Chapter 255: The Return Trip

Back in the courtyard, the Qiē of the North Ridge Snow Mountain was like a dream. No one mentioned a qiē in the snowy mountains in front of her, and no one cared if she disappeared, and the more she pretended to be too natural, the more she didn't feel good in Zhang Xiaoman's heart, and she often didn't speculate in a trance.

And since he has come back, the things that should be faced must be faced, first of all, the constant war between the Mu State and the Great Calendar Dynasty.

It has been almost two months since he disappeared, and what happened outside, Zhang Xiaoman didn't know at all, but when he came back, there was no princess by Qi Zimin's side, and Zhang Xiaoman still knew something from his cousin. No matter how the princess had an accident, now that Qi Zimin has returned to the calendar, it is a betrayal for Mu Guo, not to mention that this betrayal is still at the stall of the princess's accident, and the emperor of Mu Guo, who is not optimistic about Qi Zimin, is really angry this time, and he decrees that he must let the calendar taste the bitter fruit.

Naturally, this is not the case, but the relationship between Mu Guo and Dali really kicked off from this moment, Qi Ziyun came back, and in the case that Zhang Xiaoman didn't understand anything, he had already taken on the heavy responsibility of leading the troops to the battle, and inexplicably seemed to have returned to the original point in a circle.

Zhang Xiaoman spent a few happy days with the child very easily, and when Qi Ziyun was preparing to leave, she was also preparing silently. Many people were avoiding her, Zhang Xiaoman didn't know if it was her face that made them think about it more, many people, including Qi Jimin, walked back as soon as they saw Zhang Xiaoman, and they didn't want to touch it for a moment. Zhang Xiaoman thought about it and found an opportunity to talk to Qi Jimin.

"So. Do you feel sorry for me? Zhang Xiaoman calmly spit out these words, looked at Qi Jimin, who had been looking down at her in guilt, and said with some amazement: "I didn't know that you were sorry for me, not that I owed all of you." ”

"That's not the case, how could you think that?" Qi Jimin hurriedly shook his head in denial, and said, "You know, if you miss the time to go back, you will never be able to go back." ”

"And then?" Zhang Xiaoman smiled and said, "Are you the ones who made it impossible for me to go back?" So you're ashamed? ”

Qi Jimin lowered his head, and in a silent gesture he had already admitted his thoughts, and he didn't need her to ask again.

Zhang Xiaoman supported his forehead. Somewhat amused, he continued to laugh. After a while, he said: "I don't know that I left to make it difficult for you all, so why did you wait and see, as long as any of you make a move, I won't stand here now." Very simple thing. Now it seems that many people have been sacrificed for me alone. It's not worth it at all. "They thought she was watching some people leave. It's a matter of course, and if you have a choice, everyone wants everyone to be good. But why is she going to stay instead of so many people?

"I ......" Qi Jimin was a little embarrassed, his expression was ugly, "We know that you have always wanted to leave, this time it was because of the second master that you delayed the time, I'm sorry." ”

"I'm sorry, it should be Qi Zimin, why do you want to bear the guilt instead of everyone?" Zhang Xiaoman was a little annoyed in his heart, and he said a little unscrupulous, and rushed forward: "Let's not talk about the past now, let's just talk about the present, are you planning to avoid me like this all the time?" If you have to live like this in the future, it's better for everyone to live their own lives, don't get together, it's not interesting to calculate, it's not good for anyone to be together in this way, let's separate. ”

She was a little angry, she didn't estimate what the people who heard these words thought, she had been holding her anger in her heart for a long time and said it in one breath today, as if others heard it after saying it, so her anger could be shared by others, so she didn't have to be so rushed. "The princess's business...... I don't know what happened to the princess, but looking at Qi Zimin's appearance, she must be fierce and lucky, she is such a good person, I think if it weren't for me, her original fate must have been very beautiful...... Grandpa Hua is still in a coma, and Uncle Hua is going out to fight again, we are now hurrying back to the capital, not only to see the emperor's face, but also to bear the infamy of the world, and finally have to take responsibility to lead the troops to the battle...... It's not that I'm making trouble, it's that you guys are too kind, and you don't ask for anything in return, how noble it sounds...... What about Qi Zimin? Where is he? He...... What's going on? Zhang Xiaoman was cranky, couldn't talk anymore, covered his face and buried his head.

Qi Jimin saw that Zhang Xiaoman was very entangled, and tentatively approached her and called, "Xiaoman? ”

"I'm so sad, I could have gone back as soon as I could, but now I really can't go back." This is what Zhang Xiaoman wants to say the most, her calm along the way is so that she can now say her true thoughts as she wants. At that time, what did they go to the snow mountain for, and when she came back, she came back again, she didn't make it, she didn't go back, she returned to her hometown, beyond Grandpa Hua and her imagination, it seemed that it was a lot of people's obstruction, but in fact, she didn't pay attention to it, especially after talking with Grandpa Hua, she didn't know whether to cry or laugh. "You don't know what a better future you can get if I disappear, if you also know what you have lost, you will definitely not be as indifferent as now, you will not know, as long as I disappear, you will have another chance to come back, and every qiē will be different."

"Say what? I see you're too tired to rest well for a few days, so go back to bed and lie down. Qi Jimin couldn't help but let Zhang Xiaoman go back to the room to rest, and comforted her heart, "Don't worry, the child will be fine with us to show you, you can sleep well, no matter what happens, it will get better slowly." ”

Zhang Xiaoman didn't listen to Qi Jimin's words, and said quietly for a while: "What about Qi Zimin? ”

Qi Jimin didn't understand what Zhang Xiaoman was going to do when he asked this, but he still said frankly: "He's also here, do you want to see him?" ”

It's been a month since she came back, and now Zhang Xiaoman knows that she hasn't seen anyone except the child for almost a whole month, and today I think of seeing Qi Jimin, since I left Beiling Snow Mountain, what happened there has been repeated in her dreams, she thought about it over and over again, and in the end she didn't figure out which link went wrong. Maybe she's sick. Secret trouble.

"Forget it, I'll see him tomorrow." Zhang Xiaoman said this, and reluctantly smiled at Qi Jimin: "You go, my brain is still very messy now, it will be fine after a while." ”

Qi Jimin is very worried about Zhang Xiaoman's situation, she has been like this for a whole month, even if it is another month, she may not get better. "Do you want to see Uncle, he ......?"

"Don't!" Zhang Xiaoman shouted, pausing abruptly. "I don't want to see anyone." Let's go. ”

Look, in fact, she avoids everyone, but in her eyes, it seems that everyone avoids her, and Zhang Xiaoman thinks that the problem lies with others. Until now, she has to clearly realize that the problem lies with herself. If it weren't for the protection of so many people. Depending on who she is, what qualifications does she have to act willfully.

"I ......" Zhang Xiaoman looked at Qi Jimin with some embarrassment and said, "I think I'm sick." Big brother, do you also think that I am not lightly ill? ”

"No," Qi Jimin smiled as much as he could, but his eyes were already moist, feeling sorry for her heartache, "You are not sick, you are just too sad, the eldest brother knows that our Xiaoman is just too soft-hearted, and when she sees her good friend out of the sea of suffering, she is reluctant, no matter how good the little girl, it is all the fault of the eldest brother for not protecting you well." ”

"Really?" Zhang Xiaoman's eyes flashed in front of him the moment when Zhou Mingyi jumped off the cliff, his head hurt sharply, and he couldn't help but hold his head with both hands and close his eyes hard.

He stood up and walked to Zhang Xiaoman's side, held her head in his arms, and rubbed her soft long hair, "Good, Xiaoman, let's not think about it, let him go in the past, don't think about it in the future, good ......"

Qi Ziyun stepped into the door and saw the intimate actions of the two, his eyes darkened, and the two people who hugged each other quickly separated when they heard the sound of him coming in, Zhang Xiaoman rubbed his eyes ignorantly, Qi Ziyun walked over to look at her situation, and said, "I'm going to leave in early spring, do you want to go with me?" ”

Before Zhang Xiaoman could react, Qi Jimin rudely knocked over the stool, stood up and exclaimed: "General! ”

"I've already decided, take Xiaoman to the battlefield." Qi Ziyun looked at Zhang Xiaoman gently, his fingertips crossed the corners of her eyes, and wiped away her tears, "Okay, I'll take you with me?" ”

"General!" Qi Jimin stepped forward, wanting to grab Qi Ziyun's arm and shake him awake.

"Really?" Zhang Xiaoman looked at Qi Jimin in a haze, and then looked at Qi Ziyun, "Are you really willing to take me with you?" ”

"Well," Qi Ziyun nodded, and said solemnly: "Let's go together, no matter where I go, I will definitely take you with me, don't be afraid." ”

Zhang Xiaoman had already nodded heavily before he could think clearly about the severity of things, "Well, what you said, you must do it." ”

"You're crazy!" Qi Jimin screamed in disbelief on the side in frenzy: "Do you know how dangerous your departure is this time? Do you know that if you can't come back, Huzi and they will only be left with their mother, and now you have to take her away, what do you want to do with your child? Are you stupid? ”

Qi Ziyun glanced at Qi Jimin coldly, and said coldly: "You don't need to care about our affairs, if you are really good to Xiaoman, then I will hand over the three children to you, you have to raise them well to grow up, and I am not wrong." ”

"She's already confused, are you going to be stupid too?" Qi Jimin shouted hysterically: "You all want to leave and hand over the children to me, why don't you ask the children what they think, what will they do when they grow up?" Can you sober up, now is not the time to compromise, and if you all fall, what hope is there for the rest? ”

Qi Ziyun took Zhang Xiaoman's hand and turned around, "Let's go." ”

Qi Jimin was going crazy, and shouted at the backs of the two: "Don't regret it, today you gave up your three children, and when one day you think of today's Yiqiē, you will definitely pay for all your impulses!" ”

Zhang Xiaoman stopped with his back to Qi Jimin, he was just about to make persistent efforts to persuade him, but he saw that she held Qi Ziyun's hand tightly and never looked back.

"You're all crazy!" Qi Jimin repeated this sentence repeatedly, took a step back and fell on the chair, and looked at the top of his head with his hands on both sides, "You are all crazy, all crazy......"

This year, Chinese New Year's Eve, the Qi family got together for a reunion year, Grandpa Hua also woke up, and everyone was reunited with laughter, Qi Ziyun followed Qi Zimin to sacrifice his ancestors, and the two brothers worked together for the first time to take care of the affairs of the family, the treasure was resealed, all the power was handed over, and all the scattered family properties were re-summarized...... Since Zhang Xiaoman decided to go to the battlefield with Qi Ziyun, she no longer saw any children, and when the firecrackers were set off, she went to the ancient ancestral hall of the Qi family's courtyard, and recited the scriptures for three days and three nights. How long did she kneel Qi Ziyun hugged her behind her, and when the two came out of the ancestral hall on the morning of the fourth day of the new year, Qi Ziyun's beard was messy, Zhang Xiaoman's hair was slightly messy, but her eyes were shining, and she looked very energetic.

After the first month, in February, the largest war in the history of the Mu State and the Great Calendar began, Qi Ziyun all the nearly 10,000 soldiers in his hands set off from the capital, went south at night, did not receive a soldier from the hands of the emperor, the husband and wife went out together, the first stop was to the situation of the Jin family where the princess disappeared, and it was delayed for three days, and no one knew what the general's wife did in three days.

In March, Zhang Xiaoman and Zhang Erzhu Li Yuechan and their three younger siblings met for the last time, Zhang Xiaoman from Li Yuechan's mouth to the last things, she also told Li Yuechan the secret in her heart, the two looked at each other, and they couldn't digest the news they heard. Zhang Xiaotao stared at her mighty brother-in-law, Zhang Xiaoman had already said a family affair for Zhang Xiaotao, but immediately changed her mind when she saw this, no matter whether Zhang Xiaotao could live well in the future, she didn't want to care anymore. As for Zhang Dafu and Zhang Xiaofu, from the beginning, Zhang Xiaoman owed them something, and arranged errands for them, and the two younger brothers were very grateful to Zhang Xiaoman, so she nodded, and she was quite comforted.

Zhang Xiaoman couldn't stand the most is the honest Zhang Erzhu, he didn't want to give the silver directly, so she knelt down and respectfully kowtowed three heads to the two old men, which she wanted to knock herself, and also knocked instead of "Zhang Xiaoman". Zhang Erzhu and Li Yuechan were very uneasy, Zhang Erzhu wanted to speak and stopped, but he was always interrupted by Li Yuechan, and Zhang Xiaoman didn't see it. (To be continued......)