Nan Sheng slowly let go of her hand, her eyes already contained a feeling of pity, she had probably reflected the meaning of Nan Xiuyuan's words, and believed it, because Nan Xiuyuan had never said any deceitful words to her. It's just that what she doesn't understand is, why did the world change after waking up?

She didn't ask why, because she knew that if she asked, there would be no answer, and Nan Xiuyuan wouldn't know, and even if she knew, she didn't bother to sit down and have a long talk with her.

Nan Sheng smiled slightly:

"Okay."

Nan Xiuyuan frowned slightly because of her depression of not crying, making trouble, and not asking, and opened her mouth to say something, but in the end she didn't make any sound and walked away.

Nan Sheng was the only one left in the ward, it was silent, her mind was blank in this space where the needles fell, she wanted to remember anything she had done wrong in this relationship, because as long as she found a mistake, she could correct it, but she didn't know if it was because she was injured or just woke up, she couldn't remember anything at all.

Heart, does it hurt?

To be honest, Nan Sheng wasn't sure, she just felt a little depressed, the air seemed to be very thin, no matter how she gasped for breath, the oxygen that could enter the brain was still very limited, she could only clench her hands tightly under the quilt, trying to calm her disordered heart.

After a long time, there was the sound of footsteps outside the door of the ward, Nan Sheng's gaze drifted as she stared at the ceiling, and after her gaze swept around with uncertainty, she landed on the mobile phone on the bedside table, she didn't hesitate, took it, and dialed the familiar number.

Got through......

The waiting sound of the dudu was particularly long, and it should be nervous, but Nan Sheng gradually calmed down as if waiting for the verdict to be announced.

He didn't seem to have any intention of answering, Nan Sheng's patience had always been very good, but this time it was inevitable that he was a little impetuous, and just when she began to regret making the call, the waiting tone was replaced by a familiar and haunting voice, and she heard him say:

"Hello."

In fact, Nan Sheng had expected this result for a long time, but it was one thing to anticipate, and it was another thing to really face it.

It wasn't until this moment that Nan Sheng seemed to find her pain again, her heart seemed to be held tightly by a force, and the sullen pain instantly traveled down her veins to every corner of her body. It was as if a blood hole had been dug out by some sharp weapon, and the cold wind passed through the middle one by one, but she was helpless.

She suddenly didn't understand what she should say at this moment, so she pretended not to know, and asked him coquettishly why he didn't come to the hospital to see her? Or do you ask him thoughtfully and generously what he is doing at the moment? But she couldn't suppress the clamor in her body, and this kind of affection made her unable to disguise herself perfectly.

But she felt that her demeanor was well maintained, at least there was no hysteria, no crying, she just tried to calm herself down as much as possible, and asked softly:

"Why?"

When love began, probably no one thought about breaking up. Everyone will feel that they and their significant other will start with a sweet start and end happily. But they probably ignore that there is a process between the opening and the closing, and there is too much uncertainty hidden in this process.

Nan Sheng's question is to know what the uncertainty between them is.

Gu Chen was silent on the other end of the phone for a few seconds, Nan Sheng didn't think he was making excuses, because she knew that he didn't disdain, but this silence made Nan Sheng have a glimmer of hope in her heart.

Could it be that he is also reluctant, could it be that he just made a choice on impulse? Could it be that he was angry? Just teaching yourself a lesson in this way?

But Gu Chen's next words still turned her hope into delusion, and she heard Gu Chen say:

"Nan Sheng, I thought you were smart."

"No matter how smart a person is, there are times when he is stupid, and he has come this far, don't you even give me an answer?"

"I don't love you."

Nan Sheng knew that Gu Chen was a straightforward person, disdainful of beating around the bush, and not even good at tactfulness, but even if he knew, he never thought that he would be straightforward like this, leaving her without the ability to parry.

She wanted to ask why she was with me in the first place, but she didn't humiliate herself. She also wanted to laugh, but before the smile reached the corner of her mouth, tears had already burst out of her eyes first, Nan Sheng didn't say anything more, or even goodbye, and hung up the phone.

The room was quiet again, this time without even the sound of breathing.

Don't love ......

She was suppressing the urge to yell, suppressing her out-of-control emotion, suppressing the pain that spread throughout her body...... After a long time, she let out a long breath and told herself—it was over.

――

In front of the floor-to-ceiling window on the top floor of the SN Building, Gu Chen still maintained the posture of making a call, although there was no sound on the other end of the phone, but he still did not take it from his ear, it seemed that only in this way could he clearly remember her voice.

Zou Yu stood not far behind him, looking at his back and couldn't say a word, in fact, he knew that the call was from Nan Sheng, and he also knew that the call had already been hung up at this moment, but Gu Chen was almost stubborn to maintain the posture just now, Zou Yu knew that the pain in his heart at this time was no less than Nan Sheng.

He suddenly felt that he was wrong, that he should not have said something like that to him in the hallway outside the hospital's operating room.

But he knew Gu Chen, and at the same time, he knew deeply that even if he didn't say those words at that time, Gu Chen accompanied Nan Sheng through this long month, they would eventually come to this point, and they were destined not to be people from the same world from the beginning.

The neon outside the window dotted the entire city of T, but not a single light was lit for him.

He didn't blame anyone, because it was he who extinguished the light that belonged to him.

The low chime of the pendulum in the corner broke the silence of the room, and Gu Chen also came back to his senses from his feelings, slowly took the phone from his ear, and held it tightly in his hand:

"Say it."

Zou Yu took a step forward:

"According to the latest report from the hospital, Miss Nan is not in serious trouble except for her physical weakness, and it is estimated that she will be discharged from the hospital within three days."

He hummed softly, indicating that he knew, and after a few seconds of silence, he said, "You get off work, wait for me to go back by myself." ”

Zou Yu, who was standing behind him, wanted to speak and stopped, but after all, he didn't say anything, put the report that had just been faxed on Gu Chen's desk, turned around and left slowly.

At the beginning of the separation, Gu Chen also refused any news about Nan Sheng, but he ignored some things The more you want to deliberately forget it, the more impressive it is, and he slowly found out in this deliberate forgetting that there is no room for anything in life except Nan Sheng, when he is awake, when he is asleep, when he is eating, when he is relaxing, when he is working...... He tried his best to return to his former state, but found that the face was omnipresent.

So, he no longer ran away, and any news from Nan Sheng would reach him as soon as possible.

When Nan Sheng woke up, he knew that she would call, and he could have stopped answering, but he locked the phone firmly like a child waiting for candy, waiting for it to ring suddenly.

stomach, began to protest again, but Gu Chen smiled, but that smile felt extremely desolate no matter how he looked at it, he never knew that love had such a great magic, making people fall into it, painful, but willing to eat.

――

Qin Se arrived later than expected, and when she came into the ward, no one seemed to tell her that Nan Sheng had woken up, so she sat down on the side of the bed, looked at the normal instrument next to her, and sighed softly:

"What kind of happiness did you have in your dreams that made you never want to wake up until now? Do you really have to find a prince to kiss you in order to wake you up? ”

Nan Sheng was just closing her eyes to recuperate, she knew it when someone pushed the door in, but she was physically and mentally exhausted and she had no interest in exploring it, until Qin Se opened her mouth, she slowly opened her eyes:

"I'm awake."

Qin Se immediately bounced up from the chair, and could see that she was frightened, but it was only a few seconds, and she went over and hugged Nan Sheng with joy:

"You're finally awake."

"Didn't my brother sue you?"

Qin Se let go of her and wiped away the excited tears from the corners of his eyes: "I came directly to the ward, I didn't go to him." ”

Nan Sheng looked at Qin Se and didn't speak.

She had been in a coma for nearly a month, and Qin Se had accumulated a stomach full of words to say to her, but all the words were stuck in her throat because of her hopeless eyes, Qin Se suddenly realized a problem, and opened his mouth to ask her if she already knew, but lacked the courage.

Nan Sheng seemed to see her difficulties and said bluntly:

"I've already called him."

Qin Se held Nan Sheng's hand:

"Are you okay?"

Nan Sheng sat up from the bed and leaned against the head of the bed with the help of Qin Se, under the illumination of the white blazing light, her face was pale, and her voice was light and fluttering: "It's not good." ”

How can it be good? It's just that she has slept for a long time, and she has changed her appearance when she wakes up, how can she be okay?

Qin Se couldn't say words of comfort, the emotional wound was not something that other people would heal if they said a few words of chicken soup for the soul, although she had never experienced Nan Sheng's heart-wrenching injury, but after all, she also understood how much love had the ability to destroy a person, and she had also been in pain, knowing that except for time, there was no medicine to cure the disease.

"Did you ask him why?"

"You have to die to understand."

"What did he say?"

Nan Sheng looked out the window, his eyes were faintly without any focus, as if he was looking at something, and he didn't seem to be looking at anything:

"Say you don't love me."

Qin Se sighed lightly:

"Actually, I went to him, when you were just out of danger."

Nan Sheng looked back at her.

"To be honest, I don't think he doesn't love you."

"You're really contradictory, it's you who said he didn't like me before."

"After all, people will change, you also have to have confidence in yourself, you treat him so wholeheartedly, even if he is a stone, he will have been warmed up by you a long time ago."

Nan Sheng smiled:

"It doesn't matter."

has broken up, love or not, besides, it seems hypocritical.

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