“……”

When Ji Qingchen saw the letter here, he couldn't help but sigh in amazement.

Who can blame the desire to survive?

Outside the house, the snow is stained with plums, and the silver-white glazed world reveals a touch of plum yellow, and it is full of vitality.

After a few months of separation, this is also the first time she has a sad smile.

Although she coldly questioned the reason why he didn't leave Anzhou without saying a word, she was already able to understand:

Lou Yun returned to the southwest mountains and brought Wu's brothers out for what.

He brought out tens of thousands of southwestern people and let them join the border army of the Great Song Dynasty and participate in the trade between the Jin and Song dynasties. He not only fought for the imperial court, but also went north to cut gold.

He did it for his own peace of mind.

By doing this, he was able to fall asleep late at night and tell himself that he had not abandoned his parents.

He just repays in his own way.

"However, Lou Luan's admiration for me can also be called the grace of upbringing. But I am still ruthless and unrighteous, and I have forsaken it. ”

"If I don't repay Mingzhou Knowles' kindness for a day, I won't be able to sleep and eat for a day."

But Lou Luanpei didn't need Lou Yun to help at all.

"On that day, I heard that the Jin Kingdom had sent the Song-Jin Peace Coins to the border city of Jeju, and I knew in my heart that the official family would definitely sweep away the Chen family in the capital. Mingzhou Loujia ......"

……

The winter snow was blowing, and Lou Yun finally left Putuo Temple and took a boat back to the capital.

Because Ji Qingchen never replied to him, he knew that she had not forgiven him because Chen Wenchang had moved him.

When he arrived at the docks, he was always sighing on his horse.

"Xianggong. When Ji Niangzi comes back in spring, you can talk to her well......"

Jun Mo could only comfort.

He heard Lou Yun explain to Chen Wenchang that he was in the Cheng family's village outside Anzhou City that day. obviously wanted to discuss business with Ji Qingchen:

If the Mingzhou Lou family was implicated in the raid of the house, it would be impossible for him to abandon Lou Luanpei again.

He knew that Lou Luanpei just liked to catch him and endure hardships together, so that she could feel psychologically balanced, so that Lou Dagongzi could find a reason for her harshness of psychological violence since she was a child.

Therefore, it is really difficult for him to have a relationship between men and women with her.

But the more he brought the Southwest Yi people out of Yizhai one after another, the more he taught the brothers of the Lou family like a father and a brother, and worked very hard to make them gradually change. The more he knew that Lou Luan admired him, he was as kind as a mountain.

When this family survives, he must advance and retreat with the Knowles Changfang.

So that day in Anzhou City, he felt that he and Ji Qingchen should not be able to remarry in the past year. Otherwise, it will affect her.

He wanted to talk to her about it.

However, when he went to Cheng's village that day, he saw Wang Shiqiang personally building a ladder to repair the gears on the hydraulic machine.

saw the familiarity and intimacy between her and Wang Shiqiang.

His heart sank to the bottom in an instant.

Not only is he jealous, he is afraid:

He is so jealous and cautious, and so ruthless and unrighteous. If he was tied up with the Mingzhou Lou family, he would be questioned. What will happen to him and Ji Qingchen?

A person like him, without a high-ranking official position, without glory and wealth, would Ji Qingchen still be willing to choose him again?

Although he is very confident in his face, Ji Qingchen's favorite words to hit him when the couple jokes are:

"It is written in ancient poems that youth is fleeting, and blue faces are easy to grow old!"

……

"Qingniang, you go and talk to Wang Shiqiang. You're not going to marry him, okay? ”

In anxiety, he said this.

This is completely contrary to his original intention of coming to Cheng's village......

Outcome. It's a big fight.

Ji Qingchen saw through that he had a ghost in his heart.

"You didn't elope with her, but you didn't dislike him!"

……

"Me and Ji Niangzi, we can't quarrel like this anymore."

When he earnestly asked Chen Wenchang to go to Chuzhou to intercede for him, he explained his mood carefully,

"I was full of upset at that time, first, I felt that she was affected with me, second, I have been feeling too unkind to Lou Luanpei for more than ten years, and third, she felt that I had a ghost in my heart and did not dare to admit it, and I was a coward. We've been making trouble about this and we're not going to stop it......"

He thought that maybe Ji Qingchen was right.

As long as he goes to Putuo Temple and leaves with Lou Luanpei, he will no longer be selfish and selfish, and he will reform himself and be a good man.

In the second half of his life, he will make up for his debt to Lou Luanpei, and he will be able to feel at ease.

But he couldn't.

……

Lou Yun returned to the Bachelor's Mansion, and the first thing he did was to summon Lou Ling.

"Go and ask Ah Chi when Ji Niangzi will come back from Chuzhou. I'm going to pick it up. ”

At that time, he really couldn't stand that kind of quarrel.

He has long known that he doesn't like Lou Luanpei, and he has always used his own methods to repay the affection.

Sending tea to Ding to help rob her husband, she is going to be divorced by Wang Shiqiang, and he can support her for the rest of his life.

However, he married Ji Qingchen, and none of this method could be used.

He's also not at ease, right?

But Ji Qingchen still scolded him vigorously......

……

Ji Qingchen was on the riverboat back to the capital, and received another letter from Lou Yun.

"In addition to using military power to change the official family for relocation, and using the surname change to break off with the Mingzhou Lou family to avoid family disasters, I can no longer think of a way to make myself feel at ease and make you feel at ease. I maybe, or I'm too unforgiving......"

Whether it is Southwest Yizhai or Mingzhou Loujia, it is not his place of peace of mind.

……

In the spring willow Fuhe, Ji Qingchen took a boat to the capital.

Before the ship docked, she saw Lou Yun in the cabin under the willows on the dock

The plank of the ship smashed to the ground, and he got on the boat, and sure enough, he had changed into the dress of an idle official.

Dressed in a homely white shirt and a hat with black lacquer and bent legs, only the look on his face was cautious and happy.

"Unkind, who has scolded you like this?

She looked at Lou Yun calmly.

“…… Lou Ling. ”

After he was slightly aggrieved, he said very aggrievedly,

"When I went back to the village to pick them up, the first four-character text she memorized in the Quanzhou Mansion was this. She also said......"

He turned his head to look at the shore, and under the willows were pairs of Lou Ling and Ah Chi.

Lou Ling also said that the wizard in the village told everyone that Lou Yun went to the mountain ghost valley and was possessed by the mountain ghost, so he didn't want all the brothers. The guard in the village should be strengthened, and Lou Yun will turn into a mountain ghost and come back to eat people at any time.

“……”

Hearing this answer, she could only be speechless.

When she was Mrs. Lou, Lou Ling often complained in her ear, but she didn't take it seriously.

Thinking about it now, Lou Ling said angrily that Lou Yun just quarreled with his brothers a few times, and after another fight, he was ruthless and unjust, and left with Nazha without saying a word.

Later, Nazha came back, and he didn't even come back.

If it weren't for the fact that there was too little prey in the winter five or six years later, and he brought a lot of food, the brothers would have shot him, a mountain ghost.

Lou Ling was very sad and told her that she was very insecure until now, and she liked cool people like Ah Chi. That's because Lou Ye's brother is too unreliable.

His eyes turned green when he saw eating, and without saying a word, he followed Lou Yun out of the mountain.

She had always been afraid that Lou Yun wanted to sell her to the Song people to eat.

- He doesn't even want Nazha anymore, he still wants his brothers? (To be continued......)