
"Have you watched Stephen Chow's movies?" The plug-in man asked thoughtlessly.
I nodded, as a normal post-80s. If you haven't watched Stephen Chow's movies, you can basically reach the level of prehistoric monsters.
"Stephen Chow has a movie called Soul Night." Nian Cangsheng looked at Amy, who was sitting in a chair, and said: "This is a funny type of horror film, although it is based on Stephen Chow's nonsensical humor, but this movie tells a very interesting theory. That is to tell people that the so-called ghost is actually just a kind of mental thought. Those legendary people who were scared to death by ghosts and strangled to death by ghosts. In fact, it is nothing more than seeing hallucinations and scaring yourself to death, or suffocating yourself to death by suffocating yourself by holding your own neck with your own hands!
So, it makes sense. This Amy's current Zen situation is just that he is entangled in his obsession, he is too entangled in his unfinished business, even though he is obviously dead, but he still doesn't believe in this fact, and even forces himself to think that he is still alive, so he began to wander around the game server, and also went to gather those old Warcraft members to continue the unfinished first kill of the Lich King with him.
And when his obsession is strong, including returning to the World of Warcraft game, he controls the account of the game character who no longer has zài. As well as speaking on the flying channel, these sounds and pictures that should not be seen or heard by other members of the seventh heaven, but they can be heard by everyone as usual, one is that his obsession is strong enough, so all the people related to him are affected by him, so Amy, who is alive and jumping without any abnormality, returns to everyone.
And because everyone thought Amy was still alive, his obsession became stronger and stronger. In the end, it is almost the same as a real person. This is just like the theory in Stephen Chow's movie Night of the Soul, the so-called "ghost." The ferocity of the existence of zài and ghosts, after thousands of years of legends of gods and ghosts. Everyone subtly believes in an unrepeatable height, which is why ghosts and ghosts kill people who don't exist at all are so real and terrifying.
It's a pity that when the guy named Tabula Rasa Nuo appeared, he told everyone that Amy had passed away, which was the first to shake the root of everyone's belief that Amy was alive, and Lao Niu jumped out in time to ask Amy about the transfer of the account, this key loophole not only broke all the Seventh Star members' belief that Amy was still alive, but also shattered his original belief that Amy was still alive, so his obsession completely collapsed and disappeared from people's sight,,
If, that tabula rasa, he didn't come out to point out the fact that Amy was dead, or if Lao Niu didn't find a fatal logical loophole in his zài, maybe this guy is still alive now. Be on the web! ”
In the end, Nian Cangsheng looked at Amy with some pity.
Amy, who had been sitting there without speaking, jumped up, her eyes scattered, and she exclaimed in a voice of disbelief, "What do you mean? You're saying I'm dead?! ”
Nian Cangsheng glanced at him with that kind of eyes without any emotion, and said, "Yes, you." It's dead! ”
I wanted to stop it too late, so Nian Cangsheng said the fact that Amy had been unwilling to face so indifferently.
"You're crazy!" I said angrily, "Didn't you say it yourself? If he is awakened to the fact that he is dead, then his obsession will be shattered, this. Yi Shunshu is a fine notch mixed with a different body clam""※
"No, it won't." Nian Cangsheng said lightly, "Because there is the Ling family's Six Breaking Star Descending Spirit Array here, he will not be in danger of disappearing again at all." ”
I hurried to see Deng Amy, only to see that he was just shaking, his face full of devastation, but there was no sign of his body twisting and disappearing into the void as before.
In the corner of the hall, on the oval spirit gathering array with phoenix feathers, the spirit pill of Asura Xiaoxia lay quietly in the middle, and the spiritual energy slowly flowed on it.
Belch? Where did the idiot Lingyi Wa go? How has this guy been haunted lately.
"This Spirit Gathering Array is where the spiritual energy is gathered. At the same time, it has the effect of restraining the aura from leaking. So even if there is a loophole in his obsession, it will not disappear because of the scattered, so "Nian Cangsheng talked eloquently, with a look of course on his face."
"You're all set, aren't you?! So what did you do last night and say you weren't participating? I gritted my teeth
Tooth.
"Hmm" didn't want to get involved at first. Nian Cangsheng lifted his glasses and said: "But then I thought about it, this kind of obsession is not an ordinary obsession, in addition to affecting myself, it can even affect others, which means that if I use it well, what I believe in, then everyone else in this world must also believe with me!" The so-called gods and Buddhas are not the obsessions constructed by religious attachments and beliefs, and then in the end they become the omnipotent mana of heaven and the world, and to put it bluntly, it is the highest form of obsession, so that the world believes in his existence, so he becomes a god! ”
"What the hell are you talking about," I was confused.
"I don't understand it after telling you, this Amy's obsession is very interesting, his dedication and seriousness to this, the so-called game, has reached a point where it is so unbearable that he refuses to give up even when he dies, so it has caused this current situation of wandering spirits. And according to the past examples recorded in the Ling family's classics, after the wandering spirit's obsession with the existence of zài is shattered, it often dissipates directly, but this guy actually appeared again and again, and modified his own memory, forgetting all the memories that conflicted with his own obsession, such a guy, it's really interesting,, hey, hey,"
Nian Cangsheng's face showed that fanatical expression, and his gaze behind the black-rimmed glasses flashed with a dazzling essence.
This plug-in guy is starting to go crazy again! I looked at this guy a little creepy, and quickly changed the topic and asked him, "So what are you going to do now?" ”
Nian Cangsheng shook his head, as if he got rid of his fanatical conjecture, and said: "The first step has been successful, you brought him back, and it hasn't disappeared because I revealed the fact that he is dead, then the next things will be much easier."
"What?! You mean you're just guessing. Did you do it without being sure? ”
Only, let's move on to the next attempt. ”
"Try you. Head! Remembering the common people! I remember, the last time I was on the Yan'an Road Elevated Dragon Pillar, you also tricked me into entering the mirror Kunlun, and this time you came to this set again! ”
"Nothing. Well, you're the main character! ”
"You're the main character! Your whole family is the main character!! ”
After an unintentional quarrel, Nian Cangsheng and I stood side by side calmly, looking at Amy, who had gradually come out of the shock of the news that she was dead.
Hmm" except for Nian Cangsheng's unkempt hair. My eyes are a little blue, and I am very calm.
Amy looked up at us, her eyes a little confused.
"Tell us how you got into this state." Nian Cangsheng stretched out his hand to smooth his hair and looked at Amy.
"That's weird," Amy smiled wryly. "There are a lot of things I can't remember. But just now you told me that I had died, and I thought about it one after another. ”
Nian Cangsheng nodded and said: "Your previous obsession was too strong, although it made you believe that you were not dead, but in order to block the loopholes of all kinds of signs that you have died, your mind will unconsciously block all kinds of information about you have died, so you will have a short period of amnesia, forgetting all kinds of things that can tell yourself that you are dead." So you'll forget how you died, and forget the fact that someone sued you that you're dead, well, there's no such obstacle anymore. Then, just sue me for 1510. Memories of why you became a wanderer! ”
Looking at Amy's closed lips, Nian Cangsheng looked at him with some mockery, and said, "You think." Do you have any other options? Don't doubt it, say your qiē. Maybe I'll be able to figure out the connection. Otherwise, you'll just keep wandering around with that! ”
Amy hesitated for a long time, Nian Cangsheng stared at him without relaxation, Amy's eyes changed from doubt, to confusion, and finally gradually became clear. "Well, let me think about it and talk about it. To tell you the truth, I'm still in a mess right now," only Amy nodded with a wry smile.
Nian Cangsheng and I looked at him together. Hold your breath and wait for him to tell.
With that, Amy frowned and began to recall his memories that were already gone.
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