Chapter 268: Do you regret it?
Unconsciously, in the autumn of the seventeenth year of Xuanming, he was already old. Midwinter is approaching, bringing waves of intense chills.
The wind was like a knife, blowing on people's faces for a while.
Green Banana couldn't wait to smear the whole jar of grease on Ruosheng's face, for fear that it would dry out and not look good.
Even Wu's mother couldn't help but say that blowing less wind would save her skin from going back and hurting her skin. But if you can stay anywhere, you still run outside day by day. Fortunately, there are not a few steps in Qianzhong Garden, and the steps are bigger, and you will arrive when you turn around.
Mrs. Yun Zhen has survived the most difficult time, and now she is only waiting for recovery, but after a few days, she has lost a lot of weight, and her face is not good, so she has to focus on raising it. But she was in good spirits and didn't want to eat.
Ruosheng simply went over every day to stare at her for dinner.
Seeing this, the people in the small kitchen did not dare to slack off, racking their brains to change their tricks to make food.
The lotus root should be connected with branches, and the whole five sections are extremely fat and white.
The fish is fresh, holding the tail and falling on the chopping board, and it can crackle and jump, and the scales go down in three or two, and it will be cooked in a hot pot with this fresh fat and strong slices.
As for the duck in the soup, it must be a hemp duck, which is slowly stewed in a clay pot with sour radish, dried bamboo shoots and thin slices of ham, and the taste is endless.
Mrs. Yun Zhen asked Ruosheng to accompany her for two meals, and she seemed to be a little happier, and specially asked Dou's mother to reward the cook.
As soon as the news came out, the people below breathed a sigh of relief.
Ruosheng didn't show it on his face, but he was also comforted a lot in his heart.
……
On this day, the aunt and nephew had dinner as usual. Ruosheng got up and went to make two teas.
The white porcelain tea cup contains yellow and green bright tea soup, like a pool of spring water.
After Mrs. Yun Zhen took it, she lowered her head and took a sip: "It's a finch tongue." ”
Ruosheng bowed his head, and his eyes were clear: "I changed your tea." ”
"Why?"
"It's not the right smell." Ruosheng smiled, "I really can't eat it!" ”
Wuyi tea fell into her mouth, it was really wrong.
Mrs. Yun Zhen shook her head, laughed helplessly, and suddenly put down the teacup in her hand and asked, "Do you have anything to say to me?" ”
Ruosheng took the lid of the bowl and skimmed the floating leaves, and when he heard this, he asked rhetorically: "Auntie, what do you have to tell me?" ”
"Ah Jiu......" Mrs. Yun Zhen called her name in a low voice. But there was silence again.
If you are born, you will not be silent. Only bow your head and eat her bird's tongue tea seriously.
After a long time, Mrs. Yun Zhen finally said, "I'm afraid I won't be able to." ”
Ruosheng was stunned for a moment, and replied to her in a daze: "You are talking nonsense." ”
Mrs. Yun Zhen smiled and looked sideways at the skyscape outside the window. Shaking his head and sighing: "Silly boy......"
"Auntie......" Ruosheng looked at her stunned for a long time. Gradually, I came back to my senses. Knowing that her "not becoming" was not what she thought she meant, she didn't feel secretly relieved, but after thinking about it, she raised it again. "There is still one mistake in the wise man's thousand thoughts, and you have only miscalculated once, which is nothing."
Mrs. Yun Zhen still looked out the window, and said in a deep voice: "It's changed ten years ago...... No, even five or three years ago, I shouldn't have made such a mistake and missed such a calculation......"
"I've lived like a walking corpse for more than ten years, and I can't hold on to it."
The winter sun shone on her face through the window lattice, smearing a layer of blood on the originally pale face, but it also revealed the fine lines at the corners of her eyes.
In just a few days, she seemed to be ten years older.
Ruosheng shivered.
The aunt who was holding a cloud bun, wearing a jade-colored flower and cloud crown, and a very bad temper in brocade clothes, seemed to be really missing at this moment.
She shook her head slowly and said softly: "In the summer on the grassland, the grass can be higher than a person's waist, the sky is blue like glazed tiles, and the clouds are spread on top of it, soft as small white flowers in full bloom——"
After a pause, she took a deep breath: "Auntie, this is your original words. ”
When she said this, Mrs. Yun Zhen was half-asleep and half-awake, and now she is afraid that she can't remember.
Ruosheng remembers it clearly, and the score is exactly the same.
She also raised her eyes to look out the window like Mrs. Yun Zhen.
The sky was clear and the sun was shining, but it was still cold. She played with the cups on the table a little absentmindedly, recalling the portrait of Tuoba Feng, but no matter what she thought, she couldn't remember that face: "The third prince of Dongyi, Tuoba Feng, is he not?" ”
Mrs. Yun Zhen smiled sadly: "Sure enough, the slightest clue shouldn't be told to know." ”
This is to admit it.
"Tuoba Feng." She muttered the name, and her gaze became deathly silent.
Ruosheng asked, "Do you regret meeting him?" ”
"No, I don't regret it!" Mrs. Yun Zhen's eyes changed, and she didn't hesitate at all.
Ruosheng sighed slightly, and asked tentatively, "Quietly go to Dongyi?" If so, how about bringing your cousin home? ”
To this day, she could not have guessed that her cousin, who died young, was buried in distant Dongyi.
In the past ten years, my aunt has become ill with longing and guilt, and over time, she has naturally become terminally ill.
Ruosheng stood up, slapped the table without a big or small size, shouted "Mother Dou", and when someone came in and opened his mouth, he said, "Hurry up and pack your things!" ”
Mother Dou was confused, where did this go, so she had to ask: "What to pack?" ”
Ruosheng took two steps forward and said, "Bring two light clothes, pack up some softness, and then let people prepare the car!" ”
Mother Dou was even more confused when she heard this, and she was so anxious that she hurriedly went to see Mrs. Yun Zhen.
"You don't have to clean it up." Mrs. Yun Zhen also stood up from the chair at this time, and waved her hand at Mother Dou, "Go down." ”
Dou's mother didn't know what to do, so she came to see Ruosheng again.
Ruosheng smiled: "Auntie has the final say, mom should go down." ”
Mrs. Yun Zhen looked at her and scolded lightly: "Nonsense." ”
The tone is not heavy, not like a rebuke, but like a compliment.
Ruosheng changed his serious look, and leaned over to put his arm around her with a hippie smile: "Go, go secretly, stuff some silver to find a few people, and no matter how strict the side is, you can always find a way to sneak in." ”
Mrs. Yun Zhen lowered her head and glared at her: "Don't go!" ”
If you are born, you just laugh and stop talking.
After all these years, the skin buried in the ground has long since decayed, and who knows what is left, even if you want to bring it back, you don't know what you can bring back.
She naturally knew that her aunt would not agree, but her aunt had held back these things for many years, and what she lacked was a way to relieve her.
"Let's set up a mound of clothes." Mrs. Yun Zhen said.
Ruosheng let go of his hand, and shouted loudly to Mother Dou to come in: "Auntie has something to say." ”
Mother Dou was stunned for a moment and looked at Mrs. Yun Zhen.
Mrs. Yun Zhen shook her head helplessly, coughed twice, and finally ordered, "Go and get that box." ”
Mother Dou was stunned again when she heard this, and was about to ask which box it was, when she suddenly caught a glimpse of Mrs. Yun Zhen's eyes, and instantly understood, and immediately retreated and took an old wooden box. (To be continued......)
PS: Seeing Jiangdong's father and ...... without face Originally, I just took two days off because of a cold, but I couldn't update it because of various trivial matters...... But I didn't take the dog lightly...... I moved, reinstalled broadband, and my mother was finally discharged from the hospital to recuperate at home, so I was happy to renew again