Chapter 339: Doubt
There is no maid to serve to freshen up and dress up, Meng Shi is clothed and unkempt, there is no maid to wait for the bath, ready to change clothes, she wears the same set of dresses every day, the woman in front of her face is full of distortion and madness, she has long lost the gentleness and grace of the past, and she looks like a madman.
An Wenyan's eyes were sour and astringent.
No matter how much he hates, when he sees his mother's appearance, he can't help but feel unbearable.
Meng Shi also saw An Wenyan, as if he saw a life-saving straw, he waved to him and shouted loudly: "Brother Yan, you are finally here, my mother knows that you will definitely come back, please save my mother out!" ”
Hearing this, An Wenyan's heart was sour, his mother thought of him at this time, so why didn't she think about him before doing something like that?
Taking a deep breath to suppress the sourness in his heart, he walked up to the housekeeper who was guarding the door with an expressionless face, and said, "Open the door, I want to go in." ”
The housekeeper hurriedly saluted and greeted her, but it was for relief: "Fourth young master, forgive me, the old lady has ordered, no one can enter without her old man's permission." ”
This is also to prevent Meng from taking the opportunity to run out.
An Wenyan pursed the corners of his lips, immediately lowered his face and said sharply: "You just open the door, and I will go to my grandmother to ask for guilt later." ”
This is the first time he has pressed someone with his identity.
He took out his majesty, but Mama did not dare to disobey, so she had to answer, took the key and opened the big lock on the door.
As soon as the door opened, Meng Shi couldn't wait to rush out, but unfortunately before she stepped out of the threshold, she was restrained and escorted back to the room.
During this period, Meng Shi continued to struggle and writhe, punching and kicking the rough mother-in-law who suppressed her, and even biting and scratching, but they were all dissolved lightly, until she was tied with her hands and feet, she quieted down a little, and only moved her mouth to make noise.
An Wenyan was stunned on the spot, not only for the rude and rude behavior of the subordinate, but also for the crazy behavior of his mother.
The housekeeper explained: "The fourth young master is frightened, this is the old lady's order. Now the fifth lady is not very clear, often miss and hurt people, the last time the fifth lady and the sixth lady came to visit, they were almost injured, a few days ago there was a maid who delivered food was beaten, so far unable to get up, it was ordered by the old lady, in order to avoid the fifth lady from hurting people again, but whenever someone came to visit, the fifth lady was tied up. ”
Hearing this, An Wenyan was embarrassed and indignant, he knew that his mother was not sick, but he only hurt people in order to escape, because he was angry that his mother was treated as a madman.
But as soon as he thought of his mother doing something to his sister, the shame in his heart prevailed, and he could not say what to ask the housekeeper to let his mother go, because he knew that his grandmother was doing the right thing.
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Trying to convince himself that this is for the good of everyone, An Wenyan calmed down and said to the housekeeper: "I'm tired of touching it, please go out first." ”
The housekeeper and the lady led the people to retreat.
An Wenyan walked up to the abusive Meng Shi with heavy steps, and called softly: "Mother." ”
Meng Shi stopped scolding, raised his eyes to look at him, his eyes were full of tears, and he sobbed: "Brother Yan, your father has failed me, and your grandmother has treated me like a madman and locked me up here all day, I can't stay in this house anymore, you take me out of here, and our mother and son will live their own lives." ”
"I can't do it." An Wenyan didn't want to be authentic, he closed his eyes heavily, and said in a dumb voice: "I am a descendant of the An family, even if my mother and father reconcile, this will not change." ”
After a pause, he asked, "Mother, do you still think that a qiē is someone else's fault?" ”
Meng Shi was stunned by the question, and An Wenyan said again: "My son wants to know, how did my mother think of it, did you think about the people around you before doing those things and saying those things?!" ”
Speaking of sadness, he unconsciously raised his voice, saying that men don't flick when they have tears, but today he couldn't help the grief in his heart and wept again and again.
Meng Shi was stunned and looked at her son, who had always been filial and humble, and she was proud of it, with fear in her eyes.
After a while, she frowned, puzzled, and said as a matter of course: "I pursue what I want, what I deserve, what's wrong with that?" Why do I think so much? ”
An Wenyan only felt that he had been hit hard in the chest by a stone hammer, and he was so painful that he couldn't speak.
After a long time, he found his voice and said bitterly: "Why does Mother think that is what you deserve?" What exactly do you want? ”
When asked about this, Meng's eyes lit up, revealing a dreamy look like a girl, and he said happily: "Brother Yan, you must not have expected that in the hearts of outsiders, my status is so high, do you know, they put me in a higher position than the goddess!" ”
She said yearningly, like a dream: "After going to the Fuquan Eldest Princess's Mansion, I realized that your father is not worthy of me, and he can't give me the qiē I deserve." A noble, holy, and dusty woman like me should not be disturbed by the world, let alone live in the calculations of my mother-in-law and concubine, I should live in a fairyland-like manor on earth, where the four seasons are like spring, there are always blooming and undefeated flowers, and the smoke is filled, I read and play the piano every day, and my husband is always by my side, and there is only me in my eyes! ”
"What about your parents, family, and friends?" An Wenyan didn't know what kind of expression to put on.
He couldn't help but start wondering, was his mother really normal?
Meng Shi still smiled brightly and said: "Everyone loves me very much, no matter what I want to do or want, everyone will help me, so even if I ignore everyone, everyone will not blame me, they should be proud to have such an excellent daughter and friend as me......"
"Because no one blames you, can you be so selfish that you don't care about other people's feelings?!" An Wenyan interrupted her sharply, and retreated in shock until he reached the edge of the table.
"Is that wrong?" Meng Shi asked suspiciously, and said innocently: "It was they themselves who said that they didn't need me to do anything for them, as long as I was happy." ”
An Wenyan closed his eyes and said sadly: "I still remember that my mother taught me to be polite and filial since I was a child, but what did you do yourself?" You say that your father is not worthy of you, but in the eyes of your son, you are not worthy of your father! ”
"I don't deserve him?!" This sentence is even a needle, piercing into Meng's heart, she screamed suddenly, and shouted hoarsely: "In terms of identity, he is just a concubine born to a cheap concubine, humble and unbearable, in terms of talent, he is far inferior to Zhou Yuhan Zhou, in terms of status, he is not even one ten-thousandth of Brother Xu's, he is not as good as others, and I am the first talented woman in Shengjing, with a noble birth, you actually say that I am not worthy of him?!" How can you insult me like this! ”
Compared with her excitement, An Wenyan was still calm, and said coldly: "Your self-righteous nobility is just a joke. Haven't you seen it yet? Behind those compliments lies mockery. ”
Meng Shi was stunned, his expression suddenly distorted, and he yelled: "Having said so much, you are just for yourself!" For the sake of power and face, you slandered me so much, and said that these lies deceived me, and I could tell the truth of those praises! You're a hypocrite, just like your father! Your father is where he is today because he married me, and you, if I hadn't given birth to you, would you have been able to become the champion?! You are all ungrateful hypocrites! Someday, you'll regret doing this to me! ”
If she hadn't been tied hand and foot, she would have jumped up and punched and kicked An Wenyan.
An Wenyan lowered his eyes and said lightly: "Mother, you are crazy." ”
He didn't look at her anymore and resolutely turned away.
His trip was a mistake.
He would rather his mother be a madman than listen to these ignorant and selfish words.
The mood was still heavy, but stepping out of the courtyard gate of Xinyue Garden, An Wenyan found the way to go.
A few days later, it was the turn of An Siye to serve the old marquis, but An Siye, in front of the old lady and several brothers, asked An Shiyan to replace him on the grounds that there was something important to deal with.
This is not the first time, although An Shiyan is angry, he doesn't know how to refuse.
An Shiting knew that the fourth brother was lying, and reprimanded: "What is more important than taking care of my father?!" You have to find excuses to shirk responsibility! ”
Fourth Master An was justified and retorted: "What responsibility do I have? It's not me who caused my father to become what he is now! ”
He pointed at An Shiyan and sneered disdainfully: "If it weren't for him, why would we be human with our tails between our legs now?" It's good that I don't care about him and we don't care, and you still want me to clean up the mess for him? Father should expel him and drive him out of the Hou Mansion! ”
Hearing this, An Shiyan lowered his head in shame, and Second Master An and Third Master An were silent.
An Shiting frowned, and was about to reprimand, but the old lady said lightly: "Don't quarrel, now that it has become like this, it will be useless for you to quarrel again." Fourth, Ming'er is still your father who takes care of you. ”
The old lady opened her mouth, and everyone didn't dare to say more, only An Siye was dissatisfied: "Mother, I really have something important to do tomorrow!" ”
An Shiyan also said bitterly: "Mother, I'll replace the fourth brother." ”
The old lady hated iron and steel, sighed, and said: "You don't have to be strong, I know that you often serve your fourth brother in place, since he has something, Ming'er will replace me to take care of Hou Ye." ”
"Mother!" An Siye was even more dissatisfied, glaring at An Shiyan angrily.
An Shiyan said gratefully and fearfully: "My son is grateful to my mother, I really don't dare to work my mother, my son ......."
The old lady raised her hand to interrupt him, "There are not so many daring people, it just so happens that I also have something important to discuss with your father, so it is decided." ”
Waving his hand, he motioned for the brothers to stand down.
An Siye snorted coldly, flicked his sleeves and left, An Shiting patted An Shiyan on the shoulder, and also left with An Erye and An Sanye.
An Shiyan lost his mind and walked last among his brothers.
There is no peace in the Hou Mansion, and the court is also treacherous.
The ministers were still arguing about An Ruolan's life experience, and the Jiedu envoy sent to Hengji Island had not been elected for a long time, but Emperor Wanhua sat still as if watching a play, until there were more and more voices supporting King Gong as the Jiedu envoy. R1152