Chapter Fifty-Nine: The Ferryman in Heaven and Earth

Su Xian seems to have dreamed for a long time, in the dream she has walked far, far away, and walked for a long time, so long that she seems to think that she is going to go to the earth alone, she has walked through many places, from the deep sea to the seaside, from the street to the deep mountains, and then to the desert, the leaves fall and the flowers bloom, and the water flows and clouds

She walked and walked, and kept walking, and she had met many people and had seen many things, but she felt that she was not in the same world as them, and those who came and went in a hurry never saw her.

She would stay in each place for a while, and then she would continue to walk, going to different places, looking at different people and things, she didn't know why she was leaving, why she couldn't stay, as if there was always something ahead of her to see, since she couldn't find it, she had to keep walking, she didn't understand what it was, what she was looking for, where would she find it, where would she go.

She didn't know, so she had to keep walking, step by step, until one day, she met

How long she would stay in one place, ten years, a hundred years, she didn't know how long she had been standing here, it seemed like it was just for a moment, and it seemed like it had been desolate, and she saw many people gradually dying of old age, from immature children to gray sideburns, slowly aging, slowly dying, and then another cycle.

Her heart gradually felt a little uncomfortable, and gradually felt scared, a death is a reincarnation, the six reincarnations are a beginning, forgetting the past and forgetting the sorrow, suffering and happiness, it is another beginning, but she can, she can only watch from the sidelines, she will not grow old, and she will not die.

She just felt cold, walking on the street, the people on the street were in a hurry, passing by her, some people were happy, some people were sad, she had seen the joy and crying of the new life, and she had also seen the lament of old death, and the Taoist priest's soul guide

But no one ever saw her, no one ever spoke to her, she was just a person, walking and walking.

Sitting in the clouds, making the clouds into small pieces, watching the water run dry, the city deserted, the chaos of war, and the battlefield where blood flowed like rivers after the rain

The snow in winter, the tide in summer, the impermanence of the world, is nothing more than between life and death, so that the living will remember, the dead will dissipate, and there will be no grief or pain

So what about the immortal, what about the immortal?!

A person's walk is always the path of only one person, the world of one person, no one speaks, no one can see, no one accompanies him

She walked to the endless starry sky, the stars of the heavens were bright, the Big Dipper was moving, the four divine beasts, this piece of stars was endless, she might be able to go for a long time, a thousand years, ten thousand years, a million years

She raised her eyes, but the bottom of her heart was like a dead spring, and she suddenly felt that life was too boring, so she lived in this world without life or death, living alone and walking alone.

It's loneliness, it's 10,000 years of being alone, walking in this world, it's the loneliness of eternal life and eternal death, like a pool of stagnant water, she can't make any waves, she suddenly felt unusually panicked, such a feeling, as if she was dying and withering, she would rather enter the six realms of reincarnation than live like this

She suddenly remembered that there were many people, Mu Mu, the beauty brother, the master, the second brother, the fourth brother, she was going to find her way home, she was going to find her relatives, but where were those people, in the vast world, there were thousands of small worlds, where should she go to find them? !

Mu Mu, the beauty brother, the master, the senior brother and the second brother, where are the fourth brothers, why can't Ah Xian see you, why, don't you all want Ah Xian, leave Ah Xian in this place, Ah Xian can no longer be found, Ah Xian is only one person

"Ah Xian" someone is calling her.

She turned her head sharply, but everywhere she looked, there were stars, and there was nothing else, not anyone.

"Y-Who are you?" she asked, "but you're shouting Ah Xian."

Only her voice spread out among the empty stars, but there was no response, and no one answered.

"Who are you?! Who is it, you, come out" Su Xian bit his lip and trembled slightly.

"You're not good, you feel lonely and want to die," the voice came from the distant stars, but no one was seen.

Su Xian moved her lips, but she couldn't say anything, she was really afraid of being lonely, afraid of being alone, in her previous life, she started cultivating immortals in a daze, and it was also for the sake of being with Su Mu, and the reborn cultivation of immortals was for Su Mu and their four brothers, she didn't want to be alone, and a person's A Xian would die like a spring.

"Cultivators must be able to bear this loneliness and loneliness, and since they have embarked on this path, there will inevitably be such a result."

She bit her lip, "But"

"But you're reluctant?!"

She closed her eyes, "Ah Xian is unwilling, Ah Xian is not willing to live so immortally"

"It might as well be the other way."

"Please."

"Since you can't get old, it's better to be good all the time."

Su Xian raised his eyes and muttered to himself: "I can't be old, so I can only be good all the time."

Is it always good?! Can it really be good all the time?! It's always been good, I don't feel lonely all the time, I don't have the feeling of dying, but how can I be good all the time?!

She didn't understand.

"Ah Xian doesn't understand" She was nervous, finally someone talked to her, she was a little afraid that people would ignore her.

"It's okay, when you figure it out, come to me" The man's tone was gentle, not angry at all.

Su Xian breathed a sigh of relief, but she began to worry again, "But how can Ah Xian see you?!" ”

"When we meet, we will definitely meet." And the man said.

"But who is the senior?!"

"Well, ferryman, you can call me that."

"Ferry" Su Xian still wanted to say something, but in a flash, the endless stars disappeared, and she fell into darkness, and her whole body hurt.

"Girl, the girl is awake, Thorn Lang-kun, the girl is awake"

Hongzhu, who had been worried for many days, jumped up, and hurriedly ran out, and after a while, he strode into the inner room with a hundred miles of thorns.

Su Xian was still sleeping peacefully, fine sweat appeared on her forehead, as if she was really dreaming, and kept shaking her head, as if she wanted to say something.

"What are you going to say" Baili Thorn leaned over and put his ear close to her lips.

"Ferryman"

"Ferryman" Baili Thorn frowned, not understanding what she was going to say?!

Just as he was still trying to hear something, Su Xian fell asleep again, he frowned, reached out and touched her forehead, but he was relieved, "The fever has subsided, it should be fine, Hongzhu, wash the handkerchief and wipe her sweat in a while." ”

Hongzhu was nervous, bowed her head and said 'yes'.