Chapter 224 I only shed tears three times in my life

Zhirong felt that all her internal organs shook violently, and she was almost about to cry. She never had the courage to ask Jin Zixuan face-to-face what he had suffered in southern Xinjiang, but she learned from Jin Ming that Jin Zixuan almost couldn't survive several times in the Ghost Valley.

Poisonous gas will come out from time to time in the ghost valley, many brothers have died under the poisonous gas, and the survivors have also been poisoned by all kinds of strange poisons, but Jin Zixuan has not given up any brother who was born and died with him, and has not let go of hope.

He tasted all the herbs and finally found an herb that could cure all kinds of poisons. At that moment, he was moved to tears, partly because he had finally found an antidote to his brothers, and partly because his dead brother could no longer live.

Jin Ming said that it was the first time he saw Jin Zixuan cry.

He asked Zhirong, can you think of Jin Xiaoye's tears?

At that moment, Zhirong's soul seemed to have left her body, and it was a feeling of pain and weakness.

Not only all kinds of poisonous gases and man-eating flowers, poisonous snakes and other poisons, but the attack of wild beasts has also become the biggest obstacle to their survival, but it has also become the greatest help.

Jin Zixuan led the surviving brothers to fight the beast, and finally took the lead, the beast's meat was disgusting, but these were not as important as survival.

Fortunately, those beasts also have some treasures, the beast's skin is made into protective soft armor, and the horns on their heads are drugged.

However, despite the attack of another wave of beasts, Jin Zixuan's cheek was seriously injured, leaving that long scar. Although the scar is much lighter after treatment, it is still clearly visible.

There is a legend in southern Xinjiang that there is a treasure named Changyan Dan in the imperial mausoleum abandoned by the ancestors of the Jingtang Dynasty. It can remove all scars on the body.

Only then did Zhirong understand why Jin Zixuan took the risk of entering the imperial tomb, in addition to the heirloom jade seal, he should have also obtained the Yan Changing Pill. But that thing was eaten by Shen Qi and only had a little gas left, could it really play a role in changing the face?

The fingertips still have the smooth skin and raised scars in the dungeon. Such a stark contrast, such a piercing feeling.

She asked herself if she had done anything wrong, but she invisibly owed too many people, and Li You had done too much for her. Jin Zixuan ran for her in southern Xinjiang and ended up exterminating.

And what they are doing, there is no compensation, just blindly evading.

Jin Ming told her that the first news that Jin Zixuan got when he left southern Xinjiang was that the family had abandoned him, and he expressed his indifference, and asserted: "The Jin family will be opposed." ”

Then, as he said, the Jin family rebelled and then exterminated the nine clans. At that time, he didn't shed tears, not even an angry expression, but kept wiping his sword and sneered: "I knew that I would have this day when I was gone." ”

Jin Zixuan is the most outstanding son of the Jin family. However, his mother died young, and he was only cared for by his nursing mother. The sibling battle between the Jin brothers was very severe, and his nurse blocked a fatal arrow for him at a young age.

Since then, Jin Zixuan has begun to recuperate and develop his own power. He hated his cold, impersonal family. But he had to temporarily use the aura of the family, but no matter how good he was, he was only used as a tool for war and politics.

On the day the Jin family was wiped out, Jin Zixuan once said: "If the Jin family is destroyed, it should be me, not you Yanhua!" ”

The second time Jin Zixuan shed tears was when he received the news of Zhirong's death during the northern campaign. I thought that when Zhirong arrived in the north, he could protect her, but he didn't want her to die under the minions of the beast. At that time, Jin Zixuan roared angrily towards the sky, and he was bound to kill Yanhua.

Now Zhirong is in front of him, but he can only call each other Jade Gongzi and Commander Bai, and Zhirong evades. Jin Zixuan's heart aches.

"Zhirong, no matter what you call me in the future. I'm the awkward Jin Zixuan who always likes to joke about you. The one who will always think about you first. I won't change my heart because of the ups and downs I have experienced and the collapse of my family. Because I was careful that it was cold, and it was you who made it warm, and as long as you were good, it will always be hot. ”

There is a flower called Twins in the City of Evil Spirits, where two flowers are born side by side, however, if one of them withers, the other will also wither. Zhirong stroked the pots of twins in the room, then carefully removed her hand and clenched her fist tightly.

Jin Zixuan can be regarded as opening his heart, but it is winter outside, but he lives in spring. However, Zhirong is still stuck in winter. How twins in different seasons. She can't afford this feeling.

It's not that Jin Zixuan is not good enough, but she still has love for Yanhua, but it is impossible to forget all those vows and alliances for more than half a year, otherwise she would not be Bai Zhirong.

She didn't forget the snowy night in the Northern Regions Palace, but it didn't mean that she could give it up. She already owes Jin Zixuan a lot, and if she accepts him when she still has feelings for Yan Hua in her heart, it will be a real insult and hurt to him.

Despite all the experiences, she still demands to be pure and free of impurities emotionally.

"The fourth princess saw me before leaving." Zhirong changed the topic and thought of the woman as bright as a begonia: "Do you know her love for you?" ”

"I know." Jin Zixuan made a charcoal fire: "She is the only person in the Jin family who has a human touch." ”

"She's a nice woman. She died a heroic death, and you should also cry for her to mourn. Don't you really feel sorry for your family? Zhi Rong asked puzzled.

Jin Zixuan shook her hand and roasted the fire next to the charcoal stove, her deformed fingers were not smooth in blood, and it was inevitably as cold as snow in winter, and he slowly urged his internal force to heal her. Zhirong did not refuse, and Jin Zixuan showed a smile like the warm winter sun.

"Zhirong, from now on, I have only shed three tears in my life."

"Only three times?" Zhirong asked.

Jin Zixuan continued to rub her fingers and nodded, "Only three times." Maybe it will change in the future, but I will do my best to protect the people I want to protect, and I believe that I can do it, so three tears are enough. ”

Zhirong sighed slightly, she is still like this, and she really hasn't changed at all. "I don't have the ability and freedom of yours, too many people in this world hate me and hate me, and I can't let go of it in my heart."

She didn't say what she couldn't let go. However, Jin Zixuan already understood.

"Zhirong. There must be people who hate you, jealousy, exploitation, betrayal, dependence, surrender, and some people who are just passing shoulders, there are too many of them. What you should cherish is the few people who truly love you, respect you, and follow you sincerely. If you think too much, you will be burdened with yourself. I'll wait for you. ”

Jin Zixuan stood up and walked out, walked to the door, suddenly stopped and walked quickly to Zhirong, took out a jade bottle and stuffed it in her hand: "The second bottle of snow lotus juice, drink this to cure your eyes." That's when you can embroider again. ”

So saying, he walked out quickly, and it was snowing heavily, and in a few moments his golden cloak had turned a bright white.

Zhirong, who was lost and depressed, sat by the charcoal stove. When she was in the dungeon, she had already guessed that the king of the northern realm was Jin Zixuan, but she didn't expect that he really got the entire snow lotus.

Because the toxins in her body are too heavy, they can't be forcibly removed at once. It can only be divided into stages. That's why this second bottle of lotus juice was given to her now. There are no conditions, no need for any superfluous words.

She thought that only Yan Hua understood her best, and it turned out that Jin Zixuan was the same. He knew that she had never loved swords, and she didn't like blood. I just like to shuttle through the embroidered scrolls.

"Master. Oops, that's a good thing, drink it quickly. Shen Qing jumped in, and the excitement in her heart when she saw the bottle of lotus juice was beyond Zhirong's imagination. Hurry up, drink it. ”

Zhirong swallowed the juice, a little luck, Shen Qing assisted on the side, and it took half an hour to digest the precious juice.

"Master. I'm here to plead guilty! ”

Shen Qing knelt on the ground respectfully, and Zhirong hurriedly asked the reason. She said sternly: "That day in the underground palace, I found a small snow lotus, although it is not as good as a flower and leaf of the king of the northern realm, but it is also a treasure, but at that time, Shen Heng's black lotus poison attacked, I saved people's hearts and gave it to him, he didn't know it at all, it was all my fault, it was my fault that I violated the duties of the secret guard, and I deserved to be punished." ”

"Shen Qing, you have selfish intentions." Zhirong said coldly and didn't look up.

Seeing that his head was buried deeper, Shen Qing thought about it and nodded heavily: "Yes, the subordinates have selfishness, this is a betrayal of the master!" Death to me, master! ”

Zhirong burst out laughing: "Shen Heng came to me yesterday and said about the same thing as yours." You two really have a good heart, what do you think I should do with you? ”

"What? Shen Heng, that bastard! Dare to get ahead of me! Shen Qing wanted to stand up and settle accounts with Shen Heng, but he held back his anger and knelt in place: "Master, what he said doesn't count!" ”

Zhirong groped and grabbed her injured hand, the hole in the palm had not yet scabbed, Zhirong gently stroked the hand wrapped in gauze, showing a relieved smile.

"Qing'er, there are many people who love each other in this world and promise more, but there are not many people who can fight for each other. You should cherish each other. ”

Shen Qing pursed his lips and covered his mouth and smiled: "This should be the master, I see that the king of the northern realm is a good man." Master, cherish it too. You wait for me, I'll go to Shen Heng to settle the score, and then come back to get my death! ”

After speaking, she arrived at the door like a whirlwind, and Zhirong's voice came from behind her: "Since you are my secret guard, then it is your life's responsibility to protect me, if you want to die, you have to die behind me, are you in a hurry to reincarnate to curse me?" ”

"Amitabha! My good master! How can you think that? Shen Qing immediately turned around, "I'll not die first, and I'll talk about it later." Hey, I can't tell, I can't talk about you anyway! ”

After she went out, Zhi Rong chuckled lowly, and took a sip of a cup of hot tea, Shen Heng was not pedantic, although he would also die, but Zhi Rong understood with a few words.

But Shen Qing is different, she grew up in the dark guard camp since she was a child, and she is young, although she is crazy all day long, she is more servile than Shen Heng.

So for this girl, Zhirong plans to slowly infiltrate her own truth, and let her entangle herself now. It is estimated that she may have to knock on Shen Heng's door every night.

However, Shen Qing is as good as she is, she does not hide her feelings, Shen Heng poisoned her and tried her best to save it without hesitation, such affection must be understood in Shen Heng's heart.

After a month of rectification, the evil spirit city finally regained its calm, and Jin Zixuan also had a set of ways to make those fanatics sincerely surrender, and Zhirong admired it. What she didn't expect was that the people in the city and the outcasts regarded her as a savior.

Jin Zixuan brought military strength to Evil Spirit City, while Zhirong brought cultural and spiritual support. The city is no longer a place for evil spirits, and it is gradually gaining popularity.

After another half a month, Zhirong's eyes could already see things in the near distance, and Jin Zixuan put on his mask again. Only then did Zhirong see that it was a black grimace Shura mask.

After his health gradually improved, he began to plan for the next step, Jin Zixuan planned to continue his path of recovering the entire northern territory, and Zhirong planned to take the Shen family army to find the treasure left by the Shen family.

It was also at this time that the letters of Jing Tang and Wen Yu came one after another. Li Ji's holy decree was that Ren Zhirong should be the lord of the Evil Spirit City, preside over the affairs of the city, and order her to open trade routes. The messenger was a general of the Northern Regions.

Zhirong frowned, it seemed that she shouldn't tear her face with the court at this time, she wanted to buy time for Jin Zixuan and Shen Jiajun. And she didn't want to expose Jin Zixuan's identity, so as not to let him be hunted down. So I had to accept the holy decree superficially. Want to reclaim Evil Spirit City this way? Dream on.

Wen Yu's letter, Zhirong couldn't laugh or cry after reading it.

It reads: Yu Chu came to the north, did not understand the rules of the north and looked at the king of the north to take care of it, and admired the king of the north and the commander of the white only courage, Yu sighed to himself, only asked the two armies not to fight hard, Yu and the king of Ming must be grateful.

After Jin Zixuan saw it, he scolded the dead fox, and then said with a smile: "Wen Yu also knows that he is being treated as a pawn, this is to protect himself, and secretly wants me to leave his life and go back to support Li You." ”

"He killed the general state capital, and would rather come to be a pawn, what is the purpose?" Zhirong thought about it, and his eyebrows were almost twisted together, "Did he already know that the northern border was yours?" ”

When Zhirong was thinking about it, Jin Zixuan had been looking at her with fascination, but he didn't expect her political sensitivity to be so high, and her admiring gaze couldn't leave her for a moment.

"Wen Yu has never done anything at a loss, and he has already noticed Yanhua's intentions in southern Xinjiang, so he wholeheartedly supports Li You. However, the Wen family's strength was not as good as that of the Yan family, so he thought of me, and he secretly assisted in the smooth conduct of my northern affairs. ”

"Will you help him, then?" Zhirong was worried that Jin Zixuan would not only not help him, but would take the fox's life, after all, Li You was Li Ji's son, and Jin Zixuan didn't need to support him if he didn't move.

"Concubine Jingtang gave birth to a prince, Li Ji loves it very much, and Li You's status is already in jeopardy."

Jin Zixuan's eyes showed a thoughtful brilliance: "Li Ji has always had a lot of scruples about the young prince, and the lord is suspicious. However, this time it is quite different from Concubine Yu's mother and son, and it is too strange. Instead of helping Concubine Yu, it is better to help Li You. ”

Tao Lingran gave birth to a prince? In this way, Li You must become a thorn in the side of the Yan family, and he is already in danger. For the sake of Li You and for her own favor, she wants to help, and Tao Lingran is that woman, she wants to adjudicate with her own hands! (To be continued......)