1795.Chapter 1795 1795 Choosing to Part
"I don't really have any ill will. I just feel like she needs to meet some new people, she needs to move on from the last hurt, she needs some different friends to distract her. Isn't it said that the best way to say goodbye to the previous relationship is to start a new one? I just wanted to introduce a friend to her. ”
Cameron was eagerly explaining, but Hugo didn't give any response, just looked at her quietly, as if listening to her explanation, but seemed to block her communication. Cameron couldn't help but sit directly next to Hugo, leaned his head on Hugo's shoulder, hugged Hugo's waist hard, and felt Hugo's body temperature, which could make her settle down a little.
"I knew Charlie Sheen was a terrible choice, I knew I was too sloppy and it was definitely my fault. I didn't know it was going to get so bad, I'll definitely pay attention next time, okay? Well? Good no good? Cameron hugged Hugo tightly, breathing deeply, trying to find a way out of the familiar breath to calm his heart, but when he looked up, he was at a loss, "Otherwise, I will go and apologize to Charlize, I know I owe her an apology, I was really wrong; Or...... Or if you scold me, you quarrel with me, you vent your anger, this is my own doing, this is what I should bear, you speak, you quarrel with me, you talk......"
Cameron shook Hugo's arm, almost in despair, lying on Hugo's shoulder, anger welling up in his heart, "You are always like this, you always refuse to share your inner affairs with me, you always exclude me, there is nothing you don't want to communicate with me." I'm your girlfriend, not just your friend. Why, why are you reluctant to communicate with me? Don't even want to quarrel? ”
Hugo turned his head to look at Cameron, who was in despair, but had nothing to say. Because he knew she was telling the truth, he tried, he tried, but in the end he backed down for many reasons, but he had no way to deny his fault.
Pursing his lips, Hugo said, "I know you just mean it, not intentionally, I don't need to blame you, and you don't want the situation to be like this." ”
Hugo's deep voice made Cameron rekindle hope again, and he raised his head sharply and looked at Hugo intently, "That...... Then don't be angry, okay? ”
Hugo shook his head slightly, "I'm not angry. ”
"But your expression still looks like you're angry." Cameron said cautiously, she smelled hope, and even if she wasn't sure if it was hope or despair, she couldn't help but hold on to the rope in the hope of turning things around. Hugo never made contact with her, didn't even want to look at her, is this a good thing or a bad thing?
Hugo didn't speak immediately, but sat down a little forward, picked up the mug in his hand, rubbed the smooth surface carefully, hesitated for a long time, and said in a deep voice, "Because I'm thinking about a problem." With that, Hugo stood up, broke free of Cameron's arm, walked to the desk in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, picked up the kettle, and poured himself half a glass of water.
Cameron looked at Hugo's back as he left, chased after him in a panic, ran behind Hugo, firmly hugged Hugo's waist, and the whole person was attached to Hugo's back, but the hot temperature could no longer soothe her anxious heart, "Don't think about anything now, okay?" I love you, I really, really love you. ”
Cameron grabbed the last straw, "I know you must have been scolded by Charlize, don't worry, I'll apologize to her tomorrow." I'm sorry, I'm really sorry. Then Cameron stood on tiptoe and kissed Hugo's neck, like rain hitting the beach, kissing frantically, wanting to feel the temperature of Hugo's skin and the familiar smell.
Along the neck, Cameron kissed all the way, changed positions and came to Hugo, she hugged Hugo's neck, and whispered again, "I love you, I love you, I love you......" The fingertips of her right hand touched Hugo's lips, soft, but cold, and then she stood on tiptoe, trying to kiss the thin lip, but Hugo turned his head.
Hugo turned his head and stepped out of the way.
Looking at Hugo's side face, Cameron was firmly bound by that despair for a moment, and she looked at Hugo's jaw arc dumbfounded, only to feel that she was about to lose her breath. His eyes were blankly trying to find the focus of Hugo's gaze, but he was afraid that he would not find the answer he was looking for in those eyes. That dazed overwhelm made Cameron herself unaware of it, and she began to tremble slightly.
Hugo felt the disorder of Cameron's breathing, he couldn't help but close his eyes, he knew it was cruel, and he even began to lose it. But...... He was always like this, again and again, again and again, and dragged on until now, and his unbearable heart was sympathy, not love, which hurt Cameron and hurt himself.
Hugo tilted his head and didn't dare to look into Cameron's eyes, because even without eye contact, every word became so difficult, and if he looked at Cameron, he didn't know if he could still say it, "I want to tell you something." ”
"Shall we talk about it tomorrow?" Cameron was speaking almost in a pleading tone.
Hugo's heart was aching slightly, he turned his head, "Cameron...... But this time, it was Cameron who avoided Hugo's gaze in a panic, she lowered her head, "Uh, the kettle is out of water, do you want to ...... Would you like to drink some red wine, I'll ...... I'm going to pour ......."
Then Cameron simply fled directly, walked to the other side of the study, opened the Xiaoice box in the corner, took a bottle of red wine that had been opened from it, and tried to uncork it, but her hands kept shaking, and it took a lot of effort to open it, so that she had to stop and rest for a while before going to get the red wine glass.
The sense of foreboding was completely enveloped in her heart, and Cameron only felt that her whole body began to tremble, and her fingertips trembled uncontrollably, and she almost couldn't hold the red wine glass. Breathing began to become difficult, and even as she gulped in gulps and the cold air poured into her lungs, she still felt like her chest was about to burn.
"It's okay, it's going to be okay......" Cameron kept comforting herself, but her flustered pupils couldn't focus at all, she could only stand in place with red wine and red wine glasses, trying to concentrate and stop thinking nonsense. At this moment, Hugo's voice came from behind him, "I'm sorry. ”
The soft sigh, like a wisp of smoke, as if it would be completely shattered with a little more strength, only gently and slowly, drifting away in the milky yellow light.
"I'm sorry." Hugo's cello-like voice is played again, and the mellow voice is as intoxicating as the aroma of red wine. But Cameron didn't want to hear it, "No, it's my fault, it's all my fault tonight, I should apologize, I should apologize...... You didn't do anything wrong, you didn't do anything wrong. ”
"However, if this continues, I will only feel more and more sorry for you, and I will only continue to hurt you." Hugo's words brought time and space to a halt in an instant, and the unforgettable pain overwhelmed Cameron in an instant, and she shook her head vigorously, "Stop, stop, Hugo, stop." ”
Hugo glanced back at Cameron's back, his thin shoulders trembling, and he realized that he was so cruel in this moment, but he had to do it. Turning his head, Hugo couldn't help but close his eyes, "Because ......" The soft voice slowly flowed in the moonlight, but it made the whole world quiet, "I love Charlize Theron." ”
"Bang", there was a crisp sound, and the red wine in Cameron's hand slid to the ground like this, shattering into countless pieces, and the bright red wine juice flowed freely on the ground, wetting Cameron's feet, but she didn't seem to realize it at all, the complete despair completely overwhelmed her, and her breathing completely stopped, like a puppet, standing in place in a daze, if time could stop before a second, and never move forward, how good it would be.
Hugo forced himself not to turn his head, forced himself to continue to be cruel, forced himself to remember his heartache and her heartache at this moment.
"I thought I could just be friends with her, I thought I wouldn't fall in love with her, and I didn't want to fall in love with her......" Hugo muttered to himself, but the pain in his heart came in waves, "I think it's more appropriate for me to be friends with her, because I know her too well, and she knows me too well, and she knows each other too well to give up on each other easily." I don't want to lose her ......"
"Enough!" Cameron finally couldn't bear it anymore, roared angrily, and slammed the red wine glass in his hand to the ground, "Why am I here to listen to you, how much do you love Charlize?" ”
"I'm sorry." Hugo could only repeat the phrase, "I just don't want to dodge our problems." ”
"There's something wrong with us." Cameron strode up to Hugo and looked him in the eye.
This time, Hugo didn't dodge either, "I like you...... But I don't love you. ”
"What the hell am I inferior to Charlize, why can't you love me?" Cameron didn't realize it herself, she was in tears, so embarrassed that even she hated it.
Hugo turned around, grabbed Cameron's shoulder, and looked seriously into Cameron's eyes for the first time, "Cameron, you're good, you're really good, you've been working hard." It's my problem, it's my sorry ......"
Cameron shook off Hugo's arm fiercely, shook his head, and shook his head vigorously, "No, I won't accept your apology!" Cameron poked Hugo's chest hard and slammed Hugo's heart hard, "How shameful, how despicable, how disgusting you are, you already have someone in your heart, but you don't want to admit it, you will only be cowardly enough to use me to prove your love for Charlize." Hugo Lancaster, you really make me sick. ”
The words were like arrows, and the arrows saw blood, but Cameron didn't feel the pleasure at all, and his tears completely collapsed.