Chapter 53: Make up your mind

"These days......" Bai Ziyue thought for a moment, hesitated slightly, and opened her mouth a little tentatively, she said while looking at Fang Yuan cautiously, "Did Dai Xu tell you anything?" ”

"Do you think he should say anything to me?" Fang Yuan didn't know if Bai Ziyue meant something, and if he wanted to hint at something to himself, so he didn't dare to respond, but asked rhetorically. At the same time, she couldn't help but have an urge to sigh in her heart, on weekdays, she was really most afraid of dealing with people like Bai Ziyue who had a crooked belly, and the problem that could be solved straightforwardly was really tiring enough.

Bai Ziyue originally thought that Fang Yuan would definitely answer honestly and on a case-by-case basis, but she didn't expect her to ask herself such a rhetorical question, and she was stunned for a moment, and then fell silent again. She didn't speak, Fang Yuan didn't speak either, the two of them were silent, and the atmosphere became a little strange and awkward again.

This time, Fang Yuan didn't urge, and if she urged again, it seemed that she couldn't hold her breath, that was not good, she simply fiddled with the straw without a match, waiting for Bai Ziyue to speak by herself. After a while, Bai Ziyue probably felt that it was not a problem to remain silent like this, and opened her heart horizontally.

"Fang Yuan, in fact, I asked you out alone today, I wanted to talk to you, just the two of us, and say a few words to the heart alone," Bai Ziyue took a deep breath, as if she had made up her mind, and said to Fang Yuan. "I fell in love with someone, and no one knew about it, because I wasn't sure what the odds were of acceptance. To be precise, I shouldn't be sure if there is anyone else in the other party's heart, or whether it is possible to accept me, so I haven't dared to take a step. But sometimes when I think about it, I feel a little sorry for myself, if I really endure it silently by such a person. If you don't say anything, I'm afraid you will feel regretful in your heart, and if you fight, maybe you will be sincere. The golden stone is open. It is also possible to be accepted. Right now, I'm struggling, mostly struggling with whether it was the right decision for me to express my heart directly to that person. ”

Speaking of this, she paused, carefully studying Fang Yuan's reaction, and seeing that Fang Yuan didn't say anything, she continued: "Fang Yuan, you are a good girl, I know that you have the best heart. The most unselfish, so I hope you can give me a little advice. What do you think I should do? As long as you think that I should muster up the courage to fight for my own happiness, then I will listen to you, summon up the courage to express my feelings, regardless of the result, fight hard, and strive to make the other party accept you, what do you think? ”

Fang Yuan heard the first half of Bai Ziyue's words, and faintly understood in her heart, and when she heard her say all the words, she only felt that her head was a little swollen, and there was a faint anger that she couldn't speak, although Bai Ziyue said a lot of words to praise herself, but it made her not feel comfortable at all when she heard it, but instead had a very shameful sense of anger, she felt that she knew very well who the sweetheart in Bai Ziyue's mouth was, Fang Yuan thought that he was not dull to that extent, She now finally understands what Bai Ziyue mysteriously asked herself to come out for, it is precisely because she understands that she feels that she has been humiliated, is she such a mentally retarded and "stupid" character in Bai Ziyue's eyes? Bai Ziyue is shrewd, Fang Yuan has always been very sure of this, and with Bai Ziyue's shrewdness, she shouldn't have been able to notice the unusual atmosphere between herself and Dai Xu for so long, otherwise she wouldn't have said something like "I'm not sure if there is anyone else in the other party's heart", since she has noticed it, she still asked her to be mysterious, not to tell Dai Xu, and then say these words to herself, put on a string of high hats for herself, and she is a "good girl", and "good heart", and " has no selfishness", to put it mildly, don't you think that you must be the kind of person who is stupid and stupid, and can't wipe off her face, so she deliberately asked herself out, drew a circle and waited for herself to jump in, for the sake of face, embarrassed to admit that there was something between Dai Xu and herself, and encouraged her to pursue happiness, and in the end she cocooned herself, knocked out her teeth and had to swallow it in her stomach.

Thinking of this, Fang Yuan almost felt as if a flame was burning in her chest, and her face slowly changed from expressionless, becoming colder and more gloomy, until Bai Ziyue finished saying all the words, she forcibly endured her displeasure, tried her best to make her tone sound calm, and said to Bai Ziyue: "If you listen to my opinion, then I can talk about it, I think since you all know that the other party has someone else in his heart, of course the probability is not great, what is the use of saying it?" It's better to just put up with it. ”

After saying this, Fang Yuan's heart couldn't help but feel a kind of prank in his heart, didn't Bai Ziyue just wait for herself to follow the path she had drawn to move forward, and wanted to hear herself encourage her to pursue love bravely, then she didn't say it, not only did she not say it, but she also had to do the opposite, so that she could also feel what it meant to block her heart.

Bai Ziyue really didn't expect Fang Yuan to say this, first stunned, then a little surprised, more than surprised, more of a kind of disappointment that could barely be concealed, she looked at Fang Yuan with a little stunned, it took a while before she came back to her senses, adjusted her expression, took a deep breath, drank two sips of orange juice, and said to Fang Yuan in a tone that seemed to be very calm and relaxed: "Actually, I may not necessarily accept your opinion completely, I will do what you say, after all, this is my business, what others say." At most, I'm just using it as a reference. Anyway, I can be sure that my feelings are serious, not impulsive, since I am also a serious feeling, so why can't I get a chance to express it? I believe that everyone is equal in front of feelings, and no one has the right to deprive others of the right to express their feelings. Of course. I didn't ask the other party to accept or respond, the response is the other person's business. I can't control this, but I have at least the right to fight for myself, isn't it? Why should I put up with it? I'm so sorry for myself! ”

Fang Yuan actually didn't think that he could really stop Bai Ziyue from anything, he just didn't want to play a little fool according to Bai Ziyue's script, but now Bai Ziyue said so much in anger because of his answer, which made Fang Yuan feel even more angry in his heart. Do you have to play the role of a fool? Is it okay? Obviously, her plan was discovered by others, and she couldn't sing the play, so why did she accuse herself of depriving her of the opportunity to express her feelings now? Since there is so courage. simply go directly to the parties and confess generously, whether it is accepted or rejected, this matter can be regarded as having a beginning and an end. Why bother with this kind of trick to eliminate dissidents. It turned out that the person who was supposed to play the "fool" did not cooperate at all, and immediately changed his face, as if he had been wronged, and he looked like a little daughter-in-law, which was really speechless.

Originally, Fang Yuan's impression of Bai Ziyue was reserved, but now he felt extremely bored, he didn't want to say a word to her, let alone continue to stay here. If you first came to the appointment, it was because I was curious about what medicine was sold in Bai Ziyue's gourd. Now that the mystery has been revealed, the only thing Fang Yuan wants to do is to leave immediately and throw Bai Ziyue away.

That's what she thinks, and that's what she does.

Fang Yuan stood up from the flag, she didn't want to stay for long from the beginning, so even though the air conditioning temperature in this café was already a few degrees higher than the standard "warm", she didn't take off her coat, and now she stood up and prepared to leave.

"In that case, then whatever you want, didn't you call me here today to talk about this? You want my attitude, I have expressed my position, accept it or not, just like you said, that's your business, there is no other problem, my work over there is very important, and I can't delay it in this kind of miscellaneous matter, so I go first, you are free. She said to Bai Ziyue, who was slightly surprised because of her own up, then nodded, turned around and left.

Fang Yuan, Fang Yuan, you finally did a beautiful job! Fang Yuan secretly applauded himself in his heart as he walked towards the outside of the café, seeing that when he had just gotten up, Bai Ziyue's stunned and somewhat lost expression knew that she must have thought that she was the kind of soft dough that could be pinched as she wanted, and she thought that after she was called, she would definitely follow the script she had compiled to help her sing the trick, there was no possibility of any side effects, let alone a move like this to leave her first.

Hmph, that's what you want, don't think that only you have a heart, everyone else is like a little fool.

Fang Yuan walked out of the door of the café, and when he passed the large glass window that had fallen to the ground, he glanced inside, and could faintly see the position where Bai Ziyue was sitting, Bai Ziyue seemed to have been sitting there and had not moved.

Of course, her departure and stay were not things that Fang Yuan needed to care about and care about, so she walked to the side of the road without looking back, took out her mobile phone and called Dai Xu, Dai Xu answered quite quickly, prosecuting Fang Yuan, Yao Xiangyang's dinner was about to end, and asked Fang Yuan if he wanted to come over to pick it up, and then she had to send Zhao Yinghua's sister back to the guest house where she was staying. Fang Yuan thought about it for a while, the guest house where Zhao Yinghua's sister lived was relatively a little more convenient from the hotel where Yao Xiangyang was entertaining, if Dai Xu drove over and then went to see off Zhao Yinghua's sister, it would have to take a big detour, back and forth, it would be too wasteful of time. So she told Dai Xu to wait at the door of the hotel, don't come to pick it up, and go over to meet her.

Hanging up the phone, Fang Yuan hurriedly stopped a taxi and rushed back to the hotel where Yao Xiangyang was treated, she desperately wanted to hurry back, first, she ran out halfway because of a personal matter, if she caused others to wait stupidly, it was really a little unreasonable, on the other hand, she couldn't wait to see Dai Xu now, what kind of idea was it, she couldn't say it clearly, because her heart had become a mess, and there was no way to smooth out her thoughts at once, The only clear feeling is that Bai Ziyue's words made her heart very unsteady, and she always felt that she was in decline, and now she just wanted to return to Dai Xu's side immediately, with him under her nose, as if she could be a little more stable in her heart. A few times in the middle, the taxi encountered a red light, and there was a long stream of traffic in front of it, if it weren't for the fact that there was still a distance not too close to the destination, Fang Yuan couldn't wait to get out of the car and run back.

Finally arrived near the hotel where Yao Xiangyang was treated, before the car could pull over, Fang Yuan saw Dai Xu standing next to her car waiting, she hurriedly took out the money she had prepared a long time ago, handed it to the driver, as soon as the car stopped, she couldn't wait to pull the car door, get out of the car and ran towards Dai Xu.

"Don't be in a hurry, don't be in a hurry, you slow down." Dai Xu saw her hurriedly running towards herself, and hurriedly opened her mouth to signal to her, there have been two snowfalls recently, although the snow is not big, and it will melt soon, but the temperature has dropped helplessly, and the melted snow will soon become mottled small broken ice on the ground, the area is not large, and the distribution is not even, in places where the light is not very bright, especially at night, it is not easy to be seen clearly, if anyone accidentally steps on it, it will immediately lose the balance of gravity and fall to the sky.

Fang Yuan ran over from the place where he got out of the car, and also ran twenty or thirty meters away, coupled with her chaotic mood at this moment, she was slightly panting, Dai Xu reached out and stroked her back, and said with a smile: "I didn't rush you, what are you anxious about?" Just walk slowly. ”

Fang Yuan raised his eyes and looked at Dai Xu, seeing that everything was normal, it didn't look like he had received any phone calls, or knew something, although she felt as if she had a stomach full of words to say to him, but firstly, she hadn't sorted out her thoughts yet, and secondly, Zhao Yinghua's sister was still sitting in the car, and now was the wrong time anyway.

So she had to grit her teeth secretly and said, "Let's go, let's send Zhao Yinghua's sister back to the guest house first." (To be continued.) )