Chapter 570: Cruel Refusal

Kim Do-joon didn't expect Jessica to say such a thing, and her feet hanging in mid-air didn't know what to do, whether to put it down, or pretend not to hear, and continue to turn around and walk forward.

He hesitated for a while, looking very distressed.

I had no choice but to turn my head stiffly, reluctantly squeeze out a smile, and speak.

"I like you too!"

Who knew that Jessica looked at Kim Do-jun seriously, and the figure-eight lines under the bridge of her nose became more and more obvious, according to legend, this was a manifestation of her anger, and it was more appropriate to describe it as cold as frost, and she responded immediately.

"You should know, that's not what I mean by liking?"

Jessica said lightly, looking at Kim Do-joon's expression and the way she spoke, she already understood that he was doing it on purpose.

"Uh...... When did it happen, how did it happen? ”

Kim Do-jun also didn't understand why he suddenly confessed to himself when he got along very well, like a friend, or like an older brother or sister.

Jessica shook her eyebrows, and quickly became a little irritable all over, if she could now, she really wanted to beat up the man in front of her.

The name of Violent Sika is not for nothing, in the company, even a thorn like Kim Hee-cheol has been repaired by Jessica's fist, let alone someone else.

To be honest, if Kim Do-joon is not good, forget it, and he won't pay much attention to it.

But in fact, he is really good, whether it is rap, songwriting, lyrics and composition, or variety shows, filming and becoming an actor seems to go hand in hand. Grow together. And each of them is developing very well. In him, the concept of all-round development is truly embodied.

But he is very emotionally wooden, doesn't understand girls very well, and is very insensitive, and doesn't understand what other people think.

The showbiz is originally a big dye vat, even if it is a good artist, he will be slowly assimilated after entering, not because of his lack of self-control. It's that there are just too many temptations in this circle.

Celebrities, tycoons, politicians, and high-ranking officials are often like wolves in sheep's clothing, even if you don't take the initiative to provoke them, they will do everything possible to find you, while artists can only be in a vulnerable group and have to succumb to the company's arrangement.

Of course, unless someone is really capable and can wander on the gray edge of the entertainment industry, then don't talk about it.

But if you really associate with him, you will definitely be happy because of Kim Do-joon's character. His home-schooling style, his temper. They are all typical Scorpio men, once they are in love, they will focus on one person, like Taeyeon now, without noticing the people around them.

But it is precisely because of this that it will attract other girls more and more, like a moth to a fire, knowing that it is impossible, but still desperately leaning on it.

It's not that serious men are the most attractive, that single-minded man will also gain the favor of women in his daily small behavior, even if he doesn't know it himself, a little confused, but it does leave a deep impression on many girls.

Just like the seeds of affection, in the hearts of one girl after another, they take root and gradually sprout and grow.

Maybe because of this, Jessica's heart slowly has the shadow of Kim Do-joon, but the previous contact was not frequent and a little vague, but this time after Taeyeon said it himself, his image became more and more substantial.

Kim Do-jun grabbed his hair a little embarrassed, he didn't know how to deal with it now, this is still how big he is, it's been twenty years, and it's the first time someone has said he likes it, and he was a little caught off guard, and it felt like it was upside down.

I thought I was a reserved and shy person, but now it seems that I am completely weak with Jessica, at least Kim Do-joon confessed to Taeyeon, and it took a long time to foreshadow, and it took a long time to prepare before I mustered up the courage to say it to Taeyeon in person.

Jessica moved her steps a little closer, and seemed to be a little cold, trying to stand behind Kim Do-joon and resist the cold wind blowing by the river.

After listening to what Kim Do-jun said, he thought for a moment before he responded.

"Like you said, do you need a reason to like someone? Is it still going to take time? Like is like, it doesn't make sense, so why when I'm in a bad mood, accompany me out to relieve boredom and eat ice cream together, why when my dad was injured, take care of me so thoughtfully, arrange it properly, why buy flowers for me, why care about me so much, you tell me, why? ”

Even so many whys, Kim Do-joon was confused, and he couldn't help but wonder, did he do these by himself?

After speaking, Jessica's emotions became excited, her voice became sharp, and she looked at Kim Dojun with some anger, and couldn't help complaining in her heart.

"Don't get excited, don't get excited, listen to me slowly!"

Jin Daojun waved his hand and hurriedly stopped Dao, if it continues like this, it is estimated that her mood will collapse, and now it seems that there is an unstable trend.

"I don't want to listen, and I don't want to listen to your explanation, I just want to ask you a serious question!"

Jessica covered her ears, took a step back, shook her head like crazy, and asked.

"What a problem!"

After hearing this, Kim Do-jun immediately responded.

"Have you ever liked me, even if it's just a little, just a little!"

Jessica gestured with some excitement, stretched out her thumb and index finger, and made movements, in her heart, she had already begun to acquiesce.

"Kim Do-joon is already Taeyeon's boyfriend, and he's already the object of the members' relationship!"

But even so, Jessica still has her own expectations in her heart, hoping that she can have a place in his heart, a person's heart is big, in fact, there are not many, can accommodate a few people, this is not clear to anyone, only ask the person.

Jessica is very brave and direct in the face of feelings, and since her debut, she has always announced that she will get married early, on the one hand, it is related to the education she received in the United States since she was a child. Unlike traditional Koreans. Shy and introverted. They are more direct in expressing their feelings.

Like is like, dislike is dislike, there is no need to hide it, just say it.

And this time in the face of Kim Do-joon, Jessica just said what she thought in her heart.

Now she is looking forward to Kim Do-joon's answer more and more, the ball has been kicked back to Kim Do-joon's side, and the balance seems to be tilted towards Kim Do-joon's side, and now he has a hard time riding a tiger.

I want to escape. Not at all, looking at Jessica's eyes, if she didn't answer it today, she probably wouldn't stop.

I want to admit that this is not good, whether he has just entered the period of love with Taeyeon, he will not allow himself to step on two boats, on the one hand, the laws and cognition of the society, and the ability to accept will not allow him to act recklessly, there are still laws in this world. There are rules, although the rules are in the hands of people. Formulated by man, but at the moment he has not yet reached this ability.

On the other hand, since childhood's paternalistic education, the teachings of Kim's father and Kim's mother, will not let Kim Do-joon do this.

A good man, at the very least, has responsibility and responsibility, which is the most basic and a necessary condition for being based on society, if this cannot be done, then he is not worthy of being called a man.

Kim Do-jun glanced at her with some embarrassment, his heart was already in a mess, how should he answer in order to deal with this matter satisfactorily without breaking Jessica's heart?

Emotional matters are very complicated and selfish, and of course they can't be said clearly, which explains why many brothers turn against each other for women, and many girlfriends tear their faces and fight for men, and countless examples in society have proved this.

This tells us a truth, not all feelings are sweet, some feelings will still bring pain to others, bring imperfections, not to say who is right and who is wrong, can only be understood as, at the wrong time, in the wrong place, met the wrong man.

Just when Kim Dojun was about to speak, he obviously felt a vibration in his hand, and took out his mobile phone a little strangely, who sent a text message to himself at this time.

When I picked it up, my face changed slightly.

“oppa! Where? I just called Cheng Hao OPPA and said that you are out, are you done shooting? ”

It turned out to be a text message from Taeyeon, and when she was hesitating how to reply, Jessica suddenly said something.

"Is it a text message from Taeyeon?"

"Hmmm! It's hers! ”

Kim Do-joon didn't hide it, nodded, and spoke.

After listening, he puffed out his mouth and turned around without looking at Kim Do-joon, not wanting to see him texting at all, maybe he would be curious, and secretly put his toes to see the content of his reply, but her proud self-esteem did not allow her to do that.

"It's already finished filming, there is something to do now, let's call you later!"

Kim Do-joon quickly edited the text message and replied, looking at the name on the phone, daedae, this is Taeyeon's affectionate name in the family, and only the family and those closest to her can call her that.

was changed by Taeyeon on his own initiative, which is a trust in him and one of the best ways to express love.

Looking at this name now, I feel a little dazzling, and I feel silently guilty in my heart.

"Maybe you shouldn't have done that!"

Instead of moving forward, it is better to cut through the mess quickly, and this idea suddenly popped up in Kim Dojun's heart.

Even though I'm a little sorry, I'm a little sorry, but Kim Do-joon really doesn't want Jessica to get hurt.

Emotional things have always been irrational, many boys and girls will go crazy for feelings, as the saying goes, be a man and leave a line, and see each other in the future, this truth is correct.

But in the world of feelings, this is completely wrong, and the more you leave, the more troubles you will have in the future.

This is no longer ancient times, today, when the feminist consciousness is highly rising, how many opportunities are there to embrace the left and right and enjoy the blessings of all people, very, very little, of course, except for some special countries and religious beliefs, which is not something that ordinary people can understand and explain.

These can only be enjoyed in the mind.

Kim Dojun secretly made a decision, sighed heavily, and was really reluctant to say such a thing in his heart, but what could he do?

"Have you figured it out?"

Jessica asked again.

A dream that doesn't belong to you in the first place, don't do it, it won't be happy.

Kim Do-joon grabbed Jessica's arm. Startled her. He immediately asked.

"Really to listen to my reply. Did you ask me out? ”

Jessica looked at Kim Do-jun's bright eyes, revealing her own shadow in her eyes, as if she was attracted to him, and said slightly.

"No, I just want to be with you!"

After a while, he continued slowly.

"But I'd like to hear your reply, too!"

When I thought of Kim Do-joon and Taeyeon together, I felt a little uncomfortable, no wonder some time ago. Taeyeon went out late, and when she thought of Kim so-young again, she immediately understood why.

"It turns out that I have been hiding it from myself for a long time!"

Jessica thought to herself, the more she thought about it, the more angry she became, it wasn't jealousy, it was really hating the feeling of being kept in the dark.

Kim Do-joon retracted his expression, he had already made a decision in his heart, and his mouth was closed, as if he wanted to see through her heart.

"Really? Then I will tell you, I have already given you an answer. Since you don't understand, I'll tell you clearly. I hate you, and your answers, a little entangled, make me hate you even more! ”

When Kim Do-jun spoke, he didn't think about speaking resolutely, he didn't have any expression at all, and the hardness of his heart had reached the extreme, this was his initiative to reject her, and he rejected her fiercely.

Even if it is pretended, it must be interpreted in place and interpreted to the extreme.

Jessica didn't react, just trembled a little, and after Kim Do-joon finished speaking, she continued to ask.

"Then why do you help me when I'm unhappy, why are you there for me when I'm depressed, why?"

"Because I think you're pitiful, besides, because you're a member of Girls' Generation, it makes me feel very kind, I helped you because of sympathy, and I actually misunderstood you, I'm sorry, it's my fault!"

Kim Dojun said lightly that he didn't know why he said this, but blurted it out with his feelings, because he knew that the pain now was only a short moment, and after a long time, the pain in the future would be a lifetime thing.

Every word Kim Do-joon said, like a knife, pierced directly into Jessica's heart, and she was almost out of breath in pain.

Kim Do-joon continued to speak.

"If you knew that your self-esteem was so strong, it would make you misunderstand, and if you knew this, you shouldn't have helped you in the first place!"

"So what? What do you want me to do? ”

Jessica stared into Kim Do-joon's eyes, how she wished she could see a trace of panic and pain, even if it was just a little bit that would make her feel a little better.

Kim Do-joon said one word, one word at a time.

"I hope you'll disappear from my eyes completely!"

When Kim Do-joon finished speaking, he completely crushed Jessica's heart, and the tears in her eyes couldn't stop flowing anymore, slowly flowing out of the corners of her eyes, and her eye sockets became moist.

"But why do I always think you're lying?"

Kim Do-joon suddenly noticed that some white things were floating down in front of his eyes, and some were stained on his shoulders, hair, and hat.

"It's snowing!"

Kim Do-jun whispered in his heart, this weather will actually snow, does God feel sad?

Jessica slowly lowered her head, her eyelashes trembled a few times, and the snow fell from the sky, and suddenly turned around, shook off her arms, she already knew Kim Do-joon's answer, lowered her head, and slowly left Kim Do-joon's side.

At the moment of turning around, I couldn't hold back the tears in my heart, and the rolling tears came out of my eyes.

With his hands in his pockets, he stepped on the sound of broken stones on the ground and walked away into the distance.

Kim Do-joon stood in place, quietly watching her departing back, even if she was stupid, she could see Jessica sobbing.

Shrugged her shoulders, put her hands in her pockets, lowered her head, and the white snowflakes fell on her body, unaware, she could only walk down like a machine, lost her soul.

Kim Do-joon picked up his phone, made a call to Kim so-young, and said with a slight hoarseness.

"Hey! Brother so Yong, Jessica walked back alone, you go and send her home! ”

"What about you? It's snowing, how do you go back? ”

Kim so-young immediately asked.

"I'll figure it out myself! Don't worry about me, it's a big deal I'll ask Brother Cheng Hao to come and pick me up! ”

Since Kim Do-joon has said so. Kim so-young didn't have a good idea to say anything. It's just a little weird. Why did Jessica leave early.

Forget it, I don't want to think about it, so I should hurry up and catch up with it and ask.

At this time, Kim Dojun was a little uncomfortable holding his heart, and slowly sat down until he lay flat on the ground.

His heart hurts.

Lying on the white snow under the flying snowflakes, watching the snowflakes fall from the sky like a wounded eagle. Slowly curled up.

In the world of love, there is no right or wrong, there is no fairness, and all that is left is endless scars.

Kim so-young hurriedly drove and rushed to the front, muttering non-stop.

"This weather is really weird, it rains when it rains, and now it's raining, it's been a few months! It's been a strange year! ”

The first snow of 2008 was in the spring. It looks like this year is another extraordinary year, and I really hope to live it peacefully. Don't have earthquakes or snowstorms.

After a while, he realized that Jessica was walking in front of her, and immediately honked her horn to signal her to stop.

Jessica turned her head to look, stretched out her hand, wiped her eyes, and stopped crying, but the traces of tears in her eyes were still obvious, and when she got into the car, Kim so young found out, why did the little guy cry secretly?

"Could it be that Kim Do-joon bullied her? It stands to reason that it won't, Kim Do-joon's personality is still good! ”

Kim so young thought silently in her heart, she didn't speak, the atmosphere was quiet and terrible, and Jessica didn't care about Kim so young, just held her chin, looked out the window, and twitched twice from time to time.

After a long time, Kim so Young couldn't bear it anymore, but still asked.

"Sika, what's wrong with you, why are you secretly crying?"

No matter why, Kim so Young has been their agent for a few months after all, and he has more or less feelings, not to mention that he has been taking care of them as sisters, which is very distressing.

In his impression, although Jessica is not a particularly strong girl, and she is also a little crying, it is the first time she has seen her like this.

How many people can do it in seven years of practice, it's a terrifying thing to think about, how strong her heart is, no one knows, she can only ask herself.

Jessica coughed a few times, adjusted her voice, and felt comfortable before responding lightly.

"It's nothing, it's just that I feel uncomfortable and want to cry!"

Even Kim so young, Jessica doesn't want to tell her, she has her pride, she has her self-esteem, and the first time she opened her mouth, she was ruthlessly rejected, which was a big blow to her, and it was very frustrating.

But life is not like this, the more pressure, the more powerful the rebound, only if you are good enough, can you prove that his choice was wrong.

"Oh, that's right!"

Kim so young didn't believe it, but what could he do, he could only echo it.

"So where to go now? Sending you back to the dorm or? ”

"No, send me home! Today I rest! ”

Jessica immediately spoke, her mood had just calmed down, and she didn't want to show her fragile back in front of Kim so Young, but her eyes still turned red.

"Hmmm! I see, if you're tired, take a break! I'll wake you up when it's there! ”

Kim so-young glanced at Jessica through the rearview mirror, there was definitely something wrong with this, and he was sure to have something to do with Kim Do-joon, but he couldn't have imagined that after Kim Do-joon provoked a member of Girls' Generation, he was confessed by another and rejected.

"Thank you Soyoung oppa, sorry for the trouble!"

Jessica bit her thin lower lip hard, trying not to let the tears fall, but the more she did, the more she was angry.

Kim so young helplessly handed over the tissue paper, put it along with the box, and said softly.

"Don't cry, crying too much is not good for your eyes, besides, it's snowing again, there is no hurdle in life that you can't pass, I want to open a little, don't embarrass yourself too much, go home and take a hot shower, eat a good meal, and sleep well, I'll call your assistant and ask him to come over tomorrow morning to pick you up!"

Kim so young arranged in detail, on the one hand, it was a very tacit understanding in the past, after all, the assistant was also brought by himself, although he left the s.m company, but there are still many people who have retained their original positions and did not leave with them, they all think that the tree is good to enjoy the shade, and they are unwilling to give up their existing status and position.

On the other hand, in the position of agent, Kim so young is a very qualified and professional person, and Han Chenghao is a world of difference.

That's why Kim Do-joon hired him, recruited him from S.M., and promised him a high salary.

By the time Han Sung-ho came over, Kim Do-jun had almost turned into a snowman, covered in snow, and ran down directly from above, and with an arrow step in front of Kim Do-jun, he pulled him up from the ground and shouted loudly.

"What the hell are you doing? Isn't it crazy, one lying in the snow with a burned brain? ”

This is the first time Han Chenghao has been so angry, when he got out of the car, he saw Kim Do-jun lying on the snow like a fool, if it wasn't for the exposed hat, he really couldn't find it.

Shivering from the cold, with messy hair, bruised lips, and covered with snow, he looks like a beggar suffering from hunger and cold.

Kim Do-joon just kept shaking his head, trembling, and said softly.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry ......" (To be continued......