Chapter 7: Memories
"Who do you think you are? It's just a small clerk who can only look at people's faces, and you can lie to yourself about the senior white-collar business manager, who doesn't know that your general manager is interested in you and helps you everywhere, otherwise you can sit in this position at such a young age, you lied to the ghost! β
"I'm really fed up with your indifference, count how many times you've laughed at me after you've been together for so long? If I hadn't been able to let go from the beginning, I'm afraid you would have left me a long time ago, right? Why do you want to wait until after the New Year, do you still think about your old friend, waiting for him to return to China to save you and free you? β
"Look at your dead fish face! You look in the mirror to see what your eyes look like! Boyfriend and girlfriend fulfill their responsibilities, you want me to go to bed for seven years, you still don't want to, what do you want me to do? I'm a man, I'm still young, I need to vent, every time you say wait until you get married, but after so many years, where is the marriage knot? Do you want me to be an ascetic and ask me if I agree? Lao Tzu is not happy! β
"I'm fed up, you can give your general manager a good guard, Lao Tzu won't play!" "I'll move out at night, and from now on we'll only be able to ...... when we've never met" "Let it go, you've never wanted to hold ...... anyway"
Never met...... I didn't want to hold it......
It turns out that after seven years of getting along day and night, all the changes and compromises are just a one-man show, even if there are thousands of appearances and colors, what can be done? If no one cherishes it, it's just a fall.
But when it was clear that they would get married on their thirtieth birthday, the two of them agreed, why did it change?
Is the oath so useless? So why swear?
It's better not to have it in the first place, so as not to lose the sadness.
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Zhang Xiaoman slowly opened his eyes and wiped away the tears flowing from the corners of his eyes, his mind was still stuck in the memories of his previous life, and his brain was disconnected for a moment.
Li Siniang sat at the head of Zhang Xiaoman's bed in surprise, and held her daughter's hand tightly with both hands, "Thank God you finally woke up, it's been three days, I don't know what to do if I don't wake up today." β
Zhang Erzhu also got a little closer, glanced at Qi Jimin excitedly, and then turned his head to stare at his pale daughter, his eyes were red, "Yes, it's good to wake up." β
The voices of the little brother and the little sister came from outside.
"Eldest sister, my second brother and I are taking care of my younger sister, don't worry!"
"Big sister, I, I...... Woowoo...... I want my eldest sister ......"
"Don't cry, didn't you say you shouldn't cry anymore?"
"But, I want my eldest sister, I don't want to stand outside!"
Qi Jimin looked at the old and young people in this family crying, glanced at the person with open eyes on the bed expressionlessly, and said, "Let her in." β
There was a cheer outside, and then only the little sister asked to come in, but even the second and third brothers rushed into the house.
Qi Jimin stepped aside to stand aside, Zhang Xiaoman was helped by Li Siniang to sit up, and looked at the three half-year-old children with a smile, "Do you like the eldest sister so much?" β
"Hmm!"
The three of them nodded in unison, all with blank expressions on their faces.
Zhang Xiaoman's smile deepened, "Then you have to listen to the eldest sister's words in the future, you can't disobey the eldest sister, can you do it?" β
"Hmm."
"Good!"
"It can be done!"
I nodded involuntarily from childhood to adulthood, still looking dumbfounded.
Zhang Xiaoman was satisfied, and waved his hand to them, "Go out and play, and when the eldest sister is ready, I will make you something to eat." β
"Hmm!" Although they knew that the eldest sister was coaxing them, the three children were still happy to go out one after another.
Zhang Xiaoman turned his head to Li Siniang, "Daddy and mother should go out too, I'll say a few words to Doctor Qi." β
"This ......" Li Siniang looked at Zhang Erzhu hesitantly, and agreed under the gesture that the family shook their heads, but they didn't worry that the adult man and his daughter were alone in a room, so he opened the door and half-hidden, and it was good to be able to watch from a distance.
Zhang Xiaoman didn't care, and looked deeply at the man standing there with his head held high, or the boy?
Qi Jimin wanted to give Zhang Xiaoman a dismount from the beginning, but unfortunately he was not good enough, and he was the first to bow his head in the end, "Okay, if you are powerful, just say what you have to say, and whatever the master can do will be done for you." β
"It's enough to have your words." Zhang Xiaoman nodded at the door with his chin, "Let's go out." After speaking, he turned over and lay down with his back to the person, and without saying a word, the sound of even breathing came out after a while.
"I, I'm ......" Qi Jimin pointed to his nose and I didn't say the next word for a long time, staring at the torn cotton clothes on Zhang Xiaoman's body for a while before touching his nose and going out, and carefully closed the door.
Zhang Xiaoman opened his eyes.
Maybe it's because I've experienced a lot and my temperament has faded, so my eyes look very cold, some people say that she looks so high that people don't dare to approach, she once sat on the bed all day with a mirror and studied her expression, and after a long time of repeated observation, she found that she really didn't have an extra expression, and even when she met a happy thing, it was just a Cheng dΓΉ who pulled the corners of her mouth, not to mention that there were so many happy things in a day.
In the last life, the younger brother once said that people within a radius of 100 meters from her basically didn't dare to laugh, either pretending to be well-behaved or pretending to be cute, no one dared to look at her eyes, if that sentence was wrong, he would immediately receive an eye knife, of course it was just a joke, but even the closest brother said this proves that she is really indifferent. Zhang Xiaoman could only smile bitterly and shake her head, her loved ones thought she was as cold as ice, could she expect others to have better ideas?
I'm afraid it's even worse.
So she doesn't have to mind the people who stayed and left, because she was not good and let them down, so she left.
But this can't be used as a reason to discard, right, if you really love someone.
If a woman's zΓ i is to prove love, then a man's zΓ i is only used to realize love. A man and a woman are together and love each other, which naturally becomes a great love legend, but if a man is allowed to only guard another person for the rest of his life, how unwilling he should be, so it is not the fault of love, it is the fault of love.
Because it's too greedy.
Zhang Xiaoman thought, then I don't want love in this life, it's good to find someone with bread, I always have to drop it before I can pick it up, and how can I catch it with my free hand if I keep holding it. Grandma said well, you don't have to grieve yourself for others, you seem to be a good person who loves you, it's good, if you are sad and sad, the first person to be hurt is often the person who loves you the most, thinking that you can fulfill others by letting yourself suffer, to put it bluntly, you are too selfish.
Just like the last life she made strong for him, she thought that she was building a copper wall for him to block the wind and rain, and it was as warm as ever, but she didn't expect to build a golden wire cage to imprison herself.
The man who betrayed and deceived her, she didn't want it anymore, and she ...... love
Don't do it.
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