Chapter 126: Regret for Loss

"Leaving tomorrow?" Gu Qin was stunned, and her smart eyes instantly moistened.

Fang Mowei's eyebrows narrowed, and she avoided her gaze, and said helplessly: "It's impossible for me not to go back, it's impossible for me to accompany you for the rest of my life." ”

"Why can't it be?" Gu Qin asked gently, "We can be together for the rest of our lives......"

Fang Mowei was impatient and snatched her, "Qinqin, why don't you always listen to what I say?" It's impossible for us to be together anymore. ”

"Why can't it be? How can you be so cruel that you don't give me a chance to explain and change what happened four years ago? ”

"Qinqin, if you are so obsessed, then we won't even have to meet in the future." Fang Mowei hurriedly said, lost the magazine and got up to leave.

Gu Qin shook his head, stood up slightly, and shouted at him anxiously, "No, Mo Wei!" ”

Fang Mowei paused and turned his back to her.

Gu Qin was stunned, and for a moment he felt that all the strength in his body had been drained, and he felt as if he had fallen into an extremely cold abyss, extremely cold, and his whole heart could never be warm and hot again.

She asked, "If I had died for you a few months ago, would you have kept me on your mind?" ”

Fang Mowei's face showed anger, the corners of his mouth were stumbling, twitching slightly, and he said ruthlessly: "No!" I won't love you anymore no matter how hard you try now. ”

"Hehe, I remember." Gu Qin wiped her lips and smiled, hot tears falling from her eyes.

Fang Mowei didn't say a word anymore and strode away.

It was already dark outside, and when Fang Mowei returned to the villa, he instructed Shi Yi to arrange for his departure back to China tomorrow.

After taking a shower, drying his hair, and when he was about to go to bed, he wanted to call Cheng Xiaorui again. Every time he heard her voice before going to bed, he slept more peacefully.

It was afternoon in China C City, he called over, and Cheng Xiaorui's voice was very lazy, presumably the little lazy pig was also taking a nap. He fantasized about Cheng Xiaorui's well-behaved appearance in the pink nightdress and curled up in the quilt, and suddenly his mood was a little better.

Cheng Xiaorui asked him: "How many days will Brother Mo Wei come back?" ”

It's her birthday in four days.

Fang Mowei didn't tell her when she would return, otherwise she wouldn't be surprised, "What, do you miss me so much?" ”

β€œβ€¦β€¦ I don't know. Cheng Xiaorui sighed softly, giving him a shy answer.

"I don't know, I don't want to, you don't want me, then I'll stay a few more days, and I'll go back when you miss me." Fang Mowei snorted coldly, his tone still carrying the evil of yin and yin.

Cheng Xiaorui was a little anxious, "No, it's not that I don't want to, it's not ......"

"What's that? Do you want me? Fang Mowei sat on the bed, looked at the sky above her head and said in a lazy tone, teasing her.

Cheng Xiaorui did lie on the bed in the bedroom to take a nap, although she was the only one in the bedroom, she was still a little squirming, a little shy and said, "I miss you, of course I miss you." ”

"How much do you want? In the most appropriate sentence to describe the Cheng dΓΉ that you miss me, I decide the time to go back sooner or later. ”

"I have to use one sentence to describe it......" Cheng Xiaorui was a little depressed, scratched her head and thought for a while and said, "I think you can't sleep." ”

β€œNO。” Fang Mowei responded coldly and expressed dissatisfaction.

"I don't think you can eat."

"Perfunctory." Fang Mowei criticized.

Cheng Xiaorui thought about it again and said, "I want to eat and go shopping with Brother Mo Wei." ”

"That's because you want me to be with you, not because you want me." Obviously, Fang Mowei was still not satisfied.

"Brother Mo Wei, if you don't do anything with me, you're not in the mood or energy." Cheng Xiaorui's voice is more novel.

"Is there anything more profound?" Fang Mowei was not particularly satisfied.

Cheng Xiaorui scratched her head again, she has low emotional intelligence and is not very good at saying meaty love words.

Fang Mowei's voice led her thinking and asked, "Do you want to do AI with me?" ”

Cheng Xiaorui stiffened, her heart fell, and she was completely speechless with a red face.

"If you don't want to, you won't go back, goodbye." Fang Mowei said that he wanted to hang up the phone.

He couldn't wait to go back to do AI with Cheng Xiaorui, and wanted to possess her body, ruthlessly and endlessly possess her, rubbing her into his bones.

"Don't ...... Don't. Cheng Xiaorui wanted to talk to him more, and looked forward to him coming back soon to celebrate his birthday.

"Do you want to, huh?"

"I want to ......," Cheng Xiaorui pursed her lips after speaking.

Fang Mowei didn't let her be shy, "I really want to?" ”

"Hmm." Cheng Xiaorui nodded. Originally, I was also thinking about Fang Mowei, the weather was getting colder and colder, and I wanted to snuggle his chest at night, lean on him warmly, and feel his body temperature.

Fang Mowei was finally satisfied, and he was also sleepy, yawned and said, "Baby, sing a song to listen to, and put my brother to sleep." ”

"I can't sing, I can't sing, I can't sing to you." Cheng Xiaorui shook her head, she was used to him, and now she didn't follow him and didn't sing.

Fang Mowei secretly worried about her little temper, a child, and asked, "You really don't want to sing?" ”

"Don't sing!" Cheng Xiaorui is very firm and resolute!

"Okay." Fang Mowei also nodded heavily and said, "Don't sing and wait for me to go back, drag you to do AI for three days and three nights, believe it or not?" ”

"Well, I don't believe it! Sleep, lala! Cheng Xiaorui put the quilt on her face, too lazy to pay attention to Fang Mowei, he was always dissatisfied, she hung up the phone, and the nap began.

Fang Mowei also turned off his mobile phone, shook his head and said, "Silly girl." ”

Cheng Xiaorui was about to fall asleep and suddenly found that the problem she wanted to master the most was not mastered, when will Fang Mowei come back?

Fang Mowei slept soundly this night, and he slept very lightly before. I woke up the next day in good spirits and was very happy. He thought that Shi Yi should have arranged a qiΔ“, and he would be able to see Cheng Xiaorui in dozens of hours.

I miss Cheng Xiaorui, I really miss it.

Fang Mowei stood in front of the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the locker room, sorting out his clothes and wearing a tie, he was really in a beautiful mood and sunny.

Unexpectedly, on the first floor, the nanny aunt hurriedly brought the wireless phone upstairs, stood at the door of the room and gasped and told him: "Mr. Fang, your phone call is from Mr. Shi, it seems that there is an emergency!" ”

"OK, come in." Fang Mowei nodded at her.

The nanny aunt respectfully handed the phone to Fang Mowei, and it was Shi Yi's panicked voice on the other end of the phone.

"The eldest young master is not good, Miss Gu committed suicide by cutting her wrists!"

"What?" Fang Mowei was stunned, and ran to the hospital as soon as he threw the phone.

Along the way, Fang Mowei was considered to have arrived at the hospital at the speed of a drag race.

Gu Qin was pushed into the ambulance and sent to the emergency room for rescue due to excessive blood loss.

Fang Mowei was still in the corridor and called her name, "Qinqin, Qinqin......"

"Young Master, as soon as we heard the sound, we pushed the door into the house, but fortunately, we found it in time, Miss Gu was still breathing!" Shi Fan immediately sued him, and he was also terrified. Although it is not clear what Fang Mowei's specific attitude towards Gu Qin is now, Gu Qin is injured because of him.

Fang Mowei ordered them to protect her, so they had to be responsible for her life.

Fang Mowei had been waiting in the corridor for the door of the operating room to open, feeling very uneasy.

Gu Qin really couldn't think about it, he really didn't expect it. Cutting her wrists when her body was so weak was obviously not to show him, she really didn't want to die.

After more than an hour, filled with enough blood, Gu Qin was sent back to the ward, her face 10,000 times paler than before.

Fang Mowei looked at it with a heartache. At night, Gu Qin opened his eyes slightly, he sat on the edge of her bed, Gu Qin slowly reached out to shake his hand, and he greeted him.

Gu Qin's hands were extremely soft and cold, as cold as ice cubes. If you don't know, you will definitely think that Gu Qin is dead, so her body is so bloodless and has no temperature.

"Ugh." Fang Mowei sighed, for the first time in twenty-three years since he was born, he suddenly felt a sense of confusion.

Gu Qin opened her eyes weakly like that, her eyelids were extremely heavy, as if they were about to fall off at any time, very heavy, but even if she tried to open her eyes at Fang Mowei, she couldn't speak.

"I'm here with you, don't worry." Fang Mowei said in pain. Put her hand in the quilt and sit on the edge of the bed and look at her.

Gu Qin also closed her eyes contentedly and slept peacefully. Even though he knew that Fang Mowei no longer loved her, but he also knew his kindness, he would not leave her alone at this time.

The day of returning to City C was helplessly postponed.

The sun and the moon have changed, and in the blink of an eye, it is December of the solar calendar, and City C has entered the winter of the eighth meridian. The outside temperature is getting colder and colder.

On this day, the snow fell quietly, revealing tranquility and serenity.

The ice in summer always gives people a piece of ice and comfort, and they fall in love with the green yin. Winter ice, on the other hand, is cold, and it is a kind of penetrating heart imposed on people, which makes people want to cry without tears.

On Cheng Xiaorui's birthday, she happened to get her driver's license, she was very pleased, this was her birthday gift to herself. Although Fang Mowei hasn't come back from Los Angeles yet, he can't make his birthday unhappy just because Fang Mowei hasn't come back.

In the morning class, Cheng Xiaorui deliberately chose a position by the window, sat there, looked at the white and crystal snow outside the window, and faced the winter wind, one by one, fluttering and whirling. They landed gently and delicately on the treetops, on the eaves, on the ground, and on her heart.

The snow in winter is lonely, and Cheng Xiaorui feels like she is lonely, as if she is always waiting for something endlessly, and waiting for something seems to be fruitless.

Sometimes Cheng Xiaorui is also very touched, feeling that life is like four seasons, and she will experience countless winters. It's just that the winter of life is illusory and ethereal. The stumbling journey of life has been reincarnated in winter, which is a kind of depression and bitterness.

Cheng Xiaorui was born in such a harsh winter, her life, her character, is just like the characteristics of this season, the haze of smoke and clouds reveals lingering melancholy, sometimes with grievances and depression, but more still strong and optimistic. Just like winter is followed by spring, and after surviving it, it is full of hope. (To be continued.)