"The enemy of my enemy is my friend."

His answer was just such a short nine words, and I thought about it for a while, and it took a few turns before I figured it out.

That's right, since ancient times, one more friend is always better than one enemy. For the mysterious man, having a person who hates "Yang Yun" as much as he does is equivalent to having one more ally, which is exactly what he wants, and it also saves him from having to go out in person for everything.

Wouldn't it be more fun to watch the play quietly until the last minute?

"I did think about killing you at first, but when I met you, I changed my mind." There was a hint of amusement in his eyes, "You really said that you were like that, and you didn't get old." Not only that, but he also forgot who he was. ”

Staying here for decades, Bu Chip has been instilled with thoughts similar to "Yang Yun is a bastard", and of course, he does think so.

offered to exchange with Blue Eyes and go undercover in Germany, in order to see how miserable I was decades later, and it was best to come up and make up for it, so that I could also taste the pain he suffered back then.

However, it is a pity that I "became" into another person, a white-eyed, timid ordinary person, except for his appearance, everything else, and he could no longer find any resemblance to the Yang Yun in his memory.

He wasn't stupid, and he wanted to understand what happened to me during that time before he "took revenge" on me. What's more, I want to see if it was out of desperation to throw him away back then, and will it also be a bitter one?

That's what he told me, but that's what I heard. But what I thought to myself was that even if I really had any unspeakable suffering, I was still just a murderer. Pushing a child into this kind of hell is inherently unforgivable, for whatever reason.

"You hate me so much, why did you save me?" Even if he can't do it, isn't Blue Eyes already helping him "take revenge"?

"Because of Guo Lan."

Guo Lan?!

"Do you know where she is?" Has Bu Chou seen her? Will I know Grandma's whereabouts, can I selfishly let him take another risk and help me deal with that mysterious person and find a way to rescue Grandma?

He glanced at me. The hands were still crossed. The straight back and full of energy made me think that he was not a man who was missing legs. His face was calm, and the smile on his face deepened: "That's right." I've seen her. Yes, there is. She was the only one who knew. People who have been in the past few decades. ”

Ask grandma? Did Bu Chip really ask something? I remember asking her a long time ago what the secret of that painting was. grandfather Guo Minsheng's past, and who Yang Yun is. What can be obtained is always some half-truth, ambiguous answers. It inspires me, but it also misleads me.

Guo Lan is Guo Minsheng's adopted daughter, Guo Minsheng died, and she spent her life "protecting" me, hiding her identity for me, and escaping the people who chased and killed me as Baili Xiping said. I lied and concealed it several times, just to prevent me from being involved in these things again.

It's a pity that fate should be like this, the cycle of cause and effect, and what should come will come sooner or later.

"What did she say?"

What could it be that this person who resents me will save me in turn and tell me so much?

"All those who remain with you, will die." He stared into my eyes and said something like this, as if he were pronouncing a death sentence on me, "So while you were still conscious, you sent everyone away." ”

This is actually not very new, and when I look back, I will know, which of the people who stayed with me had a good end? Li Wenhan and Baili Zhengyun in the past, and now Uncle Yuan, Gu Fei, Baili grandchildren and grandchildren, sissies, Wu Laosi...... Since you met me, who has lived a normal life?

"That's it, you forgave me?"

He laughed and shook his head: "I have never really hated you, where can I forgive?" ”

Man is actually a very strange animal, too often, the feelings in the heart are contrary to the rational thoughts, but they are often biased towards perceptual cognition. In fact, I already have a choice in my heart, just waiting for a suitable reason to be able to make that emotional decision seemingly taken for granted.

Reason is available to everyone, but many times, the effect is just to make people hesitate. Like a lot of times, we all know that some things are wrong and will kill ourselves, but we just want to do it, we want to put aside rational cognition and let it go.

It is like a balance in the human heart, swinging, and never finding the right balance.

"I don't know what you're afraid of, but your panic can't be faked. You drove everyone away, including Guo Lan. Until you go completely insane, lose consciousness, and go into hibernation. ”

According to the conversation with Guo Lan relayed by Bu Chip, after I blasted everyone away, I found a hidden stone cave, lay in a jade coffin, and entered a long period of dormancy, like a living dead, with a slow heart rate and only a faint sound of breathing.

It was Guo Lan who found me, took me back, and sent me to the hospital, where I was supported by nutrient solution every day, and the doctor decided that I was in a vegetative state and could not wake up again.

Apparently, though, the doctor's conclusion was wrong.

Guo Lan stayed in the hospital every day, and this stay was 20 years. I've been in a hospital bed for twenty years, and if I hadn't had some money, I would have been kicked out of the hospital long ago.

The only time Guo Lan was led outside by a phone call in the afternoon, and the other party said that there was a way to wake me up. But she waited left and right, and no one showed up.

I thought it was someone's prank, but when I returned to the ward after dark, I found that I was awake and still like a normal person, able to run and jump. The only thing that was wrong was that I had no memory of the past, as if someone had tampered with my memory.

Obviously, most of my memories now are fake, what grandmothers and grandchildren, and what messy memories of school days, are all fake. On the afternoon when Guo Lan went out, someone did something to me. As for what means, let's not mention it for the time being.

"I believe in you, and I trust you unconditionally from the day I was rescued by you." Bu Chip's two thumbs rubbed against each other, "Guo Lan's words make me even more sure that you didn't leave me because you thought I was cumbersome." ”

"You've never been a burden to anyone." No one knows how lonely Yang Yun's heart is, even I can't imagine it now.

How sad and lonely is it to watch the few people who you can trust and trust die one by one, but you can't do anything, and you don't even have the time and ability to mourn and cry for them?

"I'm really happy to see you're alive."

Gradually, I understand Yang Yun's mood of driving everyone away, he is like a disaster star, wherever he goes, he brings misfortune to others, so if he is far away, will there be a different result? (To be continued......)