No.192 Moonlight begins to spread
I can only have one more chapter today, I have diarrhea for a day, and I will rest early. I'll make it up to you tomorrow-
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The appearance of Wang Jian has made many people's wishful thinking come to naught. Many people have gained and many people have lost, but this detonator has not gained anything material, except for a good breath and a bad breath. Except, of course, the free all-you-can-drink mineral water that you grab from the table.
Walking out of the noisy venue, alone on the empty and slightly depressed street, Wang Jian's steps were a little heavy, perhaps because of the consumption of his body, or perhaps because of the emptiness that suddenly surged in his heart.
When passing through the underground passage, Wang Jian saw a young man standing at the bottom playing the guitar and singing a very bleak song. He No.192 The moonlight began to spread and his demeanor was engaged, and he didn't seem to care if anyone around him was listening to him singing hoarsely.
Wang Jian stepped forward and threw all the money in his pocket into his piano case, and after watching his five yuan and five cents for breakfast tomorrow settle, he suddenly felt an indescribable joy in his heart.
After that, he sat next to the young man who was singing, looking at the light and shadow cast at the entrance of the passage, and listened to the song quietly in a daze.
In fact, Wang Jian likes this feeling, there is no trouble and no involvement, the silent road, the empty street, the dappled lights and shadows, a singer who pretends to be deep but a little immature, and a bottle of mineral water that he drank half-drunk.
When he was younger, Wang Jian felt that this world was so simple that he couldn't wait to clean it up in a year. And as he grew older and maturer, and the fluff on his lips became hard, he found that he was the easy one. I once thought that I could stride through the whole journey, but in the end, I couldn't tell who was the real winner.
This is actually a kind of loneliness for Wang Jian, aside from his ability, he is just like those young people in their twenties, full of confusion and contradictions about life and the future, the choice between drunkenness and pure desire is not as simple as it seems.
But Wang Jian had to choose, he had a million ways to get himself to the top of the pyramid. But he could only struggle at the bottom. It's not that he hasn't thought about the reason for this, but the answer is always a little helpless, he is even willing to be an ordinary person with mediocre qualifications, which can at least allow vigorous ** and endless forks in the road.
"Like?"
When the young man who was singing hard stopped to rest. picked up the boiled water that was already cold on the ground, poured two sips, and took out a rough CD from the small bag behind him and handed it to Wang Jian, and said with some embarrassment: "Send you." ”
Wang Jian glanced at him, smiled at him and nodded, and took his "solo album" and put it in his personal pocket: "Thank you." ”
"You're also a North Drifter." The guy sat on the ground, holding the guitar and rubbing his already sore feet. But he still gave Wang Jian a very bright and sunny smile: "I've been here for more than two years, what about you." ”
"Just here." Wang Jian clasped his hands on his knees, and stared at the colorful billboard opposite: "A few months." ”
"Life must have been very hard." The young man took out a bag of cheap jelly beans from his pocket and handed it to Wang Jian: "Come, eat something sweet." ”
Wang Jian stretched out his hand and took it, and then poured it all into his mouth, and a smell of flavor rushed up, like the kind of dime and pack of jelly beans he ate when he was a child, the taste is not very good, but there is a feeling that people can't let go.
"Why are you still here?" Wang Jian has always spoken very directly: "It's been two years. It's so miserable, it's better to go home. ”
"Hey......" The young man muttered another big mouthful of water: "People live with a face, I think." It's secondary, you have to understand what you're doing. I think I'm much better now than I was at the beginning, when I first came, I often couldn't eat three or two meals when I slept in the bridge cave, and I couldn't pull down my face to pick it up, and I fainted from hunger many times. But you see, I now have a place to live, something to eat, and I can sing. You say, what reason do I have to think I'm not good enough? ”
Wang Jian was stunned for a moment. Then he smiled awkwardly: "Yes." ”
"My fellow villagers are gone, and they think they can get rich overnight if they come here. I think so, let's wait. The young man hugged his knees like Wang Jian: "I'll sing to you." ”
Wang Jian sighed and opened his jacket pocket: "I have no money......
"It's okay, when I release an album in the future, you can just buy two more genuine plates."
After speaking. This young man who embarrassed the third master sang those well-known and unknown and smug songs written by himself in his pretended deep voice.
To be honest, although Wang Jian can't sing, he can also hear that he doesn't sing well, but he himself sings and cries along with the love in the song. These songs without love and love made him cry.
Wang Jian didn't speak from beginning to end, just listened quietly, listening to the depth he pretended, listening to the desolation behind him, listening to the freedom and relief after he turned around desolately, even if he was out of breath and crying wolf, Wang Jian always listened quietly beside him, and then applauded silently at the end of each song.
Empty underground passages, not-so-beautiful singing voices and abrupt applause, two people and a handful of guitars, and a pack of unpalatable jelly beans. It's like a self-contained world, abrupt and harmonious are almost indistinguishable.
Until the night became more and more confused, half of the street lights were extinguished, and the cold moonlight was projected on Wang Jian's body everywhere, the young man with a hoarse voice and a dirty face squatted down, took out Wang Jian's five yuan and five cents from his piano case, and returned the five yuan to Wang Jian: "Five cents is enough." ”
"How much did you earn today?"
The young man checked his pocket: "About forty yuan, not bad." I'll change places tomorrow, and we'll see you again. ”
With that, he picked up his guitar and staggered out of the tunnel with his kettle in his hand. Wang Jian kept watching his back disappear, and there was an indescribable thing surging in his heart, a very real sense of tearing.
In this young man who drifted north, Wang Jian saw something that made him ashamed and embarrassed, but what it was could not be described and indescribable. Compared to him, he was lucky enough to be indomitable like a weed. Wang Jian is feeling sorry for what he already has.
Even Wang Jian himself suddenly felt that his current self seemed to have lost his original intention when he set foot on this land, and it seemed that the lights would really corrode a person's heart unconsciously.
So after the young man was gone for a long time, Wang Jian still smoked by the moonlight, one after another. There is always a loss in my heart. But the confusion is much less unconsciously.
Maybe this is the simplicity of Wang Jian, he is not stupid, but he does not have the intrigue of the people around him. He is easily angry and happy, easily satisfied and greedy, like a child who has not yet grown up.
He didn't know how long he had been sitting, and even the occasional roar of the engine around him had disappeared. Wang Jian patted his buttocks at this time, got up from the ground and got back on the road.
He held the jelly beans that the stranger had left for him. While walking home and eating, the back always reveals a kind of loneliness and emptiness.
"Crunch ......"
Gently pushing open the door of the martial arts hall, Wang Jian tiptoed into the dark martial arts hall, but after just taking two steps, he found that something was wrong, and there was actually the sound of a person's breathing in the empty hall.
The sound of breathing was so pronounced that it could almost be described as thunder in this quiet environment.
Wang Jian had to bend down and light the lighter to see who it was. But under this photo, Wang Jian was really startled, and it turned out that the guy on the ground was actually Lin Yaxuan. And...... And this guy didn't sleep until dawn, staring at Wang Jian with a pair of eyes.
Wang Jian swallowed his saliva, turned around and was about to go upstairs.
"Come back."
Lin Yaxuan's voice was surprisingly flat. After having nothing, he can still reveal a kind of indifference that is not shocked. This made Wang Jian quite surprised.
"It's too late, I'll go to sleep first."
"Come back." Lin Yaxuan's voice was still so salty: "I have something to ask you." ”
"You ask."
Wang Jian's shortcomings and advantages are obvious, although his personality is more impulsive, he never tells lies and deceives people, at most there will be some white lies to prevaricate. Lin Yaxuan knows it, and her understanding of Wang Jian is actually not less now, after all, Lao Wang is not a character like Shentan.
"Why did you jump all of a sudden?"
"Maintain the dignity of martial arts."
Wang Jian's voice was sonorous and powerful, he had already asked himself this question when he was confused just now, why did he be so in the limelight. Maybe the direct trigger is for the bottom limit in his heart, so he has the answer, and when he answers Lin Yaxuan, he is very crisp.
"Then why did you know that Sun Er was there?"
"I saw a bodyguard at the door, and I also saw it at the dance that day, and I followed Sun Yuefeng. I remember him, so I knew Sun Er must be there. ”
"Do you know what I've been done to you now?"
When Lin Yaxuan said this. There was finally a bit of anger in his tone: "You know what? ”
Wang Jian scratched his head: "It's probably bankrupt, it's good." ”
"You're just trying to perfunctory my questions?" Lin Yaxuan bit her lip, her expression was pitiful, but in the dark, neither of them could see each other's expressions clearly: "I can win today!" They bought off my people, and I bought off their people. But you ......"
"You just had an accident, and by the way, I think it's good." Wang Jian's voice was a little lower: "But when you say that, I also feel quite embarrassed." ”
"Do you know how dangerous I am right now? I ......"
Before Lin Yaxuan's words could speak, she was interrupted by Wang Jian's sneer: "I protect you just like I protect your sister." ”
"You? My clothes, my bag, my car, my mansion, my big nine-square-meter bed. Lin Yaxuan's voice was full of banter: "I have a net profit dividend of more than two million per month, and tens of millions of investment returns every year." You? What you can do. ”
Wang Jian sighed: "Then you should die." ”
After speaking, he turned around and walked upstairs, but Lin Yaxuan quickly got up and grabbed the corner of his clothes: "You...... You give me wait! ”
"Take it." Wang Jian stuffed the uneaten jelly beans into Lin Yaxuan's hand: "Be a full ghost." ”
"Wang Jian! You're a bastard! Lin Yaxuan took the jelly beans but still dragged Wang Jian unrelentingly: "You want to help me get back what I wanted, you promised me!" ”
"When did I promise you?" Wang Jian spread out and said, "Did I say I wanted to join your circle?" I said I tried my best, and you saw it, I tried my best. Go to bed early. ”
Wang Jian dragged Lin Yaxuan back to the second floor like a little chicken, opened the door of Natural Second and threw her inside, and then said sharply: "If you dare to come out, I will dare to throw you out." Let you see how many old men there are at night. ”
In fact, Lin Yaxuan did hear Wang Jian's intimidation, and she was probably sure that he would not do this, but she didn't dare to bet now...... After all, Wang Jian's guy is definitely ruthless and does what he says, and he will never open up just because he is a woman, and he will really throw it out if he says that he will throw it out. So she still chose not to provoke Wang Jian, just glanced at him hatefully, and then closed the door.
Wang Jian saw that she was obedient, so he also let out a sigh of relief, washed quickly, and then hurried to bed before dawn.
In the other room, Lin Yaxuan sat in front of the desk and looked at the natural two who were sleeping like a kitten and sighed helplessly, her expression changed, and joy, anger, sorrow and joy came up once, but it made people wonder.
However, Wang Jian didn't have the heart to think about these things, after taking a bath, exhaustion and madness struck, and he fell asleep not long after. At this time, I am afraid that even if someone outside is blasting outside, Wang Jian will not be able to wake up, but when his door was unscrewed, he sat up from the bed like a spring.
"Lao Wang......" Xiao Jin walked in in a daze with a large piece of bread in his hand, and then stuffed it into Wang Jian's hand, and then fell into Lao Wang's quilt upside down, and fell asleep in a few seconds.
"You're quite sensible." Wang Jian touched Xiao Jin's face, then covered her with a blanket, and ate the bread that ordinary people can only eat in a day, picked up the cold milk at the head of the bed and poured it down, and then found a note below: Ah Jian, remember to drink milk after eating bread.
"God counts...... Wang Jian laughed, looked at the handwriting of Tianji and shook his head and smiled bitterly: "It's all God's calculation, I'm a fool." ”
"You're not stupid."
Xiao Jin suddenly spoke, which really scared Lao Wang, but after carefully checking her heartbeat and pulse, he found that she was really asleep!
"You can chat while sleeping...... Wang Jian said: "It's amazing." ”
"It's not magical." Xiao Jin still answered Wang Jian.
And then...... Wang Jian suddenly fell asleep, and chatted with this chat machine qì version of Xiaojin until the sky was about to dawn......
"It's over, if you don't sleep again......"
Xiao Jin in his sleep actually laughed: "You are dead." ”!!!