Chapter 199: Matters of the Heart
Since Ye Qinglan has already come, she naturally won't retreat so lightly: "Sister-in-law, I have something to say to you, can you open the door first and let me in?" ”
There was silence in the room again. After a while, Cui Wancai sighed faintly: "I know you have good intentions to come to accompany me, but ...... I'm upset and I don't want to see people or talk right now. ”
In front of the smart Ye Qinglan, those little tricks of pretending to be sick don't need to be used anymore.
"If you don't want to talk, don't say anything." Ye Qinglan's voice was calm and gentle, which inexplicably made people feel peaceful and peaceful: "I won't say anything, just sit with you for a while, okay?" After a pause, he said jokingly: "Sister-in-law, if you don't open the door today, I won't leave." I'll be right outside the door with you. ”
Cui Wan sighed helplessly, hesitated for a while, and finally came over and opened the door.
The moment they looked at each other, Ye Qinglan was secretly shocked in her heart.
Although I had long expected that Cui Wan's situation would not be too good. But the moment she saw Cui Wan with her own eyes, she was still shocked.
Cui Wan didn't put on makeup today, and her pale and haggard face was visible at a glance. The bright eyes were dull, the lips were dry, and the complexion was ugly. The whole person is like a flower that has lost its moisture, and it quickly withers.
With this appearance, no one would suspect that her so-called illness was a lie.
Cui Wan saw Ye Qinglan staring at herself, and couldn't help but smile self-deprecatingly: "I scared you like this!" ”
Not to mention someone else, even she was frightened when she saw herself in the mirror. But she didn't want to hide it like she used to, and she indulged herself in the house like this, not wanting to see anyone, just wanting to think about it alone. However, Ye Qinglan's kindness and resoluteness made her powerless to refuse.
This house. The only one who really cares about her is probably this young girl who is only twelve years old......
Ye Qinglan closed the door lightly, sat down with Cui Wan, and asked with concern, "Your face is so ugly." Did you not sleep all night last night? ”
Cui Wan smiled bitterly and nodded.
People who haven't suffered from insomnia don't know what kind of pain it is. Obviously, my body is extremely tired and I have a strong desire to rest, but my mind is very clear. As soon as you close your eyes, an annoying nightmare strikes. The whole person has become more and more fragile and helpless. It's like walking on the edge of a cliff, and you will fall into the abyss at any moment......
Ye Qinglan stared at Cui Wan, who was frowning and worried, and suddenly said, "Sister-in-law, that day." What did your mother say to you that kept you up all day long? ”
Cui Wan's face suddenly turned pale, and she looked at Ye Qinglan in a daze. I couldn't speak for a long time.
At that time, only Ho and she were present. All the maids were branched out. She could be sure that what Ho had said to her would never be known to anyone else. Ye Qinglan...... How could he have guessed that she had become what she is now because of He's words?
Ye Qinglan seemed to see the doubt in her heart, and took the initiative to explain: "You have also had insomnia before, but the situation is not so strict. But since your mother came, your insomnia has become worse and worse, and you have a lot of worries every day. So I thought. It must be that she said something to you, and you feel bothered, hesitant, and don't know what to do. Sister-in-law, am I right? ”
Not only is it right, she simply told all her obscure thoughts!
Cui Wan set off a huge wave in her heart, and suddenly felt that the calm, gentle and intelligent young girl in front of her was unprecedentedly strange.
The beautiful little face is clearly childish. But his calm and sharp eyes shine with wisdom and confidence. This strong contrast even makes people feel a little weird......
Looking at each other, Ye Qinglan seemed to see through the doubts and panic in Cui Wan's heart, and said sincerely: "Sister-in-law, I really want to help you, you don't have to be afraid." ”
Her eyes are clear and clear, like two clear springs, and her gentleness contains an inexplicable calming power. No one would doubt her sincerity in the face of such a sincere concern.
Can you trust her? Can you tell her everything? Cui Wan thought silently, and subconsciously raised her eyes to look at Ye Qinglan.
Ye Qinglan's gaze was still calm and soft, and there was a shallow smile on the corner of her lips, just like on weekdays.
Somehow, Cui Wan's panicked and frightened heartbeat suddenly stabilized. Taking a deep breath, he calmly said, "Tenth sister, you guessed right. I do get bothered by one thing these days. ”
Ye Qinglan was secretly happy in her heart. Although she didn't use hypnotism just now, she used her eyes and body language to psychologically suggest Cui Wan. It seems that the effect is really good. Cui Wan is finally not so depressed and depressed!
No matter how strong a person's psychological defense line is, as long as there is a small gap, she can use this gap to open the other party's heart. Cui Wan is already willing to speak, which is a good start.
"This matter is related to Aunt Cui!" Ye Qinglan closely watched Cui Wan's reaction.
Cui Wan was no longer so surprised by her acuity, and nodded silently.
Ye Qinglan's mind spun quickly, and she speculated according to Cui Wan's voice: "After Aunt Cui became pregnant, her cousin naturally treated her better than before. However, my sister-in-law has never been the kind of person who loves to be jealous. I shouldn't have to sleep all night because of this. ”
Cui Wan smiled self-deprecatingly: "You know me very well." "Other women are pregnant with their husbands, and that's not good news for any woman. However, she has her own pride and dignity, and she will never show half of her weakness in front of others. Even in front of her husband Ye Yuanwei, she tried her best to pretend to be happy.
Poor and ridiculous self-esteem! However, if even this dignity is gone, how can she hold on?
"My sister-in-law is kind-hearted, but she is soft on the outside and tough on the inside." Ye Qinglan stared at Cui Wan: "It must not be a trivial matter to make my sister-in-law worry all day long and stay awake all night!" ”
Everything is right.
Cui Wan was silent and refused to answer again.
Ye Qinglan had expected that today's conversation would not be too smooth, Cui Wan and Gu Xiyu were completely different. Gu Xiyu has a simple temperament, her mind is very easy to figure out, and she trusts her wholeheartedly. Therefore, psychological treatment has always been very smooth. But Cui Wan is delicate, she loves to hide everything in her heart, and refuses to say it. If you want to completely open Cui Wan's heart, you have to take it by surprise and break through her psychological defense!
"Did your mother tell you that when Aunt Cui gave birth, she would leave her son to her mother?"
This sentence, like a shock, fell on Cui Wan's heart word by word.
Cui Wan could no longer pretend to be calm and composed, Huo Ran got up, her face was pale and bloodless: "You...... How do you know? ”
Inferred, of course! She had dealt with patients with various diseases in her previous life, and she had already practiced the ability to deduce the other party's thoughts from the changes in the other party's words, body movements, and expressions. Cui Wan's mind is actually not very difficult to guess. Aside from Cui Jing and the child in her womb, what else could make Cui Wan so abnormal?
Ye Qinglan also stood up, she was half a head shorter than Cui Wan, and she had to tilt her head slightly to meet Cui Wan: "Sister-in-law, you have been tossing and turning for this matter these days!" You are kind-hearted, and you don't want to take Aunt Cui's child and kill her. But what your mother said also makes sense, if Aunt Cui gives birth to a son, your identity and status will be threatened. Perhaps, one day in the future, my cousin's heart will be completely biased towards Aunt Cui. So, you are conflicted and miserable, and you can't sleep at night! ”
Cui Wan's breathing was rapid and unsteady, and her hands trembled: "You...... You ...... "You have been for a long time, but you can't say a word."
At this moment, her heart was stirring, and the secret hidden in her heart was told by Ye Qinglan. She suddenly felt a sense of panic and uneasiness at the sight...... Perhaps, there is also unspeakable shame and self-blame......
"Actually, you won't agree with your mother's approach at all. You can't be ruthless to deal with Aunt Cui at all. Even if she's not your cousin, she's a living human life. You can't do this at all. Ye Qinglan said softly: "You are just blaming yourself, and you are actually moved by this mention......"
Cui Wan's nose was sour, and tears suddenly burst out of her eyes.
Ye Qinglan sighed softly, stepped forward, and gently took Cui Wan's hand: "I know you must be very uncomfortable in your heart, if you want to cry, just cry happily!" ”
Cui Wan had long been crying, tears were falling in a stream, and her eyes were blurred.
What Ye Qinglan said was not wrong at all, she was indeed deeply blaming herself and guilty. Because, when He Shi said those words, she actually had a trace of emotion. even secretly thought about how to do it if it really came to the day when Cui Jing gave birth......
Although she quickly dispelled this thought, that dark thought, as if it had taken root in her heart, could never be removed.
Whenever she sees Cui Jing, she can't help but think of that nightmare. I thought of the woman who screamed in a pool of blood. Then, the whole person seemed to have fallen into a cold and dark abyss......
Cui Wan didn't know how long she cried, and after crying, her voice was a little hoarse.
Ye Qinglan didn't say anything more, just stood quietly beside her, holding her cold hand tightly.
Ye Qinglan's hands were small, slender and slender, soft and warm. These small hands, but they seemed to have infinite power, pulling her out of the cold and dark abyss.
Cui Wan's crying finally stopped, her eyes were already red and swollen, her hair was messy, her face was pale, and she looked very wolf. But her expression was much calmer and calmer than before.
"Tenth sister, thank you." Cui Wan said in a low voice.
Ye Qinglan's expression was still so gentle and calm: "Sister-in-law, you don't have to thank me. Actually, even without me, you will definitely be able to survive. ”