186- Because of love, they are all afraid

He didn't want Nan Sheng to have regrets in his heart, and he didn't want to do it at all.

So, he didn't force her.

"I'll wait with you."

Nansheng accident:

"Don't you have to take care of the company?"

"If the company leaves me, it will become a mess, which only shows that I am too incompetent as a leader."

Nan Sheng wanted to persuade him to leave, after all, it was her decision to come to the earthquake area alone, and now let him let go of the qi qi in T City, including work to come here and suffer with him, the mood is a little unbearable after all, but when the words came to her mouth, she swallowed it back, she also missed him, and it was best for the two to be together. Second, she knew that once Gu Chen made a certain decision, he would not change it lightly.

Because you understand, there are some things that don't have to be said too thoroughly.

At this time, it was only 3 o'clock in the morning, in an environment much more comfortable than the tent, she should have made up for her sleep, but the strange thing was that Nan Sheng was miraculously not sleepy, she opened her eyes in Gu Chen's arms, and she didn't speak, she was so cranky, what she was thinking, she didn't know very well, and when she looked back, she had forgotten about the last second, she admired herself a little, like menopause, this thought made her smile uncontrollably.

This smile made the silent Gu Chen react, and he lowered his eyes to look at her:

"Can't sleep?"

Nan Sheng thought he was asleep, but at this moment, listening to his voice, he knew that he had been awake. He was the same when he first woke up before, wasn't he sleepy?

"Am I arguing with you?"

Gu Chen chuckled:

"What's noisy? You make me feel so satisfied by my side that I have insomnia and fear that I won't see you when I wake up, is that noisy? ”

Nan Sheng sighed a little:

"I won't let you lose sight of me."

"Hmm." Listening to her little woman's assurance, she couldn't find another feeling except to satisfy Gu Chen, but it was too obvious that she couldn't express it, so she answered softly, and asked her, "Why don't you sleep?" ”

Nan Sheng didn't answer immediately, Gu Chen didn't mean to ask, if she didn't say something, he would never force him to ask, although the two were so close, but there should be a small world, he would try his best to give it to her, who doesn't have a secret? I have it, and I will never sue SΓΉ Nansheng.

In the time of silence between each other, Gu Chen's hand came to Nan Sheng's back and patted it gently, with a gentle force, as if coaxing a baby to sleep.

Nan Sheng thought that she had been coaxing herself to fall asleep like this for a week, at this time the position was reversed, she was transformed into a gentle one, no matter how she wanted to laugh, but she held back, feeling his love for herself, Nan Sheng's heart got an unprecedented quiet in these days.

After a long time, the voice belonging to Nan Sheng slowly sounded in the room, and Gu Chen heard her say:

"Achen, before coming to Chengdu, I went to see my father."

Hearing this, Gu Chen's action of patting her back paused for a second, and then resumed. This is the first time that Nan Sheng has talked about his father since Nan Yongxin's incident, which made Gu Chen a little surprised.

He is Nansheng's closest man, and when something like this happens to her father, he shouldn't have stood idly by, but what should he do? Help? But in the end, I'm afraid it's perfunctory, right? Console? The real executioner is himself, and his comfort will make him despise himself in front of Nansheng.

So in the time that Nan Sheng didn't take the initiative to mention, he chose to look at him coldly. Jiang Licheng must not have known that for a while, he was grateful to him, after all, because of his help, there were many unnecessary entanglements between him and Nan Sheng.

It's not necessarily leaking, but it's still bad after all.

Fortunately, Nan Sheng didn't mention Nan Yongxin's matter in front of her, her thoughts, Gu Chen didn't necessarily know everything, but she more or less knew what she meant by doing this, she didn't want her father's matter to affect his opinion of herself, so even though Nan Yongxin's matter was no longer a secret, Nan Sheng never took the initiative to mention it in front of Gu Chen.

What she did was actually stupid, how could she not know these things if she didn't say it? It's just that then she chooses to do this, after all, she still doesn't have much confidence in herself, otherwise she wouldn't worry that she would have other thoughts about her because of Nan Yongxin's matter.

At this moment, she mentioned that she was not the only one who was nervous, and Gu Chen obviously felt that her heartbeat had slowed down.

"Hmm." He replied softly, "Is he okay?" ”

"Good, not good."

The good thing is that his soul has been redeemed, and he will live steadily for the rest of his life, but the bad thing is that the conditions in the detention center are too poor, and as a daughter, he is helpless, only distressed.

Gu Chen didn't ask her what her good or bad represented, she said, and he responded gently.

"I've never dared to mention my father in front of you, but you already know about him, right?"

Gu Chen tightened her:

"Yes."

"He did that to save me, but he wasn't bad by nature." Nan Sheng paused for a moment, then raised her head in his arms and looked into Gu Chen's eyes, as if she was a little uneasy, so that her eyes hesitated a little, and she said, "Ah Chen, I won't follow his path." ”

Gu Chen didn't respond immediately, he was thinking about the meaning of Nan Sheng's words.

Maybe it's because of the different angles, right?

Nan Sheng's "not bad nature" made him lose his mother, which also changed the fate of his life, for him it is simply heinous and irreparable. But if the location is changed, Nan Sheng has continued his life because of this person, and then he has lived a happy and worry-free life until now, so for Nan Sheng, he is forced to do it, and it is really not bad.

In this way, it is difficult to have a clear definition of Nan Yongxin's practice back then. This thought made Gu Chen faintly feel bad.

Unable to wait for Gu Chen's answer, Nan Sheng's uneasiness looked a little more obvious, he bit his lip, hesitated for a few seconds, and finally called his name:

"Achen......

It's just a name, and outsiders probably can't hear any meaning, but Gu Chen understands all the feelings she hides between these two words, and he looked at her with lowered eyes and smiled, it was comforting and warm, he said:

"Well, your position is not high, and your power is not heavy, even if you want to leave, I'm afraid it will be difficult to make it."

"I'm afraid you don't want me because of my father."

This is what she said in her heart, if not, she would not have said such a thing to herself with uneasy feelings so long after Nan Yongxin's incident happened. He couldn't see Nan Sheng like this, so after she said this, Gu Chen's was hit, not heavy, but there was also a sullen pain.

He gently dropped a gentle kiss on Nan Sheng's forehead, with infinite warmth:

"Ah Sheng, it should be that I'm afraid that you don't want me......"

If you knew that I was the little boy back then, and understood that I was here for revenge, would you still want me?

The one to be afraid of is always me......

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Gu Chen has been with Nan Sheng in Chengdu for a week, but he has not waited for Qiang Qiang's father, and the people who live in the temporary shelter in the university playground have also been arranged one after another.

Nan Sheng didn't answer, but his subconscious repelled this statement.

She felt that he would come back and give Qiangqiang a warm home.

During Gu Chen's stay in Chengdu, he had a brief contact with Jiang Licheng, it was the early morning of the second day he came to Chengdu, Nan Sheng was not very relieved that he had not been taken care of by himself all night, and left the hotel just after a slight light, Gu Chen could not rest assured that she went alone, and returned to the school playground with her.

Before he got closer, he heard bursts of crying, Nan Sheng instantly quickened his pace, but Gu Chen raised his eyebrows faintly, which strengthened his idea of not wanting children for the time being.

The child was held by Jiang Licheng, he went to the hard-hit area yesterday, and before leaving, he said that he might not be back in time, but he still came back, nothing more than worrying about Nansheng, but he hurried back, but what he ushered in was the news that Nansheng was picked up by a man, who is this man, Jiang Licheng didn't ask, but the answer was self-evident.

The child's cry undoubtedly alarmed the people next to her, and before Nansheng entered the tent, someone poked out of the tent, looked at her and shouted:

"Nansheng, let's go see the child, your boyfriend can't coax him for almost an hour, we're still sleepy."

Nan Sheng said sorry, and even ignored the 'boyfriend' in the man's mouth and hurried into the tent, not noticing Gu Chen's instantly gloomy expression behind him.

Qiang Qiang has only been with Nan Sheng for a few days, but he already has a strong sense of dependence on her, Jiang Licheng carefully handed over the child to her, as if he smelled a familiar smell, he stopped crying instantly, grabbed Nan Sheng's collar with his small hand, and gently tugged at it, Jiang Licheng just wanted to say something with a smile, but saw that because of Qiangqiang's pull, Nan Sheng's neckline revealed a large piece of snow-white skin, and a few beautiful strawberries were printed on it.

He was not an untrained child, and naturally knew what that stood for - a passion.

Jiang Licheng closed his eyes, controlling himself not to think about that picture, looking away, no longer looking, but he didn't want to look up and saw Gu Chen standing at the mouth of the tent.

It was not surprising that he and Nan Sheng appeared together, but after witnessing such an ambiguous kiss mark, Jiang Licheng had to admit that at this moment, he did not want to see him. But this love can't be expressed, because it is not suitable, they are lovers, and they haven't seen each other for many days, and no matter how intimate it is, it is not too much.

I'm just an outsider, and I only have red eyes and envy.

Jiang Licheng was affectionate, and nodded lightly at Gu Chen, who smiled faintly:

"Long time no see, Jiang Licheng." R1154