Chapter 584: He's Not Worth Your Stay?
"Fourth Uncle...... Told you everything? ”
In Martini's room, the two former rivals sat together, and they didn't have their eyebrows or eyes.╋┭.┼c┯o┿m
Qian Xiaomo nodded. They sat in two small, delicate rattan chairs in the room, with a small round rattan table in between. There were two steaming glasses of hot milk on the table, but no one took a sip. On a small square plate in the middle are a few handmade biscuits made by Xiang's mother today, lying there quietly, but no one has an appetite.
"He's, what did he tell you?"
Martini tentatively wondered if Li Kun had sued Qian Xiaomo about Lei Ming being her enemy. Qian Xiaomo naturally understood the meaning of Martini's words, but she didn't know that Martini was referring to the enemy's family, she only thought it was a matter of the Skeleton Alliance, so she replied: "Uncle Li asked me to persuade you to leave the organization." ”
Martini let out a long sigh of relief, she really didn't want others to know about the fact that she was an enemy with Lei Ming.
"Do you know about the organization, does Lei Ming know?"
Martini is the only one who knows that Qian Xiaomo knows that the Skeleton Alliance is in existence, and when Qian Xiaomo lost his memory and Jian Nian was at the base, Martini knew that Qian Xiaomo would know sooner or later, no matter how Jian Nian hid the truth, it was impossible to completely not show his feet, so Martini was not surprised.
"He didn't know, I already knew before Uncle Li told me."
"Why didn't you sue him?"
Qian Xiaomo was stunned, she didn't know, she really didn't know why she didn't sue Lei Ming.
She took a deep breath and re-brought the conversation back to the topic, "Then why don't you take Bin away and fly away?" ”
Martini was silent. ≡.┯╊.┯c╳om
"What a lovely kid Binbin is! Are you willing for him to grow up without his parents? He misses you so much and wants to have a home with you, why can't you fulfill him and fulfill yourself? Qian Xiaomo frowned, and Yan Sù's serious face looked very anxious, "Isn't the happy future life of a family reunion not enough to make you give up a qiē?" ”
Martini got up boredly, walked to the balcony, and stood in front of the window with his back to Qian Xiaomo, "You don't understand." ”
"Yes, I don't understand, Uncle Li doesn't understand, who will understand if you don't tell it?"
Martini pursed her lips, still very helpless, "I have done a lot of bad things, and when I was buried alive, I felt my life disappear little by little...... There has never been a clearer and clearer time when I know myself more clearly than at that moment, I have seen and realized a lot of things that I usually ignore in the zone of despair on the verge of death, and I just want to use the opportunity of being born again to make up for some regrets and do some things that I have to do. ”
Qian Xiaomo stood up and looked at Martini's back in disbelief, "So, you don't want to return to the organization to regain your position of power, are you...... Are you trying to get revenge on the Shadow League, against those who have twisted your life? ”
"Now you're the only one who knows about my plans."
Qian Xiaomo was stunned, "Do you know how dangerous this will be?" ”
"No one knows the dangers better than I do."
"Then you still have to ......"
"It's a closure." Martini turned around, his eyes were like torches, fierce as knives, but the murderous aura was not because of Qian Xiaomo, but because of all the things involved in this topic, "I have to make an end to my past self, otherwise, I will no longer be able to face a clear and beautiful smiling face like an angel like Binbin." ≈≠∥≧I can't face him with a clear conscience, and it's even harder for me to believe that I can educate him. ”
Qian Xiaomo shook her head, "I believe you are an excellent mother!" The past is gone, and time has done it for you. You are a new student, the past has nothing to do with you, you don't need to do anything so-called closure, those are just rituals, and there is no practical use. The only most practical thing is to be with Binbin, give him a home, and give him a future with his mother's love. ”
"No, I need this sense of ritual." "I need this ritual," Martini said categorically, "or I'll have nightmares every night, and I won't be able to hold my head high." I'm afraid that I'll take my sins on Bin Bin in the future! The ritual is too important for me, to end the past and start the future, I need to build a watershed. ”
Qian Xiaomo remembered Li Bin's appearance, his sensible and obedient in front of outsiders, his willfulness and stubbornness in front of his mother, and he didn't know how many days and nights of crying and forbearance were exchanged for the "maturity" of his age. The more her heart ached, "Have you considered Binbin?" He really just needs a mom. ”
"If I complete this ritual along the way, then I will return to him and be a good mother and will never let him go down my old path. I don't have a mother, I have lost my father, I know the hardships, and I can't bear to be polite. So ......" Martini paused, her eyes narrowed slightly, and she suddenly stepped forward to stand in front of Qian Xiaomo and held her hand, "I want to find a mother for Binbin." ”
Qian Xiaomo was completely stunned, "What? ”
Martini stared earnestly into Qian Xiaomo's eyes and blurted out, "If I can't come back safely, then, I hope to entrust Bin Bin to you." I hope you can help me raise Binbin to adulthood. ”
“…… No! Qian Xiaomo denied it neatly, and immediately withdrew his hand, "Binbin said that he only has you as a mother!" He only wants to call you a mother! Don't you understand? There is no one but you who can replace your position as his mother in Binbin's heart! You should take up your responsibilities and obligations as a mother and take care of him for the rest of your life! ”
Martini smiled wryly, "That's the worst-case scenario. ≦≠v≈net.┮╊.╃c╈om"
"No worst-case scenario, because I'm not going to let you perform your so-called ritual at all! That's pointless! Qian Xiaomo frowned, her anxious neck turned red, "Isn't politeness enough for you to dispel this stupid and ridiculous thought?" ”
Martini said with a grim expression, "No one can stop me. ”
"At least I can now!" Qian Xiaomo took out her mobile phone as she spoke, "I'm going to sue Sù Lei Ming now." ”
Martini grabbed Qian Xiaomo's hand, fighting to really snatch the phone from Qian Xiaomo's hand.
"Give it back!"
"I'm sorry ......"
"What?" Qian Xiaomo tiptoed to grab it.
Martini dodged left and right and said, "Please forgive me, and please sue Sù Binbin in the future, please forgive me for being an incompetent mother who still loves him deeply!" Thank you, Momo. ”
"I don't know what you're talking nonsense...... Give me my phone......"
Qian Xiaomo pounced and almost scuffled with Martini.
But after all, Martini has been well-trained in the Skull League since she was a child, and Qian Xiaomo can't help her at all.
"You are the only one among all who forgives me, and the only one who believes in me and supports me, thank you very much!"
The words landed, and before Qian Xiaomo could react to what was going on, Martini raised her hand and slashed at the back of Qian Xiaomo's neck, Qian Xiaomo only felt a buzzing sound in her brain, her eyes were dark, and she fainted. ≡⊥≦≮≧net.╃.
Martini sat down beside Qian Xiaomo and looked at her.
The wind blew up Martini's length, and the silk fluttered lightly in front of her eyes. In that faint gaze, the meaning is deep, it is sorry, it is regret, it is self-mockery, it is - seeing death as home.
It didn't take long for Martini to carry the fainted Qian Xiaomo back to Qian Xiaomo's room, and no one showed him.
She helped Qian Xiaomo change into pajamas, and then helped her to lie down on the bed and covered the quilt, as if Qian Xiaomo was just asleep. Then Martini stepped back and paced into the living room. In the living room, Xiang's mother was playing with Li Bin, and when she saw Martini coming, Li Bin almost jumped at her.
"What about Du Jianping?" Martini asked.
"It's still in the study." Xiang's mother got up and walked over, and looked behind Martini, "Miss Qian......"
"Xiaomo said that she was tired and had already slept first, so let's not disturb her."
Xiang Ma didn't doubt it, nodded and smiled: "You guys play, I'll go and do my business first." ”
Martini smiled and thanked her, and Li Bin pulled her to sit down on the sand, leaving only the two of them in the living room.
"Mom...... Mom...... When are we going home? Li Bin blinked his eyes wide.
Martini was stunned, go home, where is their home?
"Which home do you want to go back to?"
Li Bin pouted, "It's my home and my mother's home, our home!" There are fields and mountains there......"
Martini suddenly realized that the home Li Bin was talking about was her father's hometown, and Martini had taken him there before.
"Homesick?"
"Well, I think! I really want to! Li Bin nodded his chubby little head.
Martini pursed her lips and smiled, pinching his face, "Okay, let's go back tomorrow morning." ”
"Good! That's great! Li Bin was so excited that he danced, "We're going to sleep together tonight!" Binbin sleeps very well. ”
Martini nodded, "Yes, mom knows, Binbin is the most well-behaved baby in the world!" ”
Li Bin squinted and smiled, put his arms around Martini's neck and kissed him.
Martini's nose was sore, and in an instant, the tears that had been held back for a long time rolled out of his eyes again.
Li Bin looked at Martini with big eyes, stretched out two chubby little hands to hold her face, and gently wiped away Martini's tears, "Mom doesn't cry, Mom doesn't cry, when Binbin grows up, Binbin protects Mom!" Binbin will try to be a big man and make his mother laugh every day. ”
Martini looked at Li Bin, he couldn't help it at all, his nose was sour and his chest was stuffy, and he hugged him and cried even more tears.
"Binbin, you remember, you will always be your mother's favorite baby! Mom will be with you no matter where you are. ”
"Binbin also loves his mother the most!"
Martini buried her face in Li Bin's neck, unable to cry anymore.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
Please forgive my mother for this life, my mother is willing to use her life to end this qiē.
If Mom can come back safely, Mom will never leave you in this life!
When hell freezes over!
Martini swore in her heart, hugged Li Bin in her arms, and kissed him deeply.
This night, Martini and Li Bin finally got their wish and slept in the same bed, a rare warmth.
Martini coaxed Li Bin to sleep, kissed him lightly on the forehead, and then tiptoed out of bed, really reluctant, sitting on the edge of the bed and staring at Li Bin asleep, it was really cute, people couldn't put it down, and they didn't want to leave him at all.
"Sleep well, in your dreams, your mother will always be with you."
Martini leaned over and kissed him lightly on the forehead, then got up to open the door.
As soon as the door opened, a figure spilled into the room, blocking the wall lamps in the hallway.
Martini looked at Du Jianping and was not surprised, but smiled faintly at the corner of his lips.
Du Jianping spoke first, "Qian Xiaomo led your son back?" ”
Martini didn't answer first, but walked out and closed the door, and said in a low voice, "If you want to know, you can go to the study." ”
Du Jianping's eyes sank, squinted slightly and looked at Martini, turned around and walked towards the study.
Martini looked back at her room meaningfully, tears were still rolling in the corners of her eyes, but she took a deep breath, put on her trademark bewitching smile, followed behind Du Jianping, step by step, into the plan she had calculated a long time ago......
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