Chapter XVIII: The Tragedy of the Last Generation

In the past few years, Chen Yan has never refuted Ouyang Zhi, and it can even be said that Chen Yan can not open his mouth in front of them, let alone make suggestions. In addition to confessing to them the last few days before the apocalypse, Chen Yan also stayed quietly in the castle, only when they asked, she would say a few words, and she didn't participate much in the construction of Doomsday City. It's the same in the past few days, it's so quiet that it seems to be Ouyang Zhi's shadow. Now he will actually refute Ouyang Zhi?

They didn't want to involve the two of them, so they left the vault for a while.

"Isn't that weird?" Ouyang Zhi kept looking at Chen Yan, and Chen Yan was a little uncomfortable.

"You've changed a little."

"Don't you like it? Since it's useless to be afraid of you, hate you, and hide from you, why can't I get along with you in another way? "The mountain is not me, I am the mountain. Chen Yan must sort out the relationship with Ouyang Zhi in this life, otherwise even if the baby comes back, it will be their sorrow.

"I don't want to be a dodder anymore, so I can only hide behind you."

Ouyang Zhi did not speak. He knew what Chen Yan's change was for. Ever since he fled in disarray that day, he knew that Chen Yan cared about that child very much, even more than his own life. It can be said that Chen Yan's biggest idea of reliving is for the sake of the child. But she didn't know what was going on between them, and she didn't even know what her mother had to do with his father. She was innocent, many people had said it, and even the man had told him with all his heart.

After knowing that after the end of the day, he had gone to Mount Wutai to see the man, and he had not seen him since his mother's funeral.

"I have been nurtured by my family since I was a child, and responsibility, obligation, family honor, and interests are all I have in life. So I accepted the marriage, and your mother and I didn't see each other before we got married. After the marriage, everything was very peaceful, and your mother and I, we were like superb actors, and we always lived with the so-called aristocratic mask. It wasn't until I met the only one that I knew what passion was, it turned out that life can have another way, and my blood can also boil. However, I have not forgotten who I am. I've always been in love with the only one. You may not believe it, but the only closest contact I have with is a kiss. I regarded her as a confidant, I didn't think about what I wanted to do with her, it was enough to be like a friend. However, neither your grandfather nor your mother's family could tolerate it. I didn't want to ruin my only life, so I promised to leave. But they went too far! They hypnotized the only one, making her think that she was the lowest **, and she was humiliated in a black prostitution house. I know she's gone crazy when the news finds her. Whether it was because of the deep forced hypnosis or the unbearable memory of that time, she went crazy. I could only try to change her memories and replace the men from that time with my images. The only thing I thought was that there was only one man, and that man was me. It was only by this false memory that he regained some sanity slightly. But she was pregnant, and she thought it was mine, so she protected the child. At that time, I was very angry, I didn't care about abandoning everything, I just wanted to be with the only one, if I didn't want that child, she wouldn't be able to get pregnant in the future. However, the two families chased after each other, and the only mental condition became worse and worse, and he self-harmed several times. In the end, my deal with your grandfather is that I leave my only life completely, but your grandfather must protect the only one from being disturbed by anyone, including the Ouyang family, and ensure that she and her children can have a comfortable life. I don't know if your mother was involved, but I can't treat her as respectfully as I used to. You can say I'm angry, you can say I'm ruthless. I did what I promised, and so did your grandfather. No one bothers the only one anymore. My disappearance made the only one more delirious, she wandered around different men, she didn't remember me, just vaguely looking for a figure, she was no longer the ethereal woman she used to be. I ruined her. This guilt tormented me day and night, and only the ascetic life allowed me to stop. I was shocked by your mother's suicide by self-harm. She has always been a perfect noblewoman, in fact, in our circle, extramarital affairs abound, and your mother has embraced such notions since childhood, I thought she wouldn't care. So when I found out that she committed suicide, I realized that she was deeply in love with me. Love is not something that people in our circle can hope for. Our love ruins each other and others. Child, I know you hate me and you hate the only one. But the only victim is that she doesn't even know who I am, she doesn't know that I have a wife and children. She has always only been a mentor and friend to me, and that child is even more innocent and pitiful. I know you have resentments and resentments, your mother, your grandfather, your grandparents, the only one, all the people involved are dead, and I won't live long. Let the grievances of our previous generation go away with our death. Spare that child, and let yourself go. If you love her, please cherish her well, don't be like me, don't have the courage to end up hurting others and yourself. If you don't love her, please give her back her freedom and let her live a normal life. This tragedy is enough, don't continue it any longer. ”

This is the longest and most sincere conversation between father and son in more than 10 years. Ouyang Liren had run out of oil, and years of guilt and remorse had crushed his body and spirit. He thought that saying that he and the only one who had never done anything sorry for his mother, and that Chen Yan was not their daughter, would be able to resolve Ouyang Zhi's resentment for so many years, and he thought that this tragedy was over. However, he didn't know that in his previous life, Ouyang Liren didn't wait for his son until he died. And Ouyang Zhi and Chen Yan were even more entangled until death, and they didn't even have their children born with Chen Yan**. This tragedy continues into this life.

The reason why Ouyang Zhi hated Chen Yan so much was because he thought that Chen Yan was Ouyang Liren and Chen's only daughter. The timing of Chen's only pregnancy was too coincidental. Moreover, who would have thought that she and Ouyang Liren had never had intimate behavior.

Who is right and who is wrong? And who is to blame? He hated for more than ten years, and suddenly he was told that he hated wrong? He couldn't accept it, and he couldn't face it. After Ouyang Liren died, he buried him on Mount Wutai. He didn't know if his mother would blame him for not burying them together, but he knew that Ouyang Liren wouldn't want to be buried back in the family cemetery. After doing this, he ran around the world, running around for the construction of the base, in fact, he knew that he just couldn't face Chen Yan, thinking of how he had treated Chen Yan in the past few years, thinking of how Chen Yan said that he fled with his stomach after his death in his previous life, and when he thought of the last day she was with her child**, every time he thought of this, he couldn't breathe. So during those months, he didn't go back to the castle much. Occasionally, when he saw Chen Yan, he would still involuntarily toss her fiercely. Intellectually told him not to do this, but at that time, he would still have reason?

Now when he heard Chen Yan say that he wanted to get along with him in a different way, he was speechless. He wanted to say that there was no need to be afraid of him anymore, and he would treat her well in the future. He wanted to say, let's start again, just like we did in the first 3 months of acquaintance. He wanted to say, I don't know what kind of ending I will have with you in this life, let's work together. He wanted to say a lot, but when he saw Chen Yan's gaze, which gradually dimmed because he couldn't get a reply, he couldn't say anything.

(The company has not paid wages for 2 months, and the employees are very emotional, and the author doesn't know how to appease the employees.) What's more, the boss is not sure when it will be sent, that is, "the customer gives us money, and we will send it." Rest assured, wages are indispensable. "Oh my God, can the author tell the employee this reason as it is?! The author doesn't dare to get on Q now, and he doesn't dare to answer the phone, and he is most afraid of hearing that the employees are on strike! )