Chapter 3 The poor clothes hang down and return to the blue shirt
The romance crossing book update debuts, and you only come
The house leak happened to rain overnight, and seeing the disasters here and there, the alien races in the north were ready to move, and they wanted to go south
The Yuan soldiers were frantically killing those small border towns at the border, and the people were already struggling to make a living
"Can we only watch them suffer like this?" Chen Xiao listened to the battle report from the frontier, and there was anger in his heart, but he didn't dare to attack
In the city of Lin'an, a long street is as quiet as ever, and the deep alleys are as old as ever, and the sound of selling is bustling, as if nothing has happened in the frontier
Chen Xiao is just a small person, even if he has the spirit of Peng Jugong, he can't do anything in the end, he can only watch the land in the north fall
"Ambition is hungry for Hulu meat, laughing and talking, thirsty for Hun blood", Chen Xiao couldn't help but feel deeply when he read this sentence
None of the people in the DPRK dared to say anything, and perhaps they themselves did not want to pay attention to those trivial matters
Melancholy, Chen Xiao came home late at night, raised the wine bottle, drank a glass of thin wine, looked at the moon and sighed, "The black clouds are closed, the moon is closed, where is the sight restored in the long night"
"What's the matter, frowning," Father Chen sighed when he saw him on this moonlit night, his brows furrowed, and he couldn't help asking
"Daddy, I don't want to stay in that filthy place, it's just that you ......," Chen Xiao swallowed back his words halfway through
"What's wrong with me," Father Chen smiled, "Child, do you think that Dad asked you to study seriously in order to mix in officialdom, Dad just wants you to learn the truth of being a man, since you are reasonable, I will not stop you from doing anything"
"Daddy......" Chen Xiao's eyes filled with tears, "The child knows that there is a way to go on right and wrong, and only those who are not in vain are not in vain are upright people"
Chen Xiao resigned from his official position, did not forget the agreement with Xiyin, and went straight to Yangzhou Qionghuaguan
There is no difference between the view and before, and Qionghua is still slim
"The heart is unequaled, the pavilion is restored and the blue shirt road is lonely overnight, the pillow is fragrant, the flowers are silent, the floating clouds are also chasing the north, where the ambition is to go, I don't know the country, I still sing the ** song," he wrote down a "fortune operator" by hand, sat in the pavilion and unloaded his bag, closed his eyes
"Chen Gongzi...... You...... You're here," came the voice from beside him, with a hint of surprise in his voice
"I said I would come back, and I would definitely come back," Chen Xiao opened his eyes and looked at her a little tiredly
"Yes," a hint of gloom flashed in Trace's eyes, "There was once a person who asked me to wait for him to come back, but as soon as he left, he never came back......"
Chen Xiao patted her on the shoulder, speechless and speechless
"Chen Gongzi, have you become an official?" looked at him with wide eyes
Chen Xiao nodded, "I've done it, there's nothing worth nostalgic."
He turned around and continued: "The country is lost, but the ruler is in peace, Jiangnan is blind to the alien race that goes south, how can I continue to watch" He was furious, but there was a trace of loss in his eyes that could not be concealed
"Chen Gongzi, what are you going to do, don't forget that you are just a scholar," Seeing him like this, Trace Yin couldn't help but worry
She didn't know why she was so worried about him, and the feeling far outweighed the feelings of friends
She thought she was probably in love with him
Chen Xiao looked at her, and the loss in his expression was even worse: "Yes, Yang Jiong is right, I'd rather be a scholar for the centurion, I'm just a scholar, a scholar who can't hold a sword and has no power to bind a chicken, even what Peng Ju said, I can only think about it when I dream back at midnight."
"Then what does Chen Gongzi want," Trace's hands were hidden in his sleeves, and his nails were deeply embedded in his white hands
"In ancient times, someone threw a pen from Rong, why can't I wear a military uniform to protect the family and defend the country, the country is still in the country, and I will die together," he dispersed the previous emotions, and his tone became firm
"But when you joined the army, your wish was to be able to support your old father, if you joined the army, what should he do with the old man?"
Chen Xiao smiled, and his tone was very gentle: "The Trace family is a small family, the country is a big country, and the country is dead, how can the small family exist, I think my father, he will understand me."
"Then ......" Trace's voice stared at him affectionately, how she wanted to ask, "What about me", but after all, she still couldn't ask
Maybe she should do something for him
"Take care of the trace," Chen Xiao didn't say much, turned around and left
He could only sigh secretly, and he didn't know if he could come back, even if he still had a thousand words to tell her, he could only bury them deep in his heart
Chen Xiao joined the army and was sent to the rear to guard Lin'an City, and this trip was to go to Qionghuaguan to say goodbye to Qiyin
Maybe this is the way to say goodbye
He was dressed in a military uniform, but he was a little bookish, and he stroked the flower branch of Qionghua, "Trace me...... I'm here to see you one last time."
But there is always only one Qionghua there, where is there a trace
"Come out, come out and see me," Chen Xiao begged bitterly
But when the breeze blows, there are only the petals of Qionghua swaying slightly
"Do you really want to see me, do you know how much I want to see you, I think I will never have a chance to meet you again in this life this time, and I will come here to say goodbye to you today," Chen Xiao still kept stroking the swaying petals of Qionghua, imagining that it was the smiling face of Traceyin when he was playing with him
Another cool breeze hit, and even though he was wearing heavy clothes, he couldn't help but shiver, and he couldn't help but think of the first time he met Trace Yin in this Qionghua Temple
He read through the moonlight and the cold wind entered his sleeves, and she draped a thin shirt for him
"Childe beware of catching a cold," he still remembers her soft voice
The moment he turned around, his heart was filled with this girl, even if she kept saying strange things, even if she had a strange name, and even if she had a strange background, he didn't mind, but his family was poor, how could he dare to show his heart to the girl easily
So he worked hard to gain fame and wanted to spend his life with the girl
How could it be that the world is impermanent, the court is not clear, and it coincides with the invasion of foreign tribes, he knows that the love of children can only be placed after the hatred of the country and the family
"Trace, if I can come back alive, wait for me," said Chen Xiao, and he was about to leave
I want to do it, but I can't do it, I take a few steps back to Qionghua, "No, how can I still come back, it's good to forget me, there will always be someone who comes later."
Later people will not be as weak and incompetent as themselves
He turned away, and saw not a drop of crystal dew coming from the stamen of the flower
Maybe it was tears, and she couldn't come back
She just wanted to stand in front of him at the moment and say "I'll wait for you"