Chapter 215: Self-Reflection
It was raining heavily outside, and the rain was falling to the ground in a dense and dense manner, causing layers of water to splash.
The gloomy tones give a dull sense of oppression.
Si Chen leaned against the window, glancing at the elegy from time to time, he faintly noticed that she was not in a good mood at the moment, no, to be precise, since she came out of Ning Yuanxing's annex, she had been in a bad mood, although she was still calm on the surface, but she could feel a depressing atmosphere from the breath around her.
"Princess, did something happen to you in Ning Mansion, Ning Yuanxing bullied you?" Si Chen thought for a moment and asked.
Elegy propped herself on the table with one hand, stroked her forehead, closed her eyes and recuperated, she heard Si Chen's words, slowly opened her eyes, and glanced at him faintly from the corner of her eye, "Why do you think so?" ”
This tone was not very friendly, Si Chen immediately realized that he had stepped on a minefield, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help twitching fiercely, but he still replied, "I feel like this......"
Elegy was obviously not satisfied with this answer, she frowned and asked, "Si Chen, do you do everything by feeling?" ”
"......" Sure enough, Si Chen sighed, "No, I'm ......"
"If you do everything by feeling, it is also your feeling that will bring you into the pit in the end."
"Princess, my fault, I repent, I just said it casually, don't take it to heart." Si Chen wittily chose not to entangle with the elegy anymore, he shouldn't have talked to her just now.
Elegy didn't seem to be in the mood to continue to entangle with him, and said lightly: "You go out, let me be alone." As she spoke, she closed her eyes again, looking a little tired.
Si Chen glanced at her worriedly, and without saying anything more, he exited the house and closed the door.
After Si Chen left, Elegy slowly opened her eyes, she exhaled deeply, and her whole person was deflated. Leaning limply on the table, she rested her head on her arm, recalling what had happened in the annex.
Ning Yuanxing's words kept echoing in her head, and she was angry. She was helpless, because she couldn't find a reason to refute Ning Yuanxing, she felt that he was mean, but he was reasonable, and even she felt that Ning Yuanxing was right. How could she have said anything to contradict him? It was this that made her even more annoyed.
"You've been spoiled by Lu Han."
Elegy remembered what Ning Yuanxing said, and asked herself, has she really been spoiled by Luo Yanchuan?
In the past five years, she thought that she had become mature and could take charge of herself, but today she found out that she was still standing still and did not move forward at all.
Everything is ready for Luo Yanchuan, no matter what trouble. He solved it for her, even in the two years that he led the troops to the battle, there were people from the Qiren Mansion who helped her with advice, and all things were done by others for her, so what did she do? Elegy thought about it seriously, but there was not a single one.
It turned out that she really only relied on others whenever she had something, and Ning Yuanxing was not wrong at all.
She held her breath in her heart, but there was nowhere to vent. I only feel that my heart is stuffy, and sometimes there is a hint of colic.
Unwilling, so unwilling, whoever says those words is fine. But it can't be Ning Yuanxing, Elegy doesn't want to be looked down upon by him.
"In the future, shouldn't you rely on Luo Yanchuan anymore?" Elegy muttered.
Due to the heavy rain, it was dark early, and Elegy looked at the sky outside, and it was still dark. But I could still hear the sound of the rain, and it had been raining all afternoon since noon.
The window was wide open, and a gust of cold wind blew in, making Elegy shiver deeply, she rubbed her shoulders and whispered, "Si Chen, this guy forgot to close the window again." ”
She stood up and was about to close the window, but before the person arrived, a figure flew in, and she was startled, and was about to call someone, but found that the person who came was Luo Yanchuan, soaking wet, and the tips of her hair were still dripping.
Luo Yanchuan smiled when he saw the elegy showing a surprised expression, and was about to say something, but was interrupted by the elegy, "Why didn't you bring an umbrella?" My clothes are soaking wet, what if I catch a cold? ”
"Do you think I'm you? This little rain is out of the way. Luo Yanchuan said as he twisted the water from his sleeve, and the unscrewed water quickly formed a small puddle.
"The clothes on your body are soaked, how can there be no problem, I asked Shallow Mercy to get you a dry suit." As she spoke, she walked to the front of the house, and was about to call someone, but was stopped by Luo Yanchuan.
"It's okay, aren't you looking for something with me, now ......"
"No, it's not up to you." Elegy was firm this time, she opened the door, summoned a pity, and ordered her to go and get a set of men's clothes, and when she was done with this, when she turned around, she saw Luo Yanchuan looking at her meaningfully.
"Why are you looking at me like that?" Elegy smiled and asked.
Luo Yanchuan walked over, put his hand on her forehead, measured it, and thoughtfully, "Well, there is no fever." ”
"You're just having a fever." Elegy took his hand away angrily, "I don't have time to talk to you about this, why do you say that today in the court?" Do you want to die? ”
"You're worried about me?" Luo Yanchuan looked at her with a smile, and wanted to lean over again, but Elegy unceremoniously pushed him away, "Since you know that I will worry about you, why do you want to do such a reckless thing?" ”
Elegy stiffened his face, and he didn't look like he was joking, Luo Yanchuan also put away his hippie smile, and said: "I have my own considerations for this matter, and I can't help but make military achievements with the strength of ten people to repel those horse thieves, and I can also deter everyone." ”
"Of course I know the benefits, but this trip is dangerous, and I don't feel at ease."
"What's upset?" Luo Yanchuan leaned up again, wanting to hug the elegy, but was once again pushed away by the elegy mercilessly, "Your clothes are all wet, don't come near me." ”
"You're starting to dislike me now?" Luo Yanchuan raised his eyebrows, looked at her with burning eyes, and said with a resentment in his tone: "It's like this before you get married, if you get married, I don't know what it will look like." ”
"It's too early to tell." The corners of Elegy's mouth twitched fiercely, she looked outside the room, and said, "What's the matter?" Why did she go for so long and haven't come back, this girl has always been a little sloppy lately......"
Just as she was talking, Luo Yanchuan suddenly held her in his arms from behind, his clothes were soaked, with a burst of cold, but his body was very warm, even a little hot, and Elegy felt like his back was about to be burned by him.
Luo Yanchuan's heartbeat was strong and powerful, and the elegy stiffened, struggling slightly, and said: "I said that your clothes are all wet, don't get so close to me, my clothes are wet......"
"Is your body shaking, is it cold, or is it nervous?" Luo Yanchuan's voice sounded in his ears, his lips were very close to her earlobe, very close, as if he would touch it in the next moment, and when it touched his snort, the earlobe of the elegy was instantly red.
She opened her mouth to say something, but she couldn't say a word.
"You went to Ning Yuanxing's annex today, did something happen?" Luo Yanchuan continued.
Elegy listened to his words with a hint of temptation, and his reason instantly recovered, Luo Yanchuan saw that her earlobes gradually returned to their normal color, her lips pursed slightly, and she suddenly panicked, and quickly explained: "Don't get me wrong, I didn't send anyone to follow you, it was Si Du who told me when he informed me." ”
"What do you think Ning Yuanxing will tell me?" Elegy gently let go of Luo Yanchuan's hand around her, turned around, and looked into his eyes seriously.
Luo Yanchuan was stunned for a moment because of her sudden serious attitude, but she quickly recovered, with a faint smile on her face, and pretended to be relaxed: "What can he tell you?" Are you trying to separate from me? ”
Elegy shook his head, "He didn't say that. ”
Inexplicably relieved, Luo Yanchuan secretly exhaled and asked, "Then what did he tell you?" ”
"He said I've been spoiled by you." Elegy concealed her invitation to Ning Yuanxing, she looked at him, her eyes were a little confused, "Luo Yanchuan, am I really too dependent on you, if I continue like this, will I become a waste person who can't do anything, will look for you when something happens, and can't live without you?" ”
She was calm on her face, but she was panicked in her heart, and if she really turned out to be like that, she would feel like a waste.
Luo Yanchuan didn't expect Ning Yuanxing to tell Elegy about it, the corners of his lips hooked up a wicked smile, and he said nonchalantly: "So what? What's so bad about relying on me? ”
"Huh?" Elegy was stunned, some didn't understand the meaning of Luo Yanchuan's words, what's wrong with relying on him? Dependency is possible, but over-dependency is a big problem.
"Elegy, you can always rely on me, and I will let you rely on me all the time, woman, rely on your own man more, what's wrong?"
No, that's not right!
"Luo Yanchuan, you are used to me like this, you really spoil me." Elegy shook her head, what she wanted was not to rely on him, she wanted to become an existence comparable to him, not a waste who couldn't do anything without him.
"What's wrong with getting used to you? I'm willing to get used to you and spoil you, I'd rather travel far away as an outsider, how can I have room for beaking? Luo Yanchuan frowned, he didn't understand that Elegy would be sad because of this incident.
Isn't it good to be used to him?
"Elegy, why should you look ahead and backward because of his words? Does he carry so much weight in your heart? ”
Elegy's face was a little ugly, and in the face of Luo Yanchuan's questioning, she couldn't refute it for the first time.
She always thought that Ning Yuanxing was like a crossing line to her, although there was an intersection, but it was only an intersection at one point, and once it was crossed, it would only get farther and farther away.
But it wasn't until today that she realized that she was still relying on him subconsciously. (To be continued.) )