said to Nansheng to sleep in the bedroom next door, but after all, she was not at ease, worried that something would happen to her at night, so she just lay on the painful sofa and closed her eyes. Maybe he was really tired to the extreme, although he thought of Nan Sheng's body, Gu Chen also fell asleep deeply.

When I woke up again, I didn't wake up naturally, but I was gently rubbed by a pair of warm little hands on my face, itching.

Gu Chen opened his eyes, looked at the smiling face close at hand, and was stunned, in exchange for Nan Sheng's somewhat dissatisfied expression:

"Why do you look like this? Am I that scary? ”

This is a normal Nansheng, just like back then, but this is also an abnormal Nansheng, after five years, she will not be as heartless as she is now.

When Gu Chen sat up from the sofa, he pressed all his feelings in the deepest part of his heart, he held her hand, glanced at the watch on his wrist, the time showed 7:04 in the morning, and asked with a smile:

"Did you sleep well last night?"

Nan Sheng nodded: "It's good, I also had a dream." ”

"What did you dream about?"

Nan Sheng suddenly blushed, then leaned on Gu Chen's shoulder and fell silent. Gu Chen didn't necessarily know the content of her dream, but seeing her so shy, he was a little curious about that dream.

"Huh? Embarrassed to say? ”

"No, it won't." Nan Sheng replied with a smile: "I just dreamed that I gave birth to a child for you, boy." ”

Gu Chen was stunned for a few seconds, not that he felt that this dream was unacceptable, but that he felt that the beauty that was once close in front of him was now so far away.

Whether it is Nan Sheng in the past or Nan Sheng now, no matter what time period her memory stops at, what will not change after all is that her heart is as fine as dust, Gu Chen's expression is only unnatural for a few seconds, but she looked at it in her eyes, and then the worry in her eyes appeared shallowly.

She glanced at the sofa under her and asked a little unconfidently:

"Achen, am I making you unhappy?"

Gu Chen looked at her with a puzzled expression:

"How can you ask that?"

"You're all sleeping on the couch, and you're separated from me."

It's true that she couldn't cry or laugh, it was her who didn't let herself accompany her last night, and now it's her who blames herself for not accompaniing, but it's nothing, Gu Chen has never had any signs of maladaptation, but feels that this Nansheng is a little childish and cute.

The right hand covered her face, and the smile was soft:

"Fool, how is that possible?"

Nan Sheng didn't seem to believe it, and raised his eyes to look at him: "Really? ”

"Ah Sheng, you have to believe me."

"Of course I believe you, otherwise how could I marry you?" She relaxed and leaned on Gu Chen's shoulder, playing with her Gu Chen's slender fingers: "Wait, where are we going to play?" Isn't honeymoon all about play? Yesterday we went to Disney, how are I at the beach today? ”

Gu Chen looked at her, his expression was slightly stiff, but he reacted quickly, and when she couldn't wait for her to answer and looked up, he hugged her in his arms and said with a smile:

"Okay, go to the beach."

――

Nan Sheng went to the bathroom to wash up, Gu Chen made a phone call to Nan Xiuyuan, although he was not very reluctant, but it was about Nan Sheng, he needed to know what to do was the best way for her. After telling him about Nan Sheng's condition, Nan Xiuyuan was silent for a short time on the other end of the phone, and then spoke:

"She's been like this all these years, and her memory occasionally jumps to any time period, or enters a time when there is no zài at all, so you'd better get used to it and not irritate her."

"Don't save the time zài?"

"Yes, that space is her own fantasy, you don't need to explain to her why she is in a certain place, and you don't need to tell her what time it is, she subconsciously arranges it by herself, there is all the beauty she thinks it is, the doctor said that she is too depressed in real life, so she will close herself and enter the space that belongs only to her."

This explains Tong Nansheng's behavior just now, but Gu Chen still can't restrain his heartache:

"Is there no way to heal?"

Nan Xiuyuan chuckled on the other end of the phone, his tone was faintly sarcastic, he said:

"Mr. Gu, I'm Ah Sheng's brother, but if there is a little way, will I let her go crazy like this? I have done far more for Nansheng than you do, at least, I have never deceived her. ”

Gu Chen was silent for a moment and spoke:

"When you left T City in a hurry and went to the United States, was it for Ah Sheng?"

The memories of five years ago came flooding back, Nan Xiuyuan was dressed in beige pajamas, standing in front of the floor-to-ceiling window of the apartment, pinching his eyebrows tiredly, and nodding admitted: "Yes." ”

"She was ...... then"

"It's out of order." Nan Xiuyuan snatched his words: "These memories are not a beautiful thing, and I didn't want to mention them to you, but if you insist on wanting to know, it doesn't hurt for me to sue you, after all, if you can feel more guilty about Ah Sheng, I will feel more at ease." ”

Gu Chen was silent.

"Five years ago, I found Ah Sheng in City C, in an abandoned station in the suburbs, her appearance made me walk back and forth from her several times without recognizing her, until she ran over and hugged my leg and said, 'Hungry ......' I saw that the dirty face actually belonged to Nan Sheng."

"I don't know how long she stayed in that abandoned station, and what she ate there because of hunger, anyway, her stomach has been very bad since then, and she has been eating and vomiting for more than a month, and then she can only take nutrient solutions."

Gu Chen's nails sank deep into his palms, his eyes were jerky, and he was damp in an instant.

He once thought that the Nan Sheng he saw at the Chicago Police Department was already the most wolf moment in her life, but he didn't want those pictures that he had never seen to hurt his heart and sting his eyes tens of thousands of times.

His Ah Sheng......

All the voices were forced to get stuck in his throat and not speak, he didn't know what he could say at this moment, any words were pale and powerless at this moment, nothing could erase those cruel times.

"No one knew what happened to Ah Sheng during that time, and I didn't want to know at the time, I just wanted her to get better, so I took her to the United States, I thought it would get better, but I didn't want her to live in a mess for five years."

After Gu Chen was silent, he finally found his voice, and he heard himself almost gritted his teeth and say:

"Why! Why don't you sue me and let me take care of her! ”

Nan Xiuyuan sneered:

"You? Mr. Gu is probably a noble person who forgets things, do you need me to remind you what exactly you did to Ah Sheng? She hated you so much at that time, even if she was delirious, she kept saying that she wouldn't see you again, how could I bear to irritate her? ”

Hate? Ah Sheng hates himself?

She should hate herself, deceived her so many things, even if she only said 'Achen, you give me some time' when she finally left, but who can guarantee that her hatred for herself will not increase at this time?

Gu Chen's silence made Nan Xiuyuan's heart feel a little happy, this was a feeling he had never felt in five years, this feeling made him smile, and before he was about to hang up the phone, he suddenly thought of something, so he instructed the person on the other end of the phone who was no longer sound:

"Don't call her a doctor, if you don't want to see her completely out of control."

――

Gu Chen didn't know how long he had been standing in front of the window, he only knew that it was the movement of someone behind him tightly wrapping his waist that made him recover from his distraction, he didn't look back at Nan Sheng, he still needed some time to calm down the shock in his heart.

Hand, lightly covering Nan Sheng's hand, looking down, there were scars on it, and there were dried blood stains in the gaps between his nails, his movements couldn't help but lighten, and said:

"Hungry? Would you like something to eat? ”

Nan Sheng smiled: "Achen, what's wrong with you?" Didn't we just finish eating? You obviously ate so much just now, and the restaurant waiters are looking at you, are you still hungry now? ”

She was walking according to her script again, Gu Chen turned to look at her, held back the sourness in his eyes, and looked at her with doting:

"yes, I just ate it, how did I forget?"

Nan Sheng smiled at Gu Chen, and that smile was as brilliant as the morning light rising outside the window at this time.

The doorbell rang at this time, Nan Sheng turned around and went to open the door, and turned back to Gu Chen as he walked:

"Dad must be here, he said he was going to come over today to help us take care of the children, let us go out to play, I'll open the door."

Gu Chen hurriedly walked over and wanted to stop her, but unexpectedly she had already opened the door, and Zou Yu was standing outside the door, seeing Nan Sheng who was smiling, although his face was surprised, he was happy after all, he was about to shout 'Mrs.' to say hello, but unexpectedly Nan Sheng had already smiled and reached out to hug herself, she said:

"Dad, you're finally here, if you don't come again, Achen and I won't be able to catch the plane."

Zou Yu's whole person froze in place as if he had been struck by lightning, and when he saw Gu Chen coming over, he reacted to something, and when he reached out to push Nan Sheng away, she had already let go of herself and beckoned to Gu Chen behind her:

"Achen, dad is here, we can go."

Gu Chen walked over, closed his eyes, lowered his voice as low and soft as possible, he took Nan Sheng's hand and said:

"Ah Sheng, you read it wrong, this is Zou Yu, the two of us are on honeymoon, how could your father come together? Didn't you get a good night's rest last night? Do you want to go back to your room and sleep? ”

The smile gradually faded from Nan Sheng's face, she looked at Gu Chen with an unfamiliar look, and then moved to Zou Yu lightly, and then smiled awkwardly:

"I'm sorry, I'm a little ......"

She suddenly didn't know how to explain the current situation, she didn't understand why she could confuse Zou Yu with her father? Is there something wrong with her eyesight? Or is there something wrong with your head? She embarrassed Achen, didn't she? Identifying his assistant as his father, will Zou Yu secretly laugh at him behind his back?

Countless questions began to collide in her head, and she couldn't grasp a little thought, and she felt that she was about to lose control of this situation.

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