Chapter 241: Heart-to-heart

She shuddered and couldn't say a word, turned around and hugged him tightly.

He stiffened his body and smiled slightly, and while holding her in his arms and warming her with his own temperature, he gently patted her back and coaxed softly, "It's okay, I'm back." ”

No word was enough to comfort her mood, Zhang Xiaoman slowly calmed down her trembling body, she was afraid that her gong-like voice would vent as soon as she opened her mouth, so she had to lean on his chest and listen to his heartbeat, she had already re-appeared in a smile when she breathed in, and looked up at him: "Where have you been?" ”

She thought that she was very good at controlling zhì, but he easily noticed the tremor in her last note, and the feeling of guilt seemed to have reached a new height now, Qi Ziyun spoke slowly, word by word: "I won't go far, you have to believe me, I will always be by your side." ”

"Really?" I don't know why she said this, not because of suspicion, but because she had always believed in him like this, but he still disappeared from her side, the two were separated forever, and now it is a similar scene, many things can't always look back and look forward, Zhang Xiaoman barely supported his arms and straightened up, and kissed him on the face with difficulty, "I believe in you." ”

It's still this sentence, no matter what happened before, it's already in the past, she doesn't want him to feel that she has been disappointed in him, so she has to choose to believe again and again, and let her believe that he will never go away, even if she goes away, he will chase after her.

After staying in the snow for a long time, the body is not only stiff and unable to move. And the body without warmth is easy to be frostbitten, Zhang Xiaoman looked at the hand in front of her that stretched out to her, and just wanted to grab it quickly, the body got up too fast and fell too fast, she didn't react She had fallen to the ground, the outstretched hand was far away in front of her eyes, and she was eager to pounce on it regardless of her efforts.

"Don't move!" Qi Ziyun roared, her tone was obviously angry, and she didn't know if she was angry because she didn't care about her body and stayed in the snow for so long, or because she was angry because she couldn't find him to hurt herself because he just left for a while. Either way, it's all caused by him. Qi Ziyun was more angry with himself. "Don't move, I'll carry you back."

After he finished speaking, he leaned down to hug her, and she was very anxious to half-prop herself into his arms, and the mood of the two was obviously different. But this moment blends well. Now they have only each other in their hearts. It doesn't matter who was angry with each other before, and who was angry because of themselves, as long as they hugged each other tightly. They will always be two people who truly loved each other and have been.

Zhang Xiaoman rubbed Qi Ziyun's chest with peace of mind, he didn't belong because of her small movements, he was just about to open his mouth to let her be a little better, she said contentedly, "Do you know, I used to rub your chest like this, but you have too many thoughts in your heart, every time you push me away fiercely and rudely, although I know that you are for my good, but again and again I am still sad than understanding, am I a little unreasonable, obviously I did it myself, but I blame all the qiē on you, why don't you blame me?" It's because of your tolerance again and again that I become more and more lawless. ”

Qi Ziyun stopped and looked down at her: "What are you talking about?" ”

Zhang Xiaoman shook her head, she didn't know what she was talking about, it could be something from her previous life, or it could be something in her fantasy, no matter which one she remembered very clearly, so she took it for granted that it was the past of the two of them, and she should tell him about it, because he forgot it.

"I've always wondered if our identities weren't in front of everyone in the last life, or even if I was always just an insignificant person, wouldn't it have been easier for us to be together? Then I probably wouldn't have come here and met you again. She thought of something funny, the smile on her face was so bright, full of nostalgia and longing, in the past, these were her wounds, "I also blame me for being too arrogant, I think I can see your heart clearly, you just don't care about me a little bit and I'm so anxious, and I found a boyfriend to stimulate you, do you think I'm to blame?" ”

"Xiaoman?" Qi Ziyun watched the expression on Zhang Xiaoman's face change every moment, her pupils shrank, shook her head and said sharply: "You are sober, we are still alive now, there is no previous life, there is no next life, only now, we are on the top of the snowy mountain, we only have each other, we are still alive and not dead." ”

Zhang Xiaoman hammered Qi Ziyun's chest in annoyance, asking him not to shake her head anymore, and glared at Qi Ziyun dizzily, she saw the worry in his eyes, she blinked for some reason, and suddenly buried her head in his arms and said softly: "Okay, okay, it's me who is cranky, it's cold outside, let's hurry into the house." ”

She dismissed him without thinking about it, he didn't believe that she was just cranky, all the stories were well-founded, if he wasn't sober now, it would be fine, but he saw such a confused look on her face more than once, she obviously had something to hide from him, but she didn't want to say a word.

"Xiaoman," Qi Ziyun carried Zhang Xiaoman into the house, put her on the bed steadily, and when she wanted to turn over and wrap herself in the quilt and ignore him, he took the quilt over and held it in his arms first, staring at her with a pair of bright eyes, "Do you want to sue me now?" ”

Zhang Xiaoman looked at the quilt in Qi Ziyun's arms aggrievedly, it was still in exchange for a rare hairpin on her body, and the half-new and not the old was coaxed and deceived by the villagers at the foot of the mountain, she didn't care about what she ate and wore this month, the only thing she felt was that this quilt was the most precious, he knew that she couldn't live without the warmth brought by the quilt, but now he threatened her with the quilt.

If he dares to do this, then don't blame her for lying to him. Shaking his head, Zhang Xiaoman said: "You know my qiē, I have never lied to you." "That's the truth, she really didn't deceive him. He knows it all.

"You're still not willing to tell the truth." Qi Ziyun made a summary lightly, turned his body away to face the wooden door, "Do you know why I brought you here?" ”

Zhang Xiaoman nodded and shook his head.

Qi Ziyun turned his back to Zhang Xiaoman, he couldn't see whether she knew or didn't know her movements, and he didn't plan to look at her response, and then said: "We've been here for a month, and when I was in the other courtyard, I stumbled upon a secret. He looked back at her, "Do you want to know what this secret is?" ”

Zhang Xiaoman's eyes widened quietly, leaving no trace to recover his facial paralysis. Obediently nodded: "Yes." ”

Qi Ziyun sneered. But he looked at her carefully again, turned around and stopped talking.

I only heard the wind outside roaring one after another, and every time at this time, Qi Ziyun was ready to make a fire. There was a small fire inside the house to keep the two of them warm, and outside a fire frightened wolves or other wild beasts who did not know whether they were alive or dead. Then they have to prepare dinner together. Simple but warm. She felt that life on the snowy mountain was very hard, but because of the simple happiness that only belonged to the two of them at this moment, she thought that every qiē was worth it. Today, however. Happiness has come for a short time, and will it be gone soon?

After all, whoever cares more will be the first to admit defeat.

Zhang Xiaoman swallowed a mouthful of saliva with difficulty, and said hesitantly: "If I say it, maybe you won't believe it, so I'd better not say it......"

"How do you know I won't believe it if you don't say it?" Qi Ziyun lost his patience and said simply and rudely: "It will be an opportunity soon, you know what I mean, do you choose to leave or stay?" ”

"What?" Zhang Xiaoman was confused, could it be that what he said and what she said were not the same thing all along? So what else is there that is worth his special anger, special anger, and special inquiry? "You're not going to go crazy again, are you?"

Zhang Xiaoman, who had a brain pump, said nonsense, and even she felt that the current atmosphere was not suitable for joking, so she quickly remedied: "I really don't know what you mean, why don't we talk about it together and see if it's the same thing?" ”

"It turns out that you have other things to hide from me, okay, your ability is not small." Qi Ziyun was unhappy again, and snorted twice: "It's really a good skill." ”

Zhang Xiaoman can't say if she is bitter, she just wants to look up to the sky and yell at the current situation, a man's heart is not as good as a woman's guess. depressed: "I'll explain, no matter what you want to ask, I'll tell you absolutely everything." ”

Her bitter expression was so funny that he waved his hand helplessly, softened his voice and said, "Let's eat first, we'll talk about this later." ”

said that it was a little later, then sooner or later it would be here to face this problem, Zhang Xiaoman was not very happy, and waited for Qi Ziyun to cook on the fire.

Eye-catching and well-behaved eyes look at people, as long as the black and slippery eyes fall on Qi Ziyun, he can't resist her coquettishness, although it doesn't look like love at all, but for this woman, it is absolutely necessary to have an infinite tolerance to be okay, he still compromised with her again, so he had to rub her messy hair, bow her head and cook without saying a word.

Zhang Xiaoman, who has never enjoyed this kind of treatment in her two lives, seems to have green eyes at this time, happily nestled in the warm quilt and looking at the man who cooks for women, she is very suitable for being a spectator, she does not make a sound or interfere, she eats happily whatever he makes. Although the taste is not very good, maybe the raw materials taste good, and the rare plants and animals that Qi Ziyun found in the snow mountains can still be swallowed, and the most surprising thing is that it can also strengthen the body, and finally let Zhang Xiaoman admit that this is a sacred mountain.

Thinking of the thing that Qi Ziyun repeatedly mentioned, Zhang Xiaoman lay flat and looked at the roof. Their living environment is very simple, compared to when Zhang Xiaoman first came to this dynasty, at least the house was big enough, but now there is only a simple hut, whether it is cooking or sleeping and washing in one room, they don't feel bad, the difficult environment will only make people's hearts closer, but the distance is shortened, and many things are not a secret.

Zhang Xiaoman is a person who has a good relationship with Grandpa Hua, and the first thing that Grandpa Hua knows must be Zhang Xiaoman, even if Zhang Xiaoman doesn't ask, it should be Zhang Xiaoman who must know Grandpa Hua will try his best to reveal a little, which also includes the problem of time travel. Grandpa Hua was able to travel back to Zhang Xiaoman's time and space, Zhang Xiaoman came here for no reason, and many things are changing with it, so will she be able to go back one day.

The first thing she thought of when she thought of this question was not joy or excitement, but a little melancholy. If she really goes back, not to mention the mess here, it can all become a thing of the past, at least the living conditions after she goes back are not a grade, she should be happy, she really can't be happy. Everything in the world is balanced, she can go back and enjoy a good life, but after she goes back, she is still alone, the friends and relatives she knows here will disappear into her life one by one, her most cherished children and loved people are all like a dream, and the most important thing is that she doesn't know where he will go, whether they can meet together, and in what form they will meet.

So many things have happened here, her life experience is a problem, his life experience is also a problem, the grievances of the year have caused so many stories, whether it is tragedy or comedy, her arrival has changed the fate of many people, her child was born here, so can you go back with her? Her departure is destined to be seen by many people, but they have forgotten about it, even if she chooses to go back, will she really be able to go back?

What a headache. Zhang Xiaoman rubbed her forehead and turned to look at Qi Ziyun, who was busy, in the smoke curling, his figure was so blurry, she didn't like not to see him, if only someone could make a right decision for her.

"Where have you been today?" Zhang Xiaoman lay on her side with her hands under her head, watching his every move with cherishment, she had to figure out what he was doing behind her back. "Could it be that you deliberately let me go down the mountain alone?"

"You're thinking too much." Qi Ziyun's voice came through the smoke, and it was not really heard.

Zhang Xiaoman said again: "Don't hide from me to do stupid things alone, we have to go together." ”

He threw a piece of wood in the fire, didn't turn his head to look at her, and nodded heavily: "Well, let's go together, I promise I will go with you." (To be continued......)