The rescue was timely, and there were no major problems with the minor. By the next morning, she was awake.

Pillow Creek went to see her, and she asked her:

"Why are you here?"

"You also said you scared me to death last night. ”

"I heard what Weiyang said, I forgot to turn off the gas valve when I fell asleep, but fortunately you came in time. ”

"Why don't you move back to the dormitory, you live outside......"

I learned from Su Yang that Minor's situation is a bit like a dual personality or post-traumatic sequelae.

That is, after being stimulated, the personality and behavior will show a completely different behavior than usual, and the person will selectively forget the things that make him unhappy.

"If it was because of the suicide of Min Yuchen's father, I think it would be better for a psychiatrist to intervene. ”

After learning about things, Pillow Creek gave such a suggestion.

When Minor was young, the family drove out to play, and when a rock fell on the road, the parents sitting in the front row were smashed on the spot, but she escaped in the back row. She received psychological intervention and therapy as a child. Min Yuchen's father's matter is equivalent to directly pulling out the most fearful and fearful emotions in her heart again. ”

"But that's how she ...... now"

Pillow Creek wants to say that the behavior when the negative emotions erupt is not simply unhappy and tantrum or whatever, but chooses the most dangerous self-harm suicidal behavior.

It's been four years since she first put the plastic bag over her head and tried to cover herself. Do you know what she does every time she does it?"

This situation has been understood.

"You broke up with her. ”

"What are you talking about breaking up?" snorted Yang, "We haven't been together again." ”

Because of this sentence, half of Pillow Creek's face spasmed.

He sat in the safe passage and lit a cigarette in the dark.

"I, her, and Min Yuchen were trainees who entered CL at the same time. I have experienced all the exclusion and isolation you are experiencing now, and the process is much worse than yours. ”

Wei Yang smiled, "At that time, I was unfamiliar with the place and didn't know Korean at all, and the only people who could usually say two sentences were the same foreigners Min and Min Yuchen, who were both foreigners, and they were already lovers at that time." ”

"After a long time, we have become good friends with each other. Minor's personality at that time was still a little different from now, especially strong and stubborn, and there was no place to use righteousness. What did I have to be ...... by other trainees at that time? It was she who went to give me a head, and scolded people for more than ten minutes. You see that her popularity is not good now, and it is also the bane of that time. ”

Seeing that Pillow Creek's expression was wrong, Wei Yang could guess what she was thinking now.

"Do you think I'm shameless to rob my brother's girlfriend?"

Pillow Creek didn't speak.

"She has a good relationship with Min Yuchen, and I can't get involved. ”

He took a drag on his cigarette, as if he was stuck in a memory of the past.

"Min Yuchen and I entered the EJ debut selection together, and we had already taken promotional photos at that time, and when we were waiting for the final debut, he and minor broke up because of a trivial matter. At that time, it was actually a joke, originally thought that it would be reconciled after a while, that is, at that time, there was an accident at Min Yuchen's family, and he hurriedly went abroad to deal with something, only his father stayed in South Korea. When Minor found out about it, he took me to visit his father's company. As soon as he got out of the taxi, and while I was still paying, his father jumped down from a building dozens of stories high and smashed him alive in front of Minor, splashing her blood all over her body. She was stunned for a few seconds, then fainted. ”

"According to what you say, Minor should like Min Yuchen very much, but she told me......"

When she woke up from the hospital, she knew that she had a relationship with Min Yuchen, but she didn't remember Min Yuchen's family affairs and her liking of Min Yuchen at all. Because I was taking care of her in the hospital during that time, she may have thought that I was her boyfriend after replacement. ”

He extinguished the cigarette butt and lit it again.

"I explained it to her at the time, and then there was an incident where she tried to suffocate herself with a plastic bag. ”

"When Min Yuchen came back, I saw her kissing and sticking to me. Something so big happened in the family, and he suddenly carried a lot of debts, which were enough to crush him. That's it, just drunk and came to me crying, telling me to be nice to Minor, and also asking me not to tell her about his family. He thought she didn't know, and he was afraid that she would have some strange thoughts when she knew. ”

So Min Yuchen told the company to give up his debut. ”

"At that time, the doctor told me that Minor's situation was temporary, and that she would be able to remember it one day. So, I acquiesced to what she thought was a relationship. Admits that she's her boyfriend and nothing else. I saw that she had no problem practicing in her daily life, and after being happy for a while, I found another opportunity to talk to her about it, and then ......"

He took another puff of cigarette, "And then there was an incident where she slashed her heart with a knife in front of me." ”

"After that...... After that, I didn't dare to mention it again for a while. Then, I watched for a while, and every time, whenever I thought she was healed, she would recur again because of one of my words. In the middle, the situation became more serious because of the death of her only relative in this world, her grandmother. ”

"People who knew about it also told me that I didn't have to do this, and that Minor's matter had nothing to do with me. There are also ruthless people who will say that it would be good to send her directly to a mental sanatorium. But they're not me, and they won't know how I got through that time when I first came to Korea. So I understand why you value Min Yuchen. When you are struggling to make enemies on all sides and surrounded by malice, suddenly there is someone who can give you a little help and kindness, and you will hold on to them like a torch in winter. ”

"Sometimes when I'm too tired, I think, don't care, how about love......"

"But, but whenever that thought comes to me, I really want to smoke myself to death. In front of my eyes, I immediately remembered the scene in December, when Seoul was so cold that people could freeze to death, that I slipped and fell to my feet because of a marble on the stairs. ”

"At that time, I was approaching the debut selection, and I didn't dare to tell the company about it at all, for fear that they would think that my physical condition could not be evaluated and directly cut me out of the list. At that time, it was Min Yuchen and Minor who accompanied me to the hospital. I was carried by Min Yuchen, a big man of more than 1.8 meters, so I climbed the stairs to see a doctor and make a film. When we came out of the hospital in the early morning, we couldn't get a taxi, and the three of us leaned together to keep warm in the weather of minus ten degrees. At that time, I still joked, saying that I wanted to debut together and become popular together, and support each other together. ”

"Why don't you tell Min Yuchen about Minor. ”

"How am I going to tell him? He gave up his debut in order to pay off his debts, leaving behind his self-esteem, and I told him that the matter of minor is equivalent to completely pressing on him in the future life of a girl, then his life is over. And how do I explain to Minor, she will think that I have abandoned her, and it is inevitable that she will do something amazing. ”

"I've tried to convince myself that I'm going to leave it alone, that people are dying every day anyway, and it doesn't matter if there's one more minor. ”

"That's an idea that only animals think. ”

Pillow Creek asked him for a cigarette, lit it, and asked him, "Why are you telling me this?" ”

"I know about you and Fruit Quinoa, and I know very well what the root cause of your quarrel and breakup is. There is Yunxiu in front and me in the back, one is more than a scumbag, you can't believe that love is normal. I feel guilty about you in this regard, and I don't think I'll make things clear, and if you meet other people in the future, there will be the same situation as this time. ”

"I know you're angry, why I'm talking about marrying you while I'm dating Minor. This thing is really not authentic, even Xixi, my own sister can't agree with it. I want to make it clear to you now, and I don't want you to understand or anything, I just want to tell you that I didn't mean to lie to you. ”

"The doctor told me when Minor had an accident that her condition was only temporary. As long as you are no longer stimulated, the situation will get better day by day. I believed him, thinking that one day she would remember that she liked Min Yuchen and no longer needed me. It's me who is shallow, and I feel that I help her and I like you without conflict. ”

"Li Mingting was received by Minor when he called before, and I couldn't tell him in detail, it was just a stranger's story to him, and I could only answer him with the most lame excuse, saying that it was because of stress and loneliness. I didn't think about it, and when I said that, I didn't think it was going to go on for four years to this day. ”

"I lied to you last time, my sister didn't say anything like that, she has always liked you. She just couldn't convince herself that I was completely ignoring the life of a young girl after learning about Minor. She felt that there was no position to see you, so she chose to avoid it. The rest of the words are made up by myself. ”

"At that time, Minor had already begun to perceive my ...... to you. It's a stronger stimulus than I just told her to break up or whatever. In that case, I had no choice but to deal with it that way. Including the cat that minor, it was actually given by Min Yuchen instead of me. I was worried about losing it, but also because I was busy touring overseas during that time, and I was afraid that no one would end up if the minor was stimulated. ”

"Pillow Creek, you have suffered a lot before, and you have always believed that no one in this world loves you except your grandmother for a long time. Your paranoia, stubbornness and lack of self-confidence due to the lack of family affection have taken shape, and it is very difficult to change, and we are not doing well. ”

"You like Yunxiu, but he lied to you and used you, because of him, you put a lock on your heart. I keep saying that I like you to marry you, but at the same time I am dating someone else, and you are deceived again, and you put a lock on your heart. ”

"I approve of your association with the fruit quinoa, and the child's liking for you is more pure than ours. But what happened before, and the impact on you was blatantly put there, and it wasn't your fault that you couldn't ignore and ignore it. I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for the quinoa. ”

"On my level, I still want to tell you that men are not as bad as you think. At least the man who likes you is not as unbearable as you think. I would be very grateful if I could unlock the lock I put on you because of these self-confessions. ”

"There is still a long way to go in life, and I hope you can live happily and freely more than I once wished you could marry me. ”