(One hundred and seven) Dugu
"Don't make a fuss, it's just a cough. Jinghua expected that Xuanhua would be held accountable, so he rushed to the front of him.
"Coughing up your throat?" Xuanhua said angrily: "Are you a two-hundred-year-old ignorant child when you are the eldest brother? In your sister's room, half of the room is filled with medical books, and I can be higher than you even if I know half of the way!"
"Since the eldest brother knows, what else do you ask. He was still indifferent, and he didn't even take his eyes off the map he had just taken.
"You!" Xuanhua was so angry that he was about to go crazy, snatched the map, still on the ground, and scolded: "You forgot what you said, did you? Do you remember how you promised me in Bodhi Town at that time? You said that you should be good in the future, let everyone around you rest assured, and don't let Ah Mo worry about you and cry for you, have you forgotten?"
"Big brother doesn't have to be so excited. Jinghua raised her eyes and looked at Xuanhua. His voice was calm, with a hint of helplessness in his expression, like a noisy and noisy child that adults can't understand.
"If there is, I don't want to say it, I think you should understand me, at least the eldest brother should understand. But why don't you seem to understand it all the time? ”
"I don't know what's going on in your heart, just say what you have to say. Xuanhua's tone was very impatient, trying to hide those worries, but trying to cover them up.
"Okay, then I'll say it one last time today. I hope my eldest brother listens well and doesn't bother me with this in the future. Jinghua said without emotion.
"I am the Emperor of Heaven and the head of the family. My life is not only mine, nor is it Momo's, or my eldest brother or sister Yuan's. Before I can live well for you, I have an even more important responsibility to shoulder!
From the moment I sit in the seat of the Lingxiao Palace, from the moment I get the pair of Yinlong wings behind me, I will carry the safety of the entire race and the world!
Therefore, you should understand that being able to get Yinlong Wing at that time did not mean that I had picked up a life in vain, and it did not mean that I had more time to talk and laugh with you, and live happily ever after. It comes with a contract that I must use my life to protect my people and the world!
If one day I had to give up my life in exchange for the peace of the world, I would do it. Because that's what I have to do. ”
After Jinghua finished speaking in one breath, his chest rose and fell more violently, the whole person was pale and cold, and he had the intolerance and inviolability of dominating the world.
And Xuanhua didn't speak for a long time.
Jinghua said that he should understand him. Yes, of course he does.
Putting responsibility and avenue above personal happiness and small happiness, not to mention that he has now ascended the throne as the emperor, Jinghua, the supreme of the Three Realms, even when he was only the commander of the military department or the prince of the Heavenly Clan, he would do the same.
That's what he always was.
It's easy to give up yourself for the sake of others.
What's more, now, this self-sacrifice has added a heavy responsibility, and it has been abandoned even more without hesitation.
Just relying on this flawed body, the safety of the world, how long can he bear the heavy responsibility of the Three Realms?
Is it that in the end, he really can't carry or walk, and even fell down with those heavy responsibilities, and the people he guarded were indifferently gone, and he couldn't even remember his name, leaving only his relatives around him to accompany him on his last journey?
"Big brother, I'm ......" Seeing Xuanhua's silence, Jinghua changed his tone to a slightly relaxed tone and said slowly: "I just want you to understand." Between righteousness and me personally, it is inevitable that righteousness is more important, and there is no good choice at all. But now, after all, I have the Yinlong Wing Protection, and I won't be the same as before. ”
"Jinghua ......" Xuanhua wanted to say something, but he felt that all the words had been finished by Jinghua, and he seemed pale no matter what he did now.
He really couldn't say anything more convincing, so he had to sigh: "Big brother doesn't blame you, I know you have your own principles." I was just...... Alas, I just miss your last few months in Bodhi Town...... At that time, we raised you so well, and your face was so good, and you weren't as thin as you are now. ”
Jinghua smiled, "Big brother, why are you like Momo, you always like to measure people by being fat and thin? ”
Xuanhua sat on the chair dejectedly and said with a wry smile: "I always thought that if I handed over the position of the Emperor of Heaven to you, I would be able to go away with your sister Yuan, accompany her well, and make up for the hardships she had endured over the years." Now you're being dragged into the water, and you can't walk if you want to. ”
Jinghua smiled slightly apologetically and said softly, "I'm sorry, when I survive this catastrophe, my eldest brother won't have to worry about me anymore." ”
Xuanhua smiled: "You, since you were born, your eldest brother and sister-in-law have been worried about you until now, and now it's too late to think about it and say sorry."
Okay, I promised you not to tell Ah Yuan, and I also promised to go to Fulin Village and Luhua Town for you, but you have to tell me the truth, how much spiritual power it takes you to balance these angry qi every day!
Jinghua lowered his eyes and was silent.
Xuanhua glanced at him and said solemnly: "If you tell me one last time, then I will tell you one last time!"
I agree with what you say! Because after all, I am also a member of the royal family! I am also a descendant of the Yinlong family! But I don't believe that your Momo will agree to what you say! I will let you mess around! If you want me to help you, you can tell me honestly, otherwise you can do it yourself!"
Jinghua's weakness has really been tried and tested.
When he heard Ah Mo's name, he was finally willing to raise his head, his eyelashes trembled a few times, and he had changed to a relaxed and natural smile, but his voice was hoarse, revealing that he was powerless.
"Actually, it's not that serious. It's just that when I just came back from Bodhi Town, it was really smooth in all aspects, and Sister Yuan took care of it carefully, so naturally it couldn't be better.
Big brother, I'm so broken that I'm so satisfied. You always compare me to the best in my life, how can I compare?"
Xuanhua sighed: "Your boldness is actually the most taboo mood fluctuations and sudden consumption of spiritual power. In this way, the spiritual power is wasted every day, and I am afraid that it is not much more than the one who passed away from the chastity scale wound before. ”
Jinghua glanced at the Yinlong Mother Star in the vast starry sky, and his deep phoenix eyes did not move, "Fortunately, with the blessing of Yinlong Wing's divine power, I am currently fine." After this catastrophe, I will just take care of it and come back. ”
Xuanhua said: "But that autumn is cold, have you thought about what to do? If he is the one who deliberately did it to cause you to get sick, how will you deal with it? Do you want me to solve him by the way when I go to Fulin Village this time, so as to prevent future troubles?"
"No!" Jinghua immediately interrupted him, and cut it out.
"Second brother, you can't treat him as a father, he just has the same face, he is a mortal!"
"I didn't think of him as a father, he was a human being. Jinghua inhaled and said, "But mortals can be disposed of casually? He also has a child, and he is the father of that child!"
"Can a mortal be compared to the lives of thousands of people of the Yinlong Clan?"
Xuanhua ignored Jinghua's increasingly cold face, and said resolutely: "Second brother, you are also from the army, you know which is more important! The Yinlong clan is facing life and death, do you want to frame yourself to death with the kindness of a woman?"
"I said no!" Jinghua's voice also rose suddenly, and the blue tendons on his pale forehead burst out, and he couldn't hide the anger in his heart.
His heart cramped again, like a poisonous snake coiling in his body, and when he heard them talk about the name, he immediately jumped out of nowhere, stood on the bloody hole in his heart, and bit off a few handfuls of rotten flesh casually, and then laughed at it by the way.
"It's my fault that it will be affected, it's none of his business. Jinghua's body trembled slightly under her white robe, but her voice was unusually steady, and her eyes were clear and unwavering.
"As the guardian of the Three Realms, if I arbitrarily execute an innocent mortal for my own reasons, then what qualifications do I have to protect them!
"But that person will take advantage of this, and make you think of your father when you see Qiu Suihan, so as to weaken your own combat power!
Xuanhua had already thought that if that autumn cold was another insurmountable obstacle for Jinghua, then he, as the eldest brother, had to remove it for him.
Just like I did to my father back then.
What Jinghua wants to protect is the world, so it is this younger brother that he wants to protect.
Xuanhua approached him step by step, poking him at the point of each sentence!
"Didn't you just say that your body is not only your own, but also bears the world and the righteousness!
Frequent poison again and again, and then you have to bear this surging anger every day, maybe you don't have to wait for him to show his true colors, you are already seriously ill here!
What do you do to protect your lover and the world!" Xuanhua looked directly at his younger brother and said word for word: "To fulfill the great righteousness, there must be sacrifice!
"I don't feel weak. Jinghua looked at him, his voice was light, but there was no doubt.
"It's okay, big brother will do it for you. Xuanhua continued to press, "Big brother knows your temper, I will handle this matter for you, and you can survive the catastrophe with peace of mind." ”
Jinghua asked the eldest brother to promise that he would not hurt Qiu Suihan's father and son. If I can't do it, then I can only ask Qinglan for help. Jinghua put on that kind of gentle and polite attitude that rejects people thousands of miles away, cold and hard.
"Jinghua!" called him from behind.
"My own business, I will solve it myself!" Jinghua had already strode away from Wangxing Pavilion, leaving a clear back and a word for Xuanhua.
"I'll never let my emotions get out of control again because of a face. ”
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Jing Hua's words are naturally not said out of thin air, because he has never forgotten them.
He remembers reading a book many years ago that documented a way to close off people's inner emotions.
It was an ancient method that had been lost for a long time, created by a controversial evil immortal, who wrote it into a book, and soon committed suicide.
After the death of the evil immortal, the book also disappeared for a while, and then it was discovered by chance, and it was tossed and turned several times in the hands of many skilled grandmasters, and finally presented to him.
He has always been a book-lover, but he turned a few pages and closed it.
He didn't like the name of that book—
"Dugu".