Nan Xiuyuan watched Qin Se approach and smiled slightly:

"It's been a long time since I've been so relaxed, and the scenery here is beautiful."

Qin Se stood beside him, probably not used to looking down on a person, especially someone he once loved deeply, and then sat down, not far away from him:

"Nan Xiuyuan, why are you here?"

"If I said I was here to apologize, wouldn't you think it was hypocritical?"

"No, it won't." Qin Se did not hesitate: "Because you are indeed sorry for me." ”

Nan Xiuyuan smiled bitterly:

"Looks like you already know."

"Could it be that you still want to hide the fact that I am just a stand-in by your side for the rest of your life?" Qin Se sneered: "Nan Xiuyuan, you can't be too selfish. ”

Nan Xiuyuan has nothing to say, because Qin Se's accusations are all right, since the moment he met Qin Se, he seems to regard her as Qin Se's few incidents, |excellent|excellent|small|say|more|new|most|fast|WWW.UUXS.CC|Most of the time he just looks for the shadow of her face, and occasionally his conscience finds that he rejects her for thousands of miles, and he can't resist the erosion of his thoughts, and let her return to himself.

Yes, he was despicable, so despicable that even he felt shameless.

How could he use a woman who treated him wholeheartedly as a stand-in and thus hurt her so deeply?

Now found out and it seems to be ...... It's late.

"You and Tang Muchuan ......"

Before Nan Xiuyuan's words were finished, Qin Se had already frowned, retracted his gaze from the sea level, and landed on Nan Xiuyuan's face, with obvious irony, she heard the sea breeze mixed with her own voice:

"Nan Xiuyuan, what do you want to ask? Ask if I'm in love with him, or do you want to know if I've slept with him~? You tell me bluntly, and I answer truthfully. ”

This time, the frowning one was replaced by Nan Xiuyuan. probably didn't expect Qin Se to say it so bluntly, which is a little different from Qin Se in her memory, but it doesn't matter, she is angry in her heart, she should vent it, otherwise she has been hiding it in her heart, and it is not good after all.

Nan Xiuyuan shook his head and smiled faintly:

"Qin Se, I didn't mean that."

"Oh?" Qin Se's tone was skeptical, obviously not believing Nan Xiuyuan's words: "Then what do you mean?" ”

"Qin Se, you are hostile to me now."

Nan Xiuyuan's words were right, but Qin Se didn't want to admit it, because in her opinion, her current attitude towards Nan Xiuyuan was not hostile, at best a little disgusted. After Nan Xiuyuan did such an excessive thing to himself, Qin Se's grudgeful character really couldn't be indifferent, and he was stupid to treat him like before.

She did love Nan Xiuyuan, but she had wronged herself for so many years and did not plan to continue to be wronged.

Qin Se came to talk to Nan Xiuyuan, and she also realized that her attitude at this time was really not very good at talking, and after calming down her fluctuating mood, she spoke again, and her voice was calm:

"I'm sorry, it's my bad attitude."

"Qin Se, you don't have to apologize to me, it's always me who should apologize between you and me."

Qin Se tugged at the corners of his mouth and smiled, but the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, and he was indifferent:

"If you really came to apologize, you said, I listen, it's just my business to forgive or not, you have no right to interfere, and ......" Qin Se paused for a moment: "Don't say that you fall in love with me now, I will feel ridiculous, and I will also think that you came to me this time just because of your face." ”

Nan Xiuyuan looked at her, his expression was serious, his tone was solemn, and he said:

"I'm sorry. Since I met you, I have been looking for the shadow of Zhanyan in you, and I agreed to be with you just because you look very similar to Zhanyan, I know that this is very unfair to you, but at that time I couldn't control myself, so I was very indifferent to you, if I left, on the one hand, I hope you can take the initiative to leave me, and on the other hand, I am attached to the shadow of Zhanyan on you......"

Nan Xiuyuan wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Qin Se raising his hand:

"I probably already know what you want to say, enough is enough, no more talk."

"Qin Se ......"

"Nan Xiuyuan, I can guess what you said, so please don't embarrass me more, okay?" The anger in her heart seemed to be irrepressible any longer, so she stood up and walked towards the sea: "I don't want to complain, because I know better than anyone else that any complaining is useless, but sometimes I really want to ask God, what heinous things have I done, and you want to give me such a face in this life?" ”

Nan Xiuyuan looked at her lonely back, and felt extremely distressed.

"You and Tang Muchuan probably feel very lucky, right? After Zhanyan left, there was also an identity for me to replace her and relieve your thoughts, but have you ever thought that this face, your feeling for me, was not what I wanted from the beginning, I just wanted to live an ordinary life, but because of this face, I was involved in so many rights and wrongs. ”

Nan Xiuyuan stood up from the spot, hesitated, and finally walked towards Qin Se, he stopped behind Qin Se, stretched out his hand, and wanted to touch her thin shoulder, but his hand paused in mid-air, he was no longer qualified, it was himself who hurt her the most, and now what qualifications did he have to comfort her?

It's hypocritical indeed.

Nan Xiuyuan put both hands in his pockets, as if he had given himself a hint to himself, telling himself that there was something wrong with him, and he had missed the best time.

"Qin Se, do you believe in your fate?"

Qin Se smiled:

"Do you mean to let me go with the flow and accept the arrangement that God has given me with peace of mind? Relieved of the pain you inflicted on me? Nan Xiuyuan, it's not such a good thing, if you want to find a forgiveness from me, I can tell you bluntly, it's impossible. ”

"Do you still love me?"

Nan Xiuyuan didn't know that this question should not be asked, but Qin Se's hatred for himself made him a little breathless, although he had already discovered Qin Se's importance to himself, he still didn't expect that her hatred for himself would make him slightly out of control.

The meaning of his question was too obvious, and Qin Se couldn't do it if he wanted to pretend to be stupid, so he could only smile faintly and turn to look at him:

"I've slept with Tang Muchuan, and I've been sharing the same bed these days, do you still want me like this?"

Even though Nan Xiuyuan had already made such a psychological expectation, when he heard Qin Se say it so bluntly, his heart suddenly ached beyond measure.

The time when Qin Se lost the news was at the end of March, it was almost two months since now, in these two months, she and Tang Muchuan got along day and night, and there would be a substantial relationship, Nan Xiuyuan was not surprised, but he still felt sad, he looked at Qin Se and was speechless for a while.

Qin Se thought that he wouldn't feel much about Nan Xiuyuan's reaction, but now when he found out that he cared so much, his heart still hurt without warning, although it was minimal, but it did hurt.

At this moment, she finally admitted that even if she no longer loved Nan Xiuyuan, she always retained a feeling, maybe love, or unwillingness.

She suppressed the bitterness that filled the sky and smiled:

"Look, we can't go back."

Having said this, it seems that the moment has come to the end, Qin Se's position has been stated, and what should be said has been explained, so he smiled slightly and wanted to leave.

But Nan Xiuyuan didn't know where the courage came from, even if he put his hands in his pockets, he couldn't stop his urge to hug Qin Se, so he reached out to stop Qin Se who wanted to leave, and even hugged her in the next second, tightly, as if he would never let go again in this life.

Qin Se struggled for a while, and then didn't move anymore, it wasn't that she was intoxicated by Nan Xiuyuan's embrace, but that she felt that she couldn't get it because she lost her grace because of a hug, she let him hold her, but her expression was extremely cold:

"Nan Xiuyuan, I have imagined many times that you can hug me like this, use all the strength of your life, even if I die, I am willing, and now that time has passed, I have finally waited, do you know how I feel now?"

Nan Xiuyuan still didn't let go, his cheek rubbed lightly against her neck, and in the dark he had a feeling that if he let go like this, he would lose Qin Se forever.

Qin Se smiled faintly, and she said:

"Nan Xiuyuan, I feel pain."

Whether he was too strong, or whether he made Qin Se's heart hurt, Nan Xiuyuan didn't know, he only knew that he didn't want to lose her:

"Qin Se, go back with me, I don't mind what happened between you and Tang Muchuan, I will love you well, cherish you well, and no longer let you suffer the slightest grievance."

Very sincere, so sincere that if he hadn't experienced the events of nearly two months, Qin Se would have nodded immediately and said okay, but at this moment, Qin Se only felt that creation made people, Nan Xiuyuan said this, she felt that she had waited for almost a century, and now that she had finally arrived, she did not have any feeling of bitterness.

Qin Se felt that crying was a very distant thing from herself, and it was not suitable for her, but Nan Xiuyuan's fluttering words easily forced her tears, she didn't even know why she was crying, and what was there to cry about? Aggrieved? The grievances I have suffered since I was a child are too small compared to the current ones, and they are not even worth mentioning.

Is the power of love too terrifying, or is it that she has always been fragile and just disguised herself too strong?

Qin Se let him hold him, but his heart was churning terribly.

As if sensing Qin Se's body gradually relaxing, Nan Xiuyuan's heart rose with a touch of joy, he let go of her slightly, put his forehead against hers, and said softly:

"Cersei, it's me who is not good, I don't expect you to forgive me, I just ask you to allow me to use the rest of my life to love you as much as I can, give you what you want, I swear to you, I love you, I will never confuse you with Zhanyan again, I just want you, can you give me this opportunity?"

It was close at hand, the tip of Qin Se's nose was full of familiar smells, this familiarity almost disintegrated all her reason, but she didn't dare to let herself take any more risks, she reached out and stroked Nan Xiuyuan's face, and smiled slightly:

"Ah Yuan, you don't have to prove how much you love me, how you can't lose me...... This relationship is no longer what I want. ”R1154