"Are you so anxious that I'm pregnant?" Green Lotus asked Honka with some humility.

For some reason, she instinctively flinched at the thought of a child.

She lost her parents when she was a child, and although she lived with her sister for a few years, her sister treated her very badly, so she never felt the warmth of the family.

Because of this, she has not had the slightest interest in raising offspring.

When she first married Honka, she was a little hesitant, always feeling that she was not ready, so after marriage, she only took a coping attitude in the affairs of husband and wife.

Sometimes, Green Lotus also feels guilty and feels that he should be kind to Honka. But every time she saw him, she lost that motivation.

Green Lotus once doubted whether he loved Honka.

She also consulted Mama Song about this, and Mama Song replied: "Since you have become husband and wife, don't be half-hearted." ”

"Then do you think there is love between me and him?" Green Lotus asked without giving up.

"You have to ask yourself, how can I possibly help you answer that?" Mama Song had an expression of indifference.

So Green Lotus thought about it for a long time, but still had no answer.

Due to the fear of having a family, Green Lotus had planned to be single for the rest of his life before marrying Honka.

"When I'm old enough that no one wants me, I'll go to the mountains and build a thatched hut for the rest of my life." She said this to herself at the time.

But when she got in touch with Honka, she thought it would be good to have a partner, so she agreed to marry him. She was very sober when she made this decision, not hot-headed.

Although the days after marriage are dull, they are not bad, for her. Somebody was talking to me at night. But she never had the courage to have children. Therefore, since she became married, she has been carrying Honka on her back to drink a medicinal soup that can prevent pregnancy.

Green Lotus didn't dare to cook this kind of medicinal soup on the Changxingmen side, so she asked Liu Zheng, who offered meat to the Changxingmen side, to cook it for her.

This Liu Zheng is eighteen or nineteen years old, he is a very diligent and honest young man, and he has always affectionately called Lu He his sister. It is precisely because the two have a good relationship that Liu Zheng is willing to help her with this.

"It's not a big problem to drink this medicinal soup occasionally, but if you drink it for a long time, it is likely to cause infertility, you have to think about it yourself." Liu Zheng said solemnly.

Green Lotus was indeed a little hesitant at that moment, but when she thought of the situation of having a child, she was determined again, and nodded: "Think clearly." ”

Liu Zheng looked at her and shook his head slightly.

Green Jose gave him a small bag of silver. Let him keep it a secret.

Liu Zheng said: "Okay." ”

Afterwards. When Liu Zheng came to deliver meat every day, he would use a small pot to bring the cooked medicinal soup to the green lotus. The green lotus would quickly find a place where no one was there to drink it, and then return the small pot to him.

Honka never knew about this.

After half a year of marriage, she has never taken contraceptive measures, but she has never been pregnant. This made Honka wonder very much.

At first, Honka thought it was his own problem. So I went to the doctor to see it.

"There is nothing wrong with your body, it should be the woman's problem." The doctor said after diagnosing his whole body.

But Lu He's monthly menstrual affairs are also very punctual, so her reproductive system should be fine. Honka thought to himself. He decided to work harder on this matter in the future.

Honka has been planning to have children with her since the day he married Green Lotus. Honka's mother was not in good health, so Honsong wanted to see his child in her lifetime.

"Well, I've been longing for a happy family since Daddy passed away." Honka looked at the green lotus and said with a serious face.

After all, it has been half a year since I got married, and the mood of being a father is becoming more and more urgent.

"I ...... You'd better go back and fix the bed first. Green Lotus said busily.

Seeing his slightly sad expression, Green Lotus swallowed back the words 'I don't like children'.

"Will you be back at noon?" Honka asked.

Green Lotus hesitated for a moment and nodded slightly at him.

Honka smiled happily.

The green lotus is sad.

"I'll go back and fix the bed now." Honka said, smiling and turning away.

Lu He entered Su Shanyun's room with a heavy heart.

Su Shanyun is breastfeeding Brother Liang.

Zhang Ying and Mrs. Xiao accompanied them.

Looking at Su Shanyun's happy appearance, Lu He's heart became even more chaotic.

When Su Shanyun looked up, she happened to see Green Lotus's worried expression, so she beckoned Green Lotus to come forward.

Green Lotus cautiously walked up to her and asked, "Madame has something to order?" ”

Su Shanyun shook his head and asked softly, "You quarreled with Gu Song?" ”

"Nope." Green Lotus said busily.

"Do you have something on your mind?" Su Shanyun asked again.

Green Lotus thought for a moment and shook his head again.

Su Shanyun smiled and said, "Is there something in your heart that I can't see?" ”

"It's really nothing." Green Lotus replied in a whisper.

Su Shanyun didn't ask again, just gently patted the back of Lu He's hand.

Lu He had just finished serving Su Shanyun after breakfast when he heard footsteps outside, and hurriedly looked out of the door.

It turned out that Mrs. Lu brought the two chefs from Chaoxingmen over.

Green Lotus and several other maids were immediately arranged to help in the kitchen.

When Honka returned to his room, he immediately rolled up his sleeves and repaired the bed.

Actually, the bed is not broken, but it is a little loose between the components. Honmatsu stuffed the loose parts tightly and added screws to fix them, then he lay down on the bed and shook it vigorously, and when he found that the sound was finally gone, he hurriedly left the room.

At noon, Honka returned to his room as promised.

Because there are a lot of things going on in the kitchen, Green Lotus can't pull away.

Seeing that it was time for dinner, she was a little anxious thinking that Honka might already be waiting for her in the room.

Honka waited in his room for a short moment before leaving, knowing how much work was going on in the kitchen today.

Green Lotus was busy until late at night before returning to the room.

When she turned on the bedside lamp, she saw a note on the bedside table, and hurriedly picked it up to read.

"I'm going to the small farm to pull fruits and vegetables, and I won't be back until early tomorrow morning, so you should go to bed early."

Green Lotus put away the note and took a change of clothes to the small bathroom next to it to bathe.

Green Lotus poured hot water on himself with a spoonful of spoonful.

Since it was late at night, it was quiet all around, so the green lotus could hear the sound of the water.

The water flowed through her body, reminding her of Honka's scorching heat and his rapid gasps, and the burning eyes he looked at her as he did it.

Green Lotus's face turned red instantly.

She reached out and stroked her body, then rested on her flat lower abdomen.

Suddenly, Green Lotus was very afraid.

If you really can't get pregnant...... Her whole body trembled violently.

Counting, she's been drinking that medicinal soup for half a year.

But isn't that what she's dreamed of?

Green Lotus shook his head and quickly put on his clothes. (To be continued.) )

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