Chapter 606: They are all missing something in their hearts
Qian Xiaomo had to leave Li Bin's ward dejectedly, and Li Qiao stood outside the door with her. Looking at a book? γ»1 k?a?n?s book h?uγ»cc
"Don't be too sad, he lost his mother, it's also a very normal reaction." Li Qiao comforted.
Qian Xiaomo nodded and sighed slightly, "I know, I can understand and accept it." I'm not sad, I'm a little ...... Gratified. β
"Relieved?" Li Qiao was puzzled how Qian Xiaomo could use this word.
She nodded, barely raising the corners of her lips and smiling, and turned to look through the glass on the door. There was no longer Li Bin's crying in the ward, and he seemed to have changed back to the well-behaved and sensible child, but his tightly curled up body and frightened eyes revealed the fear and uneasiness in his heart.
The people around him are all strangers who are not related to him, and he is in the hospital, Li Bin has no one to rely on with his heart, how can he not be afraid? Qian Xiaomo took in his gaze, and now she finally understood what kind of child Li Bin was. He has no haven and longs for it, he has no security and longs for security.
He lukewarmly rejected the kindness and concern of others, as if he was afraid that someone would hurt him once he got close. A seven-year-old child should not have such a strong sense of vigilance and resistance, how did his childhood come about? Qian Xiaomo retracted his gaze and muttered meaningfully: "Compared to his politeness now, his scolding and resentment are at least the embodiment of his true emotions in his heart. β
Li Qiao looked at Li Bin, thinking about Qian Xiaomo's words in his mind.
"His politeness always makes people feel very distant and arrogant, rather than kind and friendly. Because the so-called sensible and well-behaved are all illusions that he showed in order to cater to adults. He hides his true view in his heart, but his hatred of me and hatred of me is the most real kind of feeling. He didn't hide it in front of me, shouldn't I be relieved? β
Li Qiao finally understood what Qian Xiaomo meant, and smiled lightly: "Do you think that his resentment has narrowed the distance between you instead?" β
Qian Xiaomo raised her eyebrows and said confidently: "Of course." Whether it's love or hate, it's infused with strong feelings, at least it's closer to two people than to hide their inner feelings and wear a mask of hypocrisy. So many people who are trapped by love, even if they can't love, in order not to let go, they have to choose hate? β
Li Qiao was silent, still thinking about something.?? One?? Reading 1.cc
"I'll go see Lei Ming."
Qian Xiaomo said suddenly, turned around and walked towards the staircase.
Li Qiao kept looking at Qian Xiaomo's back, with his hands in his trouser pockets, and finally unconsciously showed a shallow smile on his face.
"What a funny girl."
Qian Xiaomo quickly returned to the operating room on the first floor, and waited for a while before the lights in the operating room went out. Qian Xiaomo's heart instantly became nervous, and when the doctor came out and said that Lei Ming was fine, just a slight brain concussion, and he needed to rest well and stay in the hospital for observation, Qian Xiaomo's whole person breathed a sigh of relief.
So that night, Qian Xiaomo stayed in the ward to take care of Lei Ming. He had a strap on his head and was pushed out of the operating room and never woke up. Qian Xiaomo lay on the head of the bed and fell asleep unconsciously, so she stayed until dawn the next day. The sky outside the window was gray, and a rainstorm last night made the smog in the city center much better, but the weather on the mountain suddenly dropped several degrees, as if it was going to rain again.
Qian Xiaomo pursed her red lips, and she didn't know what she was eating in her dreams. She turned her head and the clothes slipped off her back, which woke her up violently. Qian Xiaomo sat up with round eyes, looking at the equipment in front of her, she finally remembered that she fell asleep in Lei Ming's hospital room last night.
Qian Xiaomo thought that Lei Ming turned her head suddenly, and just met Lei Ming's gaze, which frightened her to stand up.
"Morning...... Lei Ming smiled reluctantly and greeted Qian Xiaomo.
Qian Xiaomo pursed her lips and said angrily: "Don't think that if you save me, I will dispel the idea of divorce." β
"You said it yourself."
"I ......" Qian Xiaomo knew that she couldn't win him, so she simply sat down and said seriously, "I have something to tell you, it's about Binbin." We found him, but he's very unstable right now, and I think only you can help him. β
Lei Ming was expressionless and didn't say anything.?? One reads the book ww?wγ»1?k?anshuγ»cc
Qian Xiaomo knew that he was unhappy, "Binbin thinks you are his father, and he needs fatherly love now, do you understand?" β
"Then go to his biological father."
"His dad is having an extramarital affair with M, and M is pregnant and he doesn't care about it, can I take Binbin with such a father?"
Lei Ming shrugged his shoulders, "In that case, I can't help it." β
"The child is innocent!" Qian Xiaomo frowned anxiously, "Why don't you want to help him?" β
Lei Ming leaned forward slightly and leaned in front of Qian Xiaomo, "Then why are you so willing to help him?" β
"I've forgiven M, why would I mind an innocent child?" Qian Xiaomo paused, pursed her red lips and said, "Moreover, I always feel that Binbin can make up for a gap in my life...... This vacancy, I have never known what it is. It's like I've lost myself, and it's like I've lost my ...... I lost my love, but I'm not ...... I was at a loss, so I chose to leave, I thought that I would have to go to a far place and spend a long time to make up for the hollowness in my heart, but I didn't expect that after meeting Binbin, it seemed that something changed in the dark. Later, I slowly realized that the hole in my heart was changing, and it was being filled little by little......"
Lei Ming frowned, "Why didn't you tell me before." β
Qian Xiaomo pouted suspiciously, "What's the use of telling you?" β
Lei Ming was silent, his expression was very strict, and he seemed to have finally figured out the problem that he hadn't figured out for so long.
Qian Xiaomo poured a cup of hot water for Lei Ming, and was about to go to see Li Bin come again, Lei Ming didn't stop her, just looked at her back, and suddenly realized the problem he had been ignoring. yes, how could he forget such an important thing? Lei Mingxun took out his mobile phone and dialed Du Jianping's phone.
"Godmother, I want you to help me with something."
"Every time I hear you call me like that, it's not good." Du Jianping on the other end of the phone said in a faint voice, "Last time you asked me to investigate Martini's situation in the United States, I haven't finished the investigation yet, and now what are you asking me to do?" β
"It's easier." Lei Ming said categorically, "But it is also a more important thing!" β
Du Jianping on the other end of the phone was silent for a while.
"Have you figured this out?" Du Jianping was questioning.
"It's important for Momo."
"I hope it's not the after-effects of your minor concussion."
"I will be responsible for what I say." Lei Ming replied dryly, "I'm sorry for you, godmother." β
Du Jianping didn't say anything more, and only the beep of being hung up came from the phone.
Lei Ming put away his mobile phone, even if Du Jianping didn't say anything, he knew that Du Jianping would agree sooner or later.
It just takes time.
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Two days later, Li Bin was discharged from the hospital, and Lei Ming was still in the hospital for observation.
Li Qiao later sued Qian Xiaomo, and Li Bin hid under the steel frame that day, because it was raining, he hid in another abandoned warehouse room in order to avoid the rain. happened to be found by Li Qiao, although Li Bin avoided a rain, but the temperature was too low, Li Bin hid in the warehouse room and soon fainted from the cold. Fortunately, Li Qiao found him in time, otherwise no one could tell what would have happened to Li Bin.
Li Bin went back to the sanatorium with Qian's mother, but still refused to talk to Qian Xiaomo. Since his attitude towards Qian Xiaomo has been expressed, he has begun to deal with Qian Xiaomo openly. Full of children's hearts, most of the so-called revenge things are childish little things. Qian Xiaomo did not embarrass him, but helped him explain his behavior to Qian's father and Qian's mother.
In the past two days, Qian Xiaomo also had to go to Lei Ming on time to report. She didn't know why she was doing this, she just knew that she couldn't help it every time. What you see, what you want to do, the first person who pops up in your mind is Lei Ming. Therefore, even if Qian Xiaomo didn't take the initiative, she would have appeared in Lei Ming's ward inexplicably.
Every time Qian Xiaomo appeared, she would tell Lei Ming about Li Bin, no matter what, she wanted Lei Ming and Li Bin to talk calmly, but in the end Lei Ming refused. "Don't you think you're a liar? When Li Bin finally knows the truth one day and knows that you have been lying to him all along, what do you think will happen to him? Lei Ming threw a very realistic question to Qian Xiaomo. And this problem has always been a problem that Qian Xiaomo is worried about but can't do anything about.
Every time, Qian Xiaomo would only say, "When he grows up, he will be able to understand and understand, and he will not hate me." β
But she didn't know that Li Bin was thinking about how to deal with her every day. And Li Bin has a lot of ghost ideas.
Now Li Bin reports to Li Kun every day before going to bed about the current situation of Qian Xiaomo and Lei Ming, and gives Li Kun a lot of news. And since Martini was killed, Li Kun has always been ghostly, and he always does wrong things in the mansion. Fortunately, there is no higher leader in the mansion now, he is the housekeeper in the mansion, and naturally he is now the biggest king. So no one dared to criticize his work, and Li Kun was also thinking about how to take revenge day and night, for fear of long nights and dreams.
A few days later, Qian Xiaomo was making soup in the kitchen, Qian's mother was drying clothes in the yard, Qian Xiaoxiang was accompanied by Qian Xiaoxiang, and Qian Xiaomo was the only one in the kitchen. At this time, Li Bin suddenly walked up with a gloomy expression, "I have something to say to you." β
After speaking, Qian Xiaomo looked at Li Bin with low eyebrows in surprise, this was the first time Li Bin had spoken to her in so many days.
Qian Xiaomo squatted happily in front of Li Bin, "What do you want to tell me?" β
"It's not convenient to talk here, I'll wait for you outside."
Li Bin was like a little adult, and after finishing speaking, he opened the door and went out.
Qian Xiaomo saw that he was weird, and was worried about what dangers and bad people he encountered, so he hurriedly took off his apron, put on his shoes and chased out. Li Bin walked a long way around the sanatorium, and Qian Xiaomo followed him. When passing by the emergency building, Lei Ming in the ward on the first floor happened to see them through the window.
Qian Xiaomo's face was puzzled, and Li Bin's face was fierce.
Lei Ming's heart skipped a beat, and he immediately got out of bed to catch up.
Li Bin's gaze made Lei Ming scared for no reason, if Li Bin really hated Qian Xiaomo to the core, what would he do......
Lei Ming was suddenly cold, and hurriedly chased out, damn it, where did they go?
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