2118.Chapter 2118 2118 Walking side by side
Charlize fell silent and looked at Hugo quietly; But Hugo didn't speak in a hurry, but met Charlize's eyes unswervingly.
Charlize's mind kept replaying the image of Hugo fainting on the set, without warning, just falling to the ground in a daze, and then completely rolling his eyes, convulsing and vomiting, as if trying to empty his entire stomach. The look of madness was chilling, as if he could see the claws of death already grabbing his throat. Fear grabbed Charlize's heart in an instant, leaving her unable to breathe, and even her muscles began to disobey.
Although Charlize didn't want to admit it, at that moment, she felt like she was about to lose Hugo like never before.
Charlize couldn't help but think of the filming of "Death Row Walk", because Hugo began to walk on the ropes again, and the tension of his life hanging by a thread was carried throughout, and the danger of collapse at every moment made Hugo look like a fragile glass doll, as if a little force would completely destroy everything, and then he could only watch Hugo's soul disappear in the air.
That fear made Charlize tremble.
Not only Charlize, but the entire "A Beautiful Mind" crew was depressed, although the filming went very smoothly, even far beyond expectations, Hugo's performance in every scene made people want to give a standing ovation, and that powerful performance power was even transmitted through the camera screen, which was shocking; But there was no way for everyone to be happy, and Hugo's poor state filled the sky over the crew with a gloomy and bleak high pressure.
Charlize knows this is not right, so she has been trying to lead the crew with a positive attitude. The others didn't know what to do with Hugo, as if they were afraid that if they accidentally said the wrong thing, they would pull that sensitive trigger and make Hugo collapse, so that they would be overly cautious; But Charlize can't, because she is a woman who stands next to Hugo, so even if she is afraid, even if she is in pain, even if she struggles, she still forces herself to face Hugo's situation and always stand by Hugo's side.
Until Hugo fainted due to physical exhaustion.
Charlize is worried about Hugo, because now the situation seems to be getting out of control, and no one knows that the next second will be completely out of control, even Hugo himself can't guarantee it. Charlize didn't want to see the events of the "Death Row Prisoner Walk" again, let alone see Hugo collapse in front of her eyes again, and at that moment, her heart really stopped beating.
She really thought she was going to lose him.
Now, Hugo wants to devote himself to the filming of "A Beautiful Mind" again, which is not only a matter of the film, but also makes Charlize stand by his side and support him unconditionally. This meant that she had to witness him suffer and see him dance wildly on the tip of his sword.
Charlize originally thought that it would all be easy, because she had always done it, but when she actually faced it, she realized that things were definitely not that easy, and the pain of her heart was like a knife almost made her unable to continue breathing. The phrase "good" almost came to his lips, but he was stunned that no sound came out.
Charlize hopes that he can be selfish again, and asks Hugo to stop working so hard, asks Hugo to stop pushing himself to the extreme, and asks Hugo to stop playing with fire, because he is no longer alone, with her by his side, they should be a community. What's more, he has already won all the accolades, there is no need to continue to be so crazy, and there is no need to prove himself again.
She wants him to be healthy, she wants him to be safe, she wants him to be well...... She wished he could always be by her side, for a long time, and she couldn't bear the pain of losing him—even if it was terrible to think about it.
She wants to be selfish.
However, looking at Hugo's calm amber eyes, the faint light was surging, and even if Hugo didn't speak any language, Charlize could read the meaning in Hugo's eyes. That's desire, that's passion, that's trust.
Charlize knew Hugo's persistence, and she knew better than anyone that it was precisely why she fell in love with him. In the memories of the two people, there were too many moments—even if he didn't say a word, she could understand his thoughts; She didn't need to say much at all, just a look to make him support her unconditionally, and the two of them stumbled and supported each other all the way to where they are now.
Charlize suddenly remembered, "Female." The Adversary", when she was almost on the verge of collapse outside the prison, the feeling of being surrounded by endless darkness is still cold and piercing, and the pain and torment deeply imprinted in the bone marrow have become a part of her. Not long ago, Erin Enos was officially executed, Charlize did not arrive at the scene, she saw the news in the newspaper, and the indescribable dullness made her extremely painful.
But it was always Hugo who accompanied her.
Now Charlize finally understands Hugo's suffering, and it is the spectators who are the most painful than the parties involved. Because he knew what it was like, but he could only watch from the sidelines, and could not help in any way. That kind of torment, heart-wrenching, almost makes it impossible for people to continue to support.
But just as she needed Hugo and John needed Alicia, Hugo needed her by his side.
At this moment, Charlize really understood Hugo's real intention of wanting the role of Alicia to be played by her. In the script of "A Beautiful Mind", Alicia is the driving force that supports John to keep going, and being by John's side is a torment for Alicia, but also a kind of torture, and that kind of pain is unbearable for ordinary people, but John needs Alicia, and he needs a belief in his heart to support him to continue walking. This was not easy, even very difficult, for Alicia, but she chose to stay.
Perhaps in the eyes of outsiders, Alicia only lasted a few years and then chose to divorce, but no one saw Alicia's thirty years of companionship. Thirty years has been a difficult and bumpy journey, and the thorny road has made almost every step extremely difficult.
Hugo has always struggled alone on the road of dreams, which is not only Hugo's dream, but also Hugo's soul, the soul that has made the current "Hugo-Lancaster". Without this stubbornness and persistence, Hugo would no longer be Hugo.
So, she can't be selfish, and more importantly, she can't be selfish, because she loves the man in front of her so much, and she is so crazy about the soul of the man in front of her. She knew that she would eventually compromise with him, that she would eventually hold his broad and thick right hand, even if she knew that there was a sea of swords and fire in front of her, she would follow him and continue to take steps without hesitation, and then enjoy the thorns and bumps along the way.
She knows better than anyone else that Hugo is in a bad situation, but she should also stand by Hugo's side more than anyone else, because she is not only Hugo's friend, but also Hugo's lover. Even if the whole world is against him, she should stand firmly by his side.
"Okay."
Charlize whispered, but the light word condensed too much power, as if it had consumed all the energy. But after saying this, Charlize felt a lightness in his heart, not the imaginary worry and fear, but an unexpected relief and relief, and even felt the faint and hot fire in his heart beginning to rekindle. Charlize knew that in fact, deep down in her heart, she had already nodded.
Charlize stood up, sat on the edge of the bed, carefully leaned down, supported Hugo's sides with her hands, the smooth blonde hair slipped down, she slowly put a kiss on Hugo's lips, and then felt Hugo's familiar hot snort, "You know, I always want to be by your side, always." ”
Smack. Hugo could feel a soft sound from the depths of his heart, a thin, soft, faint sound, as if a small lock had been opened in an unknown corner. Then the heart can feel a faint warm current flowing out, gurgling through the heart, so that the whole person can't help but let out a low moan of enjoyment, and the smile on the corner of the mouth is gently outlined upward, depicting a wonderful arc.
Hugo couldn't help but close his eyes, feeling the light kiss like a feather, caressing a soft fragrance under his nose, and then when he opened his eyes, he saw a pair of extremely familiar eyes, which reflected his face in those translucent eyes, and he could vaguely perceive the happiness that jumped gently.
Charlize could see the smile in Hugo's translucent eyes, like a six-year-old child's bright smile, clean and pure, which made the corners of her mouth can't help but outline an arc, and gently tapped the tip of Hugo's nose, "So, are you ready to go back to shooting now?" ”
Charlize knew that Hugo should have no problems, and if conditions allowed, he would definitely be eager to return to the crew and continue to put in the performance. Sure enough, hearing Charlize's words, Hugo's smile couldn't help but be mixed with some embarrassment, as if he was embarrassed after being seen through, but his gaze still did not waver, confirming Charlize's conjecture.
"I knew it." Charlize laughed, she knew Hugo as well as she knew herself. "Actually, I can't wait." Today's struggles and confusion have brought the relationship between Charlize and Hugo closer, and Charlize has also made Charlize more aware of the relationship between John and Alicia. So, she's the same as Hugo.
"Gollum ......" was not talking to Hugo, but a burst of resonance, which made Hugo and Charlize look at each other, and then laughed heartily, Hugo laughed even more so that his stomach hurt, "Obviously, my stomach is protesting." I think we should take care of how it feels before we think about acting. ”