178 - Heart lock, waiting for you to open
Qin Se slept a little too much during the day, so that he didn't feel sleepy now.
There was only one person in the room, maybe it was not right, to be exact, it should be only herself at this time, because she knew that someone would come over later, who it was, it was self-evident.
Maybe some things just can't stand the chatter, for example, now, the name Tang Muchuan just flashed in his mind, and the next second the door of the ward was pushed open, and someone walked in.
Qin Se was thinking about Nan Sheng and Gu Chen at first, so he didn't hear the footsteps in the corridor before Tang Muchuan walked into the ward, at this time he pushed open the door and walked in, the light was on in the room, it was impossible to close his eyes again and pretend to be asleep, Qin Se sighed slightly in resignation, and raised his eyes to look at him.
Tang Muchuan looked at her and smiled slightly:
"Sleeping too much or is it because it hurts?"
"It doesn't hurt."
Tang Muchuan looked at her meaninglessly, then approached and sat down on her bedside:
"Think I didn't have a gunshot wound?"
Not to mention how painful the gunshot wound was, but after the operation, in order to prevent Qin Se's body from any latent injury, Tang Muchuan or Qin Se himself refused a painkiller, so if he said that it didn't hurt at this moment, Tang Muchuan didn't believe it.
Tang Muchuan said this, Qin Se didn't answer, and he really didn't know what to answer?
She did have some pain, but it wasn't that she couldn't bear it, otherwise she wouldn't refuse analgesics, but it was useful to tell Tang Muchuan that she was in pain? What can he share for himself? Qin Se is not good at showing weakness to others, and she has never even done it, she doesn't want to lie to Tang Muchuan, she just habitually hides her badness.
Tang Muchuan was not very interested in Qin Sehui's refusal to answer his question, seeing that she was silent, he undoubtedly did not want to continue the topic at the moment, so he spoke again in a consultative tone:
"Shall I talk to you?"
Qin Se looked at Tang Muchuan with a flat gaze.
The night before yesterday, he forcibly took possession of himself, and the next day he tossed for a day because of a slight burn on his body, and someone attacked the island at night, and they hadn't talked about the relationship between the two at this point, Qin Se felt that the time at this time was good, maybe he could pass the time.
"Tang Muchuan, what kind of person are you?"
Qin Se was doomed to misfortune from the moment she was born, and the Qin family did not recognize her as an illegitimate daughter, so her mother took her to beg on the streets.
At that time, she was young, but she also understood a lot of truths and saw through many things, for example, she imagined her own multiple ways to die, maybe starvation, maybe one day accidentally walking on the street and was hit by a car, maybe she was beaten to death, she had suffered the pain that hope gave her, so she did not have any expectations for the future.
But she didn't want to, in such a state, fate made her meet Nan Sheng.
Nansheng gave herself a new life, and she was a turning point in her fate.
But she didn't want to, there was more than one turning point in her life.
In March 2008, Qin Se met Tang Muchuan, and the second turning point in her life was given to her by this man. The reason is that Qin Se, who is bloody, can't accept it, she actually has a face exactly the same as his ex-wife? Qin Se felt the cruelty of fate to him, but what could he do?
In addition to accepting it, she didn't even have a chance to resist stubbornly.
He had promised Tang Muchuan to accompany him half a year ago, and he put forward three conditions, the first was rejected by him on the spot, and the second Qin Se said that she only did spiritual companionship and refused to have physical relations. Tang Muchuan agreed. The third period has not yet arrived, so I will not mention it for the time being.
After agreeing to Qin Se's conditions, although Tang Muchuan occasionally made intimate moves towards her, he always adhered to the last bottom line, but this 'always' also has a time limit, two months. In fact, he forced himself to have a physical relationship with him, and the methods were shameless.
Even though she yelled and scolded him for being despicable and shameless, a person like him who was so profound in Taoism was afraid that he would innocently ask herself: "I have been by your side for half a year, do you really think that I will be a monk with a pure heart and few desires?" β
He may not admit the promise he made to him at all, after all, they only had a verbal agreement from beginning to end, and it was only to blame Qin Se for treating Tang Muchuan as a gentleman from the beginning, so she didn't ask about the forced incident that night, and she didn't make jokes.
She asked him, "Tang Muchuan, what kind of person are you?" β
Tang Muchuan didn't answer, as if he didn't hear her words, he got up and poured himself a glass of water, stood at the table and drank it slowly, after half a cup, he seemed to think of something, turned his eyes to Qin Se, looked at her, and asked softly:
"Drink water?"
Qin Se refused to answer any question that changed the subject at this moment.
Tang Muchuan couldn't wait for an answer, but he wasn't annoyed, he refilled the half cup of water, walked over, took the straw on the bedside table and put it into the water cup, and handed it to Qin Se's lips: "Drink some water." β
Qin Se drank this water. But this did not prevent her from persisting in the question just now, and after drinking half a glass of water, Qin Se said:
"You haven't answered my question yet."
Tang Muchuan smiled this time, and when he put down the water glass, he unbuttoned the cuffs of his black shirt, pulled it loosely, and looked at Qin Se with a smile in his eyes:
"I can't answer this question, if you want to know, when the injury is healed, I will let you follow me 24 hours a day, and then you will determine what kind of person I am, okay?"
This answer is not perfunctory, but it is not convincing to say what kind of person he is, even if he comprehensively dissects himself in front of Qin Se at this moment, she can't believe it completely, so he doesn't waste his tongue, and when she recovers from her injury, if she still wants to know, give her time to let her define herself.
"Why do you want me that night?"
"Nan Xiuyuan is the inducement, but I must also admit that I want to condemn you, originally I wanted you to wait for you to accept me, but if you think about it carefully, it seems that the order is just reversed, first the body, and then the heart, as far as I am concerned, there is no difference."
Qin Se lightly hooked the corners of his lips, and he replied frankly:
"Are you sure you can get my heart?"
Tang Muchuan smiled, his eyes were a little deep, he looked at Qin Se, as if he wanted to imprint her in the deepest part of his eyes:
"Qin Se, there is nothing in this world that I Tang Muchuan can't get."
"Maybe I'm your exception."
"If the final outcome is like this, it seems that I have to accept my fate, but it is too early to talk about the result."
Qin Se chuckled:
"You seem to have inexplicable confidence in getting me."
Tang Muchuan nodded with a smile: "Indeed." β
"Why?"
"Because I can give you what you want."
Qin Se just wanted to open his mouth to refute, but unexpectedly his words were not finished, and when he finished the next words, the words on Qin Se's lips never had a chance to say them. She heard Tang Muchuan's somewhat deep voice, and he said:
"Qin Se, you and I are people who can't refuse warmth, you like Nan Xiuyuan, I don't want to delve into the reason, but he can't give it to you, I can, he can give it to you, I will definitely double it in front of you, I will let you know that being liked by me Tang Muchuan is much happier than liking him."
At this time, it was the middle of the night, and the sound of the waves sounded in his ears one after another, like the most chaotic beat gently beating on Qin Se's heart.
She didn't approve of all his words, but there was one thing she couldn't deny: she really couldn't refuse any warmth. If Tang Muchuan gave her a warmth that was difficult to refuse, Qin Se was not very sure that he would always guard his heart and not let him snoop on him?
It was her fatal wound, she admits to herself.
After a long time, Qin Se looked out of the dark window, not looking at Tang Muchuan, but the words were said to him, and his voice was a little fluttering: "Before I voluntarily give it to you, can you stop forcing me to do things like men and women?" β
Tang Muchuan looked at her, his eyes were smiling, but his voice was extremely firm, as if this was also something he had decided a long time ago, he only said one word to Qin Se:
"Okay."
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On the fourth day of the attack on Forget Worry Island, Qin Se's injuries tended to stabilize, Tang Muchuan decided to take Qin Se back to the United States after asking Mu Yan, the reason is very simple, rebuilding Forget Worry Island is not a simple project, I am afraid that it is impossible to restore the original appearance before fΓΉ without a year and a half, and Qin Se is injured, Tang Muchuan can not recuperate under such a condition.
Mu Yan had no opinion, but asked to go along, after all, if there was any accident during the flight, he would have a good care as a doctor.
When Tang Muchuan told Qin Se about this decision, she was resting with her eyes closed, but Tang Muchuan knew that she was not asleep, sat down beside her, and held her hand, Qin Se subconsciously struggled, but he held it tighter, so she let him go.
Qin Se opened his eyes and looked at the man in front of him with a visibly tired face.
In the past few days, he has taken care of himself meticulously, doing everything himself, Aunt Xue wanted to take over his work several times, but he refused assertably, he seemed to put all his focus on himself, and the attack on Forget Worry Island and a series of subsequent events could not take him away from him.
Is that good?
Qin Se didn't think so.
She had already made it very clear that she was not blocking the gun for him to save him, he didn't need to protect himself with this guilty mentality at all, but Tang Muchuan turned a deaf ear.
That night's conversation seemed to give the relationship between the two to a freezing point a new opportunity, Qin Se's final request was actually more like a compromise in disguise, she completely sealed her heart, and the key was also discarded by her at will, if Tang Muchuan found it back, she didn't mind letting him keep this heart, if she couldn't find it, she would live her life with peace of mind.
She was not in the mood or energy to dissect whether what Tang Muchuan was doing at the moment had a purpose, but as for the question Tang Muchuan had asked to herself before, Qin Se had nothing to do in the past few days, but he had an answer. R1154