Chapter 197: There are no ifs in life
As a prisoner of war, Zhao Gao was escorted to Xianyang, where he suffered the most humiliating and unacceptable torture as a man, and he was cleaned.
His life has changed since then, but from good to evil, and the most utter evil!
At first, he did the lowest chores in the palace of Qin, although he was physically and mentally damaged, but he still had a trace of faith, he dreamed of one day being able to return to his hometown to see his wife and children, relying on this belief, he survived for two years.
Two years, let him become sleek, he squeezed out some silver from his meager monthly salary, often honored some of the stewards of the steward, and gradually he became familiar with the steward, and when the steward felt that he had been dead set on the Great Qin Empire, he found an opportunity to let him go home to visit his relatives.
Zhao Gao was ecstatic, he left Xianyang with the little silver he had saved, and he swore that he would never come back.
However, when he returned to his hometown, appeared at the door of his house, and saw his wife, he found that his wife's eyes were not joyful, but frightened.
He found that there was a beautiful little girl in the family, Zhao Gao liked her very much as soon as he saw her, and he liked it from the bottom of his heart, he knew that this was his daughter.
There were also two other men.
A young man, Zhao Gao knew him, he was He Lin, the little man from Zhao Gao's same village, and he was holding a tiger-headed and tiger-brained boy who had just completed the moon in his arms.
Zhao Gao's wife and He Lin both lowered their heads guiltily, and his wife cried and said intermittently, "I thought ...... You've ......"
Zhao Gao's head was buzzing, this was not the result he wanted, and he endured humiliating torture for the sake of this fucking result! He roared inwardly, it shouldn't be like this! My life shouldn't be like this!
But things had come to this point, and he didn't know what to do.
He entered the house with a cold face, leaving a sentence "This is my home, I'm back, everyone else should get out!" ”
Others? What is someone else?
Zhao Ya was his daughter, and he held it tightly in his arms, afraid that she would slip away.
He Lin hugged the son born to him and Zhao Gao's wife and stepped out of the door.
But where should Zhao Gao's wife go?
How does she, a woman, decide her fate?
He Lin stood at the door for a moment, he didn't want to see his beloved embarrassed, gritted his teeth, and left with the child in his arms.
Zhao Gao slammed the door shut!
His wife sat on the ground, crying, she didn't know what she had done wrong, Zhao Gao didn't go back, I heard that Bai Qi slaughtered all the Zhao Guo soldiers, she was a woman, pregnant with Liujia, helpless, in her darkest days, it was He Lin who spent it with her.
Gradually, the two people had a good impression and naturally got together, but they didn't think that two years later, a person who should have died would come back.
A woman, in the troubled times, her body is like catkins swinging in the wind, she can't help herself, Zhao Gao is back, He Lin is gone, she packs up her mood and is ready to live a good life with Zhao Gao.
But she found that Zhao Gao came back this time, his temperament changed greatly, and he was no longer the humble and polite scholar he used to be, he was always angry with himself, and she could only endure it silently, she understood that he was a man, and when he encountered such a thing, he couldn't bear to breathe, it was also human nature, maybe, it would be fine after a while, she thought so.
However, things did not get better as she imagined, but got worse and worse, Zhao Gao always refused to have sex with her, and his temperament became more and more tyrannical, which was beyond the bottom line that a normal person should have.
Finally, in her despair, she broke out, one night she rushed into Zhao Gao's room, wanting to ask him how long he wanted to hate, but as soon as she entered the door, the whole person froze, Zhao Gao was bathing, and she also saw that Zhao Gao had been punished by the palace!
At that moment, she felt that the whole world had become dark, she screamed and escaped, fled to He Lin's house, she looked frightened, incoherent, He Lin couldn't understand what she wanted to express, just when the two were anxious, Zhao Gao appeared, he appeared like a ghost, his expression was terrifying, and he was holding a sharp knife in his hand.
He Lin and the others immediately turned pale......
Zhao Gao killed He Lin and his wife, that woman was his dream, because of her, he was able to survive those difficult days one after another, but now, he killed his dream with his own hands.
Zhao Gao sat paralyzed next to his wife's corpse, crying incessantly, his dream was no longer there, he didn't know why he was still alive, slowly, he pointed the sharp knife at his throat.
At this moment, a cry woke him up, and on the bed in the back room, there was the baby who had just reached the full moon.
Seeing this child, Zhao Gao suddenly woke up, and said in his mouth, "I still have Xiaoya, I still have a daughter, I can't die, I can't die!" ”
He picked up the little boy in bed, then returned home, took his sleeping daughter with him, and resolutely left his hometown.
Along the way, he was all crazy talking.
"Isn't it just that people live like dogs but refuse to die just so that one day they will no longer be dogs!"
"Isn't it true that people live to be human! Since you are born as a human being, you must live as a person! ”
"Everyone in the world will lie to themselves, so you must not lie to yourself, others deceive yourself, others deserve to die, if you deceive yourself, you deserve to die!"
"I won't read the books of Confucius and Mencius anymore, the people who wrote those books, they are all dead, if the truth in their books is correct, why are they themselves ruined all their lives, how can I, Zhao Gao, be like them!"
Zhao Gao returned to Xianyang with his two children, the place where he swore never to return again in this life, he settled his daughter and the child he didn't know the name of outside the palace, asked an old mother to help take care of it, and then returned to the palace himself.
He lied to Zhao Ya, saying that her mother didn't want her anymore and ran away with the bad guy named He Lin, Zhao Ya was very sad and had to rely on her younger brother for her life.
Zhao Gao came back this time, became scheming, in order to achieve the goal, no means were compromised, he first tried to get close to Hu Hai, the eighteenth prince who was not treated by Qin Shi Huang, and soon won Hu Hai's trust, he helped Hu Hai to give advice, won the favor of Qin Shi Huang, and soon after, Hu Hai introduced him to Qin Shi Huang, and he stayed by Qin Shi Huang's side to make an internal response for Hu Hai.
Once Qin Shi Huang was seriously ill, he volunteered, saying that he was willing to use his son's blood to make medicine for Qin Shi Huang, he lied to his daughter, saying that he would send his younger brother to the doctor, and then he sent the son born to his wife and He Lin to the palace......
After Qin Shi Huang recovered from his illness, he took him very seriously, and gradually he began to rise to prominence......
As vicious as he was, one thing that had to be said was that he did work harder than anyone else, and he thought about how to climb up every day, and he didn't think about who he was stepping on to climb up.
When he became the chief eunuch, once in the palace library, he found a copy of "Prajna Evil Sutra", which is a very evil martial arts, and the frontispiece is written with a line of eye-catching characters - this skill is awe-inspiring, self-cultivation, will not die well, hope to be cautious.
But how could Zhao Gao care, so he secretly cultivated, and soon he found that he was really a martial arts wizard, ten years of cultivation, let him stand at the peak of martial arts, his ambition is also more and more inflated, after the death of the first emperor, he took risks, planned a shocking conspiracy of false edict usurpation, finally, he stood at the peak of power, until this moment, killed under Wang Xiaoming's sword.
After listening to Zhao Gao's story, Wang Xiaoming didn't know what to say, he didn't want to say that Zhao Gao was wrong, but Zhao Gao was indeed wrong, but if he had to say that he was wrong, he didn't seem to be wrong.
Could it be that the world is wrong?
Zhao Gao said: "I was wrong three times in my life. ”
Wang Xiaoming hurriedly said, "Which three times?" ”
His attitude towards Zhao Gao suddenly changed, and he really wanted to hear Zhao Gao speak now.
Zhao Gao said, "I shouldn't leave my wife, no matter how hard life is, the two of them shouldn't be separated, if I have to choose again, I will never choose to leave her." ”
Wang Xiaoming nodded, he agreed with Zhao Gao's words.
Zhao Gao said again, "I shouldn't go back to find my wife, in fact, I should think of it myself, I have been tortured by the palace, and I am no longer qualified to be her husband, what can I do if I go back?" If I had to choose again, I would choose to die in Changping with my comrades-in-arms.
In fact, many years later, I once went to Bai Qi's cemetery, and it was he who left my life, but I looked at his tombstone, but I didn't have the slightest gratitude, some just hate! Intense hate! I took out the long whip and whipped it three hundred times to the grave, until the gravestone was devastated, but at last I knelt down in front of his grave and kowtowed to thank him. ”
Wang Xiaoming looked at the desolate Zhao Gao and couldn't bear to blame.
Zhao Gao's voice became weaker and weaker, "I shouldn't have grabbed my wife and didn't let go, knowing that I couldn't go back to the past, but I just wanted to drag her in my hands and keep going, torturing her and torturing myself, but in the end, I lost her and myself, isn't it sad?"
If I had to choose, I would choose to let go, she is a good woman, why can't she be happy? Why should I not let her be happy? ”
Muddy tears dripped from Zhao Gao's eyes, and the blood on his face flowed down.
Wang Xiaoming sighed and said, "Why do you all like to say that if you can choose again?" ”
Zhao Gao was stunned, "We? ”
Wang Xiaoming said, "When Li Si died, he also said to Rourou that if he could choose again, he would like to be with Rourou's mother, and then the family would lead the little yellow dog every day, go out of the east gate, and go into the mountains to hunt.
However, you must know that there are many things in this world that have no ifs! ”
Zhao Gao nodded, "Yes, it's hard to buy a thousand dollars and then turn back, General Wang is now in his prime, full of spirit, Zhao Gao is envious, there are a few words, I want to give it to General Wang, I don't know General Wang...... Still willing to ...... Listen? ”
Zhao Gao's eyes had already begun to blur, and Wang Xiaoming hurriedly injected his true qi for him to continue his life.
Zhao Gao's eyes showed gratitude, and said weakly, "The flowers have a reblooming day, no one is young anymore, General Wang is now an anti-Qin general, his future is unlimited, it is not impossible to compete in the Central Plains and win the Ninth Five-Year Plan...... Please also remember that when you become famous, don't forget your original intention, and you must ...... Cherish the people in front of you...... Don't be walking...... I'm ...... with Li Si The old way ......"
Wang Xiaoming said coldly, "Don't worry, I won't, because I never wanted to be an emperor." ”
Zhao Gao was stunned for a moment, smiled knowingly, and muttered, "Okay...... That's good......"
The dust and smoke in the tunnel have cleared, and the victory or defeat has been revealed before everyone's eyes.
Zhao Gao said, "General Wang...... It's time to let it go...... Let Zhao Gao go...... ......."
Wang Xiaoming gritted his teeth and let go of the hand that transported the true qi.
Wang Xiaoming lowered his head, but heard a "poof"!
Wang Xiaoming raised his head suddenly, only to see Li Rourou piercing Zhao Gao's chest with a sharp blade!
Li Rourou said hatefully, "If I don't die with a sword, how can I be willing!" ”
Zhao Gao nodded, "It should be, it should be ......"
Zhao Gao showed a miserable smile: "General Wang...... Don't forget...... promised Zhao Gao's ......"
Wang Xiaoming hurriedly said, "Don't worry! I will do it! ”
Zhao Gao closed his eyes with satisfaction, and the whole person fell.
Li Rourou shouted, "Old thief! You get up for me! I'm going to cut you with a thousand knives! ”
While screaming, he continued to stab the dead Zhao Gao with his sword!
Wang Xiaoming had a cold face and grabbed Li Rourou, "That's enough." ”
Li Rourou didn't listen, and Wang Xiaoming roared, "I've said enough!" Haven't you been crazy enough after so many days! ”
Li Rourou was stunned, and then sneered, "Am I crazy? yes, I'm crazy, I'm driven crazy by you bastard! ”
Wang Xiaoming felt guilty, and hurriedly said softly, "No...... That was not what I meant...... I ......"
Li Rourou shook Wang Xiaoming away, Wang Xiaoming was unable to support his body and fell to the ground, Qin Shuang and Ziyao hurriedly came to support him.
Li Rourou threw away the sword in her hand and said sharply, "Wang Xiaoming!" Don't let me see you again in this life! ”
After finishing speaking, he hid his face and rushed away, Wang Xiaoming's blurred eyes only saw a faint white hair and red clothes disappear in front of him, and then fainted......
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