was thrown out of the glass room by Ling Ye, and I lost face.

Just go downstairs and find a quiet place to hide, don't let Li Yuan see it, he will definitely think that I have no status in Meihua. However, I do have no status as well.

I shuffled downstairs to the living room on the first floor, and when I saw the nanny anxiously looking through something, I leaned in and asked, "What's wrong?" "I fixed my eyes on Ling Ye's diary, which was oiled by the nanny.

"Oops!" When the babysitter saw me, she complained, "I really didn't mean to! Mr. Ling asked me to clean up the garbage on the ground, and I did so. Who knew that I was dizzy and threw everything on the ground into the trash, didn't I just notice that something was wrong, it was too late, it was all covered with oil, what should I do? ”

I took the diary, most of which was soaked with oil and most of the handwriting was illegible. I took the diary, hesitated, and said to the babysitter, "I'll take care of it!" ”

I don't know where I got the courage to dare to take this offense against Ling Ye, I think I'm probably tired of being crooked. I took the journal into the bathroom, flattened it on the washing machine, turned the first page, and pasted it on toilet paper to dilute the grease as much as possible.

Page 1: I met a very beautiful older sister, her name is Sumi, I don't know why I wanted to record it, but I don't want her to leave me. Date: 1 June 1995.

The text on the first page was already legible, and I began to dilute the grease stains on the second page.

Page 2: Sister Sumi is so gentle, like a mother. However, my father has been ignoring me lately because I have stolen 10 yuan from his pocket. Bought Sumi a villain book she liked. Dad was angry with me, but Sumi was happy, she looked so good when she thought about it. Date: 24 December 1995.

Sky! I was shocked! 1995 year. Ling Ye was only 14 years old, how could he know so much, and he already knew how to please girls? What am I doing at 14? Watching cartoons and villain books, eating and sleeping silly, reading silly, and listening to Japanese songs......

I can't help but look down:

Today is Sumi's birthday, and I bought her a beautiful dress, she loves beauty the most. She said that she wanted to take off the stars in the sky and inlay them on her skirt, and I thought that one day I would help her realize her dream. Date: 26 February 1996.

Sumi asked me suddenly. Where does the money come from to buy a dress? I lied, it was my father's pocket money. Actually, I robbed it from my classmates, and they didn't dare not give it. If you don't give it, you will be flattened by me. It doesn't matter. As long as Sumi is happy, she will smile at me...... It's like mom...... Date: 17 March 1996.

Sky! I can't stand it, every word is about Sumi's love, and there is a poor boy who misses his mother. Ling Ye, you make me sad.

I really couldn't bear to look at it anymore, but I wanted to understand the anxiety in Ling Ye's heart.

Page 5: Sumi cried, her eyes were hazy with tears, and I suddenly had an urge. No, it's too evil. I'm only 15 years old. Minors, can't be cranky. I have to be able to do that when I'm able to do that. Sumi, you wait for me. Date: 29 May 1996.

No way! is only 15 years old, and Ling Ye is already ......

Page 6: Sumi cried again, she said that her mother scolded her, and I felt distressed, but the urge came again. I can't help it, I ...... Damn it! I'm damned! What should I do in the future, what am I going to do to Sumi, I don't want to live anymore, I'm so messy, I'm so stressed! Date: 31 May 1996.

Hey! There are many pages that were torn out in the middle, why they were torn off, and the next is 1999.

Ling Ye wrote: I am 18 years old, and Su Mi had just finished celebrating my 18th birthday when she was called home by her mother's phone. I had to spend the lonely night alone, so lonely. When will I marry Sumi, and when, I don't know, but Sumi is in a hurry, she is both 22 years old. Date: 22 July 1999.

What should I do if Sumi were to leave me one day! Taking sleeping pills? No, it's ridiculous! I wasn't that cowardly, she said she wanted to get married, but not me. I want to die! Who will bury me! Date: 1 August 1999.

……

I closed the book of days fiercely, and the sourness in my heart was indescribable, as if I had just ended a vigorous love, and I was completely injured. Tears couldn't stop falling, and "let's da, da" fell on the cover of the day.

The bathroom door suddenly opened, yes! I forgot to lock it.

Ling Ye walked in and was stunned when he saw me in tears. He looked at the diary in my hand, and his face turned green in an instant. He made a trembling voice: "You see? "Hmm!" I held back my tears and nodded humbly.

"Who told you to watch it!?" Ling Ye's voice trembled even more.

"I ...... It's just ......" I looked at Ling Ye in a daze.

"Curious! Right! Voyeur! Ling Ye stared at me.

"I didn't!" I said out loud.

"Liar!" Ling Ye yelled and raised his hand to push me.

I sat down with a solid fart, my tail bone hurting, and my whole ass was hot. I cried out with a "wow", "You, what are you doing!" ”

Ling Ye glared at me, picked up the diary on the washing machine, and slammed the door.

At this time, the nanny cat walked in and held my arm: "Oops! Girl, are you alright? Young Master Ling has this temper, let me tell you, I don't want to work here anymore, my old bones can't stand his anger. Get up, you don't break! ”

"It's okay!" I slowly stood up, raised my hand and wiped my tears, very aggrieved.

Since I was a child, my dad has never beaten me like this, what is he Ling Ye doing! What kind of sheep is crazy, why do you beat people without saying a word. Oops! My ass can't stand up.

The nanny helped me to the sofa, I looked around, saw that it was empty, and sobbed, "Auntie, where is the man who came with me just now?" "Gone! Gone early! No, Mr. Ling sent him away, so he looked for you everywhere, and the result was ...... Ay! The nanny said helplessly.

"Okay! It's time for me to go, too! "I was so sad that I got up and wanted to leave.

But when he saw Ling Ye coming down from upstairs, he rushed over angrily and asked, "Why is there oil in the diary?" ”

"This ......," the nanny bowed timidly.

Ling Ye immediately said angrily to the nanny, "Get out of front of me immediately!" ”

"Why are you talking to her like this, she can be your mother at her age, do you know respect?" I stepped forward and stood in front of the babysitter. "You fart!" Ling Ye pointed at the tip of my nose and said fiercely: "Don't mention my mother to me, don't think that you can point fingers after reading a few pages of Lao Tzu, you are old!" Dry your snot and fuck me off. Ling Ye pointed to the nanny again, "You also get out of here." ”

The nanny didn't even dare to make a sound, and walked away with her head down.

I raised my head and stared at Ling Ye's face, how could it be so strange, I was so angry that I raised my hand and slapped Ling Ye, almost howling: "Don't think that you are the only one!" We are all human! It's not like you can get out of here. "Good! You stay, I'll go! Ling Ye's eyes were red, and he turned around and walked away.

I froze in place, not knowing what to do...... (To be continued......)