Gu Jinzhi has been groggy all the time.

She could feel someone feeding her water.

But she couldn't bring herself to her senses.

The heart is clear, but the limbs are weak. The body betrayed her brain, and she was drowsy uncontrollably. She didn't even have the strength to struggle, and let the nightmare control her.

She was in dream after dream.

Dreams are disorganized.

Rong Nan when he was a child and Rong Nan when he grew up were all mixed in time and space.

Gu Jinzhi hadn't missed Rong Nan like this for a long time.

Rong Nan was very interesting and very smart when he was a child, and everyone said that he was like Zhu Zhongjun.

The boy is the IQ of all inherited mothers, Rong Nan is so smart, he is clearly like Gu Jinzhi......

But Gu Jinzhi is not as good as Zhu Zhongjun.

Zhu Zhongjun covered up Gu Jinzhi's light, so everyone said that Rong Nan and Zhu Zhongjun were carved out of the same mold, and no one was sure of Gu Jinzhi's merits.

When Rong Nan was six or seven years old, he loved horseback riding.

Gu Jinzhi took him to the horse farm, and he couldn't control him for a while.

When he went crazy, he didn't listen to Gu Jinzhi.

When the matter was over, Gu Jinzhi said to him, and he pouted aggrievedly.

Rong Nan in the dream is no longer short.

Gu Jinzhi said him, and he turned around and ran.

She went to chase Rong Nan, but what she found was Rong Nan when she grew up.

He looks like Zhu Zhongjun, his appearance is very good, and there are always girls around him.

And he only circled around Huainan.

Rong Nan was very distressed by Huainan, and thought of it for Huainan in no detail. is more careful than Gu Jinzhi's adoptive mother.

At that time, Gu Jinzhi only regarded him as a sister, and they were brother and sister.

Gu Jinzhi also has cousins and sisters, and she has a good relationship with several of them, there is no barrier between them, and they care for each other.

She has always had a poor eye for men and women.

The relationship between men and women, she rarely thinks about love, only friendship or family affection. She still doesn't quite understand why love came about so easily.

It's hard for her to have a crush on someone herself.

If she had realized it early on and stopped it in time, she would not have hurt Zhu Zhongjun later. Hurt Rong Nan again.

Rong Nan cried the saddest time. It was when Huainan left him.

The appearance of his tears is still unforgettable for Gu Jinzhi.

Rong Nan, who grew up in her dreams, has been crying.

Such a big young man, crying bitterly. Stung Gu Jinzhi fiercely.

Gu Jinzhi's tears couldn't be stopped.

She wanted to walk over. Shout Rong Nan. But he couldn't make a sound.

She choked and tried to shout.

After countless attempts, she finally shouted out loud: Rong Nan. Rongnan ......

She shouted over and over again.

Rong Nan just didn't look up at her, she kept crying.

Gu Jinzhi didn't understand why he didn't walk over, he just kept shouting.

Dreams are absurd.

"Rong Nan?" Suddenly, someone wondered, "Who is Rong Nan?" ”

"It's the cousin of King Luyang, right?" Someone replied, the voice was not low or high, and it reached Gu Jinzhi's ears.

Gu Jinzhi wanted to see who it was, but it was dense black all around.

It was so dark that it couldn't be dissolved, except for the crying of Rong Nan not far away, there was nothing else to see.

The more she looked, the darker it got closer and closer, almost engulfing her and Rong Nan.

"It's not. There is a word '傛' in the name of the first emperor, the table word of the king of Luyang, how can it be called Rongnan? The voice at the beginning said, "Go and check, I'm afraid it's her lover." ”

His voice was low, gruff and magnetic.

"Yes." Another voice replied.

A pure and rough voice, a young and loud voice, are two people.

Wake up, wake up, Gu Jinzhi told himself......

"Unexpectedly, the rumors that she loves King Luyang are all fake." The rough voice mocked, "I'm afraid it's just a show for people to see." can pretend for so many years, and the old woman who didn't let the queen mother see the flaws, she is capable. We underestimated her. ”

Gu Jinzhi wanted to struggle.

She wanted to wake up.

Maybe she's dying, or what's going on with this nightmare?

Strong arms lifted her upper body, making her half-sitting.

Someone pinched her mouth open, and her fingertips were rough, making Gu Jinzhi's mouth sore.

Then, a cold porcelain touched her lips.

Warm, slightly astringent water flowed down the cold porcelain into her mouth.

She didn't have the strength to struggle, and let the water flow into her mouth, down her throat and into her stomach......

The water is not very tasty.

Gu Jinzhi choked several times.

She didn't know when she would finish the watering. As the water flowed into her body, she fell asleep again, never hearing a sound again.

In the dream, Rong Nan was gone.

“…… Hey, what class are you in? Someone behind him suddenly shouted, startling Gu Jinzhi.

When she turned around, she saw a boy in a school uniform, with a tall and long body and a gentle smile. He pretended to be stern, but there was a smile in the corner of his eyes, which was very kind.

It's Qian Zhan.

And Gu Jinzhi was lying at the door of the studio in Building No. 3, looking inside.

She's delivering something to her classmates.

Gu Jinzhi had a female classmate in high school, who lived close to her family. The mothers of the two were college classmates, so they were better. Gu Jinzhi and that girl don't have any friendship, and Gu Jinzhi can't even remember her name now.

That female classmate was lost, and it was true that Gu Jinzhi often brought things to school for her.

They are not in the same class, Gu Jinzhi has to learn Chinese medicine with her grandfather on weekdays, and she has no time to play with her, and she is also a nodding friend until she graduates.

But because of this, I met Qian Zhan.

Qian Zhan is the senior brother of that female classmate, and he also learned to paint.

After graduating from high school, he went abroad to study finance.

Which class are you from, this is the first time Qian Zhan has spoken to Gu Jinzhi.

Seeing that Gu Jinzhi was a little stunned, he didn't know how to answer, but he laughed: "I'm kidding you." You're in the twelfth class of high school, right? ”

Gu Jinzhi was stunned again.

She's really in the twelfth class of high school.

Qian Zhan's smile was very warm.

The first time Gu Jinzhi saw him, he felt that he was a person worth associating.

He knew Gu Jinzhi, knew her class and name, and even told her origin.

After that, he often used excuses to find Gu Jinzhi.

He also went to Gu's house on weekends.

Gu Jinzhi was afraid of delaying her studies, so she told him the truth and asked him not to come to the house.

At that time, she thought, the friendship of boys is really different from that of girls.

Until he graduated and was going abroad. He looked for Gu Jinzhi more and more often.

In the end, he confessed to Gu Jinzhi. made Gu Jinzhi stunned.

I still remember that day, he was a little nervous, cramped and uneasy and said: I like you.

Gu Jinzhi thought about it at the time and said, "Oh." I shouldn't be annoying......

She thought it was strange.

Don't like her. Why be friends with her?

Then I heard him ask. So do you like me?

Gu Jinzhi replied: I like it.

Qian Zhan's face was a little red, his smile was shy, and his helpless appearance was very coquettish. It was completely inconsistent with his usual image of a gentle big brother, and Gu Jinzhi was a little puzzled in his heart.

The two walked forward for a while, and he took Gu Jinzhi's hand.

Gu Jinzhi was stunned, it was at this time.

She realized what had happened......

In a daze, they confessed to each other.

After that, Gu Jinzhi didn't explain anything, she didn't hate this misunderstanding.

Qian Zhan, don't let her hate it.

She felt very comfortable with him, and his smile was particularly heartwarming.

Gu Jinzhi thought at that time, this is love, right?

After Qian Zhan went abroad, he contacted Gu Jinzhi every day.

He's clingy.

Later, Gu Jinzhi went to the United States, and with him, his doctoral studies became more and more serious, so he was less clinging to Gu Jinzhi.

Qian Zhan is Gu Jinzhi's first love, he sticks to Gu Jinzhi, and he can't wait to be with her twenty-four hours a day.

Gu Jinzhi didn't dare to dislike it, although sometimes she also needed some personal space and time other than sleeping.

She thinks that love is like this.

If she finds it annoying, it's because she doesn't love him enough, and she should work harder.

With this point of view, in her later marriage with Zhu Zhongjun, Gu Jinzhi always felt that Zhu Zhongjun's friendship with her was not right.

Zhu Zhongjun does not stick to Gu Jinzhi.

Gu Jinzhi's judgment on love is whether it is sticky or not......

fell in love with Qian Zhan to the point of almost getting married, like a roll of black and white tape, a little bit in Gu Jinzhi's mind. Although I don't have the original heartbeat, I remember it.

The happy and the sad are all remembered clearly.

"I thought that when the matter passed, you would definitely go to the United States with Qian Zhan......" Zhu Zhongjun suddenly appeared, interrupting the black-and-white film.

His face was flawless in front of Gu Jinzhi, and he said this with a handsome smile.

He was very young at the time.

At that time, Gu Jinzhi was very uncomfortable.

In the dream now, she doesn't feel it.

She even wanted to answer Zhu Zhongjun and say: She won't go, Qian Zhan doesn't need Gu Jinzhi's pity.

and Qian Zhan's dream was interrupted by Zhu Zhongjun and could no longer be connected.

But Zhu Zhongjun in the dream realm is fleeting.

Like the relationship between him and Gu Jinzhi, Gu Jinzhi couldn't hold it.

There were some clues, and she was still not sure what it meant.

is a little sweet, which also makes Gu Jinzhi feel that she is sinking unilaterally......

Then, Gu Jinzhi dreamed of Chen Chen again.

Chen Chen......

Whenever I think about it, it's a creepy man.

It's like in a dream.

When I dreamed of him, the scenery around me receded, pale and muddy, and it was unpleasant.

His face is also a little deformed.

In Gu Jinzhi's heart, he will always be a man who pressed her on his body to commit violence, and his facial features were terribly distorted.

He pounced, fixed Gu Jinzhi's head with both hands, and kissed her on the lips.

A warm breath came through.

The moist and hot lips lingered on Gu Jin's lips.

His tongue stretched out, stirring Gu Jinzhi's tongue, leaving her with nowhere to escape.

She wanted to scream.

Chen Chen's lips left Gu Jinzhi's, and he slowly moved down, sucking her chin little by little. Then, his tongue licked Gu Jinzhi's neck.

The feeling of numbness stimulated Gu Jinzhi.

This qiē doesn't seem to be in a dream.

It's so frighteningly real.

Gu Jinzhi's stomach tumbled for a while, and she waved her hands and feet with all her strength to resist, but she heard a crisp and rapid sound of iron chains.

"It's really ......," whispered the man licking her neck.

Gu Jinzhi's hand moved again.

The sound of the chains rattling came again.

She opened her eyes suddenly.

For the first time in a long time, she opened her eyes.

She really woke up.

Someone pressed against her.

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Sorry chayexschayexs.update is too late, rush early tomorrow. (To be continued......)