Chapter 370: Rivals

Judging from Jiang Bingbing's tone of voice, as well as her past style of acting, she really doesn't seem to be joking, if it weren't for the fact that all of her people here are now, she would have already killed me.

"Actually, I envy you, not only me, but my sister too, although she never says it, but I can still feel that she is full of yearning for your life." Jiang Bingbing said.

"Envy me? I have nothing to envy, but I am a caged bird, and there is nothing worthy of your envy. I said.

"You're just locked up at home, not allowed to go out, just complaining. If there is someone who can protect us like this, I don't know how happy my sister should be in her heart. We are also the children of the Kui family, we are also the children and grandchildren of the Kui family, even if our mother did something wrong, why should we be implicated, we were just children at the time, and we didn't understand anything at all. What Jiang Bingbing said does make sense.

"You ...... in Japan"

"Do you want to ask, how are we doing in Japan?" Jiang Bingbing said, I nodded, "Is there any point in you asking this now?" We have been in Japan for more than ten years, and my sister has also ...... Away from home. Even if you know our situation now, what use is there to make it up to us? ”

"I ......" I was speechless for a while, yes, my cousin has passed away, even if I make up for it, my cousin will not come back, even if I have no affection for Jiang Bingbing, even if it is for the sake of the late cousin. I should also try to make up for it.

"We first arrived in Japan...... Jiang Bingbing ignored me and began to tell about his past, "When we first arrived in Japan, my mother sent my sister and I to a very famous local aristocratic school in Japan in order to make more friends with dignitaries in the future. Although the Kui family gave us enough support, ethnic discrimination, xenophobia, and extravagant comparisons were all insurmountable obstacles for my sister and me. I remember it vividly, just because I was careless. Break a rich lady's dressing box. She forced my sister and me to kneel on the school playground all day. We complained to our mother, but she scolded us and said that we were not motivated. If you can't bear it, you will make a big plan. And after that. My sister was forced to get married. It was the father of the rich lady, how could my sister endure such a shame. Even if you really get married. I'm afraid there won't be a good life. Jiang Bingbing said angrily.

"Why don't you run?" I asked.

"Run? Do you think that if you are protected by your family and can't get out of the Kui family's mansion, you have lost your freedom? Let me tell you, what is the loss of freedom. Since I was nine years old, I have been taught etiquette by my tutor, I have to get up at 5 o'clock in the morning and rest after 11 o'clock in the evening, piano, calligraphy, dance, vocal music, tea ceremony, flower arrangement, body, etiquette, cooking, painting, all have to be learned, and my schedule is full. Many times I will be like an ordinary child, lazy and lique, but what I get is not pity and sympathy, but a beating. Slowly, I began to accept these arrangements, because it was useless to resist. I attended classes at an aristocratic school, and I was accompanied by people twenty-four hours a day, and I never slackened. For more than ten years, I haven't even had a sick life, and my mother always told my sister and I not to relax because we don't have much time. Jiang Bingbing's eyes turned red as she spoke, I guess she had never mentioned these things to others.

"I'm growing up slowly, in fact, I'm not as good as my sister in any place, but there are only two things, my sister is far from being as good as me. One is obedient, I am very obedient and very well-behaved in front of my mother, but my sister, even if she is an adult, is still full of rebellion and wants to live the life she wants according to her own ideas. The second is ruthless, I don't sympathize with anyone, there was once a young Japanese man who worked in our house, he admired the beauty of me and my sister, peeked at us taking a bath, and after being caught, my sister was very merciful, and I showed no mercy and gouged out his eyeballs with my own hands. My mother praised me a lot about this. But no one knows, after this, I **** nightmares and never have a good night's sleep. Jiang Bingbing said.

I shuddered when I heard this, what kind of family and what kind of education model made an innocent and lovely child become like this.

"In fact, I know in my heart that I am not doing this as I am, I am just to protect myself, I let myself be very good in front of my mother, just to make my life better. But slowly, I began to adapt, I began to get used to it, and I even felt that my sister's death was simply to blame. Jiang Bingbing said.

"How can you think that?" I rebuked.

"What right do you have to teach me? Do you really treat yourself as your cousin? Do you know that when I was sixteen years old, I was engaged to the son of the Japanese ****, but he didn't treat me as a human being at all...... I'll never forget that night, it's the most indescribable memory of my life. But I didn't complain, I didn't even tell my mother, I just agreed to my mother's offer to change me into an onmyoji. Jiang Bingbing's words sounded chilling, who would have thought that he had such an experience.

"You know how desperate I was when one of my eyes was poked blind, and if my mother's plan to reform failed, then I would be a cripple forever. The days of waiting were hard and long, and every time I applied the potion was like a punishment, and I still can't forget the pain. Fortunately, everything went well, and I finally became an Onmyoji, although I can't compare to my mother, I can only be regarded as half an Onmyoji, but this is enough. After becoming an onmyoji, the first thing I did was to use my ghost friends to drive all the people who had insulted me crazy, and I was so happy to see the son of that consortium become crazy and lick the dirt on the ground like a dog. My son was crazy, but I still insisted on the marriage contract, so the lord of the Nippon Foundation praised me a lot, so now although I am nominally his daughter-in-law, in fact, it is indeed the old man's outer house. It's just that last month, this old man passed away, and I also lost my backer, and I can no longer help my mother. Jiang Bingbing said.

"Your mother and daughter have calculated so much, don't you know that if you calculate the heavens, the heavens are also calculating you." I say.

"So what, after all, my mother and I will get what we want, and everything we want will be taken from us personally, with our own hands. How can a person like you, who is pampered and has everything, know our hard work. Jiang Bingbing said.

"What you force is not your own after all, and if you don't fight, sometimes it's more logical." I advised.

"Indisputable? How can it not be argued? What I want to fight for from you in this life, can it be resolved without a word? Jiang Bingbing said indignantly, "My sister and I are not the orthodox heirs of the Kui family, we don't have the face that the heirs of the Kui family should have, and we are not born onmyoji, it is precisely because of this that we are disgusted by our mother and feel that we are useless." In order to be able to have the same ability as you, I gambled everything and became an onmyoji. I thought that as long as I was like you, with my ability, I would definitely be able to beat you, and as long as I could ascend to the position of the head of the Kui family, I would definitely be able to live the life I wanted to live. However, who knows, you were born with the pupil of heaven, do you know that the transformed onmyoji will not have the pupil of heaven no matter what. Even a natural onmyoji like my mother wants to have the pupil of heaven, and I'm afraid it's one in a million. Such a probability actually allows you to catch up, I plan everywhere, but I am one step behind you everywhere, how can you let me not hate you! "Little Ginger's eyes are about to burst into flames when he looks at me.

"God's gift, what does it have to do with me, even if I have the pupil of heaven, I have my own troubles, which you can't understand." I say.

"Why should I understand your distress, you still have relatives and friends, the most unbearable thing about you is that the person I love the most actually loves you!" Jiang Bingbing looked at Yun Ximing, who was playing with Dazhe not far away, "From the first time I saw him in the ancient tomb of Shandong, I couldn't help falling in love with him, I sometimes regretted it, I used to think that if I hadn't done those things, would it be possible to be worthy of him." I once secretly contacted him in private, but all I got was rejection, and he only had you in his heart, which is why I hated you even more. ”

"Emotional matters can never be forced." I say.

"But I hate you, but I can't hate you, I'm obviously full of flaws, obviously you have many opportunities to demolish me, or even get rid of me, but you don't. Why? Why did you let me go again and again? Jiang Bingbing asked.

"No matter what you say, you are also my relatives, what good is it for me to kill you, can I get back those deceased people by killing you? What's more, there is no such word as murder and slaughter in my dictionary, and I have not received such an education, so naturally I can't do such a thing. I said.

"Maybe this is the root of your hatred, you are always different from me, not so much that I am resentful of you, but rather my own unwillingness, I am not willing to lose anything to you, unwilling." Jiang Bingbing said annoyedly.

...... "I didn't know what to say to comfort her."

"Things have come to this point, I have no way out, and neither is my mother, so we can only fight with all our strength in the trial. Kui Yinyin, I don't hate you in my heart, but you and I are natural enemies, let's wait until the time of the trial, I will not be merciful. (To be continued.) )