Chapter 54: The Wall of the Heart

"Me? I don't have a father. ”

"Huh?"

"Have you heard of Jingzi Bank?" Asuka put down the black tea in her hand and said with a flat face. "My dad is the one my mom bought from the bank, and I was born in a test tube."

"What?" Shinji was a little surprised to hear Asuka's words.

"Why do you look surprised? Haven't you heard of it? ”

"Ah...... No. Shinji looked a little flustered. I've heard of it, but this is the first time I've seen a real person like this appear in front of me. ”

"Cut. It's rare and weird, you listen to me, that's not an ordinary jingzi. Asuka didn't mind, but instead introduced Shinji with an excited look.

"The Jingzi bank that sells my father is only the Jingzi of the person who passes the qualification examination of the strict education, personality. Of course, the women who buy must also have the corresponding qualifications. Asuka said with a hint of pride.

"And the best of these jingzi is Jingzi, who is known as a genius scientist, that is, my father. And my mother is the same.,In other words,I was born from the meeting of a first-class Jingzi and a first-class Luanzi.。 As she spoke, Asuka proudly pointed to her proud body. That is, I am the chosen one and am different. ”

"......" Shinji didn't speak, just looked at Asuka silently.

"Hey! Idiot Shinji, why are you looking at me like that? Asuka looked at Shinji's slightly sad sincere eyes and looked a little hot, and then shouted.

"Ah, I'm sorry." Shinji withdrew his impolite gaze and smiled a little apologetically, in fact, Shinji just looked at Asuka a little distracted, because just now, Asuka and the figure of the girl who used to be haunted by his dreams coincided again.

"But...... Wouldn't Asuka be lonely like this? Shinji couldn't help but blurt out, but as soon as he said it, Shinji regretted it.

"Lonely? No, it won't. I don't want a father who doesn't have anything to do with it. Asuka said with some disdain. I was able to stand out from the crowd of EVA pilot manipulators, proving that I was unique, driving EVA to fight the Apostle and then defeat the Apostle. If I can get everyone's attention through this, that's the happiest thing for me. With that, Asuka lay down anew, turning sideways and not looking at Shinji. After a while, there was an even breathing sound from the girl's position.

Shinji looked at Asuka's back and felt very uncomfortable. Such a unique girl, after gaining everyone's attention, can she really be happy? What if you defeat the apostles and become a savior? Will someone care about you and soothe your wounded heart? Shinji began to wonder whether the philosophy he had been implementing was right or wrong. Maybe he doesn't know enough about Asuka......

"Ugh......" sighed softly, and Shinji turned off the lights in the room. The two of them fell asleep in the darkness, with different thoughts......

At night, they can't hear anything other than the chirping of cicadas, and Shinji can't even hear the chirping of cicadas in their environment. Absolute silence. But it was such a quiet night, and a deep groan sounded in the ears of Shinji, who had fallen asleep.

"Mom's ......"

A slight moan wakes Shinji from his dream.

"Mom...... Why leave me. The voice is very good, but there is a strong reluctance and grievance.

Shinji sat up and looked at the girl on the other bed next to her, the girl's body was trembling slightly, and her mouth was still dreaming.

"Dreaming?" Shinji smiled slightly. He stood up and walked to the girl's bedside and covered her with the quilt she had kicked open, but just before Shinji could do it, the girl with her back to Shinji turned around. Let Shinji be a spirit, but fortunately Asuka didn't wake up. Exhaled slightly, if it was discovered by Asuka, then Shinji would have to shed his skin if he didn't die now, and it was not clear to say.

Wiping the cold sweat from his forehead, Shinji covered the girl with the quilt again, although it was summer, there was still a bit of coolness in the room with the air conditioning on.

However, at the moment when Shinji covered Asuka with the quilt, Asuka's mouth made a soft voice again.

"Mom...... I miss you ......."

Shinji's hand was stunned by Asuka's quilt, and when he heard the girl's voice, Shinji's heart trembled fiercely, and he looked up at the girl's face, and found that there were several crystals in the girl's closed eyes at this time. It's tears.

Shinji didn't make any moves, just looked at Asuka quietly, looking at her tearful eyes. He found that his philosophy was not wrong, but he was wrong. Shinji hasn't really wanted to know Asuka all along, and he's just been caring about her as another girl. So he thinks he understands her, but ignores Asuka's own feelings.

Gradually, a scene appeared in front of Shinji's eyes that he didn't expect. It was next to the girl who was crying in a low voice in front of her, a girl of the same appearance appeared, except that her hair was jet black, and she looked slightly thinner than Asuka.

"Bing'er...... Is that you? Shinji was visibly hallucinating, but he was unwilling to let it go away.

"Aotian, treat her well, I'll watch you over there. Don't worry about me, I'm fine. You want to be happy, too. The girl smiled brightly, and in an instant, she turned into a streamer and disappeared into the room.

Looking at the ceiling, Shinji's eyes fluctuated. Looking down at the sleeping girl again, Shinji smiled apologetically. "I'm sorry, Asuka, I've always thought of you as another girl, but not anymore, you're you, Asuka. Asuka that no one can replace. ”

Yes, the hallucination just now made Shinji completely sober, Asuka is Asuka, she is not a substitute for Bing'er, she has her own life, she has a past that others don't know, and everything that has happened is just that she has been too persistent. And Bing'er. She will never be able to return to Shinji's side, so let her watch in the other world with peace of mind.

"Bing'er, thank you. I know what to do, and you're going to be happy over there. Trust me, I'm going to have a great time here. Shinji smiled with a reminiscence, then bowed his head again, finishing what his men had never accomplished.

Gently covering the girl with the quilt, Shinji was close to the girl's face. "I'm sorry, Asuka, from today onwards, I'm going to get to know you all over again, please advise, my name is Shinji Ikari." After speaking, the boy wiped away the tears from the corners of the girl's eyes. smoothed the girl's frowning eyebrows. He lay back on his bed.

Night. It was quiet again. Maybe it's an illusion, or maybe it's reality. At the corners of Asuka's mouth, an unknown perfect arc was raised.

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"Really! Stupid Shinji, you can't be more serious! The next day, on the dance carpet in the training room, Asuka kicked Shinji in the ass hard, and after last night's conversation, the two of them stood in the training ground from the beginning. After a morning of cooperation, the tacit understanding between the two has changed a lot, but just after Shinji just caught up with Asuka slowing down slightly, because of Misato and Rei's entrance, Asuka unconsciously increased her speed again. The synchronization that was just now disrupted was disrupted again.

Shinji rubbed his ass and smiled helplessly. "Well...... Misato-san, you're here at the right time. ”

"Hee-hee, I'm just here to see your situation, but it seems to disturb you, so I'll go first~" Misato grinned and pulled Rei out of the room. "Xiao Zhen is really amazing, it really made things turn around, maybe this time it will be successful, what do you say? Beautiful? Misato closed the door and said excitedly.

"Hmm." A smile spread across Leigh's face. "Asuka looks like she's very motivated." After that, the two of them left the place, and went about their own business.

"Really. The momentum that had just been built up was destroyed in an instant. Asuka said with her hands on her hips and a look of displeasure.

"Hehe, it's okay, anyway, they're gone, just start over." Shinji stood up and said.

"Don't." Asuka refused. "I can't continue to practice like this!" Seeing that Asuka was no longer in a state, Shinji shrugged his shoulders, "So, do you want to go back and rest first?" Synchronizing with dance training in the afternoon? "Shinji built yì to. But Asuka seems to have thought of something. Pulling Shinji and running to the room where they were resting.

"Hey. Why are you in such a hurry, Asuka? Shinji asked, puzzled.

"What else can you do, special training, no one knows about our special training here. I don't have to be nervous anymore. Asuka said confidently. Of course, the last sentence was in her heart.

"Is that so? Are you sure there are no monitors in this room? ”

"What? You say there's a monitor in this room? Where? Where is it? Asuka looked back and forth. I was being watched by others for four days and was completely unaware. Shinji, on the other hand, raised his chin at the speaker in the corner of the room, signaling that the monitor was there.

"Damn Misato, you dare to spy on me. Luckily, that Shinji didn't do anything to me. Otherwise, how can I explain to the blessed seniors......" Asuka shook her fist and looked like she was going to eat people.

"That'...... Our special training ......" Shinji asked lightly as he sat on the bed.

"Go on!" Asuka answered without even thinking about it.

"Huh?"

"I said, our special training. Go on! Asuka said with a glance, and then, Asuka showed a dangerous smile, and with a deep breath, Asuka jumped high, and a beautiful whip leg kicked the monitor hanging on the roof to pieces.

Whew~ It is worthy of being the trump card of the Air Force, and the jumping power is not ordinarily good. Seeing Asuka's performance, Shinji sat on the bed and whistled softly.

"Alright, the trouble is solved, let's continue training." Asuka stomped the monitor that had fallen on the ground with her two feet and turned to Shinji. "You can't hold me back any longer this time!"

"Yes...... Be...... Princess. ”