Autumn has come like this, and Shen Xizhen, who was in confinement, lay sideways on the bed and looked at the scenery outside the window in a daze. It was the first time she had fallen into an indescribable melancholy because of childbirth.

In modern times, she was just a student, she had not experienced pregnancy and childbirth, so she didn't understand this, and after crossing here, she didn't feel much when she gave birth to her first two children, but now she feels very obviously that her heart is heavy, and it is getting heavier day by day.

Is this what is called postpartum depression?

Quite possibly.

But her temper didn't become irritable, she was just very low, and she always couldn't help but want to shed tears.

Emperor Guangen came back to accompany her every day after finishing political affairs, and he cared for her.

But even that didn't make her happy.

She hugged Emperor Guangen and burst into tears, but she didn't say anything.

Emperor Guangen whispered in her ear, "Isn't it very uncomfortable?" Do you want me to go on vacation with you? ”

Shen Xizhen shook his head.

Recently, it was the time for the people to harvest food, and there were many things in the court that needed to be followed, and she didn't want him to let go of a qiē to accompany her at this time, although she knew that as long as she asked, he would definitely be willing to give up everything to accompany her, but she couldn't be so selfish.

Emperor Guangen sighed and held her close to his arms.

"Queen, I thank you very much, thank you for giving birth to three children for me, if you find it very hard, then we don't want to have any more." The low voice was as intoxicating as wine, and Shen Xizhen put his arms around his neck and said, "No, the concubine promised to give you at least four children." ”

"Yes yes yes. But I don't force that, what is more important than your body? ”

The gentle care made Shen Xizhen's depressed feelings slightly better. She leaned against his chest and fell into a deep sleep.

After Chu Lingyu was full moon, Shen Xizhen's depressed mood still did not improve much.

Emperor Guangen's heart was also very heavy when he looked at it.

Someday. When Shen Xizhen was silently crying in the middle of the night, Emperor Guangen reached out and hugged her into his arms and said, "Empress, why don't you go back to your mother's place for a short time recently, maybe you can slowly relax your mood there, and I will go to see you every few days." ”

Shen Xizhen thought about it and felt that it made sense, so he nodded. However, she added: "If you have the opportunity, don't go to see the concubine, the concubine will stay there for ten days and eight days and come back." ”

"Okay, then tomorrow I will arrange for someone to send you and Yu'er." Emperor Guangen said softly.

"Okay." Shen Xizhen smiled and nodded.

Emperor Guangen kissed her sideburns.

Early the next morning, Emperor Guangen sent someone to escort Shen Xizhen and Chu Lingyu out of the palace. Go straight to the Shen Mansion.

The Hou Ye Mansion where she used to live has been recovered, and now there is another Hou Ye living in it.

That was shortly after Emperor Guangxuan succeeded to the throne.

At that time, everyone felt that her credit for the Xi Kingdom was too great, and it was not an exaggeration to keep a Hou Ye Mansion for her family, but she still strictly followed the rules to do things, since she was not a Hou Ye, then the Hou Ye Mansion naturally could no longer occupy it, not to mention that Emperor Guangxuan had a lot of dissatisfaction with her and the current Emperor Guangen at that time, and she didn't want to be criticized.

Du Qiniang received the message as early as last night, so she cleaned up her room last night. I'm waiting for breakfast that I made early this morning.

Hearing the sound of the carriage, Du Qiniang and Ji Yuelian hurriedly went out to greet them. Xiang'er and pepper also followed.

"Queen, I'm looking forward to you!" Du Qiniang said as she walked towards her, and was about to kneel down to salute when she was pulled by Shen Xizhen.

"Mother. How can I ask you to kneel? Get up. ”

With that, he motioned for the others to get up.

"Queen, we still tidy up the room you used to live in when you were a girl, I hope you can get back the feeling and happiness you had when you were a girl!" Du Qiniang said again.

Shen Xizhen was very moved. Busy said: "Thank you, mother!" So he asked the servants and the palace maids to help carry the things in the carriage into the house.

Most of these things were given to the Shen family by Emperor Guangen.

Watching the large and small cages move in one after another, Du Qiniang was flattered. Busy said: "How can you take so many things here?" ”

"It's okay, mother. Most of these things were prepared by the emperor, which is a little thought, you are welcome. Shen Xizhen said.

After that, he took Du Qiniang, Ji Yuelian and Xiang'er by the hands and walked in.

Entering the house, Du Qiniang hurriedly asked someone to serve the prepared meal.

Shen Xizhen didn't have much appetite, but after arriving here, he suddenly had some appetite for some reason, so he ate some.

Shen Xizhen first asked Du Qiniang and Ji Yuelian some people in the family with concern, and they all answered one by one. Shen Xizhen was relieved to learn that everyone in the family was fine.

Xiang'er looked at her with a smile, very excited.

Now that Shen Xizhen is the queen, Xiang'er naturally doesn't dare to walk to her side too lightly, but even Shen Xizhen, who is the queen, is very friendly in Xiang'er's opinion.

Shen Xizhen beckoned to Xiang'er, and Xiang'er cautiously walked up to her: "What does the queen command?" ”

Shen Xizhen sneered: "I have to have an order to call you?" Come and sit down, I haven't seen you in a long time, your kids should be able to walk and run, right? ”

"Mmmm, I'm so active, I can't even pull it." As soon as Xiang'er mentioned her child, her face showed an excited look.

"How are you doing with Pepper?"

"Thanks to the Queen's blessings, they are all doing well."

"That's good." Shen Xizhen didn't say anything anymore, and let the palace maid serve and go to the room.

Du Qiniang, Ji Yuelian and Xiang'er also followed.

"Let's go and do our own work, and don't be delayed by my arrival." Shen Xizhen said busily.

"What can we do, naturally it's your business that is more important." Du Qi Niang held her hand and said.

Shen Xizhen smiled and patted the back of her hand and said, "Mother always loves me so much!" ”

After living in the Shen family for a while, Shen Xizhen really didn't feel so depressed.

Because he had been thinking about Emperor Guangen, he returned to the palace after living in the Shen Mansion for ten days.

Knowing that she was going back to the palace, Guangen Dile was broken, and hurriedly came to the door to greet her.

"Your Majesty, why are you here?" Shen Xizhen said embarrassedly.

"Why can't I come? I almost wanted to see you a few days ago, but I was afraid that I would be laughed at by you. Emperor Guangen looked at her and said with a smile, and he could see that he was in a good mood.

It seems that they are really very dependent on each other! Shen Xizhen sighed in his heart.

At the same time, there is a feeling of being pampered.

She held the child in one hand and the hand of Emperor Guangen in the other, and entered the palace together.

From that day on, Shen Xizhen specially prepared a thick notebook to record her and Emperor Guangen's daily life.

"On August 10th, the emperor fainted after the morning court, and the imperial doctor said that it was caused by overwork, and from then on the concubine decided to pay special attention to his health...... On August 20, the emperor played a song for his concubines, which was the one when the concubines and him first met, and the concubines and the emperor cried...... On August 23rd, I couldn't sleep at night, and the emperor couldn't sleep either, so the two hugged each other and said a lot, and the days of separation decreased day by day, and the concubine suddenly had an indescribable sadness......" (to be continued......