Summer nights are muggy, and frogs are chirping in the pond.

Inside the gauze tent, An Ruolan fell into a nightmare, clutching the futon in her sleep, struggling to wake up, but the more she struggled, the more she was pulled deeper into the dream.

In the dream, she saw herself in her previous life, and-

That unbearable memory.

That is a cold winter wax moon.

In Shengjing that winter, as in previous years, there was heavy snow and silver everywhere.

She floated down from the sky and saw herself standing in the bustling courtyard, surrounded by people, surrounded by pearls and greenery, and dressed in fine clothes.

So haughty, so cold.

Then the scene suddenly turned, and a white flag was hung in front of the Weiguo Mansion, and she wore linen and filial piety.

The stone lion in front of the door is still majestic and solemn, but in front of the Guogong Mansion in the past, it has become depressed and desolate, only the white flags that have lost their color are swaying in the cold wind, making a grinning wind.

The entire Guogong Mansion was shrouded in a haze.

In her dreams, she heard suppressed and sad cries.

She followed the cry to the mourning hall covered with white silk, and saw the ladies in the Weiguo Mansion wearing linen and filial piety around the coffin, and she herself was in this plain place, with a pale face, numb and sluggish.

Tears gushed out suddenly, she remembered that this was the funeral of her father-in-law Wei Guogong, the hearty and enlightened elder, who died on the battlefield.

Her mind was in a trance for a while, and the scene suddenly kept changing, and she suddenly saw her father-in-law who was dead on the battlefield and was in a miserable state; Seeing the righteousness again, she took out her jade bi of filial piety to her mother on the Jinluan Palace, and denounced her husband's father who collaborated with the enemy and treason; suddenly, but suddenly it turned into a grandfather with a face full of disgust and turned her away; There are also sad eyes of the second aunt, the ninth aunt and the aunt; In the end, it was the guard who was disappointed. A sad look.

Familiar faces appeared in front of her eyes, or hideous, or miserable, or disgusted, or desperate, or painful, surrounding her. pestering her. It was as if it was going to drag her into the abyss of hell.

She couldn't tell if it was an illusion or a reality, and she closed her eyes. Covering his ears tightly, he wanted to escape, but there was nowhere to escape.

She ran with a hoarse shout, tears freezing in the cold wind. She didn't feel the cold.

She kept running, just wanting to get rid of the qiē in front of her. I don't know how far I ran, and how long it was, those shadowy faces finally disappeared.

Panting and falling to the ground, the hot breath from his mouth froze with cold. The ice slag fell on her face, and she looked up and saw the plaque above her head - Nuolanju.

Guarding. Defend the punishment!

She cried out in ecstasy and got up on her hands and feet. Staggered into the courtyard gate.

Wei Xing sat in the outer hall, wearing a crisp and straight prince's costume, the jade crown on his head was solemn and noble, and the expression on his face was cold and solemn.

"Guard!" She shouted with joy and stepped forward to hug him tightly.

But there was an invisible barrier between them, and no matter how hard she tried, she couldn't get to his side.

Anxiously, she saw that her previous life was half-supported and half-hugged by Bailing, and she burst into tears when she saw her former self.

The guard sat upright at the table, her bright eyes silent, and she heard him say, "You go." ”

She saw his hand under the table clenched into a fist, so hard that it was dripping with blood.

"Don't!" She shouted with her former self, stepping forward to take his hand and wipe the blood away for him.

But she couldn't get close to him.

She could only watch her helpless and desperate cry in her previous life, and watch him take out the letter of resignation from his arms with trembling fingers.

"I don't want it, I don't want to ...... like this," she couldn't help but hide her face and weep bitterly, and sat down on the ground.

She heard her previous life crying and pleading, and she remembered the determination to let go of her dignity just so that she could stay in the Patriotic Mansion.

I don't know whose tears splashed on the back of her hand, burning her heart.

Wei Xing raised his head slightly, his eyes were a little moist, and he said dumbly: "No, you are not wrong, it is me who is wrong, I should not meet you, I should not be happy with you, I should not force you to marry you, I should not force you to stay, a qiē and a qiē, it is all my fault, today, I will let you go, in the future, the sky is high and the sea is wide, you are free, I just want to be strange...... Not meeting. ”

He ruthlessly broke the hand that his previous life was holding on to his cuff, and resolutely left.

"No—!" In her previous life, she screamed helplessly, staggered to catch up, and tripped over the threshold without checking for a while, and finally struggled to get up, but only saw his back disappearing outside the door, and in her previous life, she cried out: "Guard-!" No...... I don't want ...... Guarding ......"

She looked at herself lying on the ground, describing herself as a wolf, and her heart swelled with happiness.

Retribution, this is retribution.

Tearful and laughing, she got up and chased after the departing guard.

Out of Nuolanju, she quickly found the guard who was stopped by Qin Yiqing, who was dressed in plain white, and before she could get closer, the guard had already left Qin Yiqing and decided to leave, and Qin Yiqing sat on the ground and shouted hoarsely: "You love her so much, and you are still protecting her until now!" She took a concubine for you, she spoke coldly to you, she caused the Weiguo Mansion to fall to this day, she doesn't love you at all, she hates you! Why don't you understand?! ”

"Why don't you want to look at me...... Where the hell am I not as good as her......"

There are thousands of things in this world, even if there are thousands of things that go wrong, but they cannot be transferred and changed by personal will.

She looked at the desolate Qin Yiqing, and couldn't help but feel a sense of sympathy in her heart.

Without staying too long, she continued to chase after the guard who never looked back.

The scene in front of me changed again.

She suddenly came to the gate of the Weiguo Mansion from the gate of Nuolan Residence, surrounded by her own Bailing, who was carrying a burden and supporting her in her previous life.

The dim red lacquered gate slowly closed in front of her, and she saw the tall figure hidden behind the tree.

I can't help but whisper: "Guarding the ......"

She subconsciously took half a step forward, her eyes already swollen.

Beside him, his former life covered his mouth and cried bitterly.

She looked at the deep and calm eyes, which once contained endless affection, but now they were dyed with vicissitudes, praying that the passage of time would be slowed down, slower, preferably slow enough to stay in this moment forever.

She saw his thin lips open and close slightly, and before she could make out his silent words, the door slammed shut.

The last thing that appeared in front of me was the blood-stained face of the guard.

I can no longer see the eyes that are forever staring at me.

"Ahh She screamed in her dreams, trembling almost spasming.

Awakened from the nightmare, she panted and tugged at the corners of the quilt, her back clothes soaked with cold sweat, and the pillow towel was soaked.

The veil was blown up and down by the night wind, and her eyes were scattered and dull, and she couldn't tell whether it was reality or a dream in front of her.

It's been a long time since she's had a dream related to her previous life, and after half a year, she's once again pulled into the memory of her past life that she doesn't want to recall.

On a sweltering midsummer night, she felt cold, and the dreams replayed in her mind over and over again, as if she had returned to the day before she died, her heart and lungs were broken.

"Guarding ......" clutched the placket of her chest, and she burst into tears. (To be continued)

ps: Because everyone strongly asks for the male lead, but the male lead is now in the northwest, and there is no way to compete with the female lead, so I have to put the role of the previous life, dear ones~~~R655