Zhang Xiaoman seemed to sense that he had something to say, and turned sideways.

Qi Jimin immediately said: "Your mother's fortune is saved, you have to pay more attention to it in the next few days, you can't let your mother touch the cold water and blow the cold wind, you can't get out of bed lightly, it's best to stay in bed, don't be angry anymore, otherwise...... You should also get some good food, and take the medicine on time......"

What Qi Jimin said Zhang Xiaoman didn't hear a word clearly, only two big blood words echoed in her mind: miscarriage.

Li Yuechan had a miscarriage because of her. A strange soul who occupies someone else's daughter's body and makes people have a miscarriage.

Unforgivable!

She couldn't forgive herself, and she wouldn't forgive herself, but she heard Qi Jimin continue: "I'm leaving tomorrow." She looked up.

What does he mean by that? Is that what she thinks?

Qi Jimin shook his head with a wry smile, "It's not what you think, don't think about it." ”

No, at the moment when Qi Jimin avoided his eyes, Zhang Xiaoman understood that his departure had something to do with her.

"Is it because of me?" Zhang Xiaoman looked at Qi Jimin, who wanted to stand up and leave, "Your grandfather doesn't like me?" He doesn't want you to be with me? ”

"No, don't think about it, I left because I had to rush back because there was something at home, I ......" Qi Jimin saw those black eyes again, looked at him calmly and made excuses, he turned his gaze into the distance boredly, "I don't know when I can see each other again when I leave this time, and you must come to me when you come to the capital in the future." ”

Zhang Xiaoman followed his gaze and looked into the distance.

Qi Jimin turned around and took it out into his arms, took out a piece of white jade pendant and sent it to her, "This is something I have carried since I was born, and I will leave you a souvenir." ”

Looking at the color and age of the jade pendant, and the fine polishing, even if Zhang Xiaoman is a layman, he knows that this thing is worth a lot.

But what is he doing it for?

Zhang Xiaoman looked at the jade pendant in front of him without blinking, and asked Qi Jimin, "Why did you give me this thing?" ”

Qi Jimin and Zhang Xiaoman looked at each other for a while, and quickly looked away, he said with a smile: "Of course, it is a beautiful jade gift, and everyone has their place." ”

Did he think she didn't understand? Or do you think she's easy to deceive?

If she hadn't just made a decision, she might have willingly let him be deceived, but after all, she couldn't start all over again, and some things were destined to be irreparable.

Zhang Xiaoman lowered his eyelids and said softly: "Take it back, don't see each other in the future." ”

Qi Jimin stood up in disbelief, turned around and looked at Zhang Xiaoman motionlessly, as if he didn't know the person in front of him.

The woman who told him gently and gently the night before to take care of himself said that he should not see each other before dawn today?

Is it because he hasn't woken up from his dream yet, or has he never dreamed of it at all?

Maybe it's just his wishful thinking, how can she like him, last night's moonlight was too sultry, he didn't see clearly that she always had a pair of black eyes, as if a thousand years of ancient Tan is eternal, tolerate your good and bad, and cut off all delusions. Or maybe he saw it clearly, and just thought he could stir up a little wave, humble and small anticipation.

Then he hoped that she would give him a little hope, and it turned out that despair had always been.

Qi Jimin's hand trembled, and he handed it forward again, "Take it, I hope you can come to me, I will wait for you." ”

Zhang Xiaoman looked at his hand and crossed the other two hands in front of him, white and tender were well protected, and it could be seen that he had been cared for by his parents since he was a child, and those two hands were also trembling and said to a person not long ago: "Mother seems to be pregnant, right?" ”

Zhang Xiaoman closed his eyes, and when he opened them again, his eyes became much gentler, and just when Qi Jimin thought she would promise him, Zhang Xiaoman took the jade pendant and hung it on his body, "Just think it's me to give you, cherish it, don't live up to the kindness of your parents." ”

"Take care." She patted him on the shoulder, walked past him and went out the door, finally suppressing the sour feeling on the tip of her nose, Zhang Xiaoman smiled and entered the side room, that is, the room where the four brothers and sisters slept together.

Zhang Xiaoman looked at the three brothers and sisters sitting in a row on the bed, and was disgusted, "Why are you sitting here without going out?" She took a breath of change, and only walked over a few steps and asked with concern: "Are you not feeling well, are you hungry?" ”

Zhang Dafu lowered his head and didn't say a word, Zhang Xiaofu looked up at his sister and lowered his head, Zhang Xiaotao looked at Zhang Xiaoman timidly and then looked at the two brothers who didn't speak and sulked, and said a little weakly: "Eldest sister, the second brother said that the little sister is gone, is it true?" ”

Early on, they knew that there would be one more brother or sister in the future, Zhang Xiaotao always thought that there would be a little sister in her mother's belly, so she could take her to play, just like the eldest sister took her.

But the eldest brother woke her up in the morning, and told her that her little sister was gone, why?

She just asked the second brother and the third brother to accompany her last night and wait for the eldest sister to come back, did the eldest brother get angry and lie to her?

But the eldest sister was not angry, and smiled at them.

Zhang Xiaoman smiled and was just about to answer, but Zhang Dafu raised his head and scolded Zhang Xiaotao, "As long as you talk a lot, will the second brother still lie to you!" ”

Zhang Xiaotao burst into tears and retorted: "I believe the eldest sister, the eldest sister said that it is still there!" ”

"Whatever you want!" Zhang Dafu yelled at Xiaomei loudly for the first time, stood up and threw the door away.

Zhang Xiaoman kept watching, and the smile on his face gradually faded.

Sometimes you can't think of children as if they don't know what to do, they just don't have time to think about it, but they will remember it.

And then it became a meme.

Zhang Xiaoman doesn't want her younger brothers and sisters to have a stalk in their hearts, so she hopes to pass it simply, but she doesn't know that the stalk itself is not something she can control, and the human heart is not something she can hold.

Then let time fade away.

Zhang Xiaoman hugged Zhang Xiaotao, glanced at Zhang Xiaofu, who was still staring at the door in a daze, and said, "It's still early, if you want to sleep, you can sleep for a while, and the eldest sister will cook porridge for you." ”

"Hmm." Zhang Xiaotao nodded obediently and turned over and got into the quilt, but her eyes looked at Zhang Xiaoman and refused to close.

Zhang Xiaoman smiled and turned around and walked out of the house, Zhang Xiaofu glanced at the eldest sister and lowered his head.

Zhang Xiaoman was already very familiar with cooking porridge, and when she went out of the side room and saw Qi Jimin still sitting at the door of the main house, she added a little more brown rice to the pot, thinking that this was also her farewell to him.

The kitchen of the farmhouse is not big, the dishes and chopsticks are used for many years, and there are some rusty farm tools piled up in the corner, Zhang Erzhu can continue to use them by polishing and grinding them, Li Yuechan also said that if he keeps fighting, he can become a blacksmith, they can live a better life, and the young daughter can enjoy happiness as soon as she is born......

Zhang Xiaoman hugged her knees and buried her head, her shoulders shrugged.