055 The Reality Gap Behind the Clothes
A few days later, Huo Sibei called Elan for the old time, and Elan was just busy in the kitchen, taking leftovers and mixing fruit and vegetable juice. After asking if he was busy as usual, Huo Sibei asked with a smile: "I chatted with Ah Xi today, Ah Xi said that I saw you downstairs with me on Sunday, is it true?" He stared at Elan with a look of joy and anticipation.
Yilan stopped what he was doing, smiled sideways, and replied: "It's true, I got to the garage, and when I saw Ah Xi's car, I was so scared that I ran away, but he still recognized it, so I told him to go around casually, he thought I was looking for Ryan." β
Huo Sibei laughed suddenly: "What are you running away for?" Sooner or later, Ah Xi will find out. So stupid, won't you turn back when you walk out of a section? β
"Time is too tight, I temporarily remembered to turn around halfway back to the dormitory." Ilan jingled with one hand and churned the juice of the fruit and vegetable.
"Inform me before you do, I'll pick you up." It could be seen that Hosbei was very happy.
"Got it." Elan smiled.
Cut off the video, she drank the cup of fruit and vegetable juice on her neck, phew, what a strange taste, this recipe is too weird, the next cup is good.
On Friday night, after Ilan was busy in the kitchen of the restaurant for a while, he took the initiative to call him in front of the old time in Hosbei, and explained: "I will observe the number of jΓΉ in the field tomorrow and the day after tomorrow, you don't want to come over, it's too wasteful of time, you are busy with you." β
"It's okay, I'll see you back." Hosbei replied with a smile.
"I'm going to be busy all day, and I can't spare time to accompany you, so why do you have to run for nothing? Isn't that what you see now? Elan smiled.
"Then I'll go to you on Sunday." Huo Sibei frowned slightly, as if he was a little embarrassed.
"No, there's been a lot of work in the fields lately, and I'm going to be busy on Sundays, so I'll be fine in a while." Ilan's voice was gentle and gentle.
Huo Sibei stared at her silently, Yilan glanced at him with a smile and said, "I'm going to do something, we'll talk tomorrow." β
After Duanmu left early on Saturday morning, she put on a peasant woman's costume and went to patrol the fields. After recording the number in her field, she went to Duanmu Field to help him take a look. Hosbei's video came: "Ilan, where are you?" I've arrived. He was wearing a school uniform and was standing in front of the small building.
Yilan sighed, frowned and said angrily: "Don't come, I'm busy, Duanmu Field." β
Huo Sibei's smile froze there, anyone who rushed to the door early in the morning and was obviously unwelcome would not be happy, not to mention that Huo Sibei was still busy squeezing out time. "You're busy, just for Duanmu?" His voice was very weak, suppressing the discomfort in his heart.
Ilan patiently explained: "When I go to the restaurant every day, Duanmu will help me, so when he is not there on Saturday, I should also help him, just to be convenient." β
"You're so busy saying a few words to me that you're not happy?" Hoth looked at Ilan in the north, and there was a bit of responsibility in his words.
Yilan's expression was helpless, they can always quarrel, it's only been a long time, and it's going to be noisy again. She explained again: "I'm not upset, I just said that your trip is not worth it, it's far away." β
Huo Sibei was silent, and said slowly after a while: "I'll wait here, and when you're done, come over." β
Yilan was very embarrassed: "There are several points to sample and record, I can't get out, I'm afraid it will take a morning to finish." β
"I'll wait." Huo Sibei said simply, looking insistent, but did not say that he wanted to go to the field to find her.
Ilan glanced at him and cut off the video. He used to be with her when she was in the field, even if she was too busy to talk to him. But this time, after running so far to come here, it was all close at hand, and he would rather stand a few feet away.
She knew that she should go back, and his depression would disappear, but she no longer had the courage to move forward. She still had the patience to wait for him to take the initiative to walk away, but she lost the courage to let him stay. She looked up at the sky, the sky was so bright, but her heart was gray, she smiled bitterly, who would like an awkward personality like her? A piece of clothing can beat you, she laughed at herself in her heart.
Atmospheric girls don't have accidents, they don't care about dressing up with anyone at all, and they are really not scared, as long as they have a strong heart, they can support themselves in whatever they wear. Girls who are not atmospheric enough are not afraid to dress up with anyone, at most with a little sourness, and entertain themselves with connotation, and this matter is over. So under normal circumstances, girls and anyone else don't care about dressing up, anyway, each has its own merits, but it can't be compared with the boyfriend you like.
There is a bumpy truth in this world, for girls, regardless of the hypocrisy in their bones, if it is an irrelevant boy who dresses better than her, but it is just a matter of glancing or walking away without a glance, he will not pay attention to it at all, if it is a married husband who dresses better than her, if he makes it for him single-handedly, then he is happy, if he takes care of it himself, then he will be angry, kick him and let him go out immediately to buy beautiful clothes for his wife, who makes you dare to dress better than me? However, when she meets a boyfriend she likes who dresses better than her, no girl wants to experience the mood of Cinderella, and this boyfriend obviously takes care of her feelings, deliberately not dressing well, and comes and goes in a school uniform every day, this feeling is more and more indescribable. What's more, this is not just a matter of clothes, the gap behind the clothes is represented, and no matter what kind of gap, even if it is vulgar in the face of innocent feelings, it is really subordinate to specific life, no matter how vulgar it is, it shows a future that may not be synchronized.
Ilan lowered his head and silently recorded the number of jΓΉ, as if only by doing things seriously could he not think about these embarrassing and sad realities. Finally finishing the morning's work in an orderly manner, she drove back in the hovercar. Sure enough, Huo Sibei's car was still parked in front of the building, and he got out of the car to meet her, waiting for her to speak.
"Have you eaten it? I have nutrients in my house. She spoke in the same tone.
"Nothing else?" Hosbei stared at her.
"What to say? It's noon, I'm hungry. She walked into the room.
Huo Sibei didn't move, stood behind her and asked her, "Yilan, when did I upset you?" The tone was full of confusion and helplessness.
There was a trace of pain in Ilan's heart, and all the emotional loss began with such words.
"Nope." She looked back and forced a smile.
Hoss came north, stood in front of her, and said to her very seriously: "Ilan, I don't know the reason, but I know that you are unhappy, I hope you will sue me for the reason, and I will wait." Last time you said you were willing to compromise too, but every time I was a little faster, this time I think you are a little faster than me. You can always contact me if you have a message, but don't hack my number again. I have something to do in the afternoon, and I have to rush back now, and tomorrow everyone is busy, so I can't come. He gently hugged Ilan, waited silently for a while, and then turned and drove away.
Ilan stood silently, watching Hosbei's car go away, until he could no longer see, and then turned back to the house. A real breakup usually begins with a calm goodbye.
What is the reason for her upset? She wasn't even upset, she was just discouraged. How will she compromise? Reluctance will only compromise, she doesn't even have the confidence to be reluctant. She won't hack his number, she'll just wait for him to hack her. It's awkward enough, Ilan smiled bitterly, this is a dead man. The bad thing about her is that she is too transparent about the world, she doesn't have the courage to move forward, she is too easy to look ahead, she is too easy to retreat, she simply retreats from the beginning and is not bothered, but she can't restrain her greed, and she is reluctant to refuse.
Huo Sibei didn't contact her that night, but he dialed it on Sunday night, and his tone was normal. "Busy?" He asked.
"It's okay." Ilan's tone was quite normal.
Huo Sibei looked at her and said after a while: "That...... Good night. β
"Good night." Ilan replied.
From Monday to Thursday in the future, Huo Sibei still dialed the video conference in the old time, and the conversation between the two was basically fixed: busy or not, it's okay, what about you, I'm okay, be careful on the way back, I know. And then it hangs.
On Friday, Hosbei added: "Do you want me to go over tomorrow?" β
"No, it's still busy." Ilan shook his head.
Hosbei nodded, he really didn't come over on Saturday, and Sunday too. After all, his attitude is different from before, Yilan also said that he was busy before, but when he wanted to come, he would insist on coming strongly, and now Yilan didn't want him to come, he really didn't come. Ilan knew that Huo Sibei was waiting for her to speak, but since she was discouraged, she thought that she could get by and cool down naturally, and she couldn't muster the courage to provoke him.
They did this for three weeks. Every day, I say the same thing at the same time, but I don't have to meet. Later, he didn't video every day, only once every few days, only saying that he was preparing for the final exam and was busy.
The holidays are getting closer. When Duanmu made the planting plan and selected plants, he really thought about all aspects, and the time was just right. After harvesting and tidying up the aquatic plants together, the crops in their respective fields were ready to be harvested, and the two of them were busy during the penultimate week of the holiday. Fortunately, the fish in the lake do not need to be managed, and the physiological number from the egg stage to the ovulation period of the adult body has been collected before the closure, and it is enough to let them continue to stay in the lake.
In the last week before the holiday, after taking the last professional course on Monday, Ilan felt instantly relaxed and had nothing to do. Some students were unfortunate and did not plan well in advance, and the plants planted were not yet harvested, so they had to continue to stay in the fields during the holidays. Duanmu has already started booking flights and is ready to go back early. Elan is also a little excited, there is a flight to Moss Star on Tuesday, but unfortunately the restaurant has to work until Friday, but the next flight is at noon on Saturday, just right. When she booked the flight, she hesitated, and in a trance remembered that Huo Sibei had said that she would accompany her back, and finally she was slightly stunned and paid to book her flight.