"I, I'm just...... Shoved her, who knew that she hit her head on the chair, and then ...... And then ran out like crazy. Wu Qilian said with a humble heart.

And at this moment, Jin Yi, who is like waking up from a big dream, is indeed almost crazy, all the previous things are rushing like a storm and waves, and he can endure more humiliation, but he can't accept that his original ice and jade body has been defiled. Standing in the wind, she kept trying to push away these memories, but she couldn't get rid of them.

With tears streaming down her face, she kept asking why? Why are you still alive, why are you still alive, what are you doing alive, what you are living now, how can you still see people in the future, how can you still see that beloved person.

Since there is no interest in living, why not a hundred? At this time, she was already standing at the head of the bridge. Looking at the flowing water under the bridge, she staggered onto the bridge deck. Just as she wanted to step over the bridge railing, Wu Zheng, who was rushed over, grabbed her and said, "What are you going to do?" He dragged her to the middle of the bridge.

"Leave me alone, let me die, let me die!" Jinyi struggled with tears on his face and tried to push Wu Zheng away.

But after Wu Zheng saw that she was looking for a short, where did he dare to let go: "What are you going to do?" Why are you so ......?"

"Let me die, I beg you to let me die......" Jinyi didn't listen to Wu Zheng's words at all, and struggled and begged vigorously, "I don't want to live anymore, why do you want to save me, let me die that time, you let me go, let me ......"

"Be sober!" Wu Zheng grabbed her firmly and said, "What the hell is going on?" Is something happening? You sue me! If it hurts you because of Qicurtain's words, I apologize to you on her behalf. ”

Jin Yi blindly struggled desperately to break free from Wu Zheng's shackles and said: "I just want to die now, please let go of my ......"

Wu Zheng couldn't hold back Jinyi's crazy struggle, so he could only hug her tightly and said, "What the hell is going on?" You mean! You name it. I'll help you out! ”

Jinyi was firmly held in Wu Zheng's arms until he was exhausted from struggle, his eyes were dark, and he fainted.

When I woke up, I found that I was already on the bed in the room where the Wu family lived. When he opened his eyes, he saw that Mrs. Wu, Wu Zheng and Wu Qilian were all there, and when he saw Mrs. Wu, Jinyi wanted to speak, but he opened his mouth, but he didn't know what to say.

Seeing Jinyi wake up, Mrs. Wu, who was afraid of being pushed by her daughter and hurt Jinyi's brain, said with relief: "It's good to wake up." I'll have someone make you soup. ”

"Madam," Jin Yi finally said when she saw Mrs. Wu turn around. "No, I ...... Can't drink. ”

Seeing Jinyi say this, Mrs. Wu could only nod and say, "Okay, you can rest." ”

Wu Qilian's heart was weak, although the condition of Jinyi made her nervous. But when Jinyi woke up, he didn't want to apologize, and when he saw his mother go out, he followed him out. Wu Zheng was left in the room, still looking at Jinyi worriedly.

"Brother Wu, you should go out too. I'm fine. Jin Yi turned his face sideways, no longer looked at Wu Zheng, but said weakly.

Wu Zheng looked at Jinyi and hesitated. Finally, he said, "Okay, you have a good rest." Then he turned and went out and closed the door.

"What the hell is going on? Why did that girl suddenly want to die? It can't just be because the curtain pushed her, right? Mrs. Wu said.

"Maybe she's such a person, and when she saw that I was going to drive her away, she deliberately used this crying and making trouble and hanging herself." Wu Qi curtain said.

"Curtains. We've been with her for more than half a year, do you think she's going to be like that? Wu Zheng said.

"Knowing people, knowing faces, but not hearts." Wu Qilian muttered.

Wu Zheng no longer paid attention to his sister. said to his mother: "Mother, no matter what, wait for her to stabilize her mind first." ”

When Mrs. Wu heard her son say this, she could only nod her head in a deep voice.

And the brocade clothes lying on the bed, tears kept flowing. Since there is no face to see the beloved in this life, what is the point of living. Since this life is destined to lose its own happiness, what is the point of living.

Why? Why are those demon-like people, it is not enough to torture themselves like that, they have to push themselves into the bottomless abyss, push themselves into purgatory that can never be turned over. Why can't grievances be satisfied, why can't the former tolerance be exchanged for a trace of forgiveness, why are the dearest sisters going down the stone when they see themselves falling into the well. Thinking of his wife's coldness, Shan Lianfang's arrogance, Jinxiu's viciousness and Yinglan's ruthlessness, Jinyi felt a chill. Why don't you get a trace of tolerance from them when you never want to hurt anyone? Instead, he was hurt the most. Although he is just a slave in the Du family, do you have to force yourself to such a desperate road? How can a human heart be so vicious!

With my eyes closed, tears still keep sliding down the corners of my eyes, why? Why don't you let yourself fall asleep like this and never wake up again, so that you won't be so miserable again, and life is better than death.

"Didn't eat again?" When Wu Zheng saw that the food he had ordered Xiaofu to bring over to Jinyi was brought back by Xiaofu intact, he frowned.

"Well, she said she wasn't hungry." Xiaofu said.

"Bring it and I'll go." Wu Zheng took the food in Xiaofu's hand and served it himself.

As soon as he entered the door, he saw Jinyi lying motionless on the bed with his eyes open, so Wu Zheng put down the food and said, "Get up and eat." Seeing that Jinyi just stared blankly at the top of the tent and turned a deaf ear to his words, he couldn't help frowning and said, "If you don't eat, do you want to go on a hunger strike?" Seeing that Jinyi closed his eyes and didn't want to pay attention to himself at all, Wu Zheng walked to Jinyi's bed and said, "Okay, since you don't eat, then tell me, why is this happening?" Why did the good suddenly become like this? ”

"Brother Wu, don't worry about me, I'm not hungry, I'll eat when I'm hungry." Jin Yi finally closed his eyes and opened his mouth.

"I'll let you eat it now." Wu Zheng said.

"I'm not hungry now, I'll eat when I'm hungry." Jinyi Road.

Seeing Jinyi like this, Wu Zheng really had no choice but to advise: "Then you have to remember, you must eat quickly when you are hungry." ”

"Hmm." Jin Yi closed his eyes and agreed.

On the second night, when Wu Zheng learned that Jinyi still hadn't eaten a grain of rice, he finally couldn't help it, and as soon as he entered Jinyi's room, he said, "Do you really want to die?" Then why don't you tell me why! For what, exactly? Why? ”

Wu Qilian saw his brother coming, and he also followed, looked at the gray brocade clothes, and said, "Brother! If she doesn't eat it, she can do whatever she wants, her life is her own, how can she still be managed by others? It's just that if you want to die, you will die outside, we have saved you, do we still have to collect your body? ”

"Curtains! What nonsense are you talking about! Wu Zheng pushed the girl and said, "You give me out!" ”

Wu Qilian saw that his brother was still protecting the brocade clothes, so he couldn't help pouting, stomped his feet and went out.

"I'm sorry, Brother Wu." Jin Yi finally sat up with difficulty, then got out of bed, walked slowly to the table and said, "Brother Wu, thank you." Go out, I'll eat." ”

Wu Zheng saw Jinyi get up, and there was a smile on his face, and when he saw her walk to the table, he heard her say that she was ready to eat, so he said happily: "Okay, then I'll go out, you can eat quickly." ”

Seeing Wu Zheng go out, Jinyi sat down at the table and picked up the dishes and chopsticks. But when a mouthful of rice was in his mouth, tears had already dripped into the bowl, and the rice could not be swallowed no matter what, but tears kept pouring out of his eyes. Thinking of what Shan Lianfang and Jinxiu did to him, thinking that it was because of them that he buried his innocence in the hands of that lewd thief, let himself be irreparably hurt in this life, and insulate himself from happiness from now on, Jinyi's eyes were filled with endless resentment. Yes, curse them deeply, curse them for retribution, curse them for not ending well.

With a thud, the chopsticks in her hand slammed into the tabletop, resentment pounding inside her like a flood blocked by a dam, and she gritted her teeth and suffered the painful memories over and over again. Right! Why die? Why should they be fulfilled with their own deaths! No matter how painful it is, you can't just die! Because before they die, they must first see how they were punished and shattered!

Sitting in front of the mirror in a daze, looking at the jade pendant hanging around her neck in the mirror, she took it off. Looking at this original love token, recalling the scene when Du Yunke gave it to herself, her tears fell and wet the jade pendant. originally thought that I could stay with him in this life, but I didn't expect to separate myself from him for life. Now that he is not perfect, how can he still wear this white and flawless jade, and how can he still be qualified to wear the things he sent. Tearfully put down the jade pendant, and couldn't cry anymore.

Thinking of Du Yunke's confession to himself in the woods that day, Jinyi lay on the table and cried bitterly. I miss him as always, I want to see his face again, listen to him speak gently to myself again, and see him smile at me again. But he is no longer worthy of him, he is no longer qualified to get the smile he gives him, and he is not qualified to return to him in this life. In the dreary night, in the dark room, he sat in a daze, letting the tears flow......

When the morning sun rose, the brocade clothes hid all the pain, since they decided to live and had nowhere to go, then they should go to the pharmacy to help, and then continue to embroider to earn silver taels to supplement their expenses. In the future, even if there is more than enough, it should be handed over to the Wu family.

"Are you alright?" Mrs. Wu asked when she saw Jinyi coming.

"Yes, alright. I'm sorry, ma'am, I ......" Jinyi wanted to apologize for the chaos he had caused to their family because of his search for life.

"If it's an apology, it doesn't need to be said." Mrs. Wu said, "I just want to ask you, what did you not think about that day?" ”