095 - Happy breakup

Gu Chen frowned, scared? Could he still eat her? But he wouldn't say that, just waited in silence for her to continue.

"Gu Chen, I don't know why you chose to be with me in the first place, but now it seems that it is indeed not because you like it, I don't know why you chose to break up, why do you want to get back together after a few months, I did want to know before, but now I am not interested at all, because it is not important to me anymore, I admit that I did not give a clear answer before, I do still have illusions about this relationship, but now I won't, it is really not suitable between me and you."

After Nan Sheng's words, Gu Chen didn't respond immediately, he still ate slowly, and didn't speak again until he finished eating, Nan Sheng gradually lost patience in such silence, not because he had to give him an answer, but his attitude was unclear, but he looked very determined, which made Nan Sheng dislike.

After a long time, Gu Chen put down the dishes and chopsticks in his hand, took out a tissue and wiped the corners of his mouth elegantly, and then said slowly:

"Nan Sheng, I thought my attitude was clear enough before, but now it seems that you still don't understand."

Nan Sheng looked at him, but there was no sound.

"What your attitude is towards us, in fact, it will not change my decision, I don't care if you accept or reject me now, what I care about is the future, as long as I am sure that you will still belong to me in the future, it is enough."

"Are you going to be too confident?"

Gu Chen smiled:

"We'll see."

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In the days that followed, Gu Chen's frequency of appearing in the hospital decreased a lot, and Nan Sheng didn't know if he was busy with work, or if the conversation that evening really had an impact on him, but either way, Nan Sheng was not too happy, because she found that she was still thinking about him.

Even if reason has made the best choice, the emotional side is still flooded with thoughts, which makes Nan Sheng's mood not better anyway, so he has a lazy attitude towards rehabilitation, and he is not interested in anything.

This state of hers reached Nan Xiuyuan's ears, and the following conversation was born.

When Nan Xiuyuan came into the ward, Nan Sheng was sitting in a wheelchair on the balcony playing with an iPad, a very simple plant vs. zombie, but it was already a decadent situation of powerlessness, Nan Xiuyuan shook his head slightly, leaning on the guardrail on the side to look at her:

"How long do you want to stay in the hospital?"

The words 'gameover' appeared on the computer screen, and Nan Sheng also lost the interest of continuing to play, locked the computer screen, and looked at Nan Xiuyuan:

"What the hell is going on with you and Cersei?"

Nan Sheng's non-answering rhetorical question made Nan Xiuyuan stunned for a moment, and his head subconsciously thought of Qin Se because of her words, so he found that Qin Se seemed to have not been in contact with him for a long time, but such things often happened, and he didn't care very much, and it could even be said that he was used to it.

Nan Xiuyuan looked at her lightly, didn't speak, obviously didn't want to explain, but Nan Sheng was inexplicably angry because of his attitude, this was also the first time she was angry with Nan Xiuyuan when she was so old, forgetting that she was actually afraid of the man in front of her:

"Nan Xiuyuan, do you realize that you are actually a man, even if Cersei has a big unhappiness with you, you should always show a little manly demeanor, not to mention that over the years, I have never seen you bow your head to Cersei once, even if your iron heart is about to be broken by you, if you don't love you enough, how can a proud character like her wronged herself again and again?"

"Are you done?"

"Nope!" Nan Sheng interrupted him coldly: "I sue you, if you still have a fear in your heart, it's best not to be so machismo, if not, break up as soon as possible, don't delay her so much, she doesn't owe you!" ”

Nan Xiuyuan didn't speak this time, just looked at her lightly, Nan Sheng noticed his gaze, looked over, neither humble nor arrogant:

"With that said, you can continue."

She thought that Nan Xiuyuan would say something, but in the end, she turned around and left without saying a word, leaving a huffing Nan Sheng, she admitted that she was a little emotional, but she had to admit that the feeling of being angry was really cool!

Nan Xiuyuan bumped into Qin Se head-on when he walked out of the ward, his expression was slightly stunned, Qin Se was the same, she really didn't expect to meet him in such a situation, it's not that she didn't come to the hospital these days, it's not that she can't meet him, but the two of them seem to be deliberately avoiding each other, so this encounter came so late and so embarrassing.

Nan Xiuyuan's eyes gradually became dull after being stunned, and he didn't seem to have any intention of saying anything, because he had already crossed Qin Se and walked to the elevator in the next second, Qin Se expected such a result, thinking that he wouldn't care, but the pain in his heart reminded him how much he cared, and he didn't know where he got the courage to turn around and catch up with him and stop him.

He looked at her with a calm expression:

"Something?"

"I have something to say to you."

Nan Xiuyuan nodded:

"Here or to the office?"

"Don't bother, it's just a matter of a few words."

"You say."

Qin Se looked at him deeply, trying to imprint any details related to him into her mind, she was not sure that she could forget the man she fell in love with for the first time in her life, she had a hunch that she would remember it for a lifetime, she could spend it peacefully in her thoughts, but she could not continue to compromise on the tangled feelings.

Qin Se's non-speech made Nan Xiuyuan seem to realize something, frowned slightly, and when he wanted to speak, he heard Qin Se's firm voice coming into his eardrums:

"Let's break up."

Nan Xiuyuan looked at her, and if he wanted to speak, he was stuck in his throat so raw, he couldn't swallow and vomit, he tasted a feeling similar to suffocation for the first time, he wanted to speak but seemed to lose the ability to speak, he could only look at her, confused, disappointed, and regretful.

"I've thought about it for a long time, it's really not suitable between me and you, I'm too dependent on you, and you're too egoistic, which dooms me to never be the one who is taken seriously, Ah Yuan, I used to be very infatuated with you, but this infatuation can't support my love, I can't tiptoe to cater to you forever, I'm too tired."

It took Nan Xiuyuan a long time to find his voice, perhaps it was his own delusion, and he felt that his voice trembled a little:

"Have you thought about it?"

Qin Se nodded:

"It was a decision I made after thinking about it."

"No regrets?"

Qin Se smiled: "You probably don't know, I never regret any decision I made. ”

How ridiculous, the two of them who have been together for so long, but he still doesn't understand himself, Nan Xiuyuan's words undoubtedly slapped himself in the face like a slap in the face, telling him how self-inflicted he used to be, if Qin Se was still a little uncertain when he said that he broke up, then now, even the final uncertainty has disappeared.

Nan Xiuyuan didn't say anything more, but looked at her for a long time, and finally retracted his gaze lightly and walked away.

From beginning to end, he didn't say a word to save him, the beginning, the end, and the end of this relationship, he was always chic like an outsider, any love had nothing to do with him, he was just a passerby, but he accidentally saw Qin Se's entire heart.

Qin Se thought she would cry, but in the end, she just squeezed out a faint wry smile on her lips and told herself: It's good, this one-man show has finally come to an end.

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Qin Se did not hide Nan Sheng's breakup with Nan Xiuyuan, Nan Sheng didn't speak for a while when she heard her tell the result, after all, she had just said to Nan Xiuyuan about letting go, and now that it didn't take too long, such a dramatic change really happened, and it was natural that it was a little difficult to accept.

After a long time, Nan Sheng held her cold hand and said solemnly:

"Congratulations."

Nan Sheng didn't say words of comfort, but said congratulations, not because she was gloating about the breakup, but because she felt that she should really say congratulations to Qin Se, just like Liang Jingru's song "Happy Breakup": Say goodbye to the wrong talent and the right meeting.

Qin Se is her good sister, in this love with Nan Xiuyuan, how hard she is, even if she has never complained to herself, but Nan Sheng knows a little bit, so she doesn't feel that Qin Se and Nan Xiuyuan's breakup is a hardship for her, on the contrary, it is the beginning of her happiness.

Although Qin Se understood the meaning of Nan Sheng's words, he still looked at her with some amusement: "You really don't play cards according to common sense." ”

"I'm telling the truth."

"I know." Qin Se slowly restrained the smile on his face, and after a long time, he said slowly: "It's right for reason to tell me that I did this, but after all, I have liked him for so many years, and when I cut it off all of a sudden, I always feel empty in my heart, as if I have lost something important." ”

"Hurry up and devote yourself to the next love, so it's faster to forget about the scumbag."

Qin Se looked at her:

"The so-called scumbag in your mouth seems to be your brother, right?"

"Well, but it doesn't seem to have anything to do with whether he's a scumbag or not, right? Don't say you're reluctant, I'll look down on you. ”

Qin Se was a little speechless, but after all, he didn't say anything against it, I have to say that when you are extremely depressed, it is actually a very comfortable thing to have someone scold you for you, after all, she agrees with you, understands you, and also supports you.

At the end of the afternoon, the two of them rarely spoke, Nan Sheng played computer games, Qin Se focused on reading a famous book, and time seemed to slow down in such silence, and he stopped quietly for a long, long time......

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