401. Extra—Gu Qiaodong Chapter 39
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When Su Lan and Gu Qiaobei went to the Capital Military Hospital, Gu Qiaodong had already been pushed into the operating room, and Li Sisi and He Qian were on the benches outside the operating room. Pen, fun, and www.biquge.info
Li Sisi, who had tidied herself up, her long hair was half-dried and scattered on her shoulders, her face was not very good, her eyes were red and swollen like walnuts, and He Qian gently took her hand to avoid the wounds on her ten fingers...... He Qian's eyes were also slightly red, and she sighed lowly, and when the two of them saw Su Lan and Gu Qiaobei coming over, they both stood up.
He Qian took the food box in Gu Qiaobei's hand, handed it to Li Sisi, and said softly, "Sisi, eat some." ”
"Mom, I'll accompany my sister-in-law to the rest room to have some food." Su Lan supported her waist and came to Li Sisi's side, Li Sisi hurriedly helped her, Su Lan took Li Sisi's arm and whispered in her ear: "Sister-in-law, I'll talk to you for a while." ”
Li Sisi looked at the kind and worried smile on Su Lan's face, she really had a lot of things to say in her heart, nodded, twisted the food box, and helped Su Lan to the nearby rest room.
In the rest room, Li Sisi wanted to caress Su Lan to sit down, and she took out the warm fish fillet soup and clear porridge in the food box with a smile and placed them: "Sister-in-law, Qiao Bei and I have received Sensen, and he is playing with Gu's house in the compound one by one, you can rest assured, and the eldest brother will definitely be fine." ”
"Well, thank you." Li Sisi's face turned slightly pale, and she looked a little haggard, took the hot soup that Su Lan handed to her hand, and although she didn't have the slightest appetite, she still drank two sips.
"No matter what happened, it's good that you're back." Su Lan said with emotion, raising her hand and wrapping her hand around Li Sisi's shoulder.
Li Sisi laughed lightly twice, his voice was hoarse and tired, and he said in a low voice: "Qiao Dong came back to the capital like this, I know that you all have a lot of questions in your hearts, and I don't plan to hide it from ......."
Li Sisi briefly told Su Lan what happened, Su Lan was shocked when she heard it, and subconsciously covered her stomach with her hands, and it took a while to calm down, looking at Li Sisi's snow-white chin, and said softly: "Sister-in-law, don't be sad, no one wants this kind of thing to happen, and you don't blame yourself too much......
"Now Qiao Dong has gone in for surgery, and I don't know what will happen to his legs after he comes out, in Xining, the doctor said that the best way is to amputate his leg, although the experts here say that there is no need to amputate his leg, but it is not very convenient to walk in the future...... The men of the Gu family, all of them were arrogant, which made Qiao Dong lame, and I don't know if he can accept it in the future...... Alas...... How could I not blame myself, if it wasn't for my insistence on going into the mountains, maybe all this would not have happened. Li Sisi closed her eyes, and the guilt and self-blame in her heart could not be dissipated.
Comparing hearts to hearts, if this happened to Gu Qiaobei, Su Lan's mood may not be much better than Li Sisi's, and no amount of comfort will be useless at this moment...... She just gently put her arm around Li Sisi's shoulders and gave her silent comfort and support.
Gu Qiaodong's operation lasted for several hours, and when he was pushed out of the operating room, it was already more than eleven o'clock in the middle of the night.
Gu Qiaodong lay lifeless on the hospital bed, looking at his calm and restrained face on weekdays, there was no blood at the moment, in less than two days, his whole person seemed to have lost a lot of weight, the small wounds on his face were covered with band-aids, his legs were tied with thick gauze below the knees, and the left calf was fixed with a splint.
Li Sisi looked at the motionless man on the hospital bed, her face was gloomy, and she couldn't help but cover her lips and sobbed lowly.
He Qian and Gu Qiaobei were both talking to Expert Lin outside the ward, and Su Lan pulled a tissue and handed it to Li Sisi to wipe her tears, gently stroking her back.
"Su Lan, I want to talk to him alone." Li Sisi was very confused, and slowly walked to the bedside, Su Lan didn't stay long, quietly retreated, and closed the door of the ward.
Thinking that Expert Lin also said good things, otherwise He Qian would not have a bright smile on her face, and personally sent Expert Lin out, and when she was about to turn back and enter the ward, Su Lan called out to her: "Mom, sister-in-law wants to stay with her eldest brother alone for a while." ”
"That's okay, I'll be outside and accompany Sisi. Qiao Bei, it's also too late, you can send Xiaolan back to rest. He Qian sighed, she was also old, she was also very tired after such a toss.
"Then I'll send Lan Lan back first." Gu Qiaobei did not disagree with He Qian's proposal, after all, Su Lan is pregnant now, and her due date is less than a month, fortunately, there is another room in this ward that is specially used for family members to accompany and take care of, and the corresponding facilities are available, but he and Li Sisi are left behind, and he is not very relieved, so he said hello to the hospital and took care of it before leaving.
On the way back for the two, Su Lan dozed off with her head tilted, and her sister-in-law came back, she was naturally welcomed, in this family, Gu Qiaoxi and Mo Shaoqian were already engaged, and the two went abroad for a vacation, as for Ye Qing, there has been no news since Gu Qiaonan came back from a mission last time and left with her, and I don't know what to do again......
Su Lan frowned and whispered, Gu Qiaobei didn't hear it clearly, just gently smoothed the small folds in her eyebrows and kissed the corners of her lips...... Late at eleven or twelve o'clock, the night of the capital, was bustling, and the lights on the side of the road were constantly regressing, Gu Qiaobei suddenly had an indescribable emotion in his heart, no matter what had happened, at least he was glad that he and Su Lan could get along with each other.
In Gu Qiaodong's hospital room, Li Sisi held his hand and swayed on her side face, thinking about what had happened in the past few days when she reunited with him, and in front of him lying on the hospital bed like this, she only felt that there was an indescribable sourness and helplessness in her heart.
"Qiao Dong, why do you say you are so stupid......" Li Sisi's tears flowed out little by little, blurring her vision, she couldn't see his face clearly, her face became more and more pale, it was very distressing to look at, she continued to whisper in a low voice, "I had made up my mind to live my own life with you, but now something like this has happened...... I don't know what the hell I'm going to do...... I won't forget what happened before, I just want to stop having anything to do with you, but now, I feel guilty about you......"
Li Sisi sobbed lightly twice, and the corners of her lips were dyed with a sad smile: "Qiao Dong, from the reunion with you to the present, I have seen everything you have done in my heart, I don't have no feelings, it's just ...... I saw you please me like this, I seemed to see myself back then, I flattered you in every way, and stayed by your side carefully, and at that time, you ignored everything I did...... When I think of myself, I can't accept your kindness, I can only pretend to turn a blind eye as you once did to me. ”
Gu Qiaodong, who was slowly dissipating from anesthesia, listened to her low whispers gradually becoming clear in her ears, she had never told him this, but when she heard it at this moment, he gradually understood a little in his heart, and there was an indescribable confusion and decadence...... At the beginning, he hurt her like that, but now that feng shui is turning, he can't be compensated for his cold face, not to mention that he didn't understand her mind at all during this period, he made her unhappy several times, and even did something to her...... The upbringing of the Gu family made him polite, kind and polite to the outside world, and he never had the bad habit of doing anything to a woman, even if he married her under such circumstances, he was just indifferent, spoke ill of each other, and never did anything to her...... But later, he couldn't remember when he began to lose control when he faced her, so he made an exception again and again......
He didn't want to think about it, and heard her struggling and sad voice sound softly: "Qiao Dong, what a painful and sad taste it is to be coldly looked at by someone you like, I have tasted it, and I know it." When I reunited with you, I didn't want to stay at the beginning, but I was reluctant to stay, and you did everything possible to stay, so all I could do was be indifferent and alienated...... I saw you talking to me, observing my expression again and again, carefully looking at my expression, many times I wanted to be angry and endured it and left, I felt like I was looking at myself at the beginning...... I really don't know what else I can do but be indifferent, I can't give you the response you want, but now, because of me, you're lying here......"
When Li Sisi said this, she couldn't control her emotions, held his hand tightly, and cried bitterly, she was conflicted and struggling, she had planned to leave, how to plan her life after leaving Gu Qiaodong, but it was all disrupted...... Now she can only stay, but she has no confidence and courage in her heart, just endless anxiety and anxiety.
"Sisi, do you still love me? Still is...... Because of the guilt in his heart, he is soft-hearted to me and sympathetic to me......" Gu Qiaodong's hoarse voice sounded slowly, he didn't open his eyes, and he didn't dare to face Li Sisi at this moment, he never knew that she was so bitter in her heart, and her palm was still trembling gently in his hand.
Li Sisi raised her head suddenly, wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, and saw that Gu Qiaodong did not wake up, but she did hear his voice just now, she thought that she was hallucinating, or her own imaginary voice, she smiled bitterly, her eyes carefully described Gu Qiaodong's face, looked at his facial features, the light under her eyes was dim, and said softly: "I used to love, but now, I don't want to love anymore, and I can't afford to love anymore." ”
Her voice was filled with shallow sighs and sadness, Gu Qiaodong slowly opened his eyes, met her gaze in the air, and saw that there was a confused look in her eyes, as well as a lonely and sad look, he only felt extremely uncomfortable in his heart, but he clenched her hand and said in a low voice: "But, I still love you." ”