Chapter 249: Guilt is light

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When one is healthy, one will never think of the pain of being sick, and when one can see, one will not understand the loneliness of blindness.

Even though Wang Xu was ready to suffer the consequences when he tried the medicine last night, when this moment really came, he was still a little unacceptable.

"I'm blind, I'm so blind." Wang Xu kept muttering to himself, still unable to accept the reality of his blindness. Since he was a child, Wang Xu has always been very confident and arrogant, but at this time, he couldn't help but panic.

I don't know what Yang Han's expression and attitude will be when he knows that he is blind, I don't know what his life will be like in the future, could it be that he spent it in such darkness and loneliness, and lost his luster from then on.

This is also Wang Xu's good psychological tolerance, as a doctor, his mentality is very positive, and he is so calm at this time, but he is worried and apprehensive in his heart, if it is someone else, it is really hard to say what it looks like at this time.

Lying on the bed, Wang Xu closed his eyes tightly, unwilling to open them, listening to the wall clock on the wall beating constantly, ticking, ticking, his heart kept wandering in the dark.

However, Wang Xu does not regret it, if he is asked to re-elect, he will still do it, and his brows will not wrinkle, if nothing else, just for his mother Shen Bingjie, in order to let his father straighten his back in front of the Shen family, for this qiē, he would rather bear this kind of darkness.

Shen Lao is the father of his mother Shen Bingjie, this cannot be changed at any time, as Shen Bingjie said last night, there are parents in the world, even if Shen Lao drove her out of the Shen family for twenty-five years, Shen Bingjie also forgave Shen Lao very lightly.

Twenty-five years without filial piety in front of his father, and without seeing his father, if Shen Lao really left like this, Shen Bingjie would be very sorry in his heart.

People are always like this, when a person lives, he may be resentful, but when a person goes, this resentment will turn into deep self-blame, Shen Bingjie will definitely regret it, why don't you insist more, why don't you come over and beg every year, this kind of mentality As a doctor, Wang Xu understands it too well.

It was precisely in order not to let Shen Bingjie blame himself that Wang Xu did this, his crime was not for Shen Lao, but for his mother, for himself, and for their family.

From now on, it will only be the Shen family who owes them, and they don't owe the Shen family, even if the Shen family silently helps their family a lot behind their backs, his eyes, Shen Lao's life should be repaid.

Maybe Wang Xu's thinking is too stubborn, and he thinks about the problem a little simply, and he is a little paranoid, but that's what he thinks, if he doesn't rely on the Shen family, their family will still live well.

Not to mention that Wang Xu was alone in the room in a quiet daze, and said that Shen Bingjie and Wang Yimin left Wang Xu's room, Shen Bingjie cried loudly again.

Shen Bingjie lay on Wang Yimin's shoulder, crying and choking: "Yimin, it's all my fault, Xiao Xu is helping me repay my feelings, I should bear these crimes, blame me, ignore his thoughts." ”

Wang Yimin didn't cry, but the pain in his heart was no lighter than Shen Bingjie, but as a man, he had to be strong. Wang Yimin stretched out his hand and gently patted Shen Bingjie's back and said: "Don't blame yourself, if you want to talk about responsibility, in fact, the last thing you shouldn't be is me, I have been angry all these years, ignoring your mother and son." ”

After appeasing Shen Bingjie, Wang Yimin helped Shen Bingjie and said: "Okay, we have to show a little calmness, so that Xiao Xu can feel better, if we are all cowardly, won't Xiao Xu be even more unable to be strong." ”

Shen Bingjie nodded and said, "You're right, I'm going to cook for Xiao Xu, you go to find Elder Gao and let him show Xiao Xu again, maybe there is hope." ”

While the two were talking, Shen Zhenghong and Gao Xuemin came over, followed by Shen Fei, Shen Guang and Shen Tong, three brothers and sisters, their faces were not very good, and they barely slept all night last night.

"Big brother, second brother, why are you here, Dad" Shen Bingjie wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and asked with a smile.

"Dad was already sober just now, Elder Gao gave a check, the recovery is good, take care of it, it will be cured in less than a month, I learned about Xiaoxu's situation, Dad's mood is not very good, let's come and have a look." Shen Zhenghong said.

"By the way, Xiaoice, has Xiao Xu woken up?" Another middle-aged man asked, it was Shen Bingjie's second brother Shen Zhengqi, who was also Shen Guang's father.

"I woke up, I was told by Elder Gao, Xiao Xu couldn't see it, and he was alone inside, and he didn't let anyone accompany him." Shen Bingjie sighed and said.

"In this case, let's go in and see, and persuade him." Shen Zhenghong said, and said to Shen Bingjie: "Don't be too sad, Xiao Xu is the grandson of our Shen family, this time it is for Dad, we will definitely find a way to heal him." ”

"That's right, Xiaoice, this kind of thing may not have much hope in ordinary families, but in our family, it is not completely impossible to cure, I discussed with my eldest brother, ready to send a news of seeking medical treatment, find an internationally famous doctor to show Xiaoxu, there is always a chance." Shen Zhengqi said.

"I know, I'm fine." Shen Bingjie smiled and said, "I'm going to cook for Xiao Xu, you better don't go, he must be in a bad mood now, but the elder can go in and have a look, Xiao Xu respects you very much." ”

"Okay, I'll go take a look and persuade him." Gao Xuemin nodded, and then walked towards Wang Xu's room, Shen Zhenghong and the others also knew that Shen Bingjie was telling the truth, Wang Xu didn't like them now, and he didn't go in to stimulate Wang Xu, so he stood outside and waited.

Wang Xu was lying on the bed in a daze, when he heard the door being pushed open, he knew that someone had walked in, opened his eyes and said, "It's Grandpa Gao, sit down." ”

Gao Xuemin smiled lightly when he heard this: "Your eyes are not good, but your ears are sensitive, and before I can speak, you know it's me." ”

"You're light, it's easy to tell." Wang Xu smiled lightly: "You can sit by yourself, I won't greet you." ”

"It's fine." Gao Xuemin pulled a chair, sat next to Wang Xu and said, "I'll show you again and see what's going on?" ”

Wang Xu nodded, did not refuse, let Gao Xuemin check it, Gao Xuemin broke Wang Xu's eyelids, carefully examined them, and then gave Wang Xu a pulse and said strangely: "Your eyes don't look like anything wrong at all, the eye mask and eyes are very good, it looks no different from a normal person, and the pulse is normal, why can't you see?" ”

Last night, Gao Xuemin treated Wang Xu, and the reason why he said that Wang Xu would be blind at that time was because he noticed that Wang Xu was deeply poisoned, and various drugs hurt Wang Xu's eyes a lot, and it was very likely to lead to blindness, but at this time, Wang Xu's eyes looked normal, but they couldn't see, and it was really strange.

"I guess the optic nerve has been damaged." Wang Xu opened his mouth and said.

"You're embarrassed to speak, it's really lifeless, try the medicine yourself, and there are several highly toxic medicinal materials, if you didn't have your own deep understanding of medical science, it is estimated that you would have died a long time ago." Gao Xuemin scolded angrily.

After Wang Xu fell into a coma last night, Gao Xuemin found out from Wang Xu's room that he asked Shen Fei to grab the prescription of the medicine, he didn't know if he didn't know it, he was startled when he saw it, Wang Xu prescribed fifty or sixty kinds of medicines, and the amount of medicine was very large, all kinds of drugs were mixed and matched in the room, and the medicine jar was the last dose for Shen Lao, but there were a lot of medicine residues in the trash can.

Gao Xuemin took a cursory check, Wang Xu took at least forty kinds of medicinal materials last night, and there were five or six kinds of highly toxic ones, and it was also thanks to Wang Xu's good medical skills, so he had prepared the detoxification medicinal materials as early as possible.

But even so, in just a few hours, continuous attempts, even if there is an antidote drug, the toxin is too late to be completely discharged, and the new toxin enters the body, coupled with the drug conflict, this is Wang Xu's good health, if he changes to someone else, let alone last until the acupuncture is completed for Shen Lao, it is difficult to say whether he can persist until the last dose of medicine is matched.

To put it mildly, Wang Xu really kept wandering around the Ghost Gate last night, not to mention being blind, he was able to save his life, this is a great luck, Wang Xu's method is completely to fight for his life.

Hearing Gao Xuemin's reprimand, Wang Xu smiled stupidly, there is no interface, Shen Bingjie said it well, Wang Xu has a lot of respect for Gao Xuemin, so naturally he will not refute and contradict it, if this is said by Shen Lao, Wang Xu may not be so easy to speak.

"Laugh, you kid is really good, you are still laughing at this time." Gao Xuemin saw Wang Xu's smile, and instantly breathed a sigh of relief, it seems that Wang Xu's mentality is good, so he is relieved, he is really afraid that Wang Xu will be sluggish from now on, if that happens, a good seedling will be ruined.

"By the way, Grandpa Gao, how is he?" After Wang Xu laughed, he suddenly asked out loud.

"Your hard work is not in vain, he has woken up at ten o'clock in the morning, drank some gruel, recovered well, he can be cured after a month of recuperation, no accidents, and it will not be a problem to live for another ten years." Gao Xuemin said.

"That's good, my eyes are not blind after all." Hearing this, Wang Xu sighed and said.

"Hmph, I'm not blind." Gao Xuemin snorted coldly and said: "You are willing to exchange your eyes for his life, you know that he is willing to let you change, knowing that your eyes are blind, and he won't say a word after waking up, you can't bear to let an old man blame himself so much?" ”

"Did I make him blame himself, if he blamed himself, what would he have done earlier?" Wang Xu also snorted coldly: "Kicked my mother out of the house for twenty-five years, how my mother has spent these years, does he know, self-blame is still light." ”

"Hehe, that's a good point, self-blame is indeed light, originally I wanted to leave, a hundred, but I didn't expect you to not agree, continue to let me live and suffer." Wang Xu's voice fell, and a somewhat tired voice came in from the door, and Shen Lao was helped in by Shen Zhenghong and Shen Zhengqi.