355 Childhood wishes
When Chen Wenchang came to Qinglong Temple, in the cold wind, Lou Yun got off the drum tower again and went to Lou Luanpei's courtyard.
Lou Luanpei saw him come in, and his eyes lit up with a brilliance, but he still put down his pen and tilted his head, and chuckled:
"The letter to Ji Niangzi has already been sent by someone?"
“…… I sent it. ”
He didn't mention that he asked Chen Wenchang to send it.
"Actually, I have been to the residence of the cabinet officials in the palace."
Lou Luanpei said slowly,
"It's deep and secluded, and there's a wooden sign in front of the door......"
Although it was inconvenient for Lou Yun to go to the residence of the cabinet officials in the palace, he knew what was written on the wooden plaque:
"The official family stopped, and a fine of 100 taels was imposed."
What this means is that the eight cabinet children are outside the residence, and the officials cannot come.
They live in the inner palace, but they are not concubines of the official family.
But Lou Yun knows that no one in the official family of the past generations has violated this regulation for the time being, not because they have a lot of self-control, let alone because they are so poor that they are afraid of fines.
I'm afraid to go and be fined a hundred gold at a time.
Who will really come forward to punish the emperor?
This is only because the cabinet officials are generally ordinary, and most of them are middle-aged female officials with knowledge and education in the palace.
Except for going to the court and watching the watch, the official family is usually not interested in looking for them.
But Ji Qingchen is not!
Zhao Duanning summoned her to the palace as a female official, not only because she wrote a recital table and proposed the opening of the river when she was in Anzhou.
"I heard that Chen Gangshou is here, waiting for you in the Guanyin Palace."
Lou Luanpei saw his thoughts and turned to say something else. "It's not that when I'm thinking about my relatives in the villa, I'm not so afraid of loneliness. You don't have to talk to me every day. ”
At this, she paused.
He didn't say anything. Silently sat down on her couch.
On the green curtain wall in the house, there are only two or three hanging paintings of Coats entering the mountain, and between the four eyes, she folded her hands on the skirt, looked at him, and said:
"Did you quarrel with Ji Niangzi?"
“……”
Lou Yun has not said the reason why he came to Putuo Temple until now.
Actually, he doesn't need to say it.
When he rushed to Putuo Temple overnight, he stepped on a blood-red maple leaf in the sea breeze. Come to her.
Lou Luanpei understood everything.
That night, the crescent moon was like a hook, and the moonlight was sprinkled like the light snow on the bank of the Yellow River in the north. I want to say "I'm sorry".
He was supposed to take her away that year.
He's not a coward.
However, he was full of sadness and confusion, and when he saw Lou Luanpei, he knew that he was wrong, he was wrong.
He shouldn't have been led by Ji Qingchen like a dog when his husband and wife were quarrelling.
Her completely bottomless jealousy didn't make any sense at all.
But I don't like Lou Luanpei. Only he himself knows.
He said he didn't like it. That's not liking.
"Remember, when we were teaching together in the study, you could still make tea, run errands, and run errands outside. I studied hard in the study, so I found an excuse to see no one. I can't escape ......."
That night, Lou Luanpei walked side by side with him in the courtyard of the red maple field, reminiscing about his youth.
The official family has already begun to take action, and they want to cut off the arms of Chen Wangfu one after another.
Mingzhou Lou's house doesn't know when the smoke will disperse......
"Maybe it's because I want my brother to praise me too much. Like me. ”
Lou Luanpei stepped on the red carpet of the maple leaves, looking at the crescent moon behind the thin clouds in the sky. recalls the childhood dependence on my brother, "So no matter how tired I am, I can't say it." I will teach you all the things that my brother taught me......"
Only Mr. Lou loves her in the family, and she has only learned to love others like Mr. Lou.
"Actually, I can't stand my brother's reprimand and teaching like that."
Lou Luan wore the cunning of a girl, and looked sideways at Lou Yun,
"When my mother was here, I only needed to know five words a day, and the rest was to play with the girls, but my brother let me know thirty words a day. I'm so tired from memorizing ten poems......"
When she was four or five years old, she was just an ordinary child, not a genius boy like Lou Dagongzi.
“……”
Lou Yun didn't speak, staring at her quietly in the moonlight.
In his eyes, her appearance has never changed, she is the girl he saw when he stepped into Mingzhou Lou's house when he was fourteen years old.
Lou Luanpei is a woman who is completely different from his first love.
At that time, she was in tears, kneeling in a chair and copying ink words.
The first moment she saw him, the light in her eyes flashed, that is, she finally had a playmate.
"Luan Pei, let the nurse take Xiaoyun out to play."
The eldest prince happened to say that.
She took the opportunity to sneak away, and took him to pick two flowers in the flower garden outside the study, and was pleasantly surprised to find that he could catch two butterflies as soon as he reached out.
It was less than a quarter of an hour, and they were invited to the small study next door by the scholar next to the eldest prince.
The nurse and the girl watched and asked her to continue copying the ink characters.
Her only pleasure was to teach him to read.
Then when the eldest prince didn't have time to teach her to read, she found another opportunity to listen to him talk about the animals and people in the mountains, and talk about the Yunxian Mountain that she saw as completely free.
……
Lou Luanpei raised his hand, wanting to caress Lou Yun's face.
Lou Yun was slightly stunned, and after flashing back half a step, she remembered that the man in front of her was no longer the male doll she was alone when she was a teenager.
She got angry in her teens, and her hands tugged at his face, and he just glared.
She laughed, after all, whispering, and said:
"I'm sorry."
That year, he left her and went to join the Jiangbei Army.
When she heard the shocking news, she scolded him.
She scolded him for being an unfamiliar brute.
Just like every time Mr. Lou finds out that she doesn't study hard, he must be angry and reprimand her:
If she doesn't study hard, she won't be a descendant of the Lou family, her mother won't want her in heaven, and her brother and father don't want her anymore.
She was scared.
……
And the reason that aroused her anger was actually just because Lou Yun said a word.
"If the eldest prince is here, he will definitely think that I did the right thing."
On that day, she finally understood her thoughts:
She never cared what Lou Yun thought in his heart, nor did she care what kind of life he wanted to live.
He is the identity of the Yiren brother, he wants to rely on the Mingzhou Lou family to learn the way of life in the Great Song Dynasty, and he listens to her very much.
These are just convenient for her to let him eat the hardships she has endured.
"Luan Pei, I have been hunting in the mountains for more than ten years, and it is easier for me to get ahead in the army, and I can't go to the township test next year according to your wishes."
Lou Yun just said this, and left with his luggage.
The dream she pinned on him was shattered.
He is no longer her male doll.
"I train you every day in my study. I just want my brother to say to me, don't work so hard. It can be taught slowly. You take Lou Yun to the outside of the study to play for a while, go fly a kite, and hug a rag doll. Just like when my mother was there......"
Even if she is ordinary and doesn't work so hard, her mother won't want her.
Daddy and brother won't want her either.
She just wanted to hear that.
……
Lou Luanpei raised his head and stared at the sky, the moonlight sprinkled.
He turned his head sideways, as she wished, not looking at the tears that were about to fall from her eyes.
Even though Lou Dagongzi has been dead for many years, even if he Lou Yun has been admitted to the imperial examination ten years later, she is still lingering in this unfulfilled childhood wish.
"A hundred years of him, he actually just wants someone to say to him, don't do business anymore. If you like to read, go read it......"
Lou Luanpei said softly.
Lou Yun knew very well that it was impossible for Ji Qingchen to say such a thing to Wang Shiqiang.
Her words and deeds in the Great Song Dynasty must be the same as in Tangfang, she is happily telling Wang Shiqiang:
The business is doing so well, let's do business and make money for the rest of our lives after we get married.
It's too boring to study for the imperial examination. (To be continued......)