Qu Nianyi has never resisted her marriage with Guan Liang, she has always held the mentality of resigning herself to all this, running away from home back then, even if it was a grass, it was just a kind of reminiscence of unsatisfactory things when she was a teenager, and now she has grown up, and she is not as rash and reckless as she was when she was a teenager.

In Qu Nianyi's heart, what made her happiest was the experience of running away from home and meeting Luo Tian, but that kind of liking stayed forever in the first days, and even the days after Luo Tian kidnapped her from the Qu family did not necessarily leave a deep memory in her heart.

The reason is that her mentality has changed, or that the circumstances of life are always so delicate, when she has a rebellious heart to fly away, as a "thief" walking the rivers and lakes and everything she encounters can make her look forward to the arrival of tomorrow, that is a personal insistence, without any identity constraints, nor with any behavior, language, Ideological and logical ties, but when he returned to the Qu family, returned to the attribution of that responsibility, and when she understood that she could not get rid of the shackles of this identity after all, Luo Tian's appearance was not another chance for her to be given by her dream lover, but after understanding the actions and purposes of Luo Tian, Wan Ji'an and others, she looked down on everything.

still remembers that night, when Qu Nianyi snuggled in Luo Tian's arms, when she said to him the words "out of the cage", in fact, Qu Nianyi's heart was not as Luo Tian thought, she didn't have to bear that responsibility again, and she could finally fly with Luo Tian, and in fact, Qu Nianyi's heart at that time was full of memories of when she was truly independent in the past, when she was truly independent, she could really control her own destiny alone, and she also relied on her own actions and ideas to discover the memories of every expected tomorrow.

Luo Tian, who can grasp the fate of life, can't he guess a woman's mind, or is this a change in Qu Nianyi?

However, such a change of mentality, or precipitation of mood, lasted until ten days before she was about to marry Guan Liang.

Qu Nianyi has never had any feelings for Guan Liang, let alone the so-called good and bad, she has known Guan Liang since she was a child, who is not known in the City of Sorrow and the Gate of Creation, and how many girls do not know the next heir of the famous Destiny Heavenly Sect, and how many girls do not have a spring for her?

But Qu Nianyi didn't, or from the time she was sensible to the fact that she couldn't help herself, she wouldn't have some expectations for this kind of arranged marriage, in the same way, from the entire Gate of Creation to the City of Lamentations, how many women would give up their thousands of favors after being sensible, and share such favors with another person, and even the love they cherished in their hearts was ruthlessly plundered by another person?

Even if this person is Guan Liang.

People's hearts are complex and delicate, and women's hearts are like needles under the sea, but Guan Liang never cares, after all, he is also involuntarily, he can't marry the one he loves, and even the love he loves is found with impure motives, the reason is because of his special identity, his extraordinary opportunity as the "protagonist".

So, does Luo Tian care about Qu Nianyi as much as Qu Nianyi cares about him?

Regarding this issue, Qu Nianyi has never thought about it, it's not unimportant, women still care very much about the man they love can give them a response, instead of having fun in time, but unfortunately, Qu Nianyi stopped in time every time she thought about this problem, because she knew that the root of the problem was not in the choice of love or not, but from the beginning of the encounter between the two of them with "impure" motives.

In the days when she was about to marry Guan Liang, after breakfast, Qu Nianyi was going to Guanyin Mountain to give incense to her mother, Qu Yun, the head of the Qu family, had a total of eight children, and Qu Nianyi's mother was one of them, but her mother was blessed and passed away as early as when Qu Nianyi was not sensible, perhaps this is also the reason why she ran away from home later, and even such a rebellious and precocious is far earlier than her other brothers.

When Qu Nianyi took her most intimate maid on the road to Guanyin Mountain, she met a person, this person was once haunted by her dreams, and even every night, she had pronounced this name, but when she saw him again in reality, the thoughts in her heart did not arise at the first time together with the memory of the name and the person, but made her thoughts blank.

The two looked at each other for a while, and the doubts in their hearts gradually rose, it should be said that in Qu Nianyi's heart, she knew even better about a certain aspect of him than herself, so in the process of looking at each other and reminiscing, she found something unusual.

"You're not Luo Tian. ”

Qu Nianyi was very calm when she pronounced that name, just as calm as she told Guan Liang that she didn't love him at all, and even her tone and mentality were the same.

"Of course I'm not Luo Tian. ”

The other party's answer was also very refreshing, but aside from the expression of the other party's calm as water before, when he was speaking at this time, the pull of the facial muscles caused by the fluctuation of his lips up and down, and then the emotional changes that drove his whole face, were exactly the same as the person in Qu Nianyi's heart, and the charm of this moment made the originally calm water in her heart ripple again.

"Then you ......"

Qu Nianyi asked in an uncertain tone, and at this time she felt that the maid behind her seemed to be extremely scared of the sudden scene in front of her, she grabbed her hand and even made her feel a burst of pressure, this kind of pressure is really strange, after all, Qu Nianyi can be regarded as a cultivator of the rules, although she is far inferior to Du Xiyao, but it is not an ordinary maid who can make her feel any physical discomfort.

"It doesn't matter who I am, the important thing is that you have been poisoned, and the poison has been eating away at your body for a long time, according to my judgment, if you continue like this, you will only live for another year at most, or even another one or two months, and you will also be free of the medicine. ”

The words of the person who looked like Luo Tian on the other side made Qu Nianyi stunned, but before she could speak, she heard the maid next to her suddenly express herself more strongly than herself, and shouted.

"What are you talking nonsense?"

"Luo Tian" smiled slightly, and didn't say anything more, Qu Nianyi came back to her senses a little at this time, and her heart was a little sudden, not because she felt sad when she heard that she only had less than a year to live, nor because she regretted that the person she saw in front of her was not the person she had in mind, but because she finally ...... again Yes, once again I feel the sadness of being constrained by my own invisible identity position.

Yes, this is the biggest shackle in Qu Nianyi's heart all along.

I remember that when Qu Nianyi first met Luo Tian, she was a thief who stole other people's money, and this thief unexpectedly helped Luo Tian and Yun Sleeve at that time resolve a sudden trouble because of her own behavior.

That was the first time she and Luo Tian met, although this hurried side did not leave each other in their hearts, but in Qu Nianyi's memory, this kind of uncertain life experience that has always lived in Qu Nianyi's heart because she was free from all shackles and shackles, and completely controlled by herself.

Man can never go against the sky, but everything man does every day he is born is against the sky.

When people have some kind of incurable disease, but through some later treatment, they successfully defeat the invincible disease and survive, when people mistakenly think that they have successfully rebelled against the sky, but in fact, what people don't know is that the way of heaven has already doomed this catastrophe in life.

However, for the Heavenly Dao, it is a "fact" that the way of heaven has long been destined by the Heavenly Dao, but for people, the mentality of people resisting death and not being conquered by the disease is indeed a complete move against the sky.

Later, Qu Nianyi returned to Qu's house, waiting for the karma that belonged to her to come, and when she saw Luo Tian again, although infinite desire and joy also rose in her heart, she also had gratitude for her life and even chances, but the only thing she didn't have was the desire for the future.

And this desire for the future is precisely Qu Nianyi's obsession as a person, as a person who only wants to be able to control her own destiny and be able to rely on her own thoughts and behaviors to do everything, rather than because of the motive of a different position of others, it has become another kind of gift that seems to be a gift from God, but in fact it is involuntary.

"Ying'er, is it your poison?"

At this time, Qu Nianyi looked back at the maid beside her, although she didn't care at all whether she was poisoned, whether her body would deteriorate, whether she had less than a year of life left, and she didn't even care about what kind of relationship the person opposite had with Luo Tian, since everything happened outside her control, did she still need to expect all this?

However, the question still needs to be asked, because only when you ask a question, that kind of confirmation of the result, and the same kind of thinking operation, is the only control of your destiny that belongs to you.

However, Qu Nianyi forgot the hands that were held on her wrists before she asked the question, which could put pressure on her.

"Miss, don't move, I don't want to hurt you!"

Ying'er's voice changed, became unfamiliar, and became a little unpredictable, at this time, Qu Nianyi instantly changed from the hostess to a prisoner in the hands of the other party, and under the premise that her life was at stake, she did not move, but turned her head to look at the person opposite.

This face is so familiar and impressive!

"It seems that I don't need to say anything more, you can already see the truth. ”

"Luo Tian" sighed at this time, as if he felt a little regretful that he couldn't tell Qu Nianyi what had happened, or he felt a little ridiculous that the maid named Ying'er was exposed so easily, after all, with the relationship between Qu Nianyi and Ying'er, at least his own words would not make Qu Nianyi doubt the personal maid who had been with him for many years so quickly.

But unfortunately, Luo Tian on the other side didn't know, and maybe wouldn't know what Qu Nianyi had been thinking in her heart over the years, and on the premise that she had never realized the danger around her, she instilled in this maid named Ying'er what kind of concept that belonged to her Qu Nianyi.

Then a gust of wind blew, and Ying'er's eyes flickered, and the person who was originally in control suddenly disappeared, and the next moment Qu Nianyi had already come to the opposite person's side and was protected by him.

Ying'er's face changed, and she couldn't stop retreating again and again, in front of the huge gap in strength, her heart was confused, and she became helpless, after all, the person who explained behind her back that she poisoned Qu Nianyi had never told her how to deal with this kind of thing in front of her.

"Do you need to kill her?"

At this time, "Luo Tian" lowered his head and said to Qu Nianyi beside him, that demeanor and words really resembled the real Luo Tian, why is he not the real Luo Tian?

Qu Nianyi thought so in her heart when she felt the familiar tone and demeanor, but then she slowly shook her head and said.

"Let her go. ”

After Ying'er left, Qu Nianyi and "Luo Tian" were left, in this place, under such an environment and mood portrayal, there was silence between the two for a long time, no one spoke, and it seemed that they all needed to precipitate their respective moods, but for Qu Nianyi, no matter what the person who came wanted to say or what she wanted to do, for her, none of this matter at all, because what would happen next was also involuntary for her.

"Someone asked me to tell you that he wants your help. ”

After a while, "Luo Tian" opened his mouth and said, as for the person he mentioned, Qu Nianyi was naturally very clear, but the flame that suddenly rose in his heart was extinguished again in an instant.

"What does he want me to do?"

"He wants you to be able to run away from marriage. ”

Runaway?

Hearing this word, Qu Nianyi's heart shook, she was taken away by the mad swordsman in Youshan at the beginning, and then after returning to the Qu family, she never left the Qu family, no matter what she did, there would be people around her who were monitoring her behavior, it seemed that she was worried that she would run away from home again, but after that, Qu Nianyi never had such an idea.

And now, when the word "escape from marriage" clearly appeared in her mind, when she understood that this kind of behavior was the person's expectation, the spring that had long dried up seemed to have a new hope at this moment.

"How long does he want me to escape, and where do I go?"

Qu Nianyi asked again, and the calmness she showed at this time seemed to make that "Luo Tian" notice a trace of weirdness, because logically speaking, she shouldn't be so calm, but such a momentary feeling couldn't resist the mission he had when he came here to meet Qu Nianyi, so he said with a faint smile.

"It's better never to come back. ”